136 I will not pester you any more
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But this was not a chance encounter.
After sitting down, Hyunia said, "I made the ticket together, anyway, I went to a place, so I didn't have to avoid it, right?"
"Hmm. ”
I turned my face sideways to look out the window, but in fact, Chen Zhi's position was diagonally behind me, and the window just reflected some of his appearance. I don't know why, but I stared at it for a long time.
It wasn't until he smiled at the phone screen that I turned my head.
I was afraid of being discovered, and I don't know why I felt weak. But he was obviously laughing just now, and I seemed to wonder what he was laughing at.
"What are you doing?" Schunia pushed me, "buckle up, lost soul." ”
"Good. ”
I lowered my head and buckled my seat belt, and inadvertently looked at the glass again, this time Chen Shi seemed to be looking at me. To be honest, I was a little nervous.
But from his point of view, he actually won't know that I'm looking at him, so maybe he's just looking at me.
I don't know what's wrong with me, not long ago I swore that I didn't love him anymore, but since I received Si Chen's invitation that day, I have dreamed of similar pictures several times.
It's just that in my dream, it was Chen Shi who told me that he was getting married.
In the dream I was very sad and kept crying and crying. When I woke up, I said to myself, it was a dream. I have Xu Yi, even if I don't have Xu Yi, it is impossible for me to go back to the past with Chen Zhi.
If it weren't for Si Chen's marriage, I think I would have been as calm as water, but now I can't, I noticed the ripples in my heart that shouldn't have been, and then I could only desperately tell myself that it was wrong.
I don't know how you will feel when you face the kind of ex-boyfriend who loves and can't forget, but I'm very entangled, knowing that I don't love him anymore, but I still feel depressed when I think he will fall in love with someone else in the future.
It's pretentious, right?
I admit this, so these days I have been tormented by this emotion, and I am completely living in self-blame, I want to wait for Xu Yi to come back, I like Xu Yi, but at this time, I have to embark on a common journey with Chen Shi.
Finally, there was a small couple on the plane, they were late so the seats were not together, just one was next to me, and the other was next to Chen Shi, they said to change.
Chen Shi looked at me, then got up and walked next to me, I asked him to sit in the innermost, and sat on the side of the corridor by himself, Xu Nia came back from the bathroom and asked me to move in, so I still sat next to Chen Shi, it was very embarrassing, we didn't speak.
Like the day Chen Xiang came back, we encountered another rainy day, maybe the first month was originally the rainy season, not only rain but also thunder. Flights at night, but all I saw from the window was white light, it was lightning. When trying to land, the bumps were very strong, and the general air flow was not comparable at all. The last two were so serious that people had to leave their seats, and even with their seat belts fastened, they still clearly felt the whole person rushing up.
To be honest, this scene was quite scary, especially for those of us who are laymen, who would have thought that why we were trying to land again and again in such bad weather, and some of us were shouting that we were scared to death.
I exhaled and said to Xenia, "It's like a plane crash." ”
"Don't talk nonsense. Xenia glared at me, "It's not that serious, are you afraid?"
I shook my head, "I'm not afraid, I'm afraid that my mother will be sad after I hang up, and nothing else." ”
"Well, what do you think in your head?"
"Hey, hey. ”
I was laughing, the captain tried to land again, this time something happened, a person in the back seat had just unbuckled his seat belt, and the person threw his head up and hit the baggage compartment, I didn't dare to look at it, I heard that it was blood.
The stewardess said some reassuring words, but this time I was scared.
Of course I don't want to die, and I don't want to be smashed to pieces, and in the end I can't even leave anything in this world. Not only I'm afraid, but others are also afraid, just now those who were talking about being scary or directly scolding their mothers also shut up, it was too quiet, and no one spoke.
We don't know what the situation is now, but it's true that it's harder than before, and if you try to land, it will be the same as before, if you don't land, the turbulence caused by the air flow is also very large.
The captain still has to land, not to mention anything else, isn't there still a wounded person on the plane, and it is a little too big or small to hit the head.
This landing is also the most exciting, although we all know that such a situation is generally thrilling, and the captain will not land rashly if there is too much danger, but even if you know, the process is still very difficult.
I put my hand on my lap and gently clenched my fingers, and kept saying in my heart that it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid.
Then the plane began to tilt downward, and I felt like I was breathing faster. At this time, I felt that my hand was gently covered, and Chen Shi shook my hand, "Don't be afraid, it's okay." ”
I tried to pull my hand back, but I didn't do that for a moment.
At that time, I thought that if we were really so unlucky and had a plane crash, if that was the case, I would like to be held by Chen Shi and disappear together.
It was a long time before I realized that Chen Zhi was the same as I thought at that moment.
Unexpectedly, the plane landed smoothly, except for the person who was injured before, everyone else was unharmed, and Chen Zhi's hand had already been withdrawn. As for Xenia, I don't know when I put on the earplugs, he probably didn't hear us, and he didn't read this one.
Chen Zhi said, "I don't mean anything else, don't worry, I won't pester you in the future." ”
What he said was quite sad.
"You really like him, don't you? ”
I tugged at the corners of my mouth and laughed, but didn't answer.
Chen Shi said that he liked it, but I understood that what he wanted to say was love, but the word love was too difficult to say. If you like it, I definitely like Xu Yi, and Chen Shi has known it for a long time. But love is not the same as love.
Do I love Xu Yi?
Maybe I really can't answer it, because I don't know how to define the word love.
When I first said love, I thought that the feeling I had for Chen Shi was love. And now, I've forgotten that feeling, so I don't understand love.
Chen Shi really didn't pester me, we didn't say a word after getting off the plane, Si Chen booked a hotel for us, but I was going to find Chen Xiang, so I planned to take a taxi directly
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