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Rarity arranged for someone to pick me up and take me directly to Xu Yi's place. Along the way, I also wondered if I would see him and the kitten as soon as I opened the door, but I lived in the apartment next door to Xu Yi, and his house was a fingerprint lock, and the password was only known to him.
I stayed for two days and was completely on the lookout.
So I went to Spain, a place I didn't know well, and I even had a language barrier.
That's all Rarity can help me with, and the only clue is that Xu Yi arrived in Spain a week ago.
The search process was dazed and long, and some people advised me to go back, Xu Yi couldn't really be missing, and he would appear after the holiday.
I've also thought that most of this kind of search is fruitless, but I've come here, and it seems that I am unwilling to go back like this.
Later, I still found Xu Yi, on the beach in Malaga.
I've been looking for four whole days, and Xu Yi came out of the hotel with the kitten, the girl I had only seen in the video before. Xu Yi was in charge of carrying the suitcases of two people, and the girl was pushing the stroller.
Xu Yi was also stunned when he saw me, maybe he didn't expect that I would come all the way over. I was stunned, I didn't have much hope until I saw them.
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Later, Xu Yi and I explained, and we explained very seriously. Whether he listened or not, whether he would believe it I don't know, but when I said it, there seemed to be a kind of distress mentality, I especially hope that he can comfort and comfort me, if Xu Yi told me that the kitten will definitely be close to me in the future, then I will definitely believe it.
Xu Yi didn't say anything.
When the kitten was crying, I went to change his diaper and breastfeed, and it was rare for him to settle down for a while, and there was a sweet expression on his little face, but he cried to me immediately after he was full, and the little foot kept kicking me hard. I can only hand over the child to Xu Yi again, and sure enough, he will just hug it. Xu Yi carried the kitten into our bedroom and said to him, "Is it okay to sleep with Dad today?"
I watched from the sidelines, and suddenly I felt like the years were quiet.
Xu Yi took the kitten to take a bath, but in fact, I was helping the kitten wash it, and he was just coaxing the child with a small toy. After washing, I cleaned the bathroom, and then went out the two father and son were already asleep, the kitten was in the middle of the bed, I lay on the other side and held his little hand, and only when I was asleep was willing to be touched by me, alas.
In the middle of the night, the kitten woke up again, still crying, Xu Yi was also woken up, and it was useless to hold him for a while.
I watched from the sidelines, helpless and helpless. The kitten cried in the dark, naturally he wouldn't look at me, and Xu Yi was not available, as if I was transparent.
I silently withdrew from the room, stood outside for a while, waited until the kitten stopped crying, and then cautiously returned to bed, but as soon as I lay down, the little one opened his eyes very alertly and began to cry.
I looked at Xu Yi and smiled helplessly, "I'll go to the guest room and sleep." ”
He hummed and agreed.
I have been living in the guest room since that day, and it is fine during the day, as long as I don't hold the kitten, he can have a lot of fun lying in the crib by himself, but at night I am close to him and crying, no one can tell what the reason is, and then my aunt told me if I want to ask someone to see, is this child and I have a conflict.
I'm still quite scared when I hear it, but it's better to find someone to see it, first, I don't particularly believe in this, and secondly, I think it will scare children, even if they can't, in case those who watch the fairy bring something unclean. I'm also quite contradictory, I don't believe it for a while, and it seems to be superstitious for a while, probably this kind of mood for mothers, when I was a teenager, I felt that I should never have children in my life, and I had to raise children after giving birth, and I couldn't just look at it, but after the kitten was born, I found that I was willing to give him everything I could. In the end, it can only be like this, I still believe that he will be better when he grows up.
During the Chinese New Year, the three of us went to the child's grandfather's house, Xu Yi's aunt, that is, Xu Niya's mother chatted with me about the second child, which means that we can afford it, and it is good to give birth to one or two younger siblings to the kitten while we are still young.
I've also thought about this, since I saw the family that gave birth to the second child in the hospital, but only I thought about what was the use, I could only smile and perfunctory. Xu's mother may have thought I was embarrassed, so she changed the topic to teach me how to coax the child, and said that Xu Nia was like this when she was a child, and I was a little more relieved when I listened, but when I turned my head, I found that Xu Yi was standing outside without knowing when.
When there were only two of us left in the room, Xu Yi asked me what I was laughing at just now, and I said no. Then he asked me again, "Do you want to have another child?"
"Nope!"
I was a little anxious to explain, but I didn't think so in my heart, so I thought it was weird to make a big deal about wanting to have children, so I naturally answered.
I saw the corners of Xu Yi's mouth twitch for a moment, and explained, "You don't have to worry about me, I won't trouble you." ”
When I said it, I was also very sad in my heart, sad for no reason, probably because I felt that it was very painful for me to clear up the relationship between the two people.
Xu Yi smiled, touched my hair and asked, "So sensible?"
"Hmm. Pushing Xu Yi's hand away, I said, "I'll help Auntie cook, and you accompany the kitten." ”
I was even more upset when I got out of the room, but I didn't want to be seen by him with an unnatural look on my face. Regarding Xu Yi's scandals, I only thought it was fake at first, Xu Nia helped me test once that the two brothers almost fell out, and now looking at his reaction, I have no confidence at all. In fact, I should understand what kind of person Xu Yi is, he changed many girl friends in front of me for more than a year in Beijing, that is Xu Yi's style, it is good that he is willing to accept kittens, why should I ask him to guard me like a jade.
After the eighth day of the new year, we went home, Xu Yi was about to start work, in the first half of the year he was going to tour with a British band, and he couldn't go home for a few months, Xu Yi only informed me the day before departure, he would take the kitten with him.
I thought I had misheard, and then Xu Yi told me that the passport and visa had already been completed.
It will take a while to do this, but I don't know at all, taking the kitten away is also something that Xu Yi has decided a long time ago, and he told me that it is not to discuss.
I asked Xu Yi, "Can you go without the kitten, he's still so young, I'm afraid he won't fit in." ”
Xu Yi said, "Then who do you think he likes to be with?"
The answer is obvious.
I said, "Can I come with you?"
Xu Yi thought for a while and replied seriously, "Whatever you want." ”
It's a pity that I didn't be happy for long, of course Xu Yi didn't have an opinion that I would go with him, but I couldn't get a long-term visa on my own, and I couldn't stay for a few days with the tour group, let alone accompany the kitten for a few months.
On the day Xu Yi took the kitten away, I could only hide behind the fans even to send me off, wearing sunglasses that could cover half of my face, no one knows how long I cried that day and how sad I cried.
The New Year hasn't come out yet, and the smell of the New Year outside is relatively strong, so I'm the only one who stays at home alone and makes a meal, which can be eaten almost in a week.
It's been the first time I've been separated from a kitten for so long, and it turns out that this kind of longing can really torture people to the point of disintegration.
Without Xu Yi and without kittens, my life is not even as good as a blank slate.
When I first arrived in the UK, Xu Yi would take the time to video chat with me, in fact, it was just for me to look at the kitten, the computer at home was not equipped with a camera, and they couldn't see me, sometimes Xu Yi was not there, there was only the kitten in the lens, someone would take care of him, change diapers and feed or something, but at most I saw a woman's figure in the video screen, and I couldn't see the face, but she took good care of the kitten, and the child didn't cry or make trouble, which was much better than my own mother.
Then Xu Yi had a scandal for a while, and it is said that the heroine of the scandal also followed him to the UK. Some people say that Xu Yi divorced me a long time ago, and we only got married because he wanted to be responsible for the children. Someone took a picture of him walking with a woman pushing a stroller on the beach.
I was the one who took the initiative to find out about this matter, Xu Yi didn't talk to me much during the video, but I could see it in front of the computer.
I typed to him: I have one thing I want to ask you.
Xu Yi: Huh?
Me: When you weren't there, I saw a person in the video......
Xu Yi: Female?
Me: Hmm.
Xu Yi: What do you think of her?
I stared at this sentence for a long time, but I didn't answer.
When Xu Yi asked me how she was, a word suddenly appeared in my head: stepmother.
Think about the girl's appearance of taking care of the kitten is actually quite loving, the kitten does not cry or make trouble, I think people are more competent than my own mother, and the photo of two people walking on the beach with the kitten, seriously, it is very like a family. In the past, Xu Yi always told me to find the best mother for his son, and at that time we both felt that our own mother must be the best, so he joked that I wanted to give him a child, and at that time he thought that I was very suitable to be his son's mother. Now, hasn't time passed, obviously I'm not qualified enough for Xu Yi, the kitten is still so young, and he doesn't seem to have any feelings for me, does Xu Yi also want to change his son's mother.
It's a horrible thought, and I haven't slept all night thinking about it.
In the next few days, I still video with Xu Yi every day, in fact, just to see the kitten, sometimes Xu Yi is not there, and the girl who takes care of the kitten will also take the video, I just watch it day by day, and I can't see any results, because the kitten can't see me. Until one day, I finally heard the kitten cry out to Mom.
I cried, not happy, because he wasn't the mom who was shouting at me.
There were a few days when I didn't dare to go online, Xu Yi looked for me, and I kept running away, and then he didn't bother to look for me, so I called him and asked him if he regretted marrying me, and asked him if he wanted to divorce.
Xu Yi said, "What about you? Do you want a divorce?"
I said I didn't want to.
Xu Yi asked me why I didn't want to.
I said I didn't want to be separated from the kitten.
Xu Yi asked, "Is there anything else?"
I thought about it, and it seemed that there was something else in my heart, but I couldn't say it or say it clearly. I don't even understand what that feeling is, but the thought of divorce makes me feel sad.
I still couldn't answer, Xu Yi said it was okay and he hung up, and on the other side of the phone, there was only a busy signal.
This time it was Xu Yi who avoided me, he was deliberately punished, I started to think about the kitten, and regretted the escape a few days ago, but I couldn't see anything when I wanted to see him, and I couldn't contact Xu Yi, I looked for Rarity, and Rarity contacted the UK to know that Xu Yi had taken the kitten out on vacation these days, but I heard that there was another person. I don't know when I'll be back.
I couldn't wait and didn't want to wait, Rarity reminded me that the house Xu Yi bought was in my name, and some savings were also in my name, which was enough to get a visa, and it would not be a problem to renew it when I got there.
Well, I've decided, I'm going to find them.
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(Fanwai began to be serialized on Weibo~ tentative name "Do You Know" Do you know that I like you? A romantic story of a straight child and a cold girl~)
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