Later, I kept thinking about why I wanted to jump, but I didn't figure it out for a long time, maybe because I had this kind of thought, so I was in a desperate situation and it came up again and again.

There is a mess of garbage piled up underneath, and if you jump down, you will undoubtedly fall directly into the garbage heap, and then I will be taken away like garbage, and the meaning of living in this world will be completely lost.

Whether Huo Jidu is still my mother, or Shen Nao, I will no longer exist in their life trajectories.

Thinking of this, there was a sad emotion in my heart, but the bleakness of the current situation suppressed this sadness, I stretched out my feet a few more steps, and then closed my eyes and began to tilt, at this time, a fluctuating picture rushed into my mind, like Huo Jidu's roaring sound wave, he stood in the night and yelled at me: Lily......

It was this shout that pulled me back to reality, my closed eyes suddenly opened, my heart was cold, I hurriedly grabbed the window on the side, and covered my heart with palpitations, what am I doing? I want to die? I was stunned, I actually wanted to die, I actually wanted to escape from reality.

Cautiously got down from the window and slid on the floor, sweating profusely.

Death is the practice of the weak, I still have Huo Jidu, and my mother, they are all worried about me, I can't do this kind of irresponsible behavior.

I told myself, Lily, you have to endure it, you love Huo Jidu so much, don't you know how much Huo Jidu gave up for you?

I said to myself over and over again, whipped myself over and over again, and slapped myself over and over again.

In the dead of night, lonely as water, I hugged my knees and told myself again, if you are in pain, just hug yourself, tomorrow the sun will rise, everything will pass, and you have to learn to be strong when no one helps.

I began to miss Huo Jidu's arms, and I missed the bits and pieces with him, so I couldn't cry, I had to live on my knees, I had to find someone to save me, and I had to get out of Bai Chong's control.

The next day, barely cheering up, the woman pushed the door and entered, maintaining her usual cynicism: "I saw you standing on the window last night, why didn't you die?"

I smiled, my expression gentle but strong: "Death? this is a distant thing for me, if you are interested, you can try it yourself......"

After that, I didn't pay attention to the woman anymore, washed up and went to work, and my expression was much better than before, but it was still like the walking dead.

In the days of gambling, I have seen too many people laughing, too many people crying, and when the guests vented their sadness to me, I did not say a word, and I also changed from the original emotion to a cold and immobile woman.

In the past half a year, I have thought of countless ways to escape, Bai Chong's mind is densely knitted, I can't tear a hole, and I can't borrow a mobile phone.

In the case of going step by step, I was also afraid in my heart, afraid that I would forget Huo Jidu's number one day......

A year later, the gambling environment made me numb, and sometimes I watched people who lost all their money cry and yell, but it was just a skimming.

The casino has a group of technical operators, who specialize in controlling the odds, they are a group of vampires, who can easily control a game, I have been following them for a long time, and I also know a general idea, and I learned very quickly, and in a few months I have mastered how to use the odds to control the game.

Brother Wen, the manager of the gambling house, promoted me to become the foreman of the dealer, and officially squeezed out the woman who sneered at me when I jumped off the building.

The foreman is also very tired, but it is much better than the dealer who let people vent before, and in the lonely days, my thoughts about Huo Jidu are like poison, and the poisonous heart is rotten.

When no one is around, I miss him so much that I secretly cry, bury my face in the palm of my hand, and tell myself...... It's good to cry......

Today, the rain in Macau is very heavy, like diamonds, smashing on the glass one by one, crackling and annoying.

In the gambling field, Brother Wen grabbed her little hair, knocked her to the marble floor, and pinched the roots of her hair tightly with his little hands, crying and begging for mercy.

The two voices were mixed together, and I was annoyed.

couldn't help but hold back the fire, and sneered: "Brother Wen, isn't it just to deal cards to Mr. Jiang, I'll do it, you let go of Xiaoxiao, a little girl, scared ......"

That's how I was scared at the beginning, just like me when I just entered the gambling room, I was very unfamiliar with everything, and it was normal for me to feel uncomfortable being taken advantage of, I understand this feeling.

Now, I'm the foreman, and I'll do my best to protect these women.

Women, it is not easy for anyone to live, and when it is time to pull a hand, you should pull a hand.

Brother Wen immediately put away the ugly angry face, smiled, and held my arm: "Lingling, you are still sensible, you have been working in the gambling house for more than a year, and you have a thick foundation, and I can rest assured of doing things." ”

I only take this flattery as a deaf ear.

In the crown entertainment casino, Jiang is always a vVIP customer, everyone knows that he has a short personality, every time he loses the card, he likes to abuse the dealer who deals the cards, after a gambling game, the dealer who deals the cards is often dressed in a 'purple and red', for this reason, the female dealers in the casino dare not respond to his field.

The average gambler grabs a handful and pinches a few times, he has to toss people to death.

Xiaoxiao was taken by Mr. Jiang yesterday, and named him to play baccarat with him tonight, she was frightened as soon as she knew the news, and she made a fuss from yesterday to today.

Hearing that I helped her, Xiaoxiao got up from the ground and cried gratefully: "Thank you, Sister Lingling, ......"

I said lightly, "Sooner or later, you will have to learn to deal with all kinds of guests." ”

In the evening, I changed into a sexy flesh-pink silk dress, and Xiaoxiao looked at me blankly: "Sister Lingling, aren't you afraid of being taken advantage of by Mr. Jiang when you dress so sexy?"

I continued to wear strappy heels and replied to her words: "Reality and me, either I succumb to reality, or reality is played with by me in applause." Touching her face, he left generously and walked to the VIP room arranged by the gambling house for Mr. Jiang.

From a distance, I saw Brother Wen waiting for me at the entrance of the VIP room, I glanced at it, and was about to continue inside, he grabbed my arm, his eyes were scorched.

"Lingling, Mr. Jiang brought a guest today, he is an officer, and the party is very big, you can take it easy. ”

I nodded, and Brother Wen looked at me a few more times, uneasy. I wondered who was here to make him scared.

"Brother Wen, don't worry, I can handle it......"

All I can do is make a profit for the gambling house, otherwise it will be a dead end.

However, I said that I had 'done' too early, and there was still a dozen steps away from the card table, and I was afraid in vain, just because it was Bai Chong who Mr. Jiang brought over - someone I hadn't seen for a year, and he must have come without any good things.

Seeing that I paused, Brother Wen pulled me: "Lingling, let's go, what are you doing standing." ”

Bai Chong will not show up easily, he is a person hiding in the shadows, and it is natural for Brother Wen not to know.

I was silent for a few seconds, trying my best to pull a less ugly smile on my face, and walked to the card table with a heart: "Mr. Jiang......" is professionally respectful.

Mr. Jiang smiled at me: "Hey, Lingling appeared today, it's my honor, come, introduce you to a distinguished guest, Captain Bai." ”

I curled my fingers to keep myself calm, lowered my gaze and stared at Bai Chongsi's delicate eyebrows, neither humble nor arrogant, and spit out three words lightly: "Commander Bai." ”

Bai Chong's slender and clean fingers rested on a deck of cards, and he leaned back, with a little coldness in his eyes: "Long time no see, Lily." ”

I trembled, my throat instantly became dry, if there is anyone in this world that I don't want to see, Bai Chong is one of them, he brought me to this casino, it was he who made me devastated and made me become the cold-blooded person I am now.

Fortunately, everyone present has experienced strong winds and waves, and they have learned a general idea after a few glances back and forth between me and Bai Chong, and Mr. Jiang is stupid: "It turns out to be an old acquaintance, that's easier to do, and then let Lily accompany Captain Bai to catch up with the old days." ”

Brother Wen hurriedly put the words over: "Okay, it's easy to do anything when you get off the card field." ”

I didn't make a sound, my hand reached over to take the card in Bai Chong's hand, and the moment I drew the card, Bai Chong's fingers intentionally or unintentionally brushed the back of my hand, bringing a piece of warmth, and I was indifferent.

After shuffling the cards step by step, only one was issued, and Bai Chong pushed out a third of the chips in front of him, I was a little stunned, it was a million chips.

Surprised, I only heard Mr. Jiang laugh and tease: "Commander Bai, this is called Lingling, no, it's Lili...... It's not your old look, right? The first one is so big? ”

Bai Chong didn't respond, he smiled and didn't say anything, only supported his two arms, and looked at the cards in my hand.

In the first game, Bai Chong bet the largest, he sat in the bank, the remaining eight people were idle, after I dealt the cards, Bai Chong looked at me, as calm as ever, I felt a little creepy, after they bet one by one to unveil the hole cards, Bai Chong's luck is really very good, the first game won a point.

Mr. Jiang followed the person opposite Bai Chong, and the chips pressed were 500,000, as soon as Bai Chong won, his face immediately became unsightly, and his big hand pinched my arm: "Lingling, your shuffling skills are really good, Captain Bai won only a little more than me, amazing." ”

Anyone can hear the sarcasm in his words, probably because I cheated on Bai Chong.

How could it be? I hated him so much.

Sweeping his gaze, a small red mark had already appeared on his arm, smiled, ignored it, and continued to deal cards. Heaven seems to be particularly kind to some people, in the next few rounds, Bai Chong either won one or two points, and Mr. Jiang's strength in pinching me became heavier and heavier, and every time I continued to pinch along the place where I pinched the first time, and the last one was so painful that I couldn't help frowning.

Brother Wen sensed my pain and said quietly: "Mr. Jiang, you are light, you look at our Lingling's fine skin and tender meat, this piece is about to be choked by you." ”

Before the words fell, Bai Chongmeng stood up and pushed all the chips in front of him to the center of the table: "Take it and divide it, give this money to Mr. Jiang, I won't gamble today, I'm more interested in reminiscing." He buttoned up his suit, walked up to me, looked at me coldly, and whispered in my ear, "If you don't want me to be cruel to you, just be interesting and come with me." ”

I pursed my lips, looked at Brother Wen, and showed a comforting look: "Brother Wen, I'll go out first." ”

Brother Wen didn't dare to make a sound, only nodded, and then I followed Bai Chong away.

Out of the gambling house, the doorman drove his car over, he rudely shoved me in, closed the door, sped all the way, and stopped at Avenida da Lotus Sea.

"Get out of the car. He forced open the door on my side, and I was led into the Ritz-Carlton by his waist.

Almost as soon as he entered the room, Bai Chong's sneer greeted him: "Lily, this place is really suitable for you, and it is good to train you, hehe, you are so amorous, but it is cold, you can't call it a male **...... I'm a little bit attracted to you now, what should I do?"

His every word was very cold, I had never seen such a violent and terrifying Bai Chong, and he took a few steps back: "What do you want to do?" Bai Chong, I am working in peace now, I have never touched a mobile phone for more than a year, are you still not satisfied?"

Bai Chong sneered a few times, and suddenly pinched my chin, like a doll: "I thought that if I put you here, you would not be able to survive, after all, I thought you were a weak woman before, but I didn't expect you to be promoted to the position of foreman so soon, hehe, the person Huo Jidu fell in love with is really not simple......

I didn't speak, I bit my lip.

This attitude seemed to make Bai Chong even more irritable, he shook my chin away and threw me on the camel-colored sofa to the side, and the row of pillows on the sofa was immediately swept away by him.

"They watched you take me away, don't you make a fuss, Bai Chong?"

"What's going on?" Bai Chong was a little crazy: "Huo Jidu was officially transferred to Beijing last week, do you know? That man stayed in ** for a year, and was transferred to Beijing through the unique advantages of ** region, hehe, it's really amazing, he's a threat to me, and even more ...... to my cousin."

Bai Chongmu pushed me with all his strength.

Who is his cousin? I don't know, so I have to scold: "Are you crazy, Bai Chong?" "My eyes are scarlet.

Bai Chong didn't speak, he suddenly took out his mobile phone from his pocket, turned on the video, and when I was guessing what he wanted to do in a trance, a three-dimensional handsome face like a sculpture suddenly appeared in the video.

"Huo Jidu......" I trembled and muttered at the corners of my lips, and with just one glance, tears rained down.

The voice on the other side of the video penetrated me in an instant, it was the video of Huo Jidu's inauguration ceremony, his hair was cut a lot shorter, and his spirit was extremely cold.

I covered my lips and snatched Bai Chong's phone like a madman: "Perverted...... I beg you not to do this, you want to threaten Huo Jidu, don't threaten me with my broken appearance, it will be his shame, Bai Chong-"

I'm afraid that Huo Jidu will look down on me.

Bai Chong stuck me in one hand and held the phone in the other: "Perverted, yes, everything I do is what perverts will do, Lily, don't you like Huo Jidu? Aren't you crazy with love? Come, let Huo Jidu see how the woman he held in the palm of his hand was treated by me today......"

"Bastard...... "I never thought he would do anything to me.

My pity caused Bai Chong to sneer and sneer: "You are dressed very sexy every day now, and you can take advantage of any guest who comes to bet and throw money...... Lily, where do you have any pride? You're a speck of dust in the dust......"

His dark eyes were full of anger, his lips were pursed into a line, and his voice was extremely low: "I can't find Huo Jidu's weakness, I can only start from you, I hope this video can stimulate him......"

I had a premonition that I couldn't escape, and shook my head: "Who is your cousin?" ”

"Su Yinghe, do you know?"

No wonder, things gather in kind, people in groups, so it is.

There was hatred in my scarlet eyes: "You and your cousin are both bad seeds, you will never be as bright as Huo Jidu, and you can only threaten others with women for the rest of your life...... You're not a man at all......"

Bai Chong was very angry when he heard this, his big hand reached over, grabbed my hair, and pulled me back: "Lao Tzu can deal with you as much as he wants today, Lili, Huo Ji is in Beijing, I am in Macau, and no one will come to save you...... I want you to remember it for the rest of your life, even if you return to Huo Jidu in the future, there will be a lingering shadow of me in your life. ”

I know it thoroughly, Bai Chong can't play Huo Jidu, so he can only deal with me and try to find comfort from me.

I didn't move like a dead fish, Bai Chong patted my face, and said coldly: "Do you know what Huo Jidu said? Once he drank too much and called your name, he said, if anyone dares to touch Lily, I will completely abolish the rest of his life...... I waited for him to ruin the rest of my life. ”

My heart is hanging, and at the moment, I have to resist desperately, but to no avail. , the hair was grabbed by him.

Tears flowed: "Bai Chong, you can do whatever you want, but don't let Jidu see this, please......"

"What do you think? I can't get Huo Jidu, can't I get a woman, I just want to see what Huo Jidu looks like when he's out of control. ”

I wiped my messy hair, and to be honest, desperate, ready for the worst.

"Bai Chong, you should know from Su Yinghe that I didn't react......"

I cried and said that I didn't want Bai Chong to be interested in me.

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