Private hospitals, operating rooms.

The wounds on my body had been cleaned by the doctors, and on the eve of the operation, I used a borrowed phone to dial Dong Ge's number.

After the phone on my side was dialed, almost the moment the ringtone rang, the phone on Dongge's side was connected: "Hey?"

"Brother Dong, it's me. ”

"Xiaofei, where are you!" Dong Ge heard my voice and suddenly raised his voice.

"I went to attack Leng Lei at night and was caught by the people of the house devil, but now it's okay, I've escaped. ”

"Where are you now, I'll go and pick you up right away. Brother Dong didn't even distinguish between the truth and falsehood in my words, so he took over emotionally.

"Brother Dong, don't worry, I'm fine. I opened my mouth slightly, interrupted Brother Dong's words, and after a long silence, I took a deep breath: "I want to leave for a while." ”

"Leave?" Dong Ge paused after listening to my words: "Where do you want to go?"

"I don't know yet. I shook my head and didn't tell the truth: "Recently, we have been through too many things, and I am too tired, and I want to rest for a while." ”

"It's okay, I know that in the recent period, the matter of Xiao Er and Sanhulu has hit you a lot, if you feel tired, just rest for a while, take a break or something, it's also good. After listening to my words, Brother Dong thought for a while: "In this way, you tell me your address, and then I will ask Yang Tao and Shi Yigang to come over to find you, and then give you some money, so that you can both rest for a while." ”

"Brother Dong, forget it, I don't plan to tell them about leaving. After listening to Brother Dong's words, I opened my mouth and refused, if I leave with Yang Tao and Shi Yigang now, then there will really be no one around Brother Dong, and I am also afraid that when I see Shi Yigang and Yang Tao, I will be reluctant to leave, but when I think of Lin Xuan, who was waiting for me at the door of the operating room, I still gritted my teeth and made a decision.

"Do you want to go on your own?"

"Hmm. I nodded, and didn't mention Lin Xuan's matter: "I still have enough money to spend, I don't have anything to prepare, but I suddenly feel very tired and want to go out for a walk." ”

"Okay, you can go if you want. Brother Dong smiled: "After you disappeared today, I was prepared for the worst, and now that you are not in the hands of the Fang Devil, I will rest assured." ”

"By the way, there's one more thing. I changed my words: "Fang Devil's side, I already know about an iron mine, according to Luo Hongcang, in the next period of time, they should make a fuss about money and find a way to deal with you from the purchase money." ”

"Well, I know all these things. Brother Dong responded: "The matter of the three gourds, I know that you are very uncomfortable, it's okay to go out alone for a while, don't worry about family affairs, take care of yourself, when the wild is enough, give me a call, and I will take you home." ”

"Hey!"

"Duh... Toot ......"

……

When I went to attack Leng Lei before, my body was hit by more than a dozen bullet holes in the iron sand and steel balls that I had hunted privately, but fortunately I didn't hurt my bones and internal organs, and there was no fatal injury except for blood loss.

After several hours of surgery, my wound had been bandaged, and then I limped out of the hospital with Lin Xuan's support before I could finish the anesthetic.

In the early morning of the next day, as the sky was slightly bright, a fiery red BMW Z4 had been speeding towards the northeast on the highway, in the car, I still had a hanging bottle of anti-inflammatory drugs in my left hand, holding the urn of Brother Hulu on my chest, looking at the outline of the city farther and farther away in the field of vision, stunned.

……

This time, Lin Xuan and the first place for the two of us to go is Brother Hulu's hometown Mohe, because I have the experience of traveling once before, this time I didn't take any unjust roads, and I walked at high speed remotely, because I was injured and couldn't drive, so Lin Xuan was busy alone, after more than 30 hours of running, we finally arrived at Mohe after two days and one night.

In the early spring of Mohe County, as cold as ever, the cold wind in the sky is constantly calling, and it is the same as when we came to pick up Brother Hulu, maybe the only difference is that I picked it up back then, it was a big living person, and now what I brought back is a handful of ashes.

Lin Xuan parked the car next to a street entering the city, and as soon as the engine turned off, a bone-chilling chill soon came from inside the car: "Xiaofei, where are the two of us going now?"

"Let's move on. I looked at the street that hadn't changed, and reached out and pointed ahead: "There's a repair shop over there, I don't know if it's still there." ”

"Repair factory?" Lin Xuan turned his head and glanced at me: "What are you going to do?"

"Let's go and change the oil and tires first, otherwise tomorrow morning, the car will freeze, and the two of us will have to delay the trip for several days. "I still remember the scene when I first came here: "Put the car in the repair shop for maintenance, and then the two of us find a shopping mall to buy a suitcase and put Brother Hulu's ashes in it, otherwise it will be inconvenient to live in a hotel or something." ”

"Okay, after going to the mall, I'll buy you some thick clothes, otherwise your wound will be frostbitten, but it's really troublesome. As Lin Xuan spoke, he started the car again, and playfully sighed into his palm: "Oh mom, it's really too cold here, it feels like getting into the refrigerator." ”

I was amused by Lin Xuan: "It's like you've drilled through the refrigerator." ”

"People haven't drilled, but their hearts have drilled. ”

I grinned, "What's the matter, you let the body be dismembered?"

"No, but my sister was once made very chilled by a brainless old man. ”

Hearing this, I wittily closed the topic.

As Lin Xuan spoke, he had already started the car and drove along the street.

In the next time, Lin Xuan and I first did a maintenance for the car, and then went to buy some thicker clothes or something, before in order to settle grandma, I left most of the money in the card to my aunt, and I only had tens of thousands of yuan left on my body, but for the time being, it was enough to maintain the food and clothing of two people, and after Lin Xuan and the two of us were busy with the things at hand, we found a hotel in the surrounding area and began to rest, we both came all the way, Lin Xuan was driving, and when on the road, it was not good to rest in the service area, so after entering the room, Lin Xuan took a bath and soon fell asleep on the bed。

I sat on the rattan chair in the hotel, looked at Lin Xuan who was sleeping soundly, and the urn placed on the table, quietly lit a cigarette, and was a little confused.

……

The next morning, I took three times the dose of painkillers, forcibly suppressed the pain of the wound, and at the same time endured the gastrointestinal reaction caused by the overdose, and rushed to the Mohe cemetery.

'Squeak!'

Lin Xuan parked the car at the entrance of the cemetery, pushed the car door, helped me get out of the car, and was about to walk inside.

"It's cold, you wait for me here. Seeing Lin Xuan's somewhat reddened face from being frozen, I touched her head with a smile, and then held Brother Hulu's ashes in my arms: "Today is the last ride I sent Brother Hulu, and I want to stay alone with him for a while and talk." ”

"Good. Lin Xuan looked at me, and then at the jade urn that had just been replaced in my arms, and the sensible didn't say anything more, and left it in the car.

Twenty minutes later, I paid the due fee at the cemetery management office, and then began to carry out the burial of Brother Hulu.

The ashes are buried, in fact, it is a very simple matter, as long as Mr. Feng Shui carries out a small ceremony according to the process, and then the workers will close the tomb, according to customs, the burial of the newcomer will not be able to erect a monument until three years later, but I directly set up the tombstone for Brother Hulu, because I don't know, in the future, I will not come to see him again.

On this day, the sky was clear, and the canopy above the sky was like a blue satin, pure and immaculate.

But the sunlit cemetery is still filled with a depressing smell.

The north wind whimpered.

Large pieces of debris and paper ash that had not been completely burned hovered in mid-air as the air waves flew violently.

Brother Hulu's cemetery was chosen for himself many years ago, on the left side of his cemetery, close to the tombs of his parents and two elder brothers, no one has taken care of them for a long time, and a layer of dust has fallen on those tombstones, which is in stark contrast to Brother Hulu's brand-new tombstones.

I was alone, squatting in front of Brother Hulu's tombstone, thinking that I had a lot to say, but when I stood here, I found that there were many words, and I was pressed in my heart, even in the face of the tombstone, I couldn't speak.

"Your tombstone, I didn't engrave the name of the three gourds. After a while, I looked at the three words "Kong Manli" on the tombstone, and then looked at the two names of "big gourd" and "two gourd" on the tombstones of his two elder brothers, and said softly: "Life is in the world, grass and trees are autumn, since we have come to the world to walk, we have to leave something, so I still use your real name, so at least when others see this tombstone, they can still know what the name of the person lying inside is called." ”

When the words fell, I squatted down slightly, although I took painkillers, the wounds on my body were still stinging, and I felt pain, I reached out and wiped the offering table in front of the tombstone with my sleeve, took out 10,000 yuan in cash from my pocket, took out two, lit it first, threw it on the offering table, and smiled: " Do you remember, the first time the two of us came to this place, when you paid tribute to your family, you burned real money, at that time I thought you had a brain disease, you can use this money to buy a large cart of dark money, why do you want to burn real money, but when this kind of thing is spread on my head, I realized that compared with some people and some feelings, money is really insignificant. ”

'Whew!'

A gust of wind blew, and the paper ashes on the altar were swept away.

I stood up, and carefully wiped the tombstones of Brother Hulu's father and brother, and then began to burn money in front of the grave, and when the money in my hand was burned, my knees weakened and I knelt in front of Brother Hulu's grave: "I miss you, I really miss you." ”

'Whew!'

The only thing that responded to me was still the long wind hunting.

The tears that flowed were blown by the cold wind, and I felt that my face was hot, and I reached out to touch Brother Hulu's tombstone, and the touch was as cold and hard as his skinny palm.

"When I first came to this city, it was because of you, and now I am here again, or because of you, it's just that things are not people, and the person who once stood in front of the tomb with me is now lying in the tomb. ”

"Brother, I've left Anyang now, because Lin Xuan, a girl, has done too much for me, and I have to give her an explanation. ”

"If possible, I really don't want to set foot in that river and lake again, you are right, there is no end to hatred, if I bite the hatred to death, maybe I will lose more. ”

"With this departure, I want to try to start a new life and live a normal life. ”

"But you say, can I really leave?"