Chapter 20: The Feeling of Powerlessness
"Whew, sitting on the rocky floor without clothes and pants, it's so cold. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
How long had it been since Eherth had felt powerless like this when she had tapped into her talents and provided the resources to meet her needs in the best of her ability, the frustration and unwillingness to succeed in something that could not have been done alone, had not been seen for a long time.
Erhess was a little unhappy in her heart, the corners of her mouth drooped cowardly, and at some point the tears swirled in her eyes, quietly leaving along her delicate cheeks. Now Erhes is like a child who has lost the warmth of his family and the love of his parents, and is lonely and huddled in a corner of the street, shivering with cold.
"But ......"
It was impossible for Erhes to give up, she had encountered the same situation many times before the government excavated her, no matter how bad the reality was, how insufficient the resources for research were, she still did what ordinary people thought was impossible, or incredible. Even, because Eherth has made that incredible miracle appear many times, her others still feel her because of this?? Moreover, not only those neighbors and relatives who found her talent terrifying, and then jealous of her, but even her parents thought she was a monster.
The perception of Erhes is this: Erhes is a person who only desires answers to questions, and as long as the method is feasible, whether it touches morals and taboos, she chooses to use it, a crazy seeker who does not stop.
Erhers's parents tried to kill her, but in the end they were still soft-hearted, and her parents eliminated the pressure of abuse from neighbors and other friends, and under the hatred of many people, they let Erhers, who was still young at the time, live. In a strange and dirty alleyway, she was abandoned.
"I won't give up, my willpower is still there, and besides, I have obtained this beautiful body of new life, and I must be able to solve anything. If I really were the key to the evolution of humans and beasts, I wouldn't have failed because of the little things in front of me. ”
A strange sound sounded in Erhers's stomach to remind her that she was hungry, but the pain of hunger became the impetus for Erhes to persevere. The pain is the real feeling of being alive, as long as you are alive, you can think, and you will definitely be able to solve things.
"Find the source of the vines, take the best wood to make a fishing rod, I want to catch all the hooked maggots and eat them all...... However, I hope that by then it will be delicious, at least in the guaest, and I will fill my stomach and live well...... Forget it, no matter what, no matter what if you're hungry or take risks, I believe that this new body was born to satisfy me. I'm going to focus on the present for now. I really want to know where the vines are growing, and I just want to know the answers!
Erhers knew that the vines were buried deep in the crevices of the rock wall, and that in order to find the source of the vines, it was necessary to remove the rocks that were hidden in the surrounding rock walls. However, the surface of the rock wall is covered with thick slime and slippery moss, and it is not easy to remove the stones with bare hands without the use of tools.
Erheth crouched on the rockbed and thought. With two thin fingers against her chin, her body completely still, like a beautiful carving. After a while, the carving moved. The beautiful curve, like a dreamy humanoid artwork coming out of a painting, came to the corner of the cave.