Chapter 160: Impure (II) 1/2
The night was as cool as water, the large windows in the bedroom, the curtains were half opened, and behind the dome of a high-rise building that shimmered neon in the distance, a few clouds drifted, and the figure of the moon loomed.
Lin Xiujing's slight breathing slowly stretched in silence, he carefully pulled out his arm from under her neck, broke free from her attachment, and then sat up, with his movements, Lin Xiujing turned over and muttered.
Gently, trying not to disturb her, she got out of bed, put on her pajamas, and Ahn Joon-hyuk walked out of the bedroom.
The lights were turned off all over the room, only the two wall lamps of the staircase and the small elevator gave off their light slightly, and the darkness passed through the corridor like a tide, and the two halos of light were like reefs, and in the faint silence, he could only hear his own footsteps.
Today's incident really made his mind a little confused, not that he felt embarrassed or anything, although it was embarrassing to be seen naked by Yun'er, but his mind would not be immersed in that embarrassment for too long, for him, if something goes wrong, it will be solved, and there is no point in thinking about it, so he is thinking about the deep-seated reasons for this accident.
Everything is probably too unsuspecting.
He always subconsciously sees Yuna as a child, and this impression is half due to the girl's naughty mischievous past, and the other half is due to his subconscious denial.
Yun'er is 15 years old this year, obviously a big child, her size has grown to his chest, put down her braids, and she already looks like an adult, but in his heart, he still regards her as when she first joined the company last year, the one who had just begun to develop, thin and small. A little girl who is crazy everywhere like a boy.
Maybe outsiders don't know what to do, although he always smiles helplessly, but in fact, he likes her to be coquettish to him, likes her pouting and chirping like a little otter hanging on his body, likes a little separation, and when she meets again, she runs over with her hands crossed, screaming and jumping into his arms while attaching to him.
In addition to being noisy, she also likes to occasionally lean over to him, or pilllow her legs when it is quiet. Or leaning on the shoulder. Lazy cuteness when talking to him about trivial things.
It's been a long time since I've felt like this, so long that it's been as if decades have passed—the past, the future in dreams—in some hazy memories, the last time there was such a person snuggling up to him. Still very young. Jisoo, who was still snotty at that time. is like Yun'er today.
It's just that as he gets older, the girl who used to cry when he left him and would make trouble because he no longer slept in the same bed with her. After all, I grew up slowly, slowly became independent, and as an older brother, I was relieved and there was also depression and emptiness.
A man is a very contradictory creature, on the one hand, he proudly and stubbornly clings to the so-called face, and on the other hand, he craves warmth, and if a man does not have a wisp of liveliness and a trace of light in the softest place in his heart, that man will either collapse in the darkness and coldness, or he will merge with the darkness and coldness.
Ahn Jun-hyuk in the dream, the reason why he grew up cold-blooded and ruthless after the most was not without the warm influence.
Occasionally, I also assume that if he stayed in Busan, found a job, talked about a girlfriend, slowly healed Jisoo's psychological trauma, and no longer plunged headlong into the deceitful business world, accompanied by lies and betrayal, then in the future, he may also be one of the many ordinary people, who may be worried about oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and may be tired from running around in the wind and rain, but at least, he should live happily and easily than that "Ahn Junhyuk".
In that way, you won't be where you are now.
In fact, the current life is very close to the hypothesis, there is Lin Xiujing in love, and Jisoo who is gradually coming out of the shadows in family affection, even if the most hidden little bit of paranoia about wanting to be relied on, Yuna has played a role, so she feels very happy, and she subconsciously doesn't want to change, and even deliberately ignores some facts for this.
Yun'er is older, and it is inconvenient to continue like this.
Just like in the past, even if he was reluctant, he still asked his mother to build a small bed and slept separately from Jisoo, which is a necessary avoidance in growing up, and it is also the ethical difference between humans and animals.
Stepping out of the darkness of the hallway, stepping into the glow of the staircase, the shadow was dragged into the living room for a long time, falling into the darkness there.
The clock ticked and ticked, the low sound of the refrigerator running in a quiet and rhythmic sound, connected to the living room, the corridor leading to the guest room, a faint light leaked out from behind the half-hidden door, Ahn Joon-hyuk gently stepped into the orange light, and gently pushed the door open.
The whole bedroom is wafting with the fragrance of a girl, the pink color is warmly rendered by the lamplight, near the window, a bunch of wind chimes hanging under the window swayed slightly, jingle bells, and the girl lying on the bed with the sheet rolled sideways motionless.
He walked over, sat slowly on the edge of the bed, looked at the bulging outline of the sheet beside him, was silent for a moment, and then pushed:
"Yuna?"
The girl didn't say yes and seemed to be asleep, but he didn't.
The silly girl doesn't know how ugly her sleeping position is when she really falls asleep, she likes to kick the quilt, she loves to grind her teeth, and she seems to be venting her exuberant energy even in her dreams, and she can't be idle for a moment.
"If you pretend to be asleep again, I'll tickle you. ”
Yuna still didn't move, so Ahn Junhyuk blew on her fingers, and gently scratched her waist through the sheet, and in an instant, the girl jumped up.
The plain sheets tumbled and sprang up from below, and the grinning girl looked like a slippery little mermaid - of course, this mermaid was in her pajamas.
In the light of the light, her face looked ruddy and full of healthy color, and her breathing was suffocated by the loss of laughter, and then she rolled up the sheets and rolled to the side, muttering slightly under her loose hair: "Oppa hate!"
Ahn Joon-hyuk didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.
That kind of quiet eyes were a little unfamiliar, and being watched by it, Yun'er originally wanted to say that she was coquettish and complaining, but quietly swallowed it back, and after a while, she lowered her head: "I'm sorry...... I...... I didn't mean to go into that bathroom, but...... But my stomach hurts so much, I can't help it......"
"Wow ......"
Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was listening quietly, was amused by her last sentence.
Yun'er, who was secretly looking at him, saw him smile, rubbed his little buttocks, moved a little to this side, and then looked at his expression nervously, probably seeing that he did not object, and after a while, the girl with the sheet rolled over like a wriggling fat worm.
"Oppa, I was wrong......"
In the darkness, she raised her little head, and her hands quietly stretched out from the quilt, carefully tugging at his sleeves, the light reflecting under her eyes.
An Junhyuk's heart suddenly softened, and the next moment, he shook his head helplessly: "Heh......"
Laughing, raising his hand to rub her soft hair, he sighed.
"Forget it, let's go over the past! Is my stomach still hurting?
It's a pity that Yuna didn't care about his last concerned question at all, and in the girl's ears, she only heard his previous words saying that she didn't care anymore, and then kicked off the sheet with joy and slammed into his arms, with so much force that she almost knocked Ahn Junhyuk off the bed.
"Ha Lu Ha, I know that OPPA won't blame me!"
Hurriedly catching her, hearing the girl's laughter in her ear, feeling her thin but warm body, Ahn Junhyuk's face floated a trace of reluctance.
……
Yuna is very happy and excited now, or rather, her mood has been fluctuating violently all night today, and there is no time to be idle.
Although the so-called reverse push was not successful, and was put on a stand by Xiuying, although a certain organ of the boy she suddenly realized almost destroyed her view of the world, she was still happy, Ahn Junhyuk didn't blame her, as always, she would show helplessness under her coquettish Dafa, and then gently touched her head.
This meant that he wouldn't think she'd be a bad girl just because she saw something, and he wouldn't run away from her because he showed something in front of her that she shouldn't have — in Yuna's mind, she had a special place in his heart.
It was an unexpected surprise for the girl to be able to get such an answer, so she rushed into his arms uncontrollably and enjoyed his doting hug.
In fact, Yuna was still a little ashamed, because she seemed to have really become impure, and when she rushed into Ahn Joon-hyuk's arms, the shocking picture she saw in the bathroom not long ago resurfaced in her mind.
Thinking about the horrible thing between his legs, and wondering, why did he put on his pants, as if he couldn't see them?
Buried in Ahn Junhyuk's shoulder socket, the girl's cheeks were red, and she knew that pure girls would not always think about boys, because pure girls had never seen them at all, and naturally they would not be curious, and they would not always recall what it looked like, making themselves so shy that they blushed and heartbeat.
…… Lin Yun'er, you're so bad......
secretly spurned herself in her heart, contrary to such a shameful thought, she hugged Ahn Junhyuk's neck and hugged it tighter and tighter.
Maybe he didn't want him to see the blush on her cheeks, or maybe it was because of some kind of strange, faint numbness in his heart, who knew what to do?
At this moment, if there is a mirror standing in front of her, Lin Yun'er will definitely find that the charm of the moment she saw in the bathroom with her eyes flowing will once again appear on her youthful face, revealing a seductive style between immaturity and maturity.
But it didn't take long for all joy and shyness to be a thing of the past.
On the other side of the window, the wind chimes were still shaking gently, and the occasional impact of the bell pendant burst out with a crisp bell sound, as if playing a joyful tune, and the air was filled with an inexplicable warm smell, but after that, everything turned cold and shattered in the girl's astonishment.
"Yuna ......" patted her on the back gently, and Ahn Junhyuk said in a hesitant voice: "...... In a few days, you ...... Let's move back home......"
“…………”
The smile curled in the corner of the girl's eyes froze suddenly, and not far away, the shadow of the wind chimes swaying elongated, and a ray of bright moonlight outside the window shone in, leaving a silvery white coolness on the floor.
Like Ice and Snow!(To be continued.) )