After eating, the mood finally calmed down, just take it as a dream, as long as you work hard, there will be opportunities in the future.

The neon signs and street lights on both sides have been lit, and the number of pedestrians on the street has gradually increased. Guangdong is close to the sea, and the summer in Guangzhou is not too hot in the morning and evening, and the night breeze hits, which is the comfortable time. Zijun carried the book and slowly swayed back to the dormitory.

The dormitory was quiet, Zijun thought there was no one, Xiaoxia stuck her head out of the top bunk, "Zijun, you go buy books again!"

"Well, what about Ah Zi and them?" After tossing all afternoon, but he was really tired enough, Zijun put the book on the top bunk and spread it on Ah Zi's bed, "I'm tired to death." ”

"Are you tired of running so far to buy books?" Xiaoxia cut off, "If you want me to say, it's better to read my books, it's a mess anyway." ”

"Or don't-" Zijun hurriedly excused herself, and when she came to the dormitory, she had also seen it for a while, and she almost indulged in it.

When I watched it, I felt like a heroine, although I experienced a lot of twists and turns, there were pain and tears, but in the end I was happy. I was really satisfied at that moment. But after the contentment, there is a long emptiness, and then a new book begins, and the cycle repeats. Later, she found that her life was worse, so she suddenly woke up and began to study again.

"Xiaoxia, you don't see it anymore. After being silent for a long time, Zijun persuaded.

"If I don't read novels, I don't even think life is boring. I'm going crazy going to work like a machine all day and having no future. Xiaoxia actually understands very clearly, she has been here for more than a year, and she is just a small general worker, does she really want to be like this for a lifetime? She is actually very unwilling, but if you want to have a degree or no education, you have no background, and it is really too difficult and difficult to get ahead in this strange metropolis, "At least, when you read books, your heart is happy." ”

"Xiaoxia, you are deceiving yourself. ”

"Zijun, why don't you live in a dream that you weave by yourself? You study day and night, and dream of going to college, aren't you deceiving yourself?" Zijun's words made Xiaoxia's face quickly redden, she knew that Zijun was for her good, but the feeling of embarrassment was so strong.

"Of course it's different!" Zijun said loudly, sat up, and ran out of the dormitory without looking back with red eyes.

How can I not be understood by them if I work hard and study every day?

Needless to say, it is in vain to say all day long that no matter how much you learn and do well, a woman, you just have to marry well. Although she didn't explicitly say herself, she wasn't the only one in the dormitory. A-Ying is a real person, since the relationship with Jianhua has been confirmed, and she has spent more money, she is thinking about how to save more money and go back to build a house and get married. Yao Zi will occasionally complain to her, saying that she doesn't play with her all day long. The married women were also laughing at her big heart.

Only Xiaoxia never said anything, and usually the two of them stayed in the dormitory and read. Xiaoxia is the first person Zijun met in this dormitory, and she already has a special relationship, not to mention that under such conditions, it is also a happy thing to have a book friend as a companion, although this book friend is not so like-minded with herself, but it does not affect them to read books together. And it was she who suddenly said to herself today that her efforts for so long were all dreams and self-deception, and the blow to her was not insignificant.

Zijun ran outside the factory in one breath, looking at the street he was most familiar with, and suddenly felt that although the world was wide, he was at a loss. She really wanted to study, she really didn't like life in the factory at all, but where could she go? What else could she do now but do it? Does she have the right to be willful?

"Zijun, Zi-" looked back, but it was Yao Jing, "Zijun, what do you think of a person?

"It's nothing, maybe there are too many people, and I didn't hear clearly. Zijun smiled unnaturally, "Brother Jing, why are you here alone?"

"Just ate something, by the way, have you eaten?"

"Hmm. ”

"Zijun, what's upset, can you tell me?" Yao Jing could see that Zijun was not in a good mood, his eyes were a little red, and there were obvious traces of crying.

"......" Zijun opened his mouth, not knowing where to start, in fact, it was not a big deal.

"Okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. But don't continue to be unhappy. Otherwise, let's go over there. Yao Jing pointed to the leisure square not far away.

"Good. Brother Jing—" Zijun suddenly wondered if they all thought so.

"Hmm-" Yao Jing looked at Zijun, the girl's expression was very serious, her eyes were clear, solemn, and struggling......

"Do you think—" Zijun paused and took another breath, "It's ridiculous that I'm working in a factory now and studying at the same time?"

"No, how could it be?" Yao Jing was actually conflicted in his heart, he admired her studious and unyielding, but it was precisely because of this that he never dared to say that he liked her. "It's hard to find a girl like you. Finally, he said.

"Really?" Zijun desperately wanted to be affirmed.

"Of course it's true, when did I lie to you!" It's just that he thinks that she is too far away from him, he has never liked to study, and as soon as he graduated from junior high school, he went out with his family to work, and now he has become the leader of the group, but because of his low culture, he is estimated to be in this position in the future. He was afraid that she would not look down on him like this, and he was even more afraid that he would not be able to catch up with her with all his might. He couldn't do it himself, but he didn't deny it, and she made him admire. Although, he wished she could be a little more mediocre.

Hearing him say this, Zijun was suddenly relieved. They were her first friends when she went out in diplomacy, although they came from all over the world and had different personalities, but she liked each of them and cherished every bit of their kindness to her. Actually, it may be that she is really pursuing a different thing, but at least one person affirms her.

She remembered Zhou Canlai again, and he sent her two hand-copied notes last month. He has also been supporting her and encouraging him, how can she be hit by someone else's words? her dream is still there, and he is still there!

"Brother Jing, thank you! Zijun smiled sweetly. Yao Jing could feel her mood suddenly brighter, although she didn't know why, the strange thing was that she was also in a much brighter mood!