After Gu Mu left, Ruan Xiaowen completely lost the motivation to work, and stood there listlessly, not knowing what to do next.

She is not really so diligent, she wants to help Xiaoxiao do things, she just wants to find such an opportunity to seduce Gu Mu.

However, her seduction plan was a shameful failure.

Gu Mu turned out to be gone!

This was a huge blow to her, not only did her plan not come true, but it also severely hit her self-confidence.

has been thinking about doubting that man, and he doesn't even want shame, but the man still doesn't want her.

"Am I really that bad?"

She asked herself inwardly.

Tears flowed down again.

Xiaoxiao was taken aback when she saw her like this, and asked, "Sister Wen, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing," Ruan Xiaowen took a deep breath, squeezed a smile on her face, and said, "Xiaoxiao, I suddenly feel a little unwell, I want to go back and rest." ”

"Then you should go to rest quickly," Xiaoxiao said, "If it's not good to rest, then go to the hospital to have a look." ”

"Hmm. ”

Ruan Xiaowen responded in a depressed mood and returned to her room on the second floor.

He closed the door, threw himself on the bed, and began to cry.

This place is so humiliating!

For a moment, the idea of leaving crossed her mind.

Leave this place, leave this place that disgraces her, leave this city, find another place, find a stable job, and live that ordinary and ordinary life.

At one point, the thought was very strong.

Now I have a few thousand dollars in my hand, and I can support a period of time to find a job.

However, when she began to pack her things, when she saw the suitcase, she remembered the time when she lived in a bed for more than ten yuan.

The noisy environment, the turbid smell, the fearful days made her feel scared.

In retrospect, it was hell.

And she can be sure that she won't find a better job when she leaves.

Even if it is a good job that is difficult for fresh graduates to find, her parents are still not very satisfied.

If you find a worse job, you will only be more dissatisfied.

Unless you continue to hide it by relying on lies, you will disappoint your parents and even shame them.

The hand that put the clothes in the box stopped there.

Tears flowed out again.

Looking back, there is no way back.

When I first came out, I had such a good idea, find a job with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan, and live a happy life.

But in more than a month, the cruel reality destroyed all her dreams.

The job is not so easy to find, and her requirements for life have been many times higher than when she was studying.

Seeing a better way of life, she couldn't go back to the humble and poor living environment she had before.

It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift.

The same has been true throughout the ages.

Or she had to stay, because it was the best job she could find.

"Let's live here," she thought to herself, "if you want to be disliked by others, let him dislike it, and as long as he doesn't drive me away, I'll continue to live here." The more you stay, the more you earn. ”

made this decision, and laughed self-deprecatingly:

"Ruan Xiaowen, you are really becoming more and more shameless, what about your original persistence? What about your original ideals? Have they been eaten by dogs?"

Thinking about it, tears fell down again.

When Xiaoxiao cleaned the room to her room, she saw that her eyes were red, and she was taken aback again: "Sister Wen, are you okay?

"It's okay," Ruan Xiaowen squeezed out a smile and said to her, "I'm just homesick, I cried, and it's nothing." ”

"Oh. ”

Xiaoxiao nodded.

Suddenly, his eyes turned red and he said, "I'm homesick too." ”

She doesn't have a home.

In other words, Yuanling Palace is her home.

She was thinking about Yuanling Palace.

I also want the senior sister who sold her.

She misses every grass and tree in Yuanling Palace, and misses every brick and tile there.

However, she also knew that now that the Yuanling Palace was being overhauled, not a single brick or tile from before would exist.

Some of the images in her memories can only remain in her memories.

"It's been so long, my senior sister hasn't even come to see me, although she used to murder me often, but I haven't seen her for so long, I miss her a lot. Xiaoxiao said, "Now I have learned to cook a lot of delicious things, I want to make everything for her to eat, she is more pitiful than me, she has never eaten anything delicious, I really want her to come here and live a happy life together." ”

As he spoke, tears began to fall.

Ruan Xiaowen was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, your senior sister will definitely come to see you in the future." ”

After living here for a few days, she also knew that Gu Mu was more doting on Xiaoxiao - maybe he didn't feel it himself, but others could clearly feel it.

She didn't dare to provoke this one to cry.

"My senior sister may not come," Xiaoxiao said gloomily, "She doesn't know the way." ”

And the most important thing is that her senior sister takes the inheritance of Yuanling Palace too seriously, and she must stay in Yuanling Palace and will not go anywhere.

If she wants to see her senior sister, she can only go back to visit herself.

It's just that she doesn't know the way back.

She's an idiot when it comes to finding her way.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have obviously wanted to go shopping, and he didn't dare to go alone, and he would have to be accompanied by Ruan Xiaowen.

She was just told by Ruan Xiaowen that she suddenly missed Yuanling Palace and Senior Sister, and she didn't fall into this mood for a long time, and it would be fine after a while.

After cleaning all the rooms, she prepared lunch.

At lunch, Zhou Wanqi also came back, and she seemed a little excited about Gu Mu when she talked about recruitment:

"I thought I couldn't find excellent talents, but I didn't expect that there was a foreigner who came to apply for the job today, a blonde beauty from Harvard University in the United States, and she is not a fresh graduate, but a master's degree in economics. ”

"Huh?"

Several other people at the table were taken aback—except for Wang Qiang.

Harvard University, which is a world-famous Ivy League university, graduates are popular everywhere.

"Isn't it?" Yu Fang said, "It's very easy for such a talent to find a good job in the United States, right? Why come to Huaxia? Why come to our small company?"

"I asked her this question," Zhou Wanqi said, "She said that she has a quarter of Chinese blood and likes Chinese culture, so she wants to come here to find a job, and she just happened to see our company's recruitment." ”

"Are you beautiful?" Gu Mu asked the question he was most concerned about.

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I still feel quite depressed, and I haven't come out of defeat. I don't know if there are some ideas that can still be written, but tomorrow I will prepare a good face for the wall, and while reflecting, I will also think about the future direction of this book, and how to write my own ideas without being 404.

No eunuchs.