(This is the ending of Xu Yi's version, and then read the previous 172 chapters, if you forget to go back and take a look.) It's the same as before, but it's different after 172. ）

Chen Shi, I love you, you don't know.

Later, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I was lying in that small lounge in the rivers and lakes, and I felt that I had a long, long dream, in which I went back to six or seven years ago, back to when I first met Chen Shi.

When I woke up, I found that everything was just a dream.

The bleakest ending of love is nothing more than that, it is clear that it has been vigorous, and after that period has passed, there is only a salty taste left in the memory.

Before Chen Shi came back from Shanghai, I had another minor illness, it was really a minor illness, but the toss was quite uncomfortable, probably because of the cold weather, in short, I had a cold and cough again and again for half a month.

I remember one time when I coughed so much that I couldn't hold a glass of water and smashed it on the floor but no one could help me pour another glass, I was so sad that I cried. Afterwards, I felt that I was too squeamish.

I also complained to Xu Nia about this, it was just a self-deprecating mood, who knew that he looked at me very solemnly and asked, "Let me talk to Chen Shi?"

I stopped him, "What are you thinking? We're both fine." ”

"Really?" he looked at me incredulously.

"Of course. ”

I stuck out my tongue and laughed, feeling sad for a while.

Xu Nia didn't continue to ask, I don't think anyone else would think that there would be problems between me and Chen Shi. It's not easy for the two of us to be together again, and it's time to continue steadily.

But something went wrong.

It is precisely because there is a problem when it should not be that we are helpless, so we can only drag and procrastinate, hoping to get through.

Chen Shi came back from Shanghai after half a month, but he was almost as busy as before, we saw less and less, he was busy with his, I was idle with mine, and finally had to go to study for some courses, and the two of them were tepid in the occasional time together, Chen Shi would sleep with me in his arms, but there would be no more intimate actions, sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night and saw him sleeping very deeply with his back to me.

It wasn't like this before.

He used to hold me even when he was asleep, although he liked to pretend to complain that my arm was numb.

My affair with him dragged on until Valentine's Day in 2008, and I was not in the mood to calculate how many Valentine's Days we had between us, and how many Valentine's Days we really spent together.

Chen Shi was busy with work, I got up early in the morning and couldn't see anyone else, I had a baking class in the morning, the teacher taught us to bake a cake, and the girls in the class chattered that they just took the cake back to their boyfriends and husbands.

Of course, I thought of Chen.

After class, I left the classroom with a packed cake and wandered around the nearby mall with nothing to do.

Seeing a watch with a good style, the price is not too exaggerated, and after buying it, I called Chen Shi by the way, in fact, I wanted to ask him what time he could go home at night.

The bell rang a few times before he answered the phone, probably because he was busy, and his voice was somewhat tired.

I asked, "Is it convenient now?"

He hummed softly, probably opening the door and walking out, but before he could speak, I heard someone calling his name.

I said, "Are you busy? Actually, it's nothing, so I want to ask you what time you will be back in the evening?"

Chen Shi thought for a moment and asked me, "Is there something wrong?"

I read it in my heart a few times, today is Valentine's Day, and in the end I still can't open my mouth. I said, "Nothing. ”

On the phone, Chen Shi said, "Then I'll try to go back as soon as possible." ”

I didn't have time to speak, and he said, "Then I'll hang up first, there's something going on." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I could only say yes.

I was actually quite sad when I hung up. Chen Shi and I are not cold, but there is always an inexplicable estrangement, maybe we will be like this after being together for a long time, I can't find the throbbing mood when I first fell in love, maybe because there are too many big and small things that have happened between us during this time, maybe because Chen Shi is really busy now.

That's how it should be.

I tried to find countless reasons for him, but I was bored.

When I got home, I started to prepare, cooking according to the recipes on the Internet, and decorating the room. After being so busy, it was dark, but Chen Shi never came back.

(This is the ending of Xu Yi's version, and then read the previous 172 chapters, if you forget to go back and take a look.) It's the same as before, but it's different after 172. ）

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