Chapter 3: A Dangerous Marriage (6)
6. Keep the clouds open and see the moon
At six o'clock the next night, I came to the restaurant where I had made an appointment, waiting for the arrival of the young woman uncertainly, every minute was so tormented, there were footsteps outside the door, and my heart tensed, at about half past six, the waiter pushed open the door, the young woman stepped in, I stood up and smiled: "It's hard, sit and sit." The young woman looked around at the table, pointed to the kung fu tea set beside me and said to the waiter, "Waiter, move the tea set to another place, move my cutlery to that side for me." I was overjoyed. I was embarrassed to sit too close to the young woman when we first met, especially if I arrived first, so I placed her cutlery across from me. In a delicate relationship, the slightest gesture of the other party will convey a certain message, and the young woman's act of giving up the distance and seeking to get closer gave me the impression that she still likes to associate with me so far. Can I finally get together with her, firstly, to get close to her feelings about me, and secondly, to see her psychological control and control.
Dinner was very orthodox, and the two of them could talk freely, and the topic was talked about, of course, if I persuaded her not to gamble. Leaving the table and walking to the door of the private room, I turned around and stretched out my hand to the young woman, the young woman followed my hand, an indescribable sense of happiness welled up in my heart, the two held hands and walked silently to the elevator, came to the car of the young woman in the parking lot, I let go of the young woman's hand and said to the young woman: "Be careful on the road, you have time to have a meal together another day, I call you don't know that you are inconvenient, you have time to call me, I am convenient at any time." ”
"Okay, thank you for dinner, I'm gone, happy evening. The young woman replied softly, opened the door, got into the car, closed the door, started, and left. There was no hug, no love, no friction and so they broke up. I looked at the young woman's car as she walked away, and a sense of loss and sadness came over me.
Once people fall in love, they will miss each other from time to time, anxiously and irritable for three days without news of the young woman, happiness turned into depression, from the best to the young woman said that I like her, she didn't say anything about me and was willing to eat with me, she should have acquiesced in my pursuit, but she has no news these days, what happened to her? Don't have the courage to take that step? No interest in my pursuit? It stands to reason that she wouldn't have come out to eat alone with me if she hadn't had the courage, she wouldn't let me hold her hand if she wasn't interested in my pursuit, she shouldn't have changed her mind, and I didn't do anything to disgust her. I couldn't stand this kind of torment, so I mustered up the courage to send her a text message: Sister Yi, what are you doing? This is the opening sentence we have made an appointment, calling her sister, and the message is like a woman, so that there will be no problems with her husband by his side.
"It's okay to run errands outside!" replied the young woman. It's okay, which means that everything I say is convenient.
"Do you have time to eat together tonight?" I asked.
"I'm not free tonight, so let's eat again when I have time. The young woman replied.
This will be the case for the next two days, my heart is even colder, thinking that it is better to directly pick out the calculation than to suffer like this, and die will die, and muster up the courage to say: "Yi, if I don't see you for a day, I really want to see you, can we have dinner together tonight?"
"Is it so exaggerated if you don't see each other for a day?" said the young woman teasingly.
"It's not an exaggeration, it's true. "I don't care if it's ugly or not, I hurriedly replied.
"I don't have time tonight, I'll talk about it when I have time. "Nervously waited for a few minutes, and the letter arrived. I looked very depressed, I couldn't stand this kind of torture, and seeing that her tone did not dislike me, I had the courage to send out to her: "Yi, I am in love with you." After sending it, I nervously waited for the young woman's reply, and every minute was so long.
"No, I have something to love. Ten minutes later, the young woman replied.
"Yi, am I really in love with you, do you accept my love?" I hurriedly sent over.
"Mouth flower. After a few cents, the young woman replied with three words.
She didn't reply to a few messages sent to her, I grabbed the phone and was very depressed, racking my brains to think of what to say to move her heart, I thought about one for more than half an hour, and said in my heart that if you want to scold, scold it, and send it to her: "Yi, I love you, I love you more than your father than your mother." I love you more than your brother than your brother. I love you more than your sister than your sister. Loves you more than your husband. Love you more than your relatives than your friends. "I was nervous when the message came out, and I didn't know how she would react when she saw it. Moved, angry, anxious, and so on, the young woman said a few mocking words: "You say that to women." ”
"I swear to God, I only told you, Yi, will we have dinner together tonight? "I hurried back.
"Book a room! I'll be there at half-past six. A few minutes later the young woman replied, and I flew with joy.
At half past six o'clock in the evening, the young woman walked into the private room with a smile on her face, I felt a little embarrassed, and the text message mustered up the courage to dare to say anything, but when I met, it became regular, and I talked about love like this, and I didn't go deep into a certain stage to speak and behave in moderation. The atmosphere was similar to the first time the two of us had dinner, talking in a formal manner, as if I hadn't said those words about how to love her, the two of them were like ordinary friends, but I could feel that she accepted my pursuit, and both sides were waiting for the moment to break through that line. After paying the bill, after chatting for ten minutes, I said to the young woman, "Let's go." ”
"Okay. The young woman replied.
I walked over to the bag hanger, picked up the young woman's bag, handed it to her, then handed her my handbag and coat and said, "I'll wash my hands." Coming out of the bathroom, taking the handbag and coat handed to me by the young woman, I stretched out my left hand and gently put my arm around the young woman's back shoulder, put my mouth to her right ear and whispered, "I love you." "I love you too. The young woman replied softly. Happiness was so warm that I let go of my arms around her, took her hand and walked out the door. I don't know why I didn't hold her tightly, hugged her for a long time, and even kissed her wildly, maybe I felt that the occasion was not suitable for that, maybe I was too crazy for fear that she would think I was a very lustful and rude person, maybe I was afraid that she would not agree to my further I felt ugly, maybe I was afraid that I would further she agreed, and I was afraid that I would leave her with the impression that I thought she was frivolous afterwards.
After this meeting, we had more text messages and phone calls. After chatting for six or seven days, at 10 o'clock that morning, how many women called and said that she and her friends were going to Suzhou to play and asked me if I would like to go?
"Go, let's be lively. The young woman mobilized.
"I'm afraid they'll see that our relationship is not good for you, so I'll go and have dinner together in the evening, okay?" I asked.
"Yes, I'll tell them to just go see their friends. The young woman replied. They agreed that the young woman would go with her two sisters, and that I would go alone, and that I would not show my face in front of her two sisters.
At six o'clock in the evening, I went down to the restaurant on the sixth floor of the hotel where I stayed and waited for the young woman, there was no private room, I found a table in the corner of the hall and waited for the young woman, and the young woman came before seven o'clock, wearing a black low-cut suspender T-shirt, wearing a black jeans, red lips, black armor, full of young woman's charm, glamorous. After dinner, I said to the young woman, "Go up to the room and sit down." ”
"Let's go shopping. The young woman implicitly refused, "My little thing must be clear to the young woman.
"Just finished eating, go up to the room and sit down and go shopping. I said. With that, he stretched out his hand to the young woman, who took my hand, and the two of them walked towards the elevator.
Entering the room, the young woman entered the bathroom, I turned on the TV seat and watched the TV absentmindedly at the end of the bed, there was an indescribable atmosphere in the room, and my heart was a little tense. Ten minutes later, the bathroom door rang, I stood up and greeted the young woman, stretched out my left hand and gently hugged her, "I'll wash my face, you watch TV."
After washing my face and coming out of the bathroom to see the young woman half lying on the sofa looking at her mobile phone, I walked to her, the young woman looked up and smiled at me, looking at her amorous charm, a stream of blood surged up, I knelt in front of her on one knee, stretched out my arms to hold her waist, put my head on her abdomen, and a faint fragrance penetrated my heart and lungs.
The young woman smiled and pushed me away and said, "Let's go shopping." ”
"Okay. I said dejectedly. With that, he picked up her handbag and handed it to her, turning around and walking towards the door. When flirting with a woman, I don't like to force each other. I will do whatever I want if the other party wants to, and I will stop if the other party doesn't want to, I feel that it is very boring to force the other party to do it, and the other party is not willing to stalk and get it, I feel that I am very dirty, and I always feel that the other party will think that I am rude, very sexy, and disrespectful to her. When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but turn around and hug the young woman, the young woman hugged my waist and rested her head on my shoulder, a sense of happiness made me intoxicated, I really didn't want to let go of her, so I kept hugging until the day of the end of my life, the two of them dissolved in this world together.
There were no dizzying kisses, no blood-boiling touches, no mesmerizing sweet words, the two just hugged each other quietly, inhaling each other's body fragrance. For five or six minutes, I kissed the young woman's ear and whispered, "Let's go." After saying that, he let go of the hand that was holding her, opened the door, and took her hand and walked out the door.
The next day I got up and ate lunch by myself and left, the young women will leave tomorrow, and it is not good for the young women to leave her sisters with me tonight.
We met once every few days, and we met five times, and the plot was almost exactly the same as the first time the young woman went to my room, and the young woman came to her senses every time she reached a critical juncture, and twice the two of them spent the night together and didn't succeed, which made me extremely depressed. I like girls who take the initiative, and I feel very bored when dealing with girls who are not too active, because I don't want to go deeper as soon as she resists, and I have to look at the next time to succeed, but girls often don't like to take the initiative very much, probably because they are afraid that the man will think she is, and the man will take the initiative and she will have a sense of happiness that the man loves him very much. In fact, women take the initiative and men don't feel like this, girls take the initiative, and they will feel that girls love themselves very much. There will be some men who see the active woman as a slut, or they don't think so at the time, and after a while, they will think about it when they see the woman talking to other men for a few more words. If an active woman encounters a narrow-minded man, it will not end well.
I haven't studied women's psychology, I always feel like I like it, I release it to my heart's content, and it's very tiring to be vague and subtle, saying that I don't like her and interacting with you, hugging and hugging her and not resisting, saying I like it, and when she pushes and pushes back and forth, I really don't know why they do this, is it the fear that men will think she is?
Young women prefer to eat Western food, and I also like to eat Western food with women when they are in a relationship. That day, I asked the young woman to have Western food, and after ordering the meal, I wanted to drink, so I said to the young woman, "How about drinking some red wine?"
The young woman is not good at drinking, the two asked for a small bottle of red wine, and after eating, they walked outside the door and did not know when it was raining heavily, and they were about to break up again. I said to the young woman, "It's raining, let's open a room and talk about the next day." ”
"No, I'll go back. The young woman replied.
"It's still early, let's talk and then let's go!" I said as I looked at the young woman and stretched out her hand to her car, looking at my longing eyes, holding my hand and following the waiter with the umbrella in the dining room towards her car.
When I entered the hotel room, as I had done the first time, the young woman came to her senses again, and I sat sullenly on the edge of the bed opposite, absentmindedly watching TV, and glancing at the young woman. The young woman tidied up my messy blouse, knelt on the bed opposite her and smiled and moved to my side, seeing her smile, my depression was swept away, I stood up and opened my arms to hold her who moved in front of me, and the two kissed and caressed like a storm, after a wild kiss and stroke, I let go of the body that supported the young woman's back and let her lie down, I was afraid that the young woman would be sober and change his hexagram and go straight to the topic, I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol, the young woman closed her eyes and let me untie my clothes and fiddle.