024 Choices now, results in the future

After Valentine's Day, Chen Shi once again withdrew from my life, or rather, he was kicked out by me.

The second half of the winter break seemed rushed, and a week before the start of school, I moved back to the small nest on Fifth Avenue with my suitcase and continued to work at the convenience store.

In such a small place, it is only natural that I can meet Chen Shi.

That time, instead of driving, he rode a mountain bike, from a long distance, with a guitar on his back. He stopped in front of me, took off his hat that was in the way, showed his head with a small piece of gauze and a tired face and smiled and greeted me.

By the time he had called my name halfway through, I had already walked away from him.

No one told me that after I left, Chen Shi stood alone in the snow for a long time.

No one would have told me that he came home on Valentine's Day, had a fever in the middle of the night and felt like he was dying, and he called 120 with his last breath, and was threatened by his mother to study abroad or confiscate his car and all his bank cards the week he was hospitalized.

Those were all condensed in Chen Shi's helpless and self-deprecating gaze looking at me, and with the last snow of this winter, it melted and evaporated.

After a long, long time, when he mentioned it to me lightly, I was very distressed and wanted to hug him. I also want to ask myself, if I can stand bravely in front of him that day and tell him, I just like you.

If that were the case, wouldn't we end up differently?

When the winter break is completely over, the friends who left finally returned.

Si Chen told me that he was very busy, and he didn't say why, he was really good to me for a while, but gradually, I found that I probably didn't say as much to him as I said to Chen Zhixunia.

At that time, mobile phones could only store three to five hundred text messages, and girls in love always liked to buy a good-looking little book to copy down the text messages with their boyfriends and save them.

So I also opened it to see, including the text messages I sent on the day of the New Year that I have not responded to until now, and Si Chen and I have less than a hundred records. One of the most common things that comes up is when I ask him, have you eaten, have you slept, what are you doing?

If it continues like this, it will not be long before you should break up naturally, but you can still be friends.

Chen Xiang was still busy with her tutoring career, and she squeezed out a little time to go to the bar to sing, and during that time, she was always not in good spirits.

The only one who was alive was probably only Shunia, who gathered a few of us in the name of distributing gifts.

In addition to a little food, he also brought back two Hawaiian wood carvings, saying that they were for me and Chen Xiang. That thing is called tikis, which means lucky, and the meaning is very good, and he told me to bring it even if I get married in the future. The two that Xenia brought back were already relatively small, but I still think it's a little scary.

Chen Xiang didn't go that day, and Xu Nia asked me what was wrong with her.

As an ex-boyfriend, Chen Zhi also expressed his worries, and I confessed that Chen Xiang was probably not in good health recently, but she promised to go to the hospital with me when I was resting.

The implication in the words is that Chen Zhi should care about him, I can see that although they are not together anymore, Chen Zhi still cares about Chen Xiang, in a sentence that he always says, he and Chen Xiang are called confidants.

Chen Zhi means that he wants to send me back to see Chen Xiang by the way. But Si Chen also said that he wanted to send me back, these two people were put together, of course, boyfriends were preferred, and Chen Shi said that he would go to see her tomorrow. So Si Chen accompanied me home with two wood carvings.

When we got home, Chen Xiang hadn't come back yet, Si Chen went to boil hot water, and I took the tikis sent by Xu Nia back to my room and set it up at the head of the bed.

Looking at it like this, it is not scary in the warm light, and there is a little bit of a quiet and stable feeling in the present world.

Little did I know, however, that these brief moments of peace and tranquility were about to be washed to pieces.

When Si Chen was about to leave, I suddenly received a call from Chen Xiang.

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