Worthy and sorry are both heavy burdens for me......

Three-day tour of Angkor Wat, not good or bad, that's all. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Although Angkor Wat was selected as one of the Four Wonders of the Ancient Orient along with the Great Wall of China, the Taj Mahal in India, and Borobudur in Indonesia, I was not very excited. Speaking of excitement and amazement, it is not as good as when I visited Shaoguan Danxia Mountain when I was in college. Or maybe it's just because I've traveled a lot and become a little numb to the places of interest and scenery......

However, a trip is not only about seeing the scenery and playing, but more importantly, whether you have learned, felt, and thought about anything during the trip...... That's what makes a trip more in-depth.

That trip made me realize that it is actually easy to make friends, and the question is whether I am willing to let my heart open the door.

In the past, I used to go on my own trips almost all by myself, which was more personal. I didn't know anyone else on that trip, but we were able to make everyone feel familiar in a few days. Belong, team-oriented. Perhaps, it is a kind of fate encounter......

Uncle Li, who lives in the same room as me, is actually the manager, because during that time he went on a business trip to Cambodia from China to inspect, and it happened that Cambodia was on vacation again, and his big boss helped him book a ticket for the trip, so I had the fate of living in the same room with him.

I chatted with him and talked about a lot of life topics.

For example, I asked him whether it was better to have a career first and then get married, or to get married first and then work hard for a career. He said that it may not be the case, but it will vary from person to person. However, he said that the most important thing to find a marriage partner is to have a good heart, know how to be filial to your parents, and also, someone who can live happily with you, it doesn't matter if you are short. This one is very similar to what I thought.

In terms of career, he suggested that it would be better for me to return to China for development. If I'm going to do business in Cambodia in the future, I can continue there. If I don't have that plan, going back to China is the best thing for me. He gave me a lot of analysis......

Actually, I also know that I am going back to China, but I want to achieve a state that I hope before I go abroad, so that my trip will not be in vain. That is, to grow. I went abroad to grow, not to play or to make money. What's more, I didn't have enough fun at that time, and I didn't have much money......

So, I just need to grow.

Of course, you can grow at home, so why do you have to be abroad? There is no reason, just because I was still abroad at the time. Moreover, some growth also requires a specific environment, for example, abroad.

When the trip was over, the bus took us back to the travel agency, and the group members got off one by one along the way. I feel like I'm reluctant......

After three days of brief encounters, they met in their respective lives, and they may never meet again in their lives. It feels like that, it's so sad.

In the end, the team leader Xiaohui also helped me find a motorcycle to send me back, and at that time, I was really moved to tears......

Why is this always the case? Obviously, that is a very normal thing, but why does one's heart magnify it infinitely? Just like military training, it is clear that it is only more than ten days of contact, but why do many people cry when they part? Perhaps, it is because it is profound. It is so deep that I have already invested in my heart, and when I leave, my heart cannot be taken back at once......

Back to the question I'm struggling with at the moment, I'm sorry or sorry......

My family wants me to return to China soon, and if I return soon, then I am worthy of my family and feel at ease. However, I am sorry for myself......

Okay, then I want to continue working in Cambodia, then I am worthy of myself and satisfied. However, I felt sorry for my family, and that happiness was filled with a deep sense of guilt and a helpless emptiness.

This makes me feel that confusion really won't go away forever. At each stage, it will run out and play tricks on you. You think you understand it, only to find out that everything is self-righteous......

I don't know when it started, I'm already so tired......

At that time, I was very fond of tears, so strange, it was not the kind I could control, and I would cry when I was suddenly touched by some slight touch. It didn't happen like this before, is it really because of a tear mole under his eye?

Forget it, it's also healthy to shed tears once in a while. Otherwise, if you hold it back, your heart will break......

If you don't have to be worthy and sorry, will your life be easier?

Heaven never gives me a hint, only makes me alone in the quiet toilet and contemplating this mysterious life.

If the silence is too heavy, don't take it lightly......

The air sighs invisibly, the eyes are in the mood, and the soul is lost in silence, all because of thinking too much.

Thinking too much, it can be said that I have a disease that has not been cured for a long time. Can't be cured? Yes, of course......

Well, there were many people who thought they were "doctors" who came to my rescue, but when I found out one day that they were also "patients" who thought too much, I laughed and cried......

Since the "doctor" is unlicensed, well, then I'll find the "medicine" myself. As a result, it has been proved that "medicine" cannot be eaten indiscriminately! Moreover, there is no "medicine......

Why do you want to think too much? Because you care too much, you feel that you have lost it, and you will feel sad inside. The more you are afraid of losing, the more you will think too much. The slightest bit of something is wrong, it will turn into a monstrous wave in thinking too much, disturbing the original peace of the heart.

At the end of the day, it's still the fear of losing. To be precise, it's the fear of being sad.

After being hurt, some people will become very fragile inside, in other words, they will be very insecure. It's like "once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope"......

Thinking too much is because I am afraid of being injured again, and I will always suffer from gains and losses. However, this only shows that the heart is not strong enough.

In the past, I didn't say anything about my heart, but as a result, the knot in my heart became bigger and bigger, which led to a relationship.

Indeed, if you don't say it yourself, who knows.

Is it really good to always cover yourself up with silence and let yourself endure it in silence?

If you really believe in a person, then you should not be silent in front of that person's heart, and let the mind ferment in your heart alone. If you are afraid that your confession will cause that person to part ways with you, you don't believe it. I don't believe what that person believes in me, and I deceive myself so much to endure it silently, which is reluctance.

If you have something on your mind, you have been asked, and that person is worthy of your trust, then don't be silent. Because sometimes silence only means that the person can't give you a sense of security, in other words, you still don't trust that person enough after all......

Maybe there are some things that you think you know in your heart, and the words you say may make that person feel unhappy. In fact, excessive silence is what makes a person the most unhappy. For the doors of the heart are closed......

If you have something on your mind, you have to say it, and if you don't say it, it's endless thinking too much. Life shouldn't be like this.

Silence is too heavy, and it can easily dry up the heart.

If the silence is too heavy, don't take it lightly......

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