Write Dongdong and update it for more than seven consecutive days.

Well, the last time I was able to do that, it seems like it was in 2016.

Is it hard? It's not hard at all.

However, I haven't done it for almost three years.

It's not difficult, but I haven't done it for so long, is it ironic to myself?

Perhaps, I can have an excuse to say that I have had a very unsatisfactory life in the past few years, and I am not in the mood and inspiration to write.

In fact, this is the biggest insult and trampling on one's soul.

I can do it, but I run away from it.

Escaped, but did not admit it.

He also called it "all kinds of excuses" to highlight his cowardly "innocence".

Excuses are said to others, and your heart never listens to excuses, which are true and which are false, will you not count them in your heart?

What do you get by deceiving yourself?

Does this make you happy?

Or are you so numb that you don't know what true happiness is?

No, I could feel deep down that joy of longing for that kind of joy full of light and hope, but it was wrapped in dark depravity and could not break free.

I want to awaken, which means I have to save myself!

To save yourself, you must slowly get rid of your inferiority, get more contact with the light, and stay away from depravity.

Today, I am an unstable being.

Any small indulgence and escape is likely to pull me back into the abyss of depravity, and thus continue the negative depravity that preceded me.

So, I have to be sober, twelve points sober.

If I cut off the number of days of continuous updates today, maybe I will suddenly lose the motivation to continue updating, and it is very likely that I will become the one who sometimes updates and sometimes does not move for half a month.

Don't underestimate any little thing, perhaps, that little thing can cause a domino effect.

Step by step, in order to go on better!

If you find that you are suddenly negative, then quickly find a way to adjust your mentality, otherwise, indulging in negativity is tantamount to pushing yourself into the abyss of depravity.

The fact that I can continue to update is already a major psychological breakthrough for me.

In Dongdongli, about six or seven chapters have been blocked, and the number of words is close to 20,000 words.

At that time, I was still struggling in the abyss of depravity, and when I saw that what I wrote was blocked, I was naturally very uncomfortable, and my negative index skyrocketed.

The reason for being blocked may be that the topic written is not so suitable for the future flower absorption of the motherland, or some accidentally violate laws and regulations, such as running a red light.

Well, I've accepted all of this, and I'm trying to change it, but I haven't been banned yet.

How do you say it? It's normal to be blocked when you touch sensitive topics. Indeed, it is conducive to building a green network environment, and it is also a kind of protection for the future flowers of the motherland.

Similarly, it is also a great test of the author's writing skills.

There are some sensitive words that the author can't write explicitly, and can only euphemistically let the reader understand through his own description, well, this is a bit similar to "connotation".

I feel that this is also very good, it can improve the author's writing level and reduce the prevalence of vulgarity.

Of course, there are pros and cons to everything.

This kind of protection has benefits, but naturally there are some hidden dangers.

The feeling of overprotection, like the excessive love of parents for their children, belongs to doting.

It is understandable that some hurtful words in the article are crossed, but some biological proper nouns are also crossed, and although the content expressed does not have those filthy meanings, it is not immune.

I can't help but wonder, is the inclusiveness of literature so fragile? Can't even include biological proper nouns? So do some sensitive organ proper nouns in junior high school biology books have to be crossed?

It seems that those sensitive organ proper nouns can only exist in medicine, and once they enter the boundaries of literature, it is the invasion of aliens.

The future flowers of the motherland are certainly delicate, and they will not be able to withstand the normal wind and rain. So, what is the difference between this and flowers grown in a greenhouse?

This kind of over-protection, like trying to protect them, does not let them know that the danger exists.

To put it figuratively, it is like some parents who do not let their children see the fire in order to prevent their children from being burned by the fire, even if the children see it inadvertently, they do not tell the children that it is fire, but just blindly warn the children not to touch the thing. So, is this over-protection good or bad for the child?

Isolated protection is not necessarily good protection, making the flowers strong is the best protection. No matter how good the isolation protection is, there will be a time when the protective layer is lost, and the flowers come into contact with all the things that they can't touch, at that time, I don't know whether it is more surprise or more fright.

I just expressed what I thought in my heart, and I couldn't resist how the world was going to change, so I could only accept it and adapt myself.

That's why I'm going to keep updating.

Don't try to resist the world, sometimes, just be yourself.

The world has the destiny of the world, and you, too, have your own destiny.