Chapter 19: Do You Want Me to Die?

"I haven't told you, there is him without me, there is me without him, you still hide from me to go to their side, do you still want me as a mother?" Xu Liyuan asked sharply.

"That's Daddy's Mom and Dad. Zeng Fanxing didn't say aggrievedly.

"Yes, so you want grandparents, right?" Xu Liyuan nodded and said, "You go, you pack up your things and roll over there, I should never have given birth to your daughter." ”

"Mom. Zeng Fanxing said, "You calm down." ”

"How calm I am. Xu Liyuan roared, "Your grandma, when I was pregnant with you, she came to take care of me, and went to the vegetable market to buy dead fish and dead shrimp for me to eat when I went to the market, I vomited when I smelled the fishy smell, but the whole house was fishy, and I vomited my yellow bile water, I really couldn't stand it and I went back to my parents' house, your grandma sued your father, and your father quarreled with me for the first time after getting married." ”

"I'm still pregnant with you, your dad quarreled with me, and asked me to apologize to your grandma, and your grandma sat under your grandmother's corridor and cried, and the whole building that cried knew that I was a daughter-in-law who didn't know how to do it. ”

"If I hadn't been troubled by your grandmother to go to the hospital to protect the baby, she wouldn't have stopped. ”

Xu Liyuan said, "I haven't told you about these things, I haven't told you, I haven't been to his house for so many years, why don't you and your father know?"

"When I gave birth to you, she was outside the delivery room, I heard that it was a girl, I turned around and bought a ticket to go back to my hometown, your grandmother was still working at that time, I was confined alone, taking you, your father was always on a business trip, what kind of life did I live? I cried when I opened my eyes, and I cried when I fell asleep and dreamed, I swore with tears in my confinement, don't think I want me to serve her in this life, it is impossible in this life. ”

"You are one year old, they only came to see you for the first time, and the second sentence of the meeting was to ask me when I would have a second child?" Xu Liyuan looked at Zeng Fanxing and said, "Just for her words, I went to the hospital for sterilization without saying anything, isn't your grandma patriarchal, hasn't she always wanted your father to have another son? I won't let her get her wish, your father and I will only have a daughter in your life." ”

"If I listened to her and gave birth to a second child and a son, do you think you can live so happily now?"

"As a result, you are still facing her, you are facing her, I gave birth to you and raised you, I ended up like this, what is the meaning of my life, I might as well die. Xu Liyuan cried and was about to go to the kitchen to get a knife.

"Mom. Zeng Fanxing hugged her and said, "I'm just going to see them, I don't mean anything else, can't I just go to see them for my father?"

"No, I can't. Xu Liyuan said, "I couldn't control your father at the beginning, he was born to his mother, and his heart was towards his parents, I couldn't control it, you were my own child, and you couldn't do it if you didn't face me." ”

"Then what do you want me to do?" Zeng Fanxing asked.

"I want you to never go to their house again, never see their faces again. Xu Liyuan said sharply, "You don't have that relative." ”

"Mom. Zeng Fanxing stomped his feet in distress, why did he have to fall to this point.

"Fanxing, you told your mother that you were going to go to the summer camp and asked for so much money, and your mother was afraid that you would be unhappy, so she gave you all the money, but you didn't go to the summer camp, so what about the money?

"Nope. Zeng Fanxing said.

"I think there is. Xu Liyuan was reminded by her mother, and immediately thought of going there. "Fanxing, you never lied to me, but now you are lying to me and secretly going to your grandfather? ”

"Stars, what's wrong with you?"

"It wasn't my grandfather who asked me to ask you for money, they never told me about it in front of me, and when I came back today, my grandfather gave me five hundred. Zeng Fanxing explained.

"Five hundred. Xu Liyuan was angry again. "I gave you more than a few five hundred, and now you are shaken because of the five hundred he gave you, and you think he is good?"

"They are Mom and Dad, and Dad is not here now, and I have the responsibility and obligation to visit them. Zeng Fanxing said, "If you don't like me to go, then I'll go a few times a year, okay." ”

"No matter how good she is, she is still the granddaughter of the Zeng family. Magnolia shook her head and sighed. "It's not a heart. ”

Xu Liyuan burst out of the blood veins and tendons that she said, slapped Zeng Fanxing hard, gritted her teeth and said hatefully, "Why did I give birth to such a white-eyed wolf as you." ”

"I took you to such a big age, take care of you, and you treat me like this?"

"What's the use of me giving birth to you, it's better to strangle you to death when you were born, and save you from being angry with me now. ”

Xu Liyuan was angry on her head, her hands were not strong, and her mouth was also ugly, Zeng Fanxing was treated so roughly by Xu Liyuan for the first time, and after being stunned, her heart was also a huge grievance and sadness, and she had no reason to talk to her.

"Do you want me to die?" Zeng Fanxing asked crying.

"Yes, I wish you were going to die now. Xu Liyuan said sharply.

"Okay, then I'll die. Zeng Fanxing shook off his hand, rushed to the restaurant like a sleepy beast, found a fruit knife on the table and cut it on his wrist, the knife was a little blunt, the first time it didn't cut, Zeng Fanxing threw the knife, grabbed the crystal vase on the table and smashed it on his head.

The vase was very thick and not smashed, but Zeng Fanxing didn't have time to smash it a second time.

Xu Liyuan screamed and looked at her, Bai Yulan also hurriedly stepped forward to grab the vase, Zeng Fanxing shook his head, and then felt that something was covering his eyes, and when he reached out and touched it, it was blood.

"Ambulance, ambulance? call 120. Xu Liyuan spun around in a panic, "Fanxing, how are you?"

"What is the ambulance, hurry up and get the bag, go downstairs and take a taxi to the hospital. Magnolia roared.

Zeng Fanxing knew that she was bleeding, but strangely, she didn't hurt at all. I was helped downstairs by my grandmother and mother, took a taxi, went to the hospital for emergency treatment, and was dizzy all the way, saying that I was awake but not sober.

Separated from the world by a hazy veil.

It wasn't until she was lying in the emergency chair, with the white light shining on her, that she came back to her senses, "Doctor, am I going to die?" Zeng Fanxing asked, she had lost a lot of blood, and half of her clothes and pants were stained red with blood.

"It's not going to die, it's just a small mouth. The doctor said, "The nurse gave you an anesthetic just now, and I'll help you stitch up the wound later." ”

The anesthetic didn't feel the pain, but the consciousness was still there, and he could feel the sound of the doctor's needles and threads passing through the skin, as if the soul was out of the body watching from the sidelines, "Doctor, how many stitches do you need?"

"The opening is relatively small, and three stitches are sufficient. The doctor said. "Soon fine. ”

"Will there be a scar?" Zeng Fanxing asked.

"No, it won't. The doctor swore and said, "But ah, you are just at the hairline, which is a scar, and a little bangs will cover it." ”

"That looks like it's going to leave a scar. Zeng Fanxing sighed.

After stitches, she had to be hospitalized for a day, hanging water to observe, because of the anesthetic Zeng Fanxing's half of her body was bloody, she slept very soundly, Xu Liyuan cried silently in front of her bed, blaming herself for not scolding her like this, Magnolia persuaded her a few words, and went back to get a change of clothes and some things to use first.

When he went back, Lu Yu had already taken his son back from playing outside, because he knew that Xu Liyuan wanted to teach Zeng Fanxing a lesson, and they were not suitable, so they avoided it first.

"Mom, is there something going on at home? Why is there a drop of blood all the way from the restaurant to the door?" Lu Yu asked. "I didn't even dare to wipe it, I don't know what it was. ”

"What is it?"

"It's the blood of Zeng Fanxing. Magnolia said angrily. "Go and pour me a glass of water. ”

"The eldest sister taught the child, why did she still start to move, even if she did it, she couldn't bleed. Lu Yu said.

"Which one did she beat, she has to have that courage, Zeng Fanxing can still secretly go to her grandfather's house over there without her?" Bai Yulan said, "This girl's character doesn't know who she looks like, her mother said a few words to her, and she dared to take a vase and smash it on her head, and the blood burst out at that time." Your eldest sister's frightened soul is gone. ”

"Really, that's nothing, right?" Lu Yu said. "Ouch, I panic when I think about it. ”

"I smashed a small hole, got a few stitches, and now I'm hanging water in the hospital. Magnolia said, "You will prepare a sick meal later, and I will send it over." ”

"Good. Lu Yu said. "You say, how can Fanxing do it to herself, she doesn't hurt. ”

Magnolia closed her eyes, "Who knows what she thinks." ”

"It's just that she's making such a fuss, I'm afraid your eldest sister will rely on her for everything in the future. ”

"Ahh Lu Yu said, "The stars are not very friendly to us. ”

"yes. Bai Yulan said, "Before you can do anything, you dare to take 280,000 yuan from her mother, and when your eldest sister listens to her in the future, I am afraid that she is in charge of the money in the family." ”

"What can I do then?" Lu Yu said.

Magnolia glared at her, stupid, every time she shows her greed so bluntly, she knows some things, how can she say it.

Lu Yu sneered, "I'll go prepare the meal." ”

Magnolia closed her eyes, she had to make a good calculation.

When Bai Yulan went to the hospital with vegetables, Xu Liyuan was still crying, Bai Yulan looked at her, "Why are you still crying, she is still asleep, she can't see even if you cry." ”

"It's all my fault, how can I let her die?" Xu Liyuan cried. "I'm just such a precious daughter, if anything happens to her, I'll really die. ”

"She's fine, what are you going to do if you want to die?" Magnolia glared at her with disgust. She pulled up the curtain in front of the hospital bed and wanted to whisper something to Xu Liyuan.

"It's all my fault. Xu Liyuan would only say this, "When she is well, I will listen to her everything, if she wants to see her grandparents, she will go to see her grandparents, what she said is right, Zhiyuan is gone, her daughter is going to respect her father and filial piety." ”

Magnolia frowned, sure enough, she thought so, Magnolia patted her shoulder, "Don't blame yourself first." ”

"If you want me to say, Fanxing has been well-behaved and sensible since he was a child, why is he screwing it up to you now. Magnolia quietly lowered her voice, "I'm afraid that her father is dead, the stimulation is too great, and it's bad here." "Magnolia Bibi brain.

Xu Liyuan looked at her in horror, "How could it be?

"How can't it be. Magnolia sighed and said, "If you don't explain it, the stars are so rebellious and so easily excited." Since you were a child, I scolded you for wanting you to die, and I never saw you hit yourself with a vase. Your brother and daughter-in-law scolded Zhao Di and asked her to die, but she didn't hit herself with a vase. ”

"Impossible. Xu Liyuan shook her head and said, refusing to believe it, "Then what if it's true?"

"Mental illness is not so serious, as long as it is treated, it can be controlled, especially like the stars, because of excessive sadness, go in and take a monthly medicine to recuperate, it happens to be summer vacation, quietly send it in, and when it is ready, school will start, no one knows. Magnolia said in a long voice.

"Where are you going?" asked Xu Liyuan.

"I went to the Sanatorium of the Third Neurological Hospital, where the scenery was good, the service was good, and most importantly, the mouth was strict. Magnolia said, "Although it is more expensive, it is still the most important thing for the health of the stars." ”

"Why don't you let the doctor here check it, and if there is such a sign, send it?" asked Xu Liyuan.

"This mental illness can't be detected professionally, but if you take it so lightly, something bigger will happen in the future, she will seek death at every turn, what if she is not saved once?" Magnolia said.

Xu Liyuan has no master of the six gods.

"Listen to the. Magnolia made the decision for her.

Neither mother nor daughter noticed the person who should be sleeping soundly in the bed, and clenched their palms tightly under the bed.