My explanation completely angered Huo Jidu's mother.

She slapped her hand on the table: "Lily, are you still quibbling? Do you think anyone from our Huo family can come in? Let me tell you, there are no rules in everything, let's talk about it today." ”

Pull it apart and say, "How do you pull it away?" It should mean not giving me a way to live, and stripping me and Huo Ji alive.

"Auntie, I know you're angry when you see this, but at that time I was cold and nothing happened at all. ”

All lies touch reality, you must die, if you don't die, there is no way out, face reality, if you don't explain, there is nothing.

After explaining, I saw Huo Jidu's mother's eyes widen, and I began to regret my impulsiveness again.

She is a traditional woman, and in addition to the daily life of me and Huo Jidu, the rest of the diary should be regarded as bad deeds in her eyes.

Sure enough, she began to speak ill of her again: "Frigidity? Frigidity means you can't do it? So how did your child come about?"

"I ...... I...... I only have feelings for Huo Ji. ”

I don't know why, the original truth turned out to be like a fabricated lie at this time, light and clumsy.

Huo Jidu's mother sneered, and then sneered: "I only have feelings for my son? Lily...... That's not what you wrote in your diary, you're very skilled, haven't you tried all those men? Now pretend to be innocent to me, could it be that this content is made up by you out of boredom......"

She looked like I was a heinous person in her eyes.

I was about to continue to explain, but she suddenly raised her hand: "Okay, don't explain, I can't tell you anymore, you are a liar full of lies, everything will come back in the evening." ”

She was angry, I couldn't refute it, and I wasn't ready to explain enough, so I could only stand in place like a wooden man.

She glared at me a few more times, saying that she would be angry when she saw me again, and asked the driver to take me back to school, and I left Huo's house.

The car drove slowly, and my heart was foggy.

Since I was a child, I have had the habit of keeping a diary, not because I like to write, but because I am too introverted and withdrawn, I don't like to talk, I don't have many friends, and I have nowhere to express my emotions, so I can only write in a diary.

Maybe most people don't understand and ask why don't you try to make friends? I can only say that I am not in that environment, and I can't feel it personally.

At that time, China and Australia had established diplomatic relations for more than 30 years, but the exchanges were not close, and white racism was serious, and no one guided me to a place where the rainbow shone, so I could only lock myself in a small box.

Later, I was molested by the biology teacher, I became more withdrawn, Shen Nao appeared, originally he tried to let me see a psychiatrist, but it didn't work, and finally came up with a way to seduce a man.

Seduced the first few men, I still cringed, even if I was still seeing a psychiatrist, I couldn't change myself, and later, the psychiatrist and Shen Nao found out that I had the habit of writing a diary, so they asked me to record these to see if I could get out of the shadows.

Sometimes, Shen Nao would also teach me what kind of man to seduce and what method to use in his diary.

Therefore, the diary should be regarded as the carrier of Shen Nao's teaching me knowledge and my continuous seduction techniques.

Gradually, my personality became more outgoing. But after seducing more than a dozen men in a row, the frigidity still did not get better, and I began to think about destroying the diary, but Shen Nao stopped me 'purposefully', saying that there might be hope for the next one.

I also knew in my heart that if I tore up the diary, there would be no place for me to express my emotions.

Later, when I met Huo Jidu, I wrote in my diary: Huo Jidu is the twenty-seventh man I seduced, and since then, there is only one person about him in the diary.

In Sydney for more than three months, I read the descriptions about him in my diary every day, and my heart became more and more happy.

When I went to Chongqing, every time I met Huo Ji, I would write it in my diary.

The generation, development, and bits and pieces of my love with him, of course, these were all recorded behind Huo Ji's back.

When Yan Miaoling asked me, 'Did Shen Nao ask you to write a diary to seduce men?', I realized that Shen Nao's purpose in teaching me to write a diary was not pure, and it just so happened that I had this habit.

Because there are too many beautiful records of me and Huo Jidu, I feel that the diary is my secret, no one will find out, it doesn't matter, so I continue to record.

For the first time, I felt threatened when Nie Zhuog told me about seducing a man.

At that time, Su Yinghe was present, the diary fell out of the bag, and I impulsively tore it up, but this page and page were made of cowhide, and it was so strong that it could not be torn, so I could only frustrate it.

After calming down, I was still reluctant to destroy the more than 100 pages of records about me and Huo Jidu, which accounted for one-third of the diary.

For a long time after that, I didn't keep a diary anymore and I didn't carry a diary with me anymore.

It wasn't until I reconciled with Huo Ji that I started writing again and took the diary with me, because I felt that it was the safest way and convenient to record.

The diary is like a lamp, recording my mental journey and guiding me to find hope.

I originally planned to carry Huo Jidu behind my back on the day of my wedding to tear up the dozens of pages of the record of seducing twenty-six men, leaving only nearly two hundred pages of the record with him.

It's just that I never thought that the diary would be lost from me, and Huo Jidu's parents would see it.

Everything was done on my part.

After recalling these, I can't help but sigh that if a person's decision encounters an accident, then the decision will be branded wrong.

Now I was a little desperate, and I couldn't help but call my mother's phone with trembling for a long time, trying to try my luck.

This time, she finally took it.

For a moment, the tears could not be restrained: "I have been calling for a month, but no one answers...... Did you know that I have children? I'm getting married...... The fact that I seduced twenty-six men in the past has been revealed, and I am still cold...... Did You Know?"

Anytime, I was hurt and sad, and she was the only one who could yell and cry.

The flurry of words was like a ticking time bomb, fogging between me and her.

My mother didn't react for a moment, and after a few minutes of fumbling, she shuddered and said, "Lily, I just came out of the lab, what the hell are you talking about?"

I was molested, bullied, seduced men, pregnant, married, she didn't know all these things, because, her phone has been unable to get through, how could she know?

When it all came together, she was stunned.

Because of the discomfort, my voice became very cold, very ruthless: "Mom, you come to Chongqing, I'm too tired to fight alone, please, come and help me ......"

She choked up and said, "I have a ticket for tonight's plane, you wait for me ......"

After hanging up the phone, I looked into the distance expressionlessly, and the driver said, "Miss Lily, the National Defense University has arrived." ”

I said 'thank you' and got out of the car and walked to school, my spine straight.

I don't know when, Su Yinghe's figure appeared in sight, but I swept straight by.

He grabbed me by the arm, "Lily, there's something wrong with you. ”

"I'm better than ever, Major General Su. Numbly spat out a sentence.

"What's wrong with you?"

His face was full of concern when he first saw me, like a big brother.

If it weren't for his coldness and indifference twice, I would have always thought this man was suave.

At the moment, he only gave an indifferent smile: "Thank you for your concern, I'm really fine." ”

Su Yinghe chased after him: "If there is something, I will definitely help you." ”

I focused my gaze on his face, his eyes were clean, and his thin lips were pursed into a curved line.

Why did he contact me and care about me even though he and Huo Ji were both competitors? What kind of purpose did he put behind him?

"Su Yinghe, why did you help me for no reason?"

He only smiled, very confused: "It's rare for a woman to have such a clear mind when she is sad, don't worry, no matter how Huo Ji and I fight, it won't hurt you, I don't say the secret between me and him, no one will know it for the rest of my life...... Lily, in this game, someone is acting as a substitute for the dead, it's up to you to tell the difference...... Whoever finds the exit first wins. ”

At that time, I was in a hurry, and I was not serious at all.

Later, when I fell in Macau, Shen Nao rescued me back to Beijing and re-involved me in the whirlpool of struggle, and I became Su Yinghe's bargaining chip against Huo Jidu, only to completely understand that only when one side falls, the other side can rise, and the ghost for the dead is none other than me.

But that's too long in the future......

didn't understand Su Yinghe's words at the moment, and only picked up the last sentence back: "No matter what game you play, I will find an exit." ”

I was restless for an afternoon, and after school, Tang Qi called me: "Lili, Huo Ye was called back to the old mansion in advance, and he asked me to take you over." ”

On the way Tang Qi carried me over, I was calm, but when I entered the hall, my heart sank hard.

The look on Huo Jidu's face was not good-looking, a little gloomy.

Swallowing my saliva, I shouted: "Jidu ......" wanted to peek into his heart, but I couldn't see anything, it was white.

The air was also very dry, and little by little sparks exploded, and then the explosion became more and more violent.

Huo Jidu said very coldly: "Dad, Mom...... I'll say a few words to her alone, and you guys will leave first. ”

Huo Jidu's mother wanted to respond, but was pulled away by Huo Zhenting.

I was a little panicked, what the hell is going on? Huo Ji didn't even know that I had seduced a twenty-six man? Why did he react?

I want to ask, but my throat is like being sealed, and I can't say anything.

Huo Jidu's slender fingers touched the diary on the table: "Every word in it is true?"

I stared at the diary, my eyes pantothenic: "Yes, everything is as I confessed to you......"

Huo Jidu nodded, walked to me with a sneer, his hands on the armrests on both sides of the chair, and looked at me with deep black eyes: "If I didn't see the diary, you plan to lie for the rest of your life?"

"I didn't lie to you, Huo Jidu...... You should have read it too......"

Huo Jidu sighed, as if he was patient: "How many men have you slept with besides me?"

His burning eyes seemed to be able to breathe fire, and my face was hot: "What are you talking about......?

Huo Jidu straightened up, put the diary in the palm of his hand and checked it, and with all his strength, he directly pulled off the cover of the diary that I had been tearing in front of me.

Before I could react, he pinched my jaw with his big hand: "How much does it cost to patch up the membrane? Lily, so smart, why don't you destroy the diary? That way, I can't see anything, and you don't have to lie." ”

"The reason why I didn't tear it up is because it also has your records in it, Huo Jidu, I've known you for nearly a year, and I've all recorded it here...... I thought about tearing up the diary, but I didn't know at the time that you could cure my frigidity, and I wanted to give you an explanation...... You said I was stupid, and I admitted it......"

What's more, I never thought that my diary would be discovered.

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