"I'm sorry, Huo Jidu, I hurt you...... It's all because I'm selfish, I'm not mature enough......"

I kept smiling when I said this, and the smile was very charming, as if nothing had happened, Huo Jidu's eyes reflected my cruelty, and he rubbed my hairline heavily: "Lily, you are so ruthless...... Lin Dai is much simpler than you......"

Have you started comparing other women to me?

"Huo Jidu, cherish her well, and also, take good care of yourself......"

"Take care of yourself?"

Huo Jidu sneered from his throat, swirled directly, his body slowly straightened, his expression became a lot colder in an instant, and the light in his eyes slowly dimmed like a lamp.

He steadied himself, took a few steps back, and turned—left—

It's like saying goodbye to me, and it's like never seeing you again.

My mother came in with red and swollen eyes and a small crescent bubble bulging under her eyelids, and she held my shoulder: "Lily, Mommy will take good care of you." ”

Tears, little by little, little by little slid down his cheeks, without any emotion, just crying: "I have never betrayed Huo Jidu, I love him, I really love ......"

"Lily, if you have any troubles, just say it, Mom believes you will have to ......"

I almost blurted it out.

After thinking about it, Huo Jidu once gave up the quota for me to be transferred to Beijing through the selection, if he hadn't given up, he should have laid a good foundation in Beijing by now.

I don't know why he is with Fan Lindai, if he gets involved, Fan Lindai's character will definitely stir up storms, Huo Jidu's career has just started, he shouldn't give up anything for me, love shouldn't be a fetter.

I just want to sort things out one by one now, at the moment, telling Nie Yun is the best choice, his position is not as turbulent as Huo Jidu.

When I was picked up by my mother, Nie Yun was coming out of the hall, holding two little milk babies on the left and right in his hands, and the two little milk babies were instigating their fingers.

My mother approached Nie Yun angrily: "Can't you let them eat pacifiers?"

Nie Yun kissed the little milk baby on the left and right: "Call Mom, call Sister ......"

When the little milk baby saw my mother, she struggled in Nie Yun's arms, and reached out one by one to ask my mother to hug her, but my mother didn't answer, with a proud face: "I said I wouldn't give birth a long time ago, you have to insist, the child is also made by you, hold it yourself, and you have to ...... if you hug it."

Nie Yun didn't have a temper, he was very happy, and he was carrying the two babies around: "Mom doesn't want us anymore, let's go, let's go into the house by ourselves......" turned around and walked into the house, and my mother and I followed.

Before I could step into the house, my phone rang, so I had to pull it out and park outside, answering the call first.

The call came from someone from the recuperation center, saying that Shen Nao had been stabbed by a new sharpener.

I tilted my head and replied, "Which hospital was he sent to?"

"Miss Nie, there is a hospital in the recuperation center, and Mr. Shen is in the recuperation center. ”

"Okay, I'll go over now. ”

After hanging up the phone, I walked into the house: "Dad, Mom, Shen Nao is injured, I want to go over and take a look." ”

My mother's face immediately rose with worry: "You just came out of the hospital, just let your dad go and see it......"

After thinking about it for a while, I still felt that I had to go: "It's okay for the two of us to be together, after all, Shen Nao hasn't seen you here." ”

Nie Yun didn't say a word, went straight to change his clothes, and then came out with a 'let's go'-

It was quiet in the car, I didn't speak, and Nie Yun didn't speak, he sank for a long time before he spoke: "Lily...... You're a lot calmer than before. ”

I pursed my lips and smiled, and then changed the topic: "Dad, Nie Zhuo Ge Nie Xu is a father-daughter relationship, did you know it from the beginning?"

Nie Yun probably didn't know that I would ask this head-on, and the hand holding the steering wheel let go and held it again: "How do you know?"

"The ...... Nie Xu told me"

"Nie Xu?" he sighed, his dark eyes narrowed a little, and began to tell me the story from a long time ago: "I participated in the border battle with Nie Xu, my life was hanging by a thread at that time, he saved me, and when my mother died, I asked him to take good care of him, Nie Xu was very naughty when he was a child, he was involved with a woman in the battlefield, the woman was pregnant, Nie Xu was young, the organization and discipline were very strict, and he didn't take the pro-people line at that time, he had to be expelled, I took it, that woman was Nie Zhuoge's mother, and later ......"

I can probably guess that later Nie Zhuoge's mother fell in love with Nie Yun and began to stalk, and Nie Yun only had my mother in his heart......

I also sweated for Nie Yun in my heart, wouldn't Nie Xu hate him? After all, Nie Xu was quite dark.

After being in a trance for a while, Nie Yun continued: "Nie Zhuoge's mother's family background is not bad, and the entanglement is too much known by Nie Yun, he wanted to kill Nie Zhuoge's mother, but he had a car accident, and he can't have a woman for the rest of his life, in the final analysis, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be responsible back then, and I hurt him for the rest of my life." ”

My body sitting on the leather chair was like a dead wood, lifeless, and Nie Yun's meaning was very clear, Nie Xu had lost his male function.

He should have been desperate at that time, to be able to come out of reality, to survive, he must have undergone a great tempering, and his human nature will change.

The reason why he dared to plan a lot of schemes in private was also because he was sure that Nie Yun would apologize and would not guard against him.

I was a little unsure and said, "If he did something wrong, would you ............?" Nie Yun is smart enough to understand what I mean.

Sure enough, he immediately spoke: "I was too soft-hearted at the time, Nie Xu secretly did a lot of things, as long as I didn't go too far, I turned a blind eye and passed it, and there was not much time in this life......

How funny, how much of a joke fate played?

It's like dealing with me, and it's willing to wear out all my hopes......

I pursed my lips and gritted my teeth, biting my heart for a long time before I opened my heart, intending to tell the truth: "I left you ...... in the first place"

Half a sentence out of my mouth, the drug rehabilitation center had arrived, so I stopped talking, Nie Yun stared at me for a while, and when he saw that I didn't say anything, he opened the car door and went down, and I followed.

The staff at the drug rehabilitation center led us in, and I saw an acquaintance sitting in the courtyard at a glance - Nie Xu.

He sat on the rattan chair, drinking tea leisurely, and when he saw me and Nie Yun, he immediately stood up and said enthusiastically, "Big brother...... Lily......"

My eyes have been on Nie Xu's body, and I haven't taken the slightest look away, why did he go to the recuperation center of the drug rehabilitation center before me and Nie Yun?

Nie Yun had already walked to the side to inquire about Shen Nao's situation, and I took the opportunity to slowly walk to Nie Xu's side and muttered, "Why are you here?"

Nie Xu squinted his eyes, the sepiolite pipe on his mouth curled up smoke, and he looked treacherous with a treacherous face, all of which said that the appearance was born from the heart, not false at all, a person's evil heart can sometimes be seen from the face, just like Nie Xu at this time, his brows shrugged slightly, his eyes narrowed slightly, the wings of his nose converged, and his prickly beard shook with the pipe.

Nie Xu glanced at me a few times, and stepped forward energetically, and I followed him closely.

He stood still under a plum tree in the courtyard, and wandered a few steps before turning his head to look at me carefully: "I have to say that you have come back from Macao and are much more mature, and you think more comprehensively and thoroughly...... I sent a brother to inquire about Shen Nao's situation, but I didn't expect that my brother was grumpy and accidentally hurt him. ”

Accidentally hurt him? hehe, accidentally.

I sneered three times, 'monitored' Nie Yun's progress, and turned back to look at Nie Xu: "Your daughter and Su Yinghe have remarried, and you have nothing to pursue...... You should let it go. ”

Nie Xu waved his hand: "No, you are still my biggest threat, Lily...... My daughter and Su Ying have no choice but to have a relationship, and what she has in her heart is still Huo Jidu. In addition, Nie Yun has officially explained to my daughter that he will only take care of my daughter's food and clothing expenses in the future, and will no longer be responsible for other ...... Nie Yun did too much about this, and my daughter couldn't accept it. ”

I just think it's funny, how can a person's concept be distorted to such an extent? He has to let his daughter and Huo Ji be together before he stops? Nie Zhuoge was not Nie Yun's daughter in the first place, and besides, my mother gave birth to another child, what's wrong with getting rid of it?

Understanding the contempt in my eyes, Nie Xu raised his eyebrows: "Every father will consider his children, Nie Yun will break it when he says it, there is no humanity...... Originally, Zhuo Ge and Ji were a pair made in heaven...... Lily, if you don't show up, they should be married, how good it would be for you to live in Macau for the rest of your life, I didn't expect an accident......"

His words were soft, without the slightest fluctuation, which was quite abhorrent.

I couldn't help but retort: "Parents should indeed think about their children, but you can't help but think too much, your daughter is married to Su Yinghe, love can't be forced......"

Nie Xu snorted coldly: "...... Remind you, Su Yinghe and Huo Jidu both belong to the General Military Department, and Su Yinghe is Huo Jidu's superior in terms of seniority...... You'd better think about it before you do something, Fan Lindai's family is not so easy to mess with, and so is Su Yinghe...... There is a wolf in front and a tiger in the back, Lili, military and political, you can't play, you have already left that circle since the National Defense University, and you and Huo Ji can't go back. ”

He's right, I'm far from that circle.

There are rules of the game in the military and political circles, some powerful land can be occupied by themselves, and people have to come up to discuss, but they can't be too domineering, before a certain leader in Chongqing took office, standing in line in the whole country, and the prime minister of a certain country went to him first and then went to the central government, and it didn't take long to be done, so the play can't go too far and steal the limelight......

This is the power trick, which cannot be withdrawn casually, let alone come out casually. Huo Jidu's current position is difficult to rise, and similarly, it will be difficult to rise again if it falls.

There is not only love in a person's life, I shouldn't ruin Huo Jidu's future for my own pursuit, I have to do something as soon as possible to deal with Nie Xu, and I searched around my mind only to find that there was no one I could find.

When I went out of the drug rehabilitation center, Nie Yun saw that I was uneasy and asked me what was wrong, but I was quite restless and didn't know how to speak.

But I couldn't let Nie Xu move anymore, I had to strike first, so I said righteously: "Dad, I have something to tell you......"

He nodded: "I'll call and tell your mother to go back later, and we'll find a restaurant to talk about." ”

I suddenly laughed, Nie Yun was very thoughtful, and he knew that if he hid it from my mother, he could easily guess the severity of what I said.

He called me to a Seville restaurant that specializes in grilled squid and steak tartare, with a pot of orange trees in the doorway and an Andalusian décor, and two sangrias served to us.

Nie Yun spoke first: "Lily, what were you talking to Nie Xu just now?" There was a lot of meaning in his eyes, and his desire to explore was mixed with half-understanding.

I took a sip of the Sangria in the cup and changed the topic first: "Dad, can you guarantee Shen Nao's safety?" For me, Shen Nao's safety is the most important thing at the moment, he has been through too much, and I don't want him to be hurt again.

Nie Yun held my hand: "I can move the place for him, but I can't guarantee that there will be no accidents at all...... Lily, I know you've been through something...... You've become stronger, it's my fault for yelling at you that day, I'm too anxious. ”

I said, "It's fine." ”

I don't want to cry, but my nose is sour, and it seems that no one cares about it for a long time, and there really is no one to ...... So I'm touched by the slightest bit of understanding.

I clubbed my arms, covered my face, almost collapsed, I held on for too long, I couldn't do it, I really wanted to rely on others, so I really collapsed: "The biggest reason for me to leave was Nie Xu, he let the head snake take me to Macau, I have been in the casino in Macau for the past two years, and I haven't used a mobile phone, Shen Nao I don't know where it is, not long ago, he brought me back from Macau......"

Nie Yun's originally calm face was almost frozen at that moment, he didn't move for a long time, my face was lifted from my hands, and I sniffed: "Shen Nao is my friend, he saved me twice, I won't leave him alone...... At the beginning, I also told Huo Jidu that I had to leave to save him, and those words were written by Nie Zhuoge on a piece of paper for me to read......"

My strong heart is out of control, and all the pain I have experienced that has been stored in my heart must be vented.

Nie Yun knocked over Sangria in front of him in a panic, hurriedly walked to my side, hugged me, I leaned on his arms, stuck to him, grabbed his shirt, very tight, very tight......

"I'm sorry...... Lily, I'm sorry, we all thought you and Shen Nao were gone, and we never thought that something would happen to you, I'm sorry......"

He was like a kind father, he cared about me, but my heart still hurt, and the pain mixed with hatred made me breathless, and after crying, I was still very depressed.

Nie Yun didn't know what to do, he took my hand and took me into the car, I leaned on the seat and didn't speak.

Halfway through the car, Nie Yun said, "Jidu's car is behind, Lili." ”

"Whatever. ”

I just want to rest, I don't want to think about anything else, I'm kind of fed up.

What I have experienced is something that ordinary people can hardly imagine in their lifetime, how good it would be to be born in an ordinary family, how good it would be...... How good it would be if it was plain, not being calculated by conspiracy, and not participating in this intertwined interpersonal relationship......

I closed my eyes and opened them again, these days, not a day of sleep is good, my eyes are very sore, very sore......

Nie Yun looked at me from time to time: "Lily, go to sleep...... Daddy showed you ......."

Then I closed my eyes tightly and nestled in a ball......

A little confused, my legs were moved, and my back was propped up, I am very familiar with this kind of hugging, it is Huo Jidu, no one hugs me like this, because I am not very well-behaved, he is afraid that I will fall.

I blinked, opened it again, Huo Jidu's sharp chin was above my head, I closed my eyes again, and waited for him to step through the door before opening them.

"Thank you......"

He didn't stand still, he didn't look at me, my mother came out, he didn't let go, my mother grabbed his arm, and wanted to break his arm: "What are you doing? What's wrong with my daughter?"

Huo Ji was pushed and shoved by her all the time, and her hands tightened my hoop, and then she put aside everything and asked: "Are you more than eighty pounds? Aren't you one hundred and two before?" Lily ......"

I looked away from his drooping gaze and said lightly, "Let me go." ”

"I ask you how much ......"

I didn't speak, my mother was angry, and began to tug at Huo Jidu's clothes: "Is there anyone like you who talks so arrogantly? Huo Jidu, you and that person named Fan Lindai are about to get married, so leave my daughter alone, okay? My daughter has us to take care of ......."

Huo Jidu's hand slowly relaxed, I came out of his arms, and was pulled to the chair by my mother, and the maid at home then brought a bowl of soup: "This is boiled this morning, miss...... There are a lot of Chinese medicines in it, which are prescriptions prescribed by old Chinese medicine practitioners. ”

I smiled, said thank you, brought it over, it was quite bitter, and drank it all.

My mother was very uncomfortable, holding herself in one arm, supporting her chin with the other, and then covering her lips again: "Lily......" After all, she didn't say a word.

I put the bowl down: "Why are you crying all day when I come back? Am I fine?"

Between words, Huo Jidu turned around and left and walked into the courtyard, I comforted my mother in the hall, and after a long time of comfort, she stopped crying, and Nie Yun took her back to the room.

Then, I sat for a while and walked to the yard, Huo Jidu was standing under the pomegranate tree smoking, he was very irritable, the smoke was all smoked to the leaves of the pomegranate tree, heard my footsteps, immediately extinguished the cigarette, turned around.

"I left so decisively, I didn't say hello, why didn't I live a good life? Why did I get sick and come back?"

"Thank you, Huo Jidu. ”

I really thank him in my heart, at least he is still willing to talk to me, and he still cares about me, except for the cold face on the first day we met.

Huo Jidu took two steps forward and stood quite close to me, he always liked to be very close to me.

"I was crazy when you left, I felt like you abandoned me...... I love you so much, what's the thing I can't say? and then hate you...... I really hate, I want to tear you apart, ask you, why you haven't heard anything for two years, why don't you call back? Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? Ridiculously, I started to worry about you later...... Love and hate, I can't get over the hurdles in my heart...... When you come back, you come to me, and you're alone on the road, and you don't say a word, and you miss it, Lily, do you explain to Lao Tzu that you're going to die if you say a half?

His every word was heavy, like an arrow, and it broke my heart.

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