Why is it that every time I think of my dreams coming true, I feel a sense of relief?

Or, the thought of having a lot of money in your possession and then your whole life seems to start to shine. I feel like I'm going to do a lot of what I want to do and live a fulfilling and enjoyable life. What skydiving, going around a lake, building a house in the mountains, climbing snowy mountains, camping in the desert, etc.

Is there a mind involved? Is there a fear involved?

Will you not go to play in the deserted mountains because you are afraid that you will not be able to eat hot food for a few days?

These were meant to be mine, leaving the template characters behind and getting a glimpse of the custom character's life patterns.

Don't you want to live like this?

Why fantasize about the scene, in addition to the character to win, maybe it's the instinct to discard fear in it. It seems to be pushing themselves to make decisions, and then the twists in the characters' minds keep preventing these things from happening.

Just like a baby is born, who knows what the environment is like outside?

The cognition in my head was too strong to resist birth, and I died before I was born. Staying in the amniotic fluid for the rest of your life is indeed safe and familiar, but it's not life.

Why don't you dare to follow your dreams and do things that seem ridiculous? Because of fear, because the cognition in your mind can't handle this event at all, you are so bound by fear that you don't dare to move.

Even if you change your dreams for desires, the same applies.

It's funny to think about, I'm afraid of having no money, but I don't dare to make money without recklessness. Because the cognition in my head seems to say, don't quit your job, don't start a business, don't do something that you are not sure about. The same is fear, even making money will be hijacked by fear.

However, after the character shatters his fear, he becomes less afraid of life and turns life into a playground. It is estimated that there is very little thought about making a lot of money, or just making a lot of money.

"With enough money, you can live freely" is just a limited perception in the mind. If this is a well-planned dream, then there is no way to have any super difficult missions, or deliberately embarrassing characters or anything like that.

Since it is a playground, it is natural that there is a necessity. You can play as much as you want. Even if this playground doesn't have it, then there will be the next one.

Custom characters don't worry about money, or rather, don't have enough money to play, as I thought. When you are not afraid of life, the so-called savings, the so-called planning for the future, the so-called risk reserves, these are all unnecessary to exist.

I don't even ask, "What if something happens?" or anything like that. Everything is inevitable, I don't believe that these accidents will happen, and even if there are accidents, I accept them with peace of mind.

This kind of thinking is a bit weird, but it is to hand over the whole person, no longer use the shit in your head to judge good and bad, and you will not force yourself to get the so-called "good". Life is like a play, as an actor and an audience, I naturally hope that the plot will be richer and fuller.

It may sound like a lot of nonsense to let the Tao control the ship of life, but there is a vague feeling, as if you can really let go, and you can really just lie on the deck and enjoy the flow of life.

I feel that I will one day complete the kill.

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen trembled, what does it feel like? What's going on? What is this feeling that the world is under control? It seems that as long as he makes a wish, he can get a response, and even though nothing has happened, he knows that everything will unfold according to his own ideas.

Maybe the details are different, maybe the way is different, but your own requirements will be met. There are no grandiose words, no enthusiasm and inspiration, and no courage and heroism. It's like going to the toilet yourself, as if it's a very natural thing to do.

Not based on fear, not on delusion, not kidnapped by distortions in the mind. But there is a vague trust that haunts it, a trust in the universe, a trust in "I exist", a trust that "no matter what happens, it's fine."

I didn't think about what would happen if I failed, I didn't think about what would happen if I ran out of money, just like I never thought about what I would do if I couldn't find the toilet to poop one day. Is it possible? Of course there is, but for some reason, it doesn't come to me and it doesn't become one of the things I think about.

It's hard to explain this state of affairs, and it's hard to explain why you're not worried. Because of those worries, it is very likely to happen, but I just don't worry. It's a very strange state, it's hard to explain or explain.

If I have to describe it, it looks like an eleven or twelve-year-old child.

Gone, the feeling dissipated.

However, there is nothing to worry about, as it feels like it is still there before, there is nothing to worry about at all.

In contrast, believing in the distortion in your head suddenly becomes like a fool. Why should I allow myself to believe in humble brains, why should I listen to those fears and dare not move? With so many years of experience, I am qualified to claim that I know life and life?

Moreover, compared to the previous feeling, even the fantasy cool scene is nothing. That feeling is not something that any of the characters' achievements can bring, the whole universe has become my playground, and there is no time for the characters to win or something.

It's like a being who has no hands, no feet, and no mind, and suddenly there is a way to allow himself to experience all this through a fake character. Who has time to step on others? Who wants to expand and play, to be presumptuous, to live a life that is not afraid?

It's not real, I know.

It's just getting rid of a part of the distortion in the mind, and the natural situation that comes with it. When the walls of thinking are torn down, the world as it is will be revealed on a large scale. Especially, after touching this feeling, it is difficult for me to return to the embrace of fear.

Of course, I wouldn't be naïve enough to think that I've gotten rid of my fear of that bewitching woman. But I don't have the heart to care about those things at the moment. Everything seemed to be unimportant, the whole universe was my playground, and I didn't understand what my former self was afraid of.

It's really like swimming, and after learning to swim, you will think, how can you not be able to swim, how can someone not be able to swim, how can you be afraid of soaking in the water?

Sure enough, suppressing illusions is pointless and does not work at all. It's like a series of meditations, yoga, chanting, and so on that are done out of fear of "fear", which are also driven away by fear.

At this point, it is natural that you will not want to continue to fantasize about the scene. Because even if the fantasy scene is cool, it can't compare to this feeling, so why do I continue to fantasize about the scene?

I can feel the kindness of the universe in a subtle way, and it is as if heaven and earth are passing through my body to carry out a very refreshing cleansing.

To be honest, it's not afraid of life.