Chapter 3: Cultivation III
As a cultivator, the Mental Strength Index is extremely important. The strength of the pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info often determines whether a cultivator can persist in cultivating in the same place.
What is the Mental Strength Index? It refers to the rebound index of the mind when it is subjected to external pressure. If the greater the pressure exerted on the mind by the outside world, the greater the rebound of the mind against it, it proves that the mind is strong and has not been affected too much by the outside world. If, on the other hand, the greater the pressure exerted on the mind by the outside world, the less the mind reacts to it, it proves that the mind is weak and more bound by external influences.
The Spiritual Strength Index is not the same as strong or weak for cultivators who have just entered the WTO. There are innate and acquired differences. Some cultivators are born with a very strong spiritual strength index, while some cultivators are born with a very weak spiritual strength index, and those who are weak need to use acquired efforts to improve the spiritual strength index.
And I, on the other hand, belong to the second type. One of the groups with a weak psychic strength index.
The external pressure that each cultivator fears is also different. Some are afraid that the labor force will pay too much and will not get the corresponding return, some are afraid that they will not be able to save face, some are afraid that their health is not guaranteed, some are afraid of the words of the people behind them, some are afraid of the cruel words of their bosses, some are afraid of the communication and maintenance of interpersonal relationships, and some are afraid of ......
In short, there are a lot, and the external pressure I am most afraid of is the communication and maintenance of interpersonal relationships, which can also be described as a "fatal weakness".
My first job in cultivation happened to be extremely close to interpersonal relationships. The challenges ahead for me can be compared to a fight between a child who is very afraid of dogs and a big wolfdog. You may not lose in a fight, but you may lose in the psychological barrier of being afraid of dogs.
Relationships have actually existed since the time of study. Because I can't deal with it, I haven't made many friends in my more than ten years of study. You can see it at a glance just by looking at the number of views I said.
However, after all, it was the age of reading. When you go out into society and face colleagues who have to communicate with each other, you can't be as silent as you were when you were a student. But still, the weakness of the mind is not something that can be overcome overnight.
Sister Zhen, Brother Yong, Brother Xi and Baolian in the apartment are all going to work, and I'm sleeping lazy. Let's feel the taste of lazy sleep again, because I don't know how long it will be before I have a safe lazy sleep in the future.
I don't have to go to work yet, it's not that I don't, I should say I can't. I'm not part of their group. I also need to be trained, and after I pass the training, I can enter this group.
In the afternoon, I returned to the company headquarters and watched a movie with Ying and them.
It's not a pastime, Manager Zhang asked us to think about what we saw after watching the movie. He would ask us questions.
There are two movies we have seen, one is "Glory Days", which is a "miracle" in the history of American baseball, and the real story of black and white people who look at each other and work together to win the game. The other is the very popular "Kung Fu Panda".
After watching these two movies, I really benefited a lot, and to some extent, it increased my cultivation value.
As I said, the content of my cultivation is mainly the perfection of the spiritual world. And thinking about the meaning of the movie is related to the philosophical thinking in my spiritual world. In other words, I like to think about these questions.
Because there is no right or wrong way to think about this. The main thing is to express your own ideas, and if it is suitable, you will adopt it.
At that time, after watching "Glorious Years", Manager Zhang asked each of us to express our feelings after watching the movie on the podium.
He didn't name who he wanted to go up to the podium first, he only said that the opportunity was won by himself.
So, one by one, they took turns to speak. As for me, I'm the last one. From this, it can be reflected that I do not have a strong desire to fight, and it also paves the way for my future departure.
By the time I went up to speak, I was scared even though there were only a few people in the room. My legs are shaking terribly. At this time, I thanked me for my speech when I was a student, and if I hadn't spoken when I was a student, maybe I wouldn't have been able to say anything from the podium.
Take a deep breath, OK, and I'll start expressing my thoughts. That's what I thought before I watched the movie. I think everyone is the protagonist of their own life.
The reason why there is friction between people is that each protagonist does not think in exactly the same way and lives in different circumstances. And the protagonist is not permanent. Sometimes, when you work with others, and they are better than you in some way, then you have to learn to play a supporting role. For the sake of the collective, the protagonist is constantly changing.
And I, who have always believed in the collective, I don't have to be the protagonist, but in my life, I have to be the protagonist.
talked about his views, and combined with the plot of the movie to infiltrate. I talked for a long time, but after I finished speaking, Manager Zhang gave me an evaluation that I will never forget.
This evaluation is also the first time I have heard someone say it to me when I am so old. His evaluation was: Jin Long, you are a very wise person.
The word "wisdom" carries much more weight in my heart than "wisdom". Why? Because there is a saying for "little wisdom and great wisdom."
Regardless of whether Manager Zhang really commented on me like this, it was still intentional. I'm very happy! Because of this, the mental strength index has increased.
Manager Zhang asked us to prepare for one night and set off for training for three days and two nights the next day. Training location, Huadu.
After that, several of us newcomers left their contact information together. In this way, I began to know Ying, Wei, Yi, Shanshan, Hui, Da, and Bin.
Back at the apartment, it was already evening.
The enthusiastic Sister Zhen continued to prepare dinner very carefully, and her skills were really good. Also, women who love to cook look very beautiful!
While dinner was in progress, the door suddenly opened. A little sister came in, and then Sister Zhen and Baolian jumped up with excitement and said, "Meimei, you're finally back!"
Forehead...... I'm still in a daze......
Where is this sister paper sacred?
Later, through their words, I finally figured out that she was also my senior sister, and she came in a few days earlier than Pauline.
Her name is Xiaomei, she is relatively small, and she looks like a little sister. However, her hot personality makes people change their superficial impression of her, because she is a powerful female sweater.
After dinner, I watched the night sky in the hallway. Brother Xi just came out to dry his clothes.
"Why don't you go in and watch TV?" he asked.
I asked him rhetorically, "Eh, Brother Xi, what exactly is the training?"
He immediately felt so excited, "There are a lot of training contents, you will know tomorrow." Training is very exciting! I can guarantee that if you train for the first time, you will want to train for the second time. ”
I laughed. Let's hope so!
Looking at the night sky, my heart hangs in the air......
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