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She is not a masochist, although she usually behaves with a big grin and doesn't care about anything, but she will also be sad when she is boycotted by his fans.

A young girl, who would want to be with her beloved, there will always be many people who obstruct it?

Even if the so-called "beloved" is just wishful thinking on her part.

Thinking distraughtly, it didn't take long for the girl to grab the leftover drink bottle at her feet, rubbing it vigorously, and gritting her teeth and muttering: "Stupid oppa, stupid! It's all so clear, you're still pretending to be stupid, I'll let you pretend to be ...... Let you pretend to be ......"

Click, click, and the bottle let out an overwhelmed moan.

She mentioned that she was going to have a party, didn't he understand?

Thinking about it, the girl suddenly laughed again.

About 5 days ago, when she was worried about how to invite him cheekily, he called and said that he wished her a happy birthday! At that moment, not to mention how happy Lin Yun'er was.

In the actual relationship with Ahn Junhyuk, there are many regrets, and she is not in many things that happen around him. The first time he sang was in Studio 2 on the second floor of the basement of the company — something Taeyeon said when she was chatting with her, and she always remembered it vividly, and she never heard him sing "Lies" to Taeyeon.

The first time he acted in a TV series was in Yeouido, and it was Lin Xiujing who was by his side at that time.

The first time he said happy birthday to one of them was not long after he joined the company, and it was to Su-yeon. She had only even met him once.

Having lost too many firsts, Yuna always felt like she was missing something.

She read a romance novel, in which the author said through the mouth of the heroine, "If you want to get a man's true love, you must accompany him from a boy to a man, it is a long psychological transformation process, during which there will be many firsts, they promote a man's psychology gradually from naivety to maturity, and affect a lifetime, if you are absent from this process." You'll never get into his heart."

This is full of rich experience. Yun'a, who was still very young, didn't quite understand, she just vaguely felt that what she said made sense, so she remembered it firmly.

She wanted to be that kind of woman.

It's just that reality doesn't give her a chance, and the girl often thinks about it. It seems too late to fall in love with him. When she began to fall in love with him. When he began to realize the germination of certain emotions, there was already a Lin Xiujing quietly settled in his world...... Apparently she knew him earlier.

So I couldn't help but be annoyed, and I paid special attention to his "first time". The reason why she is happy is that she remembers that this is the first time Ahn Joon-hyuk takes the initiative to think of someone's birthday, which is a treatment that Taeyeon's sister has never had.

Snickering, snickering.

That day he said that he might not have time to go back to Seoul on the 30th, apologized to her and said that he couldn't celebrate her birthday, she said it was okay, and then pretended to be nothing and told him that she wanted to hear him sing on his birthday.

What a clear hint!

As a result, he clumsily sang to her on the phone......

"Stupid!"

scolded in such a whisper, and the curvature of the corners of the girl's mouth was clearly revealing a trace of greasy sweetness.

As the rain began to fall heavier, crackling on the window, and the dim light made it impossible to tell what time it was, Yuna thought that time would stop so that she would not have to face the consequences of breaking her promise.

It's a pity that the universe won't stop exercising just because she called Lin Yun'er, and after thinking about it for a long time, the urging voice finally came.

The sound of the gears brushing when the electric wheelchair was walking came from the dark bedroom behind the balcony, and after a while, Ahn Ji-so appeared in front of Yuna in pajamas, looked at her condescendingly, and shook the mobile phone in his hand: "Taeyeon called here and asked you if the party is still open." ”

Yun'er's little head shook like a rattle, and she didn't dare to answer her phone.

Jisoo glanced at her lightly, and then said to Taeyeon on the other side of the phone: "You tell those people that Aunt Lim Yuna is here, don't you ...... go?"

"Ernie!"

Yuna couldn't care about being ashamed, so she rushed over and grabbed her phone, telling Taeyeon that she would go over later, and immediately glared at Jisoo: "I'm a girl, how can my sister be like this." ”

"Huh!" Jisoo looked away and looked cold, "You are hesitant yourself, I found a reason for you, and now you are complaining about me?"

The little girl bit her lower lip and was about to continue protesting, but her mouth opened and suddenly stopped.

It's probably because I've been together for too long every day, and when I met for the first time, Ahn Ji-so, who felt that she looked almost the same as Ahn Jun-hyuk, gradually stopped being similar in her eyes, and she could tell every subtle difference in the appearance of the two and distinguish them.

For example, Ahn Jun-hyuk's eyes are not big or small, the eyes are black and white, and the pupils are sometimes so sharp that they seem to be able to see through other people's hearts, which makes people dare not look directly, and sometimes they are deep and attractive and attract people who want to observe carefully, and the lines of his face are relatively hard. And Ahn Ji-so's eyes are narrower, similar to Danfeng's eyes, when she has a wooden expression, her eyes are a little cold, and her melon seed face, which is the same as Ahn Junhyuk's, has much softer lines, but with those narrow eyes, it gives people the impression of being cold and picky, so that sometimes even if she is laughing, she seems to be despising others.

But if you ignore these changes, from the side or ...... If you look at it from a distance......

Yoon's eyes widened, staring at Jisoo's face stupidly, looking at Jisoo embarrassed: "What kind of nerves are you, why are you looking at me like this?" said as she twisted her body uncomfortably.

"Sister...... You and oppa seem to be ......"

"Nonsense!"

Ignoring her subconscious tsundere's impatience, Yun'er stayed for a moment, and a thought quietly formed in her mind.

If you don't get the right owner, it's always okay to have a pirated copy, right?

Anyway...... Anyway, if you wrap your hair and dim the light, you won't be able to tell the difference for a while.

Thinking like this, the girl smiled flatteringly and leaned over to Jisoo's side, "Ernie————!"

"............" Jisoo vigilantly operated the wheelchair and took a few steps back. She had been familiar with Yun'er for a long time, and some kind of bad premonition suddenly appeared in her heart......

……

"It's still raining in Seoul!"

The summit, sparsely wooded and rocky under the sky, is the only nearby mountain that can be climbed without much risk, although it is not covered with ice and snow all year round like the main peak, and everything is extinct, but the exposed rocky ground also makes it a desert of life, but even so, there are still stubborn weeds trying to stand up from the cracks in the rocks.

The edge of the cliff on all sides. It is also surrounded by pine trees and shrubs with tenacious vitality. Years of wind and rain setbacks have distorted and crooked their postures, but at this time, the strong sun shines down, and the branches and leaves sway. Eyes full of green. It makes people completely ignore that kind of flaw.

The summit is not only Ahn Junhyuk and Kim Suna. The crew also sent people to follow, with some tents and equipment needed for filming. If there are no surprises in the weather forecast. If it does rain tomorrow, you must seize the opportunity to start filming immediately, because it will be difficult to travel on the mountain road and there will be many inconveniences in transporting the equipment.

The female reporter who came up with Ahn Junhyuk finally did not forget the responsibilities assigned to her by the station, and went to interview the crew of the crew, and gave up the open space on the edge of the cliff to the two leading actors to chat.

Blowing the oncoming mountain breeze, looking at the undulating peaks and peaks in the field of vision, as well as the small plains that extend to the distance, the white sand beaches that have almost become a line, and the blue ocean, An Junhe smiled when he heard this: "It should be, Sister Xuan'er is homesick?"

In the past, joking, Kim Xuan'er would probably move her hands and feet, and after Ahn Junhyuk finished speaking, he was ready to greet her thick palm, but after waiting for a while, the expected slapping sound did not sound.

Jin Xuan'er, who squatted down and was boredly pulling a weed leaf, sighed and said in a muffled voice: "What is there to think, I will be angry when I mention it!"

"Uh......"

Looking at the anger on her side face, as well as some kind of deeply hidden sadness and annoyance, Ahn Junhyuk opened his mouth and didn't say anything more.

Most of it is related to feelings.

I still remember the first time we met, I heard that Jin Xuan'er's boyfriend did not support her to continue her acting career, but the relationship between the two was very good at that time, and the other party asked him to include and take care of Jin Xuan'er during the dinner.

Between lovers, once the quarrel starts, it will not stop, and the cracks in the relationship will get bigger and bigger, and eventually fall apart.

He suddenly thought about Lin Xiujing.

Sometimes I feel that I am really lucky, and there seems to be someone in the dark who cares for him, so that he wakes up from the "dream", has the opportunity to choose his life again, has the opportunity to experience another completely different life, meets a lot of completely different people, gains a lot of friendship and warmth, and also gains the love that can tolerate himself.

He is well aware of his character, which can be interpreted as confident, calm, or indifferent.

I like to observe everything from the perspective of a bystander, and I like to keep my sanity, so I lack enthusiasm.

With another woman, I probably can't stand his always erratic attitude, and always has an incomprehensible insistence on certain things. The quarrel arose because he couldn't bear it and couldn't understand it, and if he changed to another woman, I'm afraid that he is in the same situation as Jin Xuan'er now.

Life is so strange, there is a contrast to cherish.

…… I haven't called her since I came to Jeju Island, so let's call later......

He thought.

"Forget it, don't talk about these worries. As soon as she pulled off the poor weed, Jin Xuan'er stood up and stretched, "In this world, no one will turn the same way, in your words, love is nothing but dopamine, a kind of nerve signal deception under a chemical reaction." I thought about it, I have so much time to worry and get annoyed, why don't I drink a few more glasses of water, and let these dopamines or something be excreted quickly!"

Ahn Junhyuk couldn't cry or laugh, "How could I have said such a thing, it was said by the male protagonist in the play." ”

"It's the same!" Jin Xuan'er waved her hand nonchalantly, and then said something else, "The TV series will premiere in 2 days, how many do you think our ratings will be?"

"Uh......" he spread his hands, "I'm not Kim Jidong." ”

Since the Baeksang Art Awards, he made a few jokes about Jin Jidong, thanks to the media's unremitting publicity, those words have become a buzzword, and even in the crew, you can often hear someone say "Guess what, you think you are Jin Jidong?"

I talked for a while. In the distance, a flash of light suddenly flashed in the sky.

An Junhyuk looked up, at the end of his field of vision, the blue sea that was connected with the sky, a wisp of haze soaked in at some point, it was a storm cloud that did not show full shadow, it was like a giant beast on the sea, hanging low, covering a darkness in the bright sky, electric light flickered from time to time, violent but silent.

The crew behind them is setting up a tent. This vision was also discovered. After a while, people came running over, looking at the sea from afar, and pointing.

Temporarily let go of Jin Xuan'er, who was upset. He also stood on tiptoe and looked into the distance: "It looks like there will be rain tonight." ”

"Hmm!"

It's afternoon. The clouds are getting closer. The front of the storm has swept over the island, and the distant edge of the island, where the white sand beaches are connected, is no longer calm. The dark sea rolled up the waves and hit everything, even the vicinity of Hallasan Mountain, the wind became louder, and the rhododendrons rose and fell like waves.

When I called Lin Xiujing, Ahn Junhyuk had just finished fixing the tent with the crew, and the local tour guide invited to guide her, hearing the chaotic voices here, Lin Xiujing was a little worried: "I just watched the news, there is a storm forming over there, you better tell the crew, don't shoot for the time being?"

"Hehe, it's okay!" Ahn Junhyuk smiled and comforted her, "The weather station here just sent a message saying that the storm can't reach Halla Mountain, and there will be a strong wind shower at most, don't worry too much." ”

In front of him, Lin Xiujing had never had any ideas, and after a few words, she didn't mention it more, but just told him to pay more attention to safety, and chatted warmly for a while, remembering Yun'er's phone call at noon, An Junhyuk, who was still a little worried, asked Lin Xiujing to help pay attention to the little girl.

Unexpectedly, Lin Xiujing was stunned: "Well, I was about to tell you that she was no longer at home and went out with Zhixiu." ”

"Jisoo?" Ahn Joon-hyuk frowned.

"Hmm!" Lin Xiujing's tone was a little strange, "The wardrobe in your room was turned over by them, Jiso...... I should have gone out in your clothes......"

"What?"

Ahn Junhyuk stood up sharply, and Kim Xuan'er, who was throwing a hammer next to him with great interest, wanted to experience the feeling of setting up a tent, and was so frightened that he almost smashed a hammer on his hand.

Frightened, she was about to stare at her eyes and lose her temper, but when she saw An Junhyuk stunned for a moment, she immediately smiled bitterly and muttered, "These two whimsical wild girls", and hurried back and forth down the mountain.

She hurriedly followed a few steps: "Junhyuk, what are you doing?"

"Back to Seoul!"

Far away, Ahn Junhyuk's answer was angry......

……

……

It was almost evening, although the rain in Seoul did not become heavier, but it also continued to fall to a certain extent, and it gradually turned into a rattling sound, and the raindrops fell to the ground in large pieces, splashing a thin layer of mist on the dim ground in the evening.

The wind is howling, and the world outside is full of damp and cold, but in the hotel's underground club, the air is warm.

In the past, it was an underground club on the dance floor, but today there is no deafening rock and dance music, and the space is no longer dark, the lights are brilliantly lit, illuminating every corner, and the rotating lights rotate slowly, casting patches of colored light, and melodious light music comes out of the speakers.

The food provided by the hotel is lined up on a table with a fragrant aroma, and the crowd comes and goes, occasionally stopping to pluck some and put it on their own plates, and then go to familiar friends to talk and laugh while eating.

More of them are holding drinks, surrounding a few slot machines and other game machines behind the bar, throwing coins and playing in laughter.

Sitting on the sofa in the corner, Taeyeon, who has always liked to be quiet, sipped, holding a glass of juice while watching the warm atmosphere of the crowd over there.

When she was in Jeonju, she had never participated in such an event, she didn't understand many things, and she wasn't like some boys and girls with active personalities, even if they didn't know each other, they could quickly blend in with the crowd, she liked to be quiet, and this kind of scene made her somewhat uncomfortable.

Compared with her, Xiuying and Yori are much more at ease, the two of them are in the whole space, chatting with this person for a while, and then running over there to grab a game console with a few boys, and they get carried away.

Xiao Xian went to serve the food with a plate, and just now he was muttering in a low voice that Sister Yun'er's taste is not normal, and all the food is so greasy. If you eat it, you'll die quickly or something, but fortunately, Yun'er didn't hear it, otherwise she was said like this on her birthday, I'm afraid that the greasy food didn't eat her to death, but she died of anger first.

"Why didn't you go to play with them?"

Drinking the juice in a daze, at a certain moment, a person sat beside her, and the familiar voice made her vigilant for a moment, and then relaxed again, and turned her head to look. Under the orange halo that fell overhead. Jung so-yeon was sipping a glass of soda as if nothing had happened.

If it weren't for the clear hearing of her inquiry, just looking at the faint expression, Taeyeon would almost have thought that she hadn't spoken at all.

"Hmm...... I don't really like to be boisterous. ”

I don't know what the road is, maybe it's the relationship of the first impression. She always had a sense of fear for Zheng Xiuyan. Even after knowing each other for so long. The two of them talk very rarely, and even if they occasionally get along in private, most of them sit in a daze after greeting each other.

She likes to be quiet. But I don't like that kind of depressing quiet, so I usually don't spend much time with Zheng Xiuyan, and after sitting for a while, I will find a reason to leave.

The same is true now.

After a few words, Taeyeon subconsciously stood up and said that she was going to find Xiaoxian, but she didn't leave the sofa yet, and Suyan, who had not expressed her departure in the past, suddenly asked, "You hate me very much?"

"Uh...... Huh?"

Under the light, her expression was so cold that Taeyeon couldn't see what she was thinking, "Every time I want to talk to you, you find an excuse to leave, don't you hate me?"

"No!" Dumbfounded, Taeyeon quickly shook her head, "No, absolutely not!"

"Really?"

Glancing at her, Zheng Xiuyan stopped talking again.

Taeyeon, who couldn't run away again, had to sit back on the sofa and stare at the juice in her hand uneasily.

Surrounded by the frolicking hustle and bustle, amid the melodious music, people were chasing each other, running in front of the two, the light and shadow flickered and changed, and after a long silence like a year, so-yeon asked again, "Jun-hyuk...... Ahn Jun Hyuk is coming over, are you unhappy?"

"Huh?" Taeyeon, who was in a state of confusion and didn't know what to think, reacted a little dumbfounded when she heard her question, and then came to her senses and shook her head blankly: "Why are you unhappy?"

This answer seemed to be beyond Jung's expectations, and for the first time, she turned her head to look at her seriously, and the scrutinizing gaze made Taeyeon very uncomfortable.

"On your birthday, he didn't even know about Lu Dao, this time he not only knew about Lu Dao Yun'er's birthday, but also came to celebrate her in person, aren't you unhappy and envious?"

Taeyeon scratched her face, not quite understanding why she was asking such a strange question, and shook her head when she heard this: "No!" Her friendship with Jung so-yeon did not reach the point of talking about everything, so naturally she would not tell the other party that that night, Ahn Jun-hyuk gave her another birthday, although it was a little late, but for her, it was unique.

Why should you envy others?

And she felt that Zheng Xiuyan was a little abnormal today, and vaguely thought that these questions were not so much asking her, but Zheng Xiuyan asking herself.

What's even more strange is that hearing her continue to say "no", Zheng Xiuyan looked at her for a while and shook her head: "It turns out that you don't know ...... yourself" in a rather lonely tone.

Taeyeon blinked in a daze—what am I not clear?

This answer is destined to be lost, after saying the above conclusion, Xiuyan drank the soda in the cup and sniffed, "Give Yuna a call, she doesn't know where Lu Dao is going, today's party is for her, it will start soon, and you can't always see her." ”

"Oh......" Taeyeon took out her mobile phone, and as soon as she pressed the dial, she heard Jung so-yeon whisper with mixed emotions: "Maybe, she and him are together at this time......"

Taeyeon's finger paused.

The two girls would not have thought that Yuna was indeed with someone at this time, but that person was not the one they thought.

On the first floor of the hotel, it was cleaned up plainly and tidy, and a few bouquets of flowers were placed in front of the washstand, and the women's toilet with the faint fragrance of flowers was faintly emanating from the bathroom.

"This won't work, I'll die if someone finds out!"

"Oh, what is my sister afraid of, you look in the mirror yourself, who can find out that you are Xibei...... Woo, don't pinch your face......"

"Anyway...... Anyway...... I'm not used to it, and besides...... My brother's voice and I are so different that we can't just go out and keep talking, right?"

"Don't worry, I found a few promotional CDs of oppa, which have hello words, turn on the speakers when the time comes, and you can lip-sync. The girl slapped her chest with a thump.

"Really......?"

"Really, really, trust me!"

As he spoke, the door to the toilet cubicle creaked open. (To be continued.) )