Chapter 69: The Kiss
The wind howls on a secluded path that runs through a high fence on one side, behind which most of the residential buildings have been lit off, and on the other side by a fenced hill and a snow-covered woodland in the dark.
On the other side of the hill and woodland is the cemetery of Pumen Temple, and with this impression, the darkness mixed with the snow is more gloomy in her eyes.
However, the two people in the car in front of them obviously didn't know what to do, Maserati stopped on the side of the road, the door opened, Ahn Junhyuk and the girl got out of the car, the girl turned on the flashlight, Ahn Junhyuk lay on the ground to remove the snow, checked the condition of the tires, and after a while, he raised his head and spread his hands.
All this fell into the eyes of Ha Ji Won, who was deliberately driving slowly, and the two people over there obviously also saw the BMW approaching here, and the two said a few words, and then Ahn Jun Hyuk got into the car and rummaged for something, and the girl shook the flashlight, as if preparing to stop the car. Of course, Ha Ji Won couldn't stop, and drove over without squinting.
Hmph, you must want to borrow tire patch, right?
In the dark car, while despising the two guys, Ha Ji Won was content to admire the girl's anxious jumping feet from the rearview mirror, and he was overjoyed, God really has retribution, haha!
Well, while she's smug, let's push the clock back to a few minutes ago.
When Maserati slammed and the direction suddenly lost control, Ahn Jun-hyuk hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, and the dazed Yuna was a little panicked, not knowing what happened in the road: "oppa." What's wrong?"
Ahn Junhyuk frowned, and when he heard her somewhat anxious voice, he soothed a little and said with a smile: "It's okay, it may be that the tire burst, I'll get out of the car and take a look, Yun'er, help me lay the flashlight." ”
"Hmm!"
Yoona rummaged through the flashlight from the glove box, the two got out of the car, and Ahn Joon-hyuk lay on the ground to remove the snow. As it gets closer and closer to night. The snow also seems to be getting heavier. At this time, the snow on the road surface may have reached a depth of 6 or 7 centimeters, and the lower edge of the wheels is almost completely submerged, and the ice and snow are swept with bare hands for a while. Ahn Jun-hyuk's hands were already red from the cold. Yun'a, who was with a flashlight next to her, was no better. The girl shrank in the cold wind.
After a while, Ahn Jun-hyuk, who finally found the reason, raised his body and stretched out his hands helplessly to Yun'a.
“oppa。 What's wrong?"
"There's a big piece of iron stuck in the tire. As he spoke, he looked back at the road, his expression was very helpless, "Such a sharp thing, it seems that someone deliberately threw it on this road, it snowed today, and these things were covered by snow and were not cleared." ”
This kind of thing is not uncommon, and there are people who specialize in things that lack morality.
After just a while, Yun'er, whose feet were already a little numb when she stepped on the snowdrift, trembled slightly: "Then, oppa, what should I do?"
Ahn Junhyuk didn't have a good way, he looked at a BMW slowly driving on the road, he shrugged his shoulders, and just said: "I'll look for the air pump and tire repair glue to see if I can get it right, you stop the car, tell them about the situation, and let them pay attention." ”
Yun'er agreed, and hurriedly shook the flashlight, but unfortunately the owner of the BMW had the luxury of living up to this kindness and ignored it.
"What, there is still such a person, if we hadn't been in front, he would have just had a flat tire, bastard!" The girl jumped to her feet in anger, and almost smashed the flashlight out, and all her kindness was regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs.
"Well, it's not worth bothering with that kind of person. Ahn Jun-hyuk, who found the air pump and tire repair rubber, shook his head and stopped Yun'a, who was thundering, this kind of thing is really not worth being angry about, I can only say that I was unlucky today!
The next time, the two of them have been struggling around the tire, the iron piece pulled out is about the length of a pen, sharpened, it is definitely deliberately put on the road to pit people, such a big iron piece punctured hole, Maserati's anti-puncture tire automatic repair function is useless, Ahn Junhyuk does not think that the tire repair rubber is useful, sure enough, try for a while, still can't hit the air.
At this moment of busyness, Ahn Jun-hyuk, who only added thermal underwear and a jacket to his suit because of attending a banquet today, his face was cold and blue, and Yuna bit her lip when she looked at it from the side.
After another failed cheering, Ahn Jun-hyuk finally gave up and shook his head at Yun'er: "The gap is too big to be blocked at all!"
"Then it's not blocked. As he spoke, Yun'a, who had long wanted him to continue to get it after watching him freeze like that, pushed him into the car, closed the door, and turned on the heating to the maximum.
It's just that the cold wind has been blowing outside for so long, how can it be warmed up immediately, seeing that his fingers are stiff and his body is still gently spasming, the girl is very distressed. Ahn Jun-hyuk thinks that he is in good health, and he doesn't care too much about these, after being pushed in by Yuna, while adjusting his breathing, he was about to joke with her, when the sound of the zipper opening sounded next to him, and then, the girl's aroma and the cold taste of ice and snow came to his face-
A very warm body straddled his lap and hugged him hard, the down jacket overflowing with body temperature tried to stretch it open, trying to wrap his whole body, the tip of his nose was pressed against the girl's soft neck, and the back of his neck was also sprayed with hot breath.
He was a little stunned, "Uh, Yun'a......"
"Don't talk yet!" the girl whispered to him, her little hands tugging at his arm, reaching into her down jacket and wrapping her sweater around her slender waist.
For a moment, he forgot how to react!
In the past two years, such intimate contact has not been unprecedented, Yun'er likes to be spoiled by him, likes to stick to him, especially in the summer when her clothes are thin, sometimes she lies on top of him, and the two are almost skin-to-skin, but since returning from the United States, similar situations have rarely appeared.
It's not that the girl doesn't cling to him anymore, it's that he starts to avoid that kind of thing.
Many nights, in the dead of night, he would always think of the dream when he was in the United States, the flickering and shaking train car, the "Ahn Joon-hyuk" who always looked out the window with a vague expression, and what "he" said.
Oh, yes!
I don't want to admit it, but. How many people will childishly deceive themselves, treat a girl who is about to be 17 years old as a child? Who would hypnotize themselves "when she is a sister" in a self-deceptive way, and then gently hug her when she is coquettish and hug her, and gently kiss her cheek when she is coquettish and wants a good night kiss?
"He" says he's hypocritical, "he" is actually right.
But if there is no hypocrisy, some things will not be able to sustain any longer. When you're alone. I have thought about it many times and tried to dissect my feelings, but emotions are not mathematical theorems, but physical probabilities. It's like the motion of particles. It can appear anywhere. A relationship can also have any kind of explanation.
There's no way to tell, so there's no way to make a decision.
If you want to put it bluntly. He liked to see her smile mischievously, he liked how much she said to him in a soft tone, and he liked that sometimes at night when she kicked off the quilt, and when he went to help her cover it, she opened her eyes dimly, hugged his neck, brushed his unkempt hair over his ears, and hummed and chirped oppa, his heart was suddenly soft and sour.
The thought that if one day I would leave such an attachment, my heart hurt as if it was going to twitch.
But every time I think like that, looking back at Xiujing, who is sleeping next to me, her cheeks are shining with happiness, another emotion will fill my mind, and my thoughts seem to be cut into two parts, fiercely conflicting, and chaotic!
Hypocrisy and evasion are not the final choice, but because of ...... I don't know what to do!
A male lion always occupies the vast grassland, a huge group of lionesses, and no adult of the same sex is allowed to appear on the grassland under its command, otherwise, it will be bloody life or death separated from sharp claws and fangs!
However, human beings are not animals after all, the rules of society are constrained, and human beings themselves are also constrained by their own outlook on life, and the system of lions has long been abandoned by human beings, and the price of greed is usually to gain one and lose the other.
He doesn't want to lose anything, so he can only be "hypocritical", and "he" doesn't understand this truth, because "he" is a lion......
……
The air was quiet, and in the rather spacious cabin, there was only the faint sound of air conditioning, each other's breathing, and the heartbeat that was close to each other.
Leaning so close, she could clearly smell the faint smell of alcohol on him, as well as the peculiar smell of tobacco, just as she had often smelled a few months ago, when he had never rejected approaching her.
It was a feeling that had been absent for a long time, and in the past few months, something that had been suppressed quietly began to germinate.
When the cold feeling of wind and snow erosion gradually faded, the hot air blowing by the air conditioner seemed to ignite the air, and a certain kind of heat began to become the main theme. The heart was beating in her chest, at first it was steady, for she didn't think much of it, but as time went on, it seemed to wake up from its sleep with the heat, faster and faster.
Buzzing ears, as if he could hear the sound of blood rushing, he was forcefully pulled by her before, and his arms around his waist seemed to be gradually tightened because of the expansion of heat.
Biting her lower lip, her cheeks flushed, Yun'er raised her head slightly, and then lowered her head to look down, feeling her movements, he also raised his head, and his eyes collided.
In fact, it is so dim that you can't see much in the field of vision, only the halo above the city refracted by the vast snow outside, providing wisps of light, but it is this darkness that seems to give the safest place.
Around them, there is no one else, only the flying and swirling north wind and snow outside the car, the cold is like a vast sea water around the car, and this car is the only island harbor in the endless sea!
I don't want to be patient anymore......
I set the GPS before, and I wanted him to go around in a big circle and then go back, didn't I just want to create such a space?
A place where there is no one else but him and her.
The heart was beating wildly, so wild that it seemed to jump out of the chest, and the blood rushed to the mind, as if it was summer, the feeling of being exposed to the scorching sun, a little dizzy, and extremely sober.
She could feel their breaths mingling in the warm air, and she could see in the darkness, his eyes bright, as bright as the scorching sun that had dizzled her.
I don't want to be patient any longer!
In the past few months, she can feel his hesitation all the time, and she is always suffering.
If she endures it any longer, she'll go crazy.
A faint voice shouted in his head. The girl lowered her head a little tremblingly, and the same trembling lips stopped for a moment as she caught the burning breath, and the next moment, kissed hard.
"Hmm!"
In the muffled snort, the fiery breath fit in the darkness, and the panting voice suddenly became heavy, and in the girl's feeling, at this moment, something seemed to explode in the brain. The eyes are as white as the snow outside the window. She was nervous, her chest heaved violently, and the air she inhaled through her nose always seemed to be insufficient, so much so that she had to use her mouth. And then. A hot and moist object was sucked into her mouth. At that moment, somewhere between lucid and hazy, it was obvious that he seemed to be just as nervous.
The arms that wrapped around her waist. Tighten it up!
The little bulging in his chest was soft and soft on his chest, and in the sour and numb feeling that spread in an instant, each other's heartbeats were finally printed together, and she felt it, his heartbeat was also as wild as hers!
Plop plop plop
The girl who was dazed and understood what was in her mouth, a trace of unbearable moans flowed from her constricted throat: "oppa......"
This moan was like cold water, pouring Ahn Joon-hyuk through, and the next moment, he slammed Yuna away.
The snow was still falling outside the car, the north wind swirled across the ground, the snow and fog rose and changed, and in this howling wind and snow, the Maserati parked on the side of the road trembled slightly, and fell into silence again.
The darkness still hung in the carriage, but it was no longer peaceful, and the frequency of their staggered breathing was disordered, and there was a certain oppressive smell lingering.
Yun'a, who was pushed away by him, put on her down jacket again, didn't sit back on his lap, just stepped over to the passenger seat on the other side and sat down, without saying a word, Ahn Junhyuk didn't know what to do, he didn't even understand, what happened to him just now?
The oppressive silence continued like this, and his mind was in chaos, until at a certain moment, there was a gentle snort around him, he was stunned, and turned his head to look, in the dim light, the girl next to him was quietly raising her hand to wipe her eyes.
There was a sudden pain in my heart.
He broke her heart just now...... A moment ago, he was still warm, and suddenly pushed away, how many girls could stand this sudden attitude? But he didn't know what to say, and he wouldn't shift the responsibility for the "accident" just now to her, a slap didn't make a sound, if he didn't have that idea...... Oh, the logic is chaotic, it's a mess, I can't figure it out, I can't think about it clearly, and the wall of psychological defense is as messy as if it has collapsed.
After a while, the dead silence continued, he took out his mobile phone, called the repair shop, and told him about the situation here, but because the snow was too heavy, the repair shop said that it could only be sent to tow it away at dawn tomorrow.
Hanging up the phone and hesitating for a moment, he still said to Yun'a: "We have to walk back." ”
It is reasonable that Yun'er didn't say anything, just opened the car door silently, jumped out of the car, and walked forward with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
Looking at the extraordinarily thin figure in the snowflakes, Ahn Junhyuk was silent for a moment, punched heavily on the steering wheel, and immediately jumped out of the car, ran over and grabbed Yun'er's arm, the girl struggled stubbornly, but of course she couldn't break it.
"You let go of me!"
"Don't make a fuss......"
"Let go, nasty, nasty!" she pounded him on the shoulder, but she couldn't make a sound at all, and after a few struggles, the girl finally cried sadly, and lay on his chest weakly, crying heartbreakingly.
After two years, waiting again and again, and testing again and again, the final result seems to be the same, the girl's heart sank on the rainy night before the arrival of the ice and snow, and was wounded in the ice and snow.
Maybe it's not the time to love, to press love and youth on a stubborn piece of ice, and expect it to melt. The aunt at the convenience store said that love may come from impulse, but she is no longer impulsive, spring to autumn has been baptizing, love has been full of scars, youth has passed in a hurry 2 years, it still stubbornly does not let her touch it, the small grass seedling that is frozen in ice.
…… Ahn Joon-hyuk, nasty ghost!
She cried as much as she could, and all the tears that she had not dared to appear in front of him before flowed out, and her body was weak from crying, and she gradually softened on the snow.
He was silent, kneeling in the snow with her, holding her, and blowing the snow that fell from the sky, all over their hair, all over their shoulders, all over their clothes, the night was deep, the darkness spread endlessly, and in the distance, the neon of the only edifice that provided light through the space was extinguished, and only black and white were left in the field of vision.
Time seems to stand still at this moment, at least, if time stops, many troubles will no longer be there.
He could hold her like this until eternity......
However, of course, that is not possible.
A beam of lights in the distance came from far and near, holding Ahn Junhyuk, who was still crying Yun'a, when he turned his head to look, a BMW slowly passed through the snow curtain and passed by the two of them, the BMW was very slow and slow, as if it was deliberately showing off: Ha Lu Ha Ah, Ah, Ha
Then at such a slow speed, just past the Maserati parked on the side of the road, the BMW, which had been a few meters away, banged, the side of the body, the direction lost control, and then the red body rushed to the side of the road crookedly and ran aground!
Ahn Jun-hyuk's eyes widened in disbelief, and Yoona stopped crying in surprise, and the two looked at the stranded BMW over there in a daze for a moment, and suddenly began to shake, and a frantic "ahh
After being stunned for a moment, they recognized that this BMW was the one that ignored them before, and the two looked at each other for a moment, and sneered very tacitly:
"Well deserved!!" (to be continued......)
PS: 5k, it's 4 chapters completed~