Chapter 86: You're Still So Heartless
The pen walks the dragon, the strength penetrates the back of the paper, and it is as hard as his people.
It's a pity that such a good word is used to write a farewell letter.
He said that after thinking about it, he still felt that they were not suitable, regardless of the differences in regional culture, he had an old lady and she had a younger sister, it was difficult to choose where to settle, and his ability was limited and he could not provide her with a good life.
He said that since it is not suitable, it should be cut off simply, without leaving any thoughts, fortunately they have nothing to do with it, the past month, it was regarded as a dream, and now the dream has woken up, and everyone has returned to their own lives, and the two do not owe each other.
He said, thank you for letting me see the beauty of life again, re-understanding the value of life, and making me fall in love with the world again.
He said, May you find a better and more suitable place for you.
He said, I'm sorry!
He said, goodbye......
"Why is he?" Nan Yun slapped the letter on the director's desk, "It's a matter for the two of us, why did he unilaterally decide to terminate the relationship, why did he?"
It's been a long time since anyone has roared at him like this, and the director looks at this red-eyed girl who is still pretending to be strong, and his heart is dazed, but he can't comfort her.
"Reporter Nan, I don't know what Shanzi thinks about this, he is a very stubborn person, since he has made such a decision, none of us can do anything. ”
"Who said there was no way?" Nan Yun's expression was almost murderous, "I know his address, I'm going to find him, I'm going to ask him face to face, who does he think he is, why did he throw down a piece of broken paper and leave!"
The director chuckled in his heart, although the contact was not long, he knew that this girl was definitely the master of what he said.
The director sighed and said ruthlessly, "I know you're angry, but girl, are we so worthless, do we have to rush to chase someone who doesn't want you?"
Nagumo was stunned.
remembered Wan Shan's words that Feng Hao didn't like women chasing after him, his fighting spirit was suddenly extinguished, and only a resentment was left wandering in his chest, gritting his teeth to force back the tears that were about to roll down, grabbing the letter paper, and slamming the door.
Okay, good you are a mountain, you have a kind, the old lady doesn't believe it, and she really can't live without you.
There are many men in the world, and the old lady is not bad for your crooked neck tree.
Yes, you're right, you do have limited abilities, you are a poor ghost, what can you use to support me, you are a bastard with self-knowledge.
The old lady was blind at the beginning, so she thought that you were reliable and responsible, reliable and a fart, but a turtle with a shrunken head.
Get out, go back to your Great Northern Wilderness, it's best to shrink into the ravine forever and don't come out, don't let me see you again.
!
Nagumo kicked on the door, and the car let out a sharp siren.
"What's the call, what's the call, don't you even know your master?" Nagumo kicked and yelled at the car.
Passers-by looked sideways.
"Look at it, I haven't seen a lovelorn, get out!" Nanyun waved his hands hysterically, watching people walk away with disdain, his whole body was exhausted, he opened the car door and sat in, holding the steering wheel in a daze.
Outside the car window is a busy street, the night lights are on, and the last cloud remains in the sky, as if it is particularly attached to the world, and it refuses to disperse.
Disperse, disperse, what is there to be nostalgic.
Tomorrow, the sun will rise as usual, and you can still bloom again.
Nagumo took out a cigarette and lit it, his thoughts settled in the blue and white smoke, and slowly calmed down.
She started the car and swam into the sea like a fish.
……
Three days later, Nagumo went to the funeral home.
Duran's body was cremated because there were no relatives and no one to claim it.
The police verified the address of her hometown during the investigation, and Nagumo personally took her ashes back to her hometown to be buried next to her husband and daughter.
This poor man can finally meet his relatives.
Nagumo paid the workers, and when they were gone, he sat with Duran for a while.
"Don't hold a grudge against Hu Guangzong anymore. Nanyun said to the tombstone, "Although your daughter's death is related to him, he is unaware, now, you are all gone, if you meet in heaven in the future, you will be reconciled!"
Hu Guangzong's case is not yet closed, and his body is still kept in the morgue and will not be cremated until the case is closed.
Nagumo booked him a cemetery.
Speaking of heaven, Nanyun is a little unsure, like Hu Guangzong, can his soul go to heaven?
Will it be burned in hell?
Merciful God, open a door for him for his sake.
Nagumo got up from the ground, dusted off the dirt from his body, and drove away.
Her mood became calmer.
Nothing is a big deal except death.
Now calm down and think about it again, maybe Wan Shan has already made up his mind to leave, how he persuaded Nanfeng in the guest house, she still doesn't know, maybe he promised Nanfeng and won't take her away.
If you don't bring it, don't bring it, there is no one in this world who is really inseparable from anyone.
Nanyun pressed the play button, and Xu Wei's voice began to echo in the car again:
Who drew this heaven and earth
Draw me and you again
Make our world colorful
Who made us cry
Surprise us again
Let's just love each other and meet each other
Always say goodbye
Coming together and separating
Always on a long road
……
A week later, Nagumo got a job as a magazine editor.
Nanfeng came back from Australia and was very happy to see that her sister really didn't go to the Northeast, and she was completely relieved.
Nanyun was so happy to see her, and said in his heart that maybe this was indeed the best ending.
After all, the south wind can't do without her, and Wanshan's mother can't do without Wanshan.
Yes, that's good.
In this way, she successfully paralyzed herself and started a new life.
Half a month later, Nagumo met Giventon at the door of the community unit.
Givenan came to her specifically to start over with her.
"Xiao Nan, I was confused and blinded by money before, but now I have come to my senses and handed over the money I took, you see, the Zhengzheng Mansion has forgiven me, and you also forgive me, okay?"
"Good!" Nagumo nodded, "I forgive you." ”
Givenan overjoyed.
"Really, Xiaonan, are you willing to start over with me?"
"Think beautiful!" Nanyun said, "I forgive because you don't matter, not how important you are to me, I can not blame the past, but please stay away from me in the future, don't appear in front of me easily, meet me on the road and treat me as a stranger, after today, if you dare to say a word to me, I will make you dumb, get out!"
Ji Fan's face was white and red, "Xiao Nan, you are still so ruthless." ”
"That's because men don't deserve my affection!" Nanyun entered the elevator without looking back, carrying his bag in one hand and his coat in the other.
Man, what a thing!
Bah!
Nanyun thought that she could completely let go of Wanshan by now.
Until one day, when she was cleaning up her computer, she found some photos from a folder.
These photos were taken during the tour, including Feng Hao's secretly taken photos of her and Wan Shan, her and Feng Hao's Titanic, and some random landscapes, as well as the back and silhouette of Wan Shan taken by pretending to take pictures.
Due to the particularity of her profession, her mobile phone data and computer are synchronized with the cloud, so although she lost a few mobile phones, her photos were saved on the computer.
Nagumo looked at the photo, and all kinds of things in the past were like a train whistling in.
In the beginning, it was still very happy.
If you keep playing like that, how many attractions will Wanshan be won by her?
If it hadn't gone to the border, would it have been a different ending?
Her gaze stayed on the one of the Wangtian Tree, Wan Shan took her hand, with a straight face, her eyes looked straight ahead, her tall and burly body and the Wangtian Tree next to her complemented each other.
When she closed her eyes, she could still feel the clenched hand, dry, calm, slightly rough, with calluses in the palm.
On that night of menstrual cramps, the callus rubbed against her lower abdomen round and round, warming her cold ......
Nanyun snapped and closed the computer, forced himself to wake up from the memory, lit a cigarette, sat in a daze, and after a while, he turned on the computer again, pointed to Wanshan's nose in the photo and scolded, "Bastard!"
……
The days passed day by day, and it was New Year's Day in a blink of an eye.
Nanfeng took the group to some ghost island again, and he never came back in the New Year.
Nanyun came home from work, cooked a pack of quick-frozen dumplings indiscriminately, drank two bottles of beer, and it was a New Year.
Outside, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers sounded one after another, Nanyun opened the window, and saw that the sky was reflected in all colors, and the fireworks soared into the sky, blooming brilliantly, and instantly disappeared.
It's boring!
She was bored and clicked on WeChat, eating, drinking and having fun in the circle of friends, and she was alone in the world.
She didn't want to look down at other people's happiness anymore, and was about to quit, when she suddenly saw Feng Hao's dynamics.
He was dressed in a crisp suit and looked like a dog, with a woman in a white wedding dress holding his arm in the background, with a cathedral in the background, a round dome like an onion head, and a cross embedded in it.
There is only one line of words in the accompanying text: buddy is married, and the red envelope is smashed!
Nanyun was stunned for a long time, clicked on the message box, and sent Feng Hao a red envelope of two hundred.
After waiting for a while, Feng Hao didn't take it.
Nagumo didn't know what to think, and clicked on the voice call.
After more than a dozen rings, Feng Hao connected.
"Hey, Nandao!"
As soon as Feng Hao's voice sounded, Nanyun's eyes instantly turned red.
"Mouse, married?" she asked, feigning joy.
Feng Hao hesitated for a moment and said, "Hmm." ”
Nanyun obviously heard his loneliness and asked, "Is it with that Jiaojiao?"
Feng Hao hummed again, and suddenly cried.
"Nandao, I, I'm so uncomfortable......"
"What's the matter, marriage is a happy thing, why are you crying?" Nanyun hurriedly comforted him.
"Nandao, I have something to tell you. Feng Hao cried.