I didn't expect things to come to this point.

I can't seem to stop at all.

Of course, I can forcibly stop killing, even in the face of the discomfort of fire, I still don't kill. However, he doesn't seem willing to stop killing.

Happiness is uncomfortable, that's how I am.

Yuan Changwen is still falling, and the lake seems to be bottomless, but there must be a bottom, which is beyond doubt.

Perhaps, he died before he touched the bottom of the lake. Then the body fell into the mud at the bottom of the lake, raising a cloud of turbidity. However, from the surface of the lake, there is no difference.

I'm making a mistake, and I'm trying to figure out why everything is happening. For example, something happens that tries to guide me to that side or to stay put. But this understanding itself is a guess, which means that I can't really figure out what happened.

Of course, if you can figure out what is going on, it looks like you can flow better along the terrain. In fact, that's exactly what the character has been doing. Cut the world into something you can understand, and then look at everything from the point of view of separate events.

In this way, you can hide the truth that you don't understand anything at all.

Even if you don't know what happened, you can follow the flow of life. You just need to flow along the terrain, and as for why, you may know later, but you may never know.

The paradox is that all I've heard in my life is like "everything is love", as if it can't be explained when something happens to a natural or man-made disaster. The good is like water, and the flood is the same as the good, so there is no artificially distorted morality at all, and there is no unconditional love or anything like that.

Not everything has a reasonable explanation, and not everything is an affordable reason. Floods struck, inundating most of the towns, killing and injuring countless people. If there is no "everything is love", then this thing is this thing, and there is nothing to explain.

It's like trees growing, clouds changing, insects dying, and so on, there's no difference. Why do we have to explain it, why do we have to think that the development of the universe must be in line with the characters' expectations?

It happens this way because it can only happen that way.

Family, these three words seem to have an indescribable heaviness and tenderness intertwined. The Mid-Autumn Festival is a day of reunion, and the Spring Festival Lantern Festival is a prosperous day for the family to be together.

Does it mean that you can not worry about your family on other days?

If yes, then that is, it is enough for the family to show only care for a specific period. Parents will also be considerate, after all, children are busy. Children are also very comfortable, they work so much on weekdays, and parents and the like are still filial piety for a few days.

If not, then why do we emphasize these days? And why does the family seem to be reunited only on these days? It seems that if we do not go home for reunion on these days, it is a kind of unfilial piety and a sin in life.

Forced?

Isn't it that other things are more important than family members, so why do you have to say so high-sounding and helpless? Since there are too many things that are more important than family members, why do you keep preaching family affection and the importance of family life?

The artificial distortion constrained the characters, who originally wanted money and wanted to do something, but because of their families, they seemed to change their minds. What is the use of this pre-defined self-definition, this artificial distortion, other than to hinder life?

That's right, but it can make the whole society appear incomparably harmonious, and can make the entire human civilization shine brilliantly. But what about the role of Yuan Changwen? In this way, he became a template character, and then he was manipulated by fear step by step.

A family, but it has become a shackle-like existence. treats family members because of blood relations, and then there will be countless self-definitions out of thin air. Moreover, these self-definitions are still in an "untouchable" state. It can't be discussed, it can't be argued, and even if it is, it's within a very small scope.

Why do I have to visit my family, and why do I have to be grateful to the Giver of life?

It can be covered with emotions, and it can be directly diverted from not discussing at all. But after all, there is no way to deny the fact that these things are all artificially made up and distorted.

If a society, the role of parents is only to raise children. When a child is thirteen years old, the parents are killed, by the child's own hands. Because the process of reproduction as living beings has ended, parents can only consume more resources to survive in society. When a parent dies, there are more resources for the children to enjoy.

Who would dare to imagine that such a society in which there are no elderly at all? Perhaps, the greed in the hearts of human beings determines that this kind of society will collapse sooner or later. Even if you are willing to give everything for your children, when you are not yet forty years old and are about to die, perhaps the human instinct for survival will be expanded.

Maybe in the end, it will lead to the collapse of such a society without old people, and then become the society I am now.

Family, too, can't be presumptuous in my head.

None of this is true, so why should I hold on to it and not let go? Afraid of being spurned by society? Pull it down, society doesn't know that I exist, who will spit on me?

It's just that after killing his family, the role of Yuan Changwen will become shaky, and former friends will say: "Is this still the Yuan Changwen we know?"

No, there's something I've overlooked.

Family is not as important as we think. However, in my self-definition, family is more important than anything else. Only I can give up my family for other things, and I will never allow others to say in front of me that my family is not important or anything like that.

This kind of bond seems to have been preached by the society, even if you have to give up your family for your career or some other hardships, but the fetters in your heart will always exist. Even, this kind of behavior and this kind of feeling will be worthy of praise.

Giving up his small family to take care of everyone, for the cause of the motherland, in order to do his job well, he has been unable to go home to visit for a long time, and even can only meet his son once a year, who is less than two years old...... I will be sad to shed tears, but now it seems, what am I sentimental?

Is the empire important, or is the family important? If the empire is important, then these people will act completely naturally, just as everyone will do something that they think is important. What is there to promote, what is there to be touched?

If family is important, then why do these people give up important things and go to something unimportant? It's completely illogical, either they don't think that family is important at all, or they have a problem in their heads. If you don't do something important, how do you prove that something is important?

It can't be so-called important, but you just say it's important, but in fact, you don't think it's important at all, right? Or do you deliberately leave important things aside and concentrate on unimportant things?

Absurd.