075: The heart that didn't go away
My mother hugged me tightly, like a baby, and said 'I'm sorry' and 'I'm sorry' in my ear.
What's the use? Things happen, and it hurts, and all that is left is a fiasco.
Back at the hotel, Nie Yun brutally squeezed in and grabbed me, who was lost and depressed.
"Lily, you're my daughter...... You and your mother should stay in Chongqing, and I will fight for you if you want. ”
He didn't seem to be able to adapt to the identity of 'father', and his tone was very stiff.
In good conscience, Nie Yun should be a very good man who can take care of people, like Huo Jidu.
But, everything is out of order.
Nie Zhuoge is still his daughter, and the entanglement in the middle is very complicated, I don't want to face her, and besides, my mother has not forgiven Nie Yun.
Sighing, I refused bluntly: "I'm sorry, I don't have feelings for you, I haven't had a father for twenty years, and I'm here too, and in the future, I don't need father's love...... Only...... Let this fact drown out. ”
Nie Yun's eyes turned red with pain after listening to my words, and so did my mother, and after a short period of surprise, the rest was indifferent, as if she never knew me.
I couldn't stand her eyes, and I picked at the edge of the table helplessly, my fingernails hurting, forcing myself to laugh.
"What's wrong? Am I too cold-blooded? Actually, I've always been like this, but you never knew that my loneliness was like a knife, letting go of all the blood and heat in my heart......"
"Lily......" my mother suddenly shouted at me in a choked voice, "Oh my God, what the hell have I done to you?
She wept bitterly at my ruthlessness.
If I could live again, I wouldn't want to be bruised, but, can I? I've always walked alone in the haze.
Huo Jidu, it's a luxury-
The next day, Nie Yun asked for a month's leave from school for me to stay in Chongqing for a while, and my mother didn't care about his choice at all, and bought the last two tickets to Pudong in the afternoon, one for business class and one for economy class.
She asked me to go to business class and I refused.
Sitting in economy class, I don't know if it's because I'm about to leave this land, I am very uneasy, and I have a panic feeling that I can't escape.
How can things be wrong?
Why did you split up with Huo Ji?
Thinking about it, he buried his face in the palm of his hand, cried loudly, and then let go of his voice uncontrollably.
I really don't want to leave, I miss Huo Jidu very much, at this moment, I especially want to, I want to lose control again.
I knew that if I left, I would never come back.
I really, really, I don't want to be alone, Huo Jidu's floating shadow in his mind can't be dispersed, and it is full again and again, almost driving me to death.
I was crying on my back like a madman, with nowhere to put my legs and hands, and I was constantly tugging at my hair.
Without him, I would be at a loss.
No, I'd rather be bruised than leave, and this emotional thought suddenly flashed through my mind.
My pupils dilated, and I slammed up from my seat, wiping tears and running down.
The stewardess's shouting was left behind me.
I was sent off the plane after I knelt down and made a fuss.
After getting off the plane, the stuffy breath slowly withdrew, trotted off the tarmac, still choked up, and then sent a message to my mother: I'm sorry, I can't do it, I love Huo Jidu too much, you can go......
After the message was sent, the plane slowly took off......
Out of the airport, I wiped away my tears in frustration, and in a trance, a black Jaguar exactly like Huo Jidu flew out of front of me, and my tears welled up more, but I didn't have time to take care of it.
He, if only Huo Jidu were good.
After sitting outside for a long time, Shen Nao came to pick me up.
When he came, I was still crying, my eyes were full of trauma, Shen Nao helped me away, then hugged me in his arms, and hugged me tightly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought you to Chongqing." ”
I cried like no human being: "It's my fault...... I can't, I really can't...... I can't make up my mind, I love Huo Jidu so much, Shen Nao...... I can't leave, I can't leave......"
I cried so fiercely that Shen Nao could only press my head, silently, and stroked it all at once.
"Lily, I'm sorry......"
Tired of crying, I stopped talking, Shen Nao carried me into the car and started.
Halfway through the car, a phone call came in.
I cried and said, "Hello. ”
The voice on the other side of the phone was more serious: "Hello, Miss Lily, is it? I'm Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection, and I have some things about Commander Huo, we want to talk to you, is it convenient to come to the military headquarters now?"
I wondered for a moment, and then I felt something was wrong.
These two people are looking for their life style, including corruption and bribery, why are they looking for me? Immediately, they also have a bottom in their hearts.
"Good. ”
Even if he and Huo Ji have nothing, I don't want to ruin his reputation.
Shen Nao sent me to the military and was stopped because I was unidentified and was not allowed to enter.
I asked him to leave first, and I gave 100% assurance before he nodded yes.
The person who came to guide me took me to a white building, which was in the Republic of China period, the main building on the first floor, and the office on the first floor, knocked on the door, and there was a sound of harmony inside.
After entering, the two discipline inspection committees I saw at the racecourse were playing table tennis in full swing.
Among them, Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection glanced at me lightly: "Will you play the national game?"
I shook my head: "No, I'm only going to have big balls, not small balls." ”
Song Commission for Discipline Inspection pointed to the table tennis table with special disdain: "Now these young people are rushing abroad as if they are rushing to the market, worshipping foreign countries, where do they know what table tennis to play." ”
I listened, a little embarrassed, they didn't speak, they kept fighting, I couldn't sit, I couldn't stand.
I had no choice but to have my stomach for almost three months, and I wanted to vomit a little, so I covered my lips and endured the discomfort.
Several times in a row, the Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection finally stopped filming and came over.
"What's wrong? Uncomfortable?"
I shook my head.
The clothes I wore today were loose and didn't show my stomach very much, so ordinary people couldn't see it, not to mention, I had to be careful at this moment.
I sat down when they told me to sit down.
Then Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection collapsed his shoulders and groped for something from the drawer, and finally took out a few photos: "Let's see, it's you and the second child of the Huo family." ”
I glanced at it, it was a photo of me and Huo Ji both appearing on the official website of the National Defense University, and the turmoil would pass in a while, but I really didn't expect this group of people to dig out everything deeply.
endured the waves in his heart, and said lightly: "This photo is synthetic, and people deliberately framed it." ”
As soon as the Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection heard me say this, he took a sip directly, and gave Song Commission for Discipline Inspection a look: "Lily, the synthesis must also have a basis, you don't tell the truth, what we have is time to toss,"
Then he took away the anger between his eyebrows and eyes, and looked at it with a kind attitude, waiting for the following.
I was worried.
These two seem to be the kind of clouds that come and go, to put it bluntly, the old slippery two.
Let's not say that I can't figure out their purpose, even if I do, I'm afraid I won't be able to deal with it, they are here to investigate Huo Jidu, and they can't make a mistake with me.
So, I decided not to respond at all.
Seeing that I didn't respond, Song Discipline Inspection Commission sat on the table: "Your mouth is very hard, what is your relationship with Captain Huo? Mistress? He is engaged to General Yan's daughter, and you are the ...... who is with him at the racecourse."
In my heart, I hate them for interrogating me and Huo Jidu with righteous words, but I can't help it, I can't play with them.
He sucked his lips tightly, and his face lowered slightly: "I'm not his mistress, just a little familiar friend......... Everything about him has nothing to do with me. ”
"Is it true? You entered the National Defense University because of Commander Huo's accommodation, right? I heard that Commander Huo gave amnesty to Chengdu to let you go, and you stayed in Chengdu for one night, and Commander Huo made a move on the local loan shark tycoon Shi Yunxiao in Chongqing, and it was also because of you, this is not an ordinary friendship between the two......
The words are very meaningful.
I don't understand, why can they dig so deep?
In an instant, the memories were also brought out, it was indeed what Huo Jidu had done for me, no matter how much I responded, it would be unfavorable to Huo Ji, so I could only hold my breath.
A smell of gunpowder was waving, and Wang Discipline Inspection Commission's fingers were pinched, and then he almost gritted his teeth and said: "Little girl, you, it's useless to lean on the big tree of the Huo family...... The tree fell and scattered, and soon, Huo Zhenting had to do something...... Tell me everything you know. ”
What do you mean? What does it mean that Huo Zhenting will soon come to an accident? I don't know why.
Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection took a sip of tea and looked at me calmly: "We are doing business, you have to cooperate, right, it's not good to force us to use some other methods." ”
I'm scared, if I'm framed, I'm afraid I won't be able to get out.
Most importantly, I don't want to cause trouble to Huo Jidu.
The side of his neck was wet and hot, and he was sweating: "I'm sorry, I really don't know what your purpose is...... I had a falling out with Commander Huo, and now, like a stranger, I'm really not his mistress......"
The Song Commission for Discipline Inspection looked at me very sophisticated, and then lay on the table, flipping through the information as if playfully: "Little girl, cooperate a little, we don't want to use a lie detector for the time being......"
Saying this, I panicked even more thoroughly, and I couldn't even make a good sound, I couldn't get out of my throat, and my body shook uncontrollably.
Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection looked at me like a monkey, and after a while, he couldn't help laughing: "Old Song, look at how scared you are ...... other little girls."
My eyes were still swollen, and I was laughed at by the two of them, and I started to pantothenic acid again, and my hands twisted uneasily.
"Tell me, this is a formal investigation, and it won't work if you don't tell the truth...... We can find out. ”
When it was difficult to ride a tiger, the door was forcefully pushed open, and Huo Jidu broke in with a little wind and dust, walked on the three sides of us with long legs, and then gathered his clothes: "Wang Commission for Discipline Inspection, Song Commission for Discipline Inspection ......"
"Jidu'er, we're chatting with your friend, isn't it, little ......girl," he said, and Wang Discipline Inspection Commission's hand tried to touch my shoulder.
Before it fell, Huo Jidu's palm quickly swept over and overturned his hand directly...... The strength was not restrained at all, and even the members of the Wang Discipline Inspection Commission did not stand firmly.
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