Seeing the brown paper envelope that Huang Huai threw on the table, a bad premonition suddenly rose in my heart: "Mr. Huang, what do you mean by this?"

"Han Fei, I'm friends with Shao Nan for many years, so I won't go around the bend with you, an hour ago, Zhou Hang called me. Huang Huai looked at me and said bluntly: "Although I am not in the same circle as Zhou Hang, but we live in the same city, and we often look down and don't look up, and we are half acquainted, since he found me here, I don't want to lose his face, so I ......"

"You don't have to say it, I see. "Huang Huai said halfway through the words, I already knew his thoughts in my heart, although Huang Huai is also a rich second generation with some small energy in the family, but compared with Zhou Hang, it is still a big difference, since Zhou Hang has spoken, then with Huang Huai's identity, he must not be able to provoke him, I sat opposite Huang Huai, looked at the brown paper envelope on the table, and felt that I was particularly like a beggar who accepted alms from others, and got up with some disgust:" Mr. Huang, during the time I have been working with you, I have not done any performance, and it has also caused you a lot of trouble, especially this month, I haven't worked much, I won't accept this money, goodbye. ”

When the words fell, I turned and left.

"Han Fei, wait a minute!" Huang Huai saw me turn around so resolutely, and called again, hearing Huang Huai's voice, I stood in place and took a deep breath, adjusted my mood and turned around: "Is there anything else?"

"Well, there's something. After listening to my words, Huang Huai nodded, and continued: "Actually, before the Spring Festival, my father asked me to work in his company and familiarize myself with the business so that I could take over his shift in the future, but it happened that Shao Nan was looking for someone to partner in opening a store, so I rejected my father's proposal without thinking about it, and opened this café with Shao Nan, what is this for, you should understand, right?"

"Hmm. "I've heard others say before, it seems that Huang Huai likes Shao Nan a lot and has been pursuing her for many years.

"Han Fei, although I am not in the same circle as Zhou Hang, but Shao Nan has a good relationship with them, and it is precisely because of this that Zhou Hang did not look for her, but found me, and I won't tell you, I don't leave you in the store, except that you are not worthy of me to offend Zhou Hang, but also because I really can't afford to provoke him, after all, we are still young now, and everyone's energy has not been concretely displayed, and Zhou Hang, how to say it, in fact, he is quite naïve, when he behaves in the world, he always acts recklessly, and he also has a deep childishness…… But I believe that in another five or six years, our group of people will definitely be the mainstay of society, and Zhou Hang will mature one day, if I have a bad relationship with Zhou Hang, it will have a long-term impact on my future career prospects. ”

Hearing Huang Huai's straightforward words, my disgust with him in my heart decreased a little, at least this person is not hypocritical, seeing his earnest eyes, I smiled: "Don't worry, I know what to do." ”

"Han Fei, I'm sorry. Huang Huai looked at me a little embarrassed: "You also know Shao Nan, who has a big personality, and especially hates those things that are flies and dogs, but from my point of view, there are some things that I can't choose." ”

"Well, I understand, if it's okay, I'll go. ”

"You take this money...... Huang Huai picked up the envelope on the table and walked towards me.

"I can do it, but forget about the money. I waved my hand slightly and refused Huang Huai: "Shao Nan asked me to come to work in her shop to help me, and I have neither education nor technology, and I have been mixed with your salary for a month, and now I haven't done anything, so naturally there is no reason to collect your money." ”

"Okay, if you insist on not taking this money, then forget it. Huang Huai saw that I repeatedly refused, and he didn't insist: "Han Fei, believe my advice, leave this city, with your background, if you want to confront Zhou Hang, it is tantamount to a moth to a fire, maybe giving up Lin Xuan is a wise choice for you." ”

"Thank you for your advice. After I gave Huang Huai a smile, I turned to leave.

……

After I left the café, I first found the nearest mobile phone store, spent more than 100 yuan left on my body to change the screen of my mobile phone, and then called Shao Nan's phone.

"What's wrong, Han Fei?" After the phone was connected, Shao Nan's voice came from there, and the background sound was very noisy, as if he was in some factory.

"Where are you, why are you so noisy?" I asked casually when I heard the noise on the other side.

"Oh, I have a friend who joined a supercar club today, and I accompanied her to the club's venue for a spin, do you have something to do with me?"

After listening to Shao Nan's words, I was stunned for a moment, it seems that what Zhou Hang said is right, maybe the world we see in our eyes is really different, I was standing next to Zhou Hang's sports car before, and I couldn't even open the door, and I didn't know where Shao Nan's so-called supercar club was and what kind of organization it was.

"Hey, Han Fei?" Shao Nan saw that I was silent, and asked again.

"Ah, what the hell, I have something to tell you. I was pulled back from my thoughts by Shao Nan and continued: "I want to resign." ”

"Resign, do a good job, why are you resigning?" Shao Nan asked me with some surprise when he heard this.

"It's nothing, it's just that lately, I've noticed that I don't seem to be comfortable working in a café. I paused and took a deep breath: "You also know that Lin Xuan sold her car or everything for my sake this time, and I also want to go out and break it myself, see if I can do something and redeem her car earlier." ”

"Well, that's right. After listening to my words, Shao Nan thought for a while: "With your salary in my store, it is indeed a little difficult to help Lin Xuan redeem the car, and Lin Xuan's temperament is so stubborn, and he is not willing to accept our help, Han Fei, otherwise, what business do you want to do, I can get you some money." ”

"Forget it, didn't you say it too, Lin Xuan's personality is stubborn, and she is easily reluctant to ask for help, if she knows that I borrowed money from her friend, she will definitely feel uncomfortable. "I thought about it for a while, since Zhou Hang has begun to cut off my retreat, then it's better not to involve Lin Xuan's friends in these things.

"Well, that's right, otherwise you suddenly have money in your hand, and it's not easy to explain it to Lin Xuan. Shao Nan didn't know what I was worried about, so the conversation changed: "By the way, this friend who came to the club with me, her family runs a factory, and it is the kind of Sino-foreign joint venture, otherwise I will tell her and let you go to her house to work? ”

"I appreciate your kindness, and I still want to break through on my own. Again, I refused.

"Okay, since you've made up your mind, I won't keep you, but if you encounter any difficulties outside, or if you need help, remember to call me, after all, I'm Xuan Xuan's best friend. ”

"Shao Nan, there is one more thing, because I resigned this time, I hid it from Lin Xuan, so if she asks, I have to trouble you to help me carry it!"

"Well, I understand. ”

"Okay, that's it. ”

"Duh... Toot ......"

After I hung up Shao Nan's phone, standing on the bustling street, I suddenly fell into a deep confusion, the street in front of me, pedestrians and vehicles shuttled constantly, towering buildings covered the sky, as if everyone in this city was busy running for their own future and life, and I, as one of them, could not see the slightest hope on my own way forward.

I stood on the street, hesitated for a long time, I didn't know where to go, I wanted to smoke, I rummaged through my pocket, the cigarette case was empty, only two one-yuan coins were left, I looked around, two meters in front of me, a cigarette that was still half left was thrown on the ground, full of floating dust, seeing this cigarette butt with half left, I actually had a touch of joy in my heart, bent down to pick it up, squatted on the side of the road and lit it, that look, it looks more like a child who ran away from home under impulse, but has no way to survive.

Seeing the cigarette butts with green smoke in my hand, I was stunned at first, and then laughed dumbly, came out and mixed for so many years, except for the time when I was with Tian Maniac, I thought that I would never pick up cigarette butts to smoke again in my life, but I didn't expect that a few years later, this scene was re-staged on me, and compared with that time, I seemed to be more miserable, at least at that time, I still had a brother by my side, and now, I have nothing, but at this moment, I still don't feel regret, and when I think of Lin Xuan, the gloom in my heart was suddenly dissipated, before Huang Huai told me, let me leave Shenyang, and Lin Xuan to change city life, but these words, I can't tell Lin Xuan no matter what, because her mother is buried in this city, and her choice to stay in this city is more like a belief, and because this is her home.

I squatted on the side of the road, and after about half an hour of cranky thinking, I looked at the time, and it was almost time for Lin Xuan to get off work, so I cleaned up my mood and walked to the bus station with a familiar car.

When I rushed to the hotel where Lin Xuan worked, through the floor-to-ceiling window, I saw Lin Xuan playing the piano in the hall from a distance, she still looked so elegant, with the slender ten fingers dancing on the keys, the beautiful melody also flowed at the fingertips, listening to the sometimes melodious and sometimes frustrating melody, a few guests stopped next to him were already fascinated, Lin Xuan dispersed the song, turned around, just saw me standing outside the hotel floor-to-ceiling window, and suddenly showed a sweet smile, seeing Lin Xuan's smile, I also couldn't help but smile, suddenly felt, no matter how many hardships my life has experienced, but at this moment to see this smile, and this sunny girl, as if everything has become worth it.

Now Zhou Hang just cut off my job at Shao Nan's café, it's a big deal that I'll change my job, even if it's for Lin Xuan, I can't break down, because she once told me that I am the only pillar in her life.

This sentence is also the belief that supports my hard life and strengthens my steps.