I smiled and I said, "It's good, and it's good to my subordinates." --”

We chatted so casually, and I didn't know what he was seeing me for. He suddenly took my hand, and I subconsciously shook it off in a hurry, and at that moment, the embarrassment on his face can be imagined. I looked at him at a loss, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said, "Shu Hua, you are in charge of this project?"

He mentioned the project, and I quickly said, "yes, I'm working on this with our manager." ”

"I can help you get government support," he said. ”

I was surprised, and after thinking about it, I asked, "What are the conditions?"

He said, "Stay with me and Mayor Chen for a week each. ”

At that moment, I couldn't help but sneer, and I said, "Can you change to other conditions?"

He thought I would agree, the look of disdain on his face flashed, and he said: "The main thing is to serve Mayor Chen well, I don't really care, I just want to reminisce with you about our past years." ”

Maybe in his eyes, I am no longer a good family...... Otherwise, why did he put forward such a condition?

I clenched my fists in anger, but my face was still smiling, but my heart was like a drop of blood, and the pain of being humiliated was incomparably strong.

I tried to suppress my emotions and said, "This ...... To tell you the truth, I have had a very serious gynecological problem recently, and I have been seeing a doctor, which is really inconvenient for me. So, you see, is there any other way to satisfy you and Mayor Chen?"

When he heard me say this, his eyes instantly darkened. I know that for a man like him who loves cleanliness the most, the most feared thing is to come into contact with an unclean woman. And I thought that this statement that I had come up with on the spur of the moment would definitely make him retreat.

Sure enough, he said, "Oh...... That's it, that's, that's it. Hey, Mayor Chen was full of praise for you, saying that it was the first time to see such a classical woman. ”

I smiled and I said, "There's no way, after the child slipped away that time, he fell into the root of the disease, and he hasn't been well, so ...... I'm sorry. ”

When I mentioned the child, perhaps it brought back more or less sad memories of his past, he said, "Hey...... It's hard for you, okay, then I'll do my best to help with your project. I met you today, in fact, I want to know more about your situation. Originally, I planned to take you to sing a song with Mayor Chen later, but since it is inconvenient for you, it can only be like this. ”

I smiled, one after another peachy incidents, I was no longer the Shu painting I had at the beginning in his heart. Once a woman is involved in a scandal, she will speak softly from now on, as long as she is still in the bureau, no matter how serious she is, she will become serious in the eyes of others. Today, I know that denial and anger no longer make the slightest sense, but hurt each other's harmony, so why bother.

I said, "I'm sorry, but there are three other beautiful women in our company who are younger and more beautiful than me." If you really have a singing Yaxing, you can ask Manager Yan to arrange it, what do you think?"

He waved his hand, and he said, "Another day, Mayor Chen's main purpose is to see you again, where is it for other beauties." ”

I smiled and said no more.

After I said that I had a hidden illness in this area, he became uncomfortable, but I was fine, and ate calmly, and then he said, "Do you need me to send you back?"

I hurriedly said, "No need. I'll just go back myself. ”

He nodded, and he said, "Okay, I have some other things, and I need to drive back to H City." ”

We said goodbye in a hurry, and I immediately called Yan Bin, and as soon as he answered, I said, "Are you free now?"

He said: "You come to the XX billiards hall, and I play billiards here." ”

I hung up the phone and took a taxi to the billiard hall. He was in the VIP room, playing billiards with Wang Haoran, and when he saw me coming, he took the rod, and then took me to find a place to sit down, and asked me: "How is the situation?

I said, "I don't know if he will help in the future." ”

His expression immediately became solemn, and he said, "What did you say, tell me about it." ”

I filtered out our conversations about the past and said, "He said I would spend a week with him and Mayor Chen, and it would be easy to do." ”

He was a little surprised, and he said, "What do you say?"

I whispered, "I said that I have a very serious gynecological disease and can't accompany me, so I asked if there was any other way." ”

He instantly sweated like rain, looked at me with a frown, and then said, "How did you come up with it, it......"

I said distressedly, "What can I do, I can't sell myself for the company's project......"

He said with a smile: "It's worth selling it, as long as you can get the support of the government, your commission on this order alone will be higher than your salary from the previous year." ”

I glared at him, and I said, "Is it true that your performance is all based on the sale of flesh and skin by female subordinates? ”

He smiled instantly, and he said, "If the other party needs beauty, it will be much easier." However, Mr. Li seems to be a very heavy person, and he has always paid attention to his own image, how can he make such a request to you? This is very strange. ”

Of course, he didn't know about the past between me and Li Jinnian, and I smiled and said, "A man's decency is only on the surface, who knows what the essence is." ”

He said: "Since you have refused, then I will think of a way to win over this matter through other means." ”

I nodded, and he said, "No, it's time to get off work." Come here, let's play billiards together for a while. ”

I said, "Ah, I won't." ”

He said, "I'll teach you." ”

After speaking, he took me to the pool table, and I said hello to Wang Haoran. Haoran said, "You guys play for a while, I'll go have a drink." ”

Seeing Haoran leaving, he handed me the rod, and then taught me how to play hand in hand, he stood behind me, surrounded my whole body, held my left and right hands with both hands, and demonstrated how I played very intently, and the breath of my breath sprayed to my neck, which made me itch, and my heart was a little ape.

I wanted to get out of it unnaturally, but he pretended to be unaware and showed me how to get the ball into the hole, which was indoors, and I suddenly felt something strange because I was so close. I kept feeling something behind me constantly pushing against me, as if it was ...... It was he who reacted.

But when I realized that it was like this, I was overwhelmed. He also seemed to realize it, and let go of me in an instant, and both of them were embarrassed and red, and I didn't dare to look at him, and he was also very embarrassed. They're all adults, but they have an indescribable sense of shyness.

At this time, Wang Haoran came over and said loudly: "How is your ball? I just finished drinking, Shu Hua, do you want to have a PK with me?"

I said sullenly, "What, you guys play, I'll go home and rest first." ”

With that, I fled the scene, leaving the two of them to digest slowly. I flew back home, Zhang Hui and Chen You were not there, I quickly changed my clothes, and then looked at myself in the mirror, thinking of the feeling just now, my face instantly turned crimson. When I think about it, I realize that I don't seem to have that for a long time...... Ah, shameful physiological reactions.

I quickly went to take a shower, changed into pajamas, and lay down on the bed, but I didn't feel sleepy after tossing and turning. I reluctantly picked up the book, turned a few pages with great interest, and lost the interest in reading, so I simply sat on the bed in a daze, thinking about my future and future, and I couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

That night, I realized that there is such a thing as a physiological reaction, which is a physiological feeling that no one can escape as a normal person, and no one can deny their need for physiology. The shameful loneliness catches people off guard, however, it seems that for a long time to come, I will need to meditate and cultivate alone. This feeling is really annoying.

Just when I wanted to sleep, Yan Bin sent a message: "I sent Haoran downstairs, and I haven't left yet, do you want to get out of the car and sit for a while?"

I felt like a string in my psyche was being plucked, and for a moment I almost wanted to go straight downstairs and run into his car, no matter how the sky fell apart. But after thinking about it, I feel that the consequence of doing this is that there will be no room for anything in the future, the ambiguity between him and Chen You, the ambiguity between him and Wang Ling, and the unclarity between him and Wang Ling, plus me, wouldn't it be a big mess in the world. I don't want to, I also become his "pet".

I gritted my teeth and replied, "I'm already asleep, I won't come down." ”

As soon as I finished replying to the message, I heard Wang Haoran pushing the door in.

He called me again, and I was hesitant to answer, and the psychological struggle was extremely intense, but in the end, I didn't answer. I knew that if I took it, he would beg me to be irrational, and if I could get out of it, then I would be a saint indeed.

He didn't call again, and I was relieved. I felt like I couldn't fall asleep, so I just got out of bed. Walking to the living room, Wang Haoran asked me, "Sister, you haven't slept yet?"

I nodded, and I said, "yes, you just came back." ”

He said: "yes, don't mention it, Bing Goth is not in the state at night, and I won a few games, which is not interesting." ”

I laughed, and I said, "Haoran, do you still have wine at home?"

He said, "What about the red wine you didn't drink last time, do you want to drink it?" ”

I said, "Okay." ”

I went to get the glass, he got the wine, we made two more side dishes, and the two of us chatted over the wine. Talking about life, talking about work, talking about the future, I suddenly envied his simple and easy life, at a young age to solve such a major life event as a house, the higher his salary in this profession, survival is never a problem, such a life is undoubtedly destined to be like a fish in water.

We weren't going to drink too much, and we still had wine in our glasses after a long day, but the kind of conversation was very pleasant. I said, "Haoran, are you unhappy?"

He was stunned for a moment, and he said, "Everyone has it, and everyone has more than one." Sister, don't you have it too?"