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Me and Chen Shi, Xu Yi, the three of us don't seem to be in the same channel.

Chen Shi kept asking me what was going on, I kept crying, and finally Xu Yi separated the two of us and pulled me into the bedroom, Chen Shi caught up but was locked out of the door.

I still cry, it's not like I haven't cried before, but I've never cried so unproductively, just like the kind of elementary school students who have been beaten, I'm crying and can't say a complete sentence, I think even if my brain is too clear, I will probably hold Chen Zhi and cry, crying while asking him to forgive me, so that he doesn't get angry.

But this kind of thing is not angry and forgive, just say it, from Chen Zhi's reaction, I gradually understand that he is not the kind of person who is generous to the heart of the Virgin. And Xu Yi's tolerance is because he has nothing to be angry about, and the only reason he is still here is that I may be pregnant with his child, but unfortunately I can't guess what Xu Yi thinks.

After entering the room, Xu Yi began to coax me, the one who was very patient and gentle, although I couldn't understand anything at that time, but I was still forced to lean into his arms. Outside the door, Chen Shi has been trying to find a way to open the door, but unfortunately in vain.

Later, when I had enough of crying, Xu Yi pulled me to wash my face again, and then opened the door. Xu Yi didn't let me go out, but he and Chen Shi talked about it, and I don't know what they talked about, but it doesn't seem to be a big conflict, but Chen Shi's little face is still very tight, and it is impossible for him not to be angry, I can understand.

Except for coming in halfway and bringing me fruit once, Xu Yi has been in the living room, and Chen Shi has never come in once. I was sad, but no matter how sad I was, I couldn't resist the drowsiness, and I finally fell asleep.

The next morning, Xu Yi made me breakfast again, I didn't have much appetite, and it was impossible to accept his care in front of Chen Shi, but Xu Yi just had a way, he knew that I had feelings for the child, so he kept coaxing me to eat with the child, and Chen Shi watched without saying a word. After breakfast, the three of us went to the hospital,

Xu Yi has arranged it, and he will check it when he arrives at the place.

I'm actually very afraid of blood tests or something, Chen Zhi also knows, although he didn't talk to me with a straight face all the way, but he was comforted later, when the blood was drawn, he sat next to me and held my other hand, I was still afraid, he simply took me into his arms and patted me gently, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

He spoke in a soft and tired voice.

The result of the blood test was that I was indeed pregnant. I cried again, because when I heard those two words exactly, I saw Chen Shi's expression, he was not happy, not happy at all.

In fact, this child is very likely to be Chen's acquaintance, and in about a few minutes I can already think about what will happen in a long, long time, my child, since we knew that he existed, was not liked and accepted by his father, what will I do in the future.

Another possibility is that the child is not old-fashioned, and I am even more scared, and I dare not think about it.

The doctor ordered another order to do B ultrasound, and I had to drink water and hold my urine before doing it, so I drank it bottle after bottle, maybe I was too emotional and it was useless. Xu Yi said to wait outside, he meant to avoid it, Xu Yi originally called Chen Shi to go out together, but Chen Shi didn't leave.

When there were only two of us left, Chen Zhi suddenly hugged me, and I hugged him, to be honest, it was more reassuring to be held by Chen Shi. Then he took the remaining two bottles of mineral water and said, "Don't drink it." ”

I don't understand, in fact, I don't know how to say it, as if I don't have the face to speak to Chen Shi anymore.

He added, "No, let's go home." ”

I don't understand it even more.

Chen Shi pulled me to leave, I didn't move, he turned to look at me again, held my hand and squatted down in front of me, I looked down at him, he looked up, hugged my shoulders so that the heads of the two people were together, and the tips of the pens also touched together. After a long time we slowly separated, he still held my hand and said a decision that he had been thinking about for a long time.

"Let's have children later. ”

I moved, and Chen Shi held my hand tighter, "Let's get married, and we'll have children in the future." Okay, this test is not done, and we go home. ”

I finally understood what he meant.

He is saying that he will have a child in the future, that is, this child is no longer wanted. But I couldn't believe it, and asked word by word, "Do you want me to kill this child?"

I don't cry anymore, maybe I was too numb to cry before, but this sentence is still very empty and unconfident.

Chen Shi didn't dare to look at me, but kept holding my hand, he sighed, and replaced his answer with silence.

But it's impossible for me not to have this child, in fact, I have thought about it in the past two days, if I am pregnant, I must give birth, Chen Zhi still doesn't know that I have had a miscarriage, and we just broke up at that time, so I also thought about not to. But now, maybe because I lost it once, I understand that I am reluctant, I can't kill my own child, it is my flesh and blood, it is alive, maybe I am willing to exchange my life for him, how can I kill him with my own hands.

I said, "What if not."

Chen Shi looked up at me, his eyes were full of incredulity, he couldn't guess that I would refuse.

I pushed his hand away completely.

Then I went to check it out, and Chen Shi and Xu Yi were waiting outside. I won't talk about the specific process, anyway, I'm not in a good mood, from the initial fear of self-blame to complete disappointment, I'm thinking that if Chen Zhi doesn't want him, even if we can't get married, I will have to give birth by myself. The doctor who examined me was also advising me that I couldn't stop smiling all day long when I was pregnant.

I forced myself to laugh and turned my head just in time to see a small shadow on the monitor.

The doctor told me that it was my child, and when I looked at it, I could only say that it was a small shadow, but I really couldn't bear it, so I cried again.

It is estimated that Xu Yi had greeted the doctor before he came, so he didn't tell me the result on the spot, but Xu Yi knew, and he went in to talk to the doctor for a while.

When we got home, Xu Yi still followed, and some things were already tacit when we got here, Xu Yi would follow because the child might be his, that is to say, I was three months pregnant.

It is possible for Xu Yi, but Chen Shi and I both know it, so it is certain.

I'll come back again because I don't know what to do, Chen Shi also brought me back because he didn't want to release people, as for Xu Yi, he probably wanted to make things happen completely this time.

The old rule, when the two of them talked, they said that it was none of my business, but I still insisted on staying.

I'm not as depressed as I used to be, after all, I'm not a teenage girl, it's possible to be scared without psychological preparation at first, and after a day, it's more or less acceptable. The worst result is that Chen Shi and I completely part ways, and on the other hand, do I want to rejoice in this little life in myself

I have also thought about a lot of possibilities, Xu Yi wants to talk about nothing more than two things, if he believes that the child is his but does not want it, I can raise it myself, I don't need any alimony, and I can even never meet him, but if he asks me to kill the child, I will definitely not agree, it's a big deal to lie to him, no matter what method I think, I will keep it.

It's just that I'm sorry for this child, in all the assumptions, it seems that I can already be sure that he has not been loved by his father since he was a child.

If you really want to tell the truth, Xu Yi directly spread out the matter, and the inspection report was placed on the table, and the three of us could see it. Chen Shi still took it and looked at it carefully, his fingers were very tight.

Xu Yi asked him what he was going to do.

Chen Shi didn't speak, but held my hand under the table.

This little action can't hide from Xu Yi, he may be very annoying, even if it is a fact that he is three months pregnant, for Xu Yi he can't be sure that the child is his, and Chen Shi can't admit it, and I won't say it. Things have come to this point, I just want to treat him as my own, and it has nothing to do with anyone, thinking like this, I still pushed Chen Shi's hand away.

Later, Chen Shi asked Xu Yi to go, and he said, "The inspection has also been checked, and it's none of your business." ”

Xu Yi replied, "The child is likely to be mine." ”

He doesn't have any emotions when he speaks, as if he just calmly recounts a thing. But Chen Zhi was anxious, "Of course my wife's child is mine." ”

Chen Zhi is lying.

Chen Shi said again, "We will get married soon, I hope you don't come to bother my wife, and don't appear in front of us in the future." ”

Xu Yi said "um", and then asked, "And then what do you mean, you want this kid"

Chen Zhileng paused for a moment and stopped talking.

After all, it was impossible for Chen Shi to have this child, but Xu Yi felt that Chen Shi was unwilling to have this child because he was not sure whether it was his.

Xu Yi asked me again, "Then do you want it?"

I can't speak, I won't tell Xu Yi that I'm going to give birth, I don't want to get entangled with him. But I don't speak, but Xu Yi can see through it.

Everything is clear, Chen Shi doesn't want children, I want to.

Xu Yi thought for a moment and said, "Then let's give birth." "I'm here to hear your concert:

Chen Shi frowned, "It has nothing to do with you"

Xu Yi said, "I told Xiangxi, can't you see that she wants to give birth?"

Chen Shi said, "Does she want to be able to manage with you?"

Xu Yi completely ignored Chen Zhi, turned his head to look at me, and put his hand on mine, "Let's get married." ”

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