It's hard to find someone, especially if he's trying to avoid you.

To be honest, I thought about not going to Chen Shi anymore, he is an adult, I can't really appreciate his evasive behavior, the more tired I am, the more sad I am, and then disappointed.

Sometimes I feel like I'm almost at the end of my life when I'm tired.

Rarity receives an email from us who haven't seen each other all night, he's driving and asks me to show it to him, and I open the attachment and it's a recording.

"I said I wouldn't let you provoke the west. ”

"Really? I forgot. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Huh? It means that you have already provoked it, and you can think of everything you can think of. But she took the initiative and seemed to be very happy? Should I tell you to stay away from my people?"

At the end of the recording is the sound of Xu Yi's chuckle and fists slamming into his body.

The person who talked to Xu Yi was Chen Shi.

The phone falls to the ground, Rarity brakes sharply to park the car on the side of the road, and Xunia, who is sleeping in the back seat, wakes up because of the sudden stop, "What's wrong?"

I've probably never felt so embarrassed, and I've probably never been so calm.

Maybe this is a limit where people can't bring such a big blow to anything.

I look at Rarity, "Is this the day of the awards ceremony?"

He didn't answer.

I nodded, "So Xu Yi had a fight with someone that day, and that person was Chen Shi." And what about the future? Was the car accident really an accident?"

Rarity didn't speak, knowing that I was about to bite his lip before she spoke, "It was Chen." ”

The email was actually sent by a gossip reporter for blackmail, and Rarity had already received it once shortly after the incident, but I didn't expect that person to send it again today, and I heard it.

If it weren't for so many accidents and coincidences, I'm afraid I wouldn't have known what I was in Xu Yi's eyes in my life.

But I didn't hate Xu Yi, in fact, at the beginning, he had spread out all his attitudes in front of me, and in the end, it was just a fluke, to put it bluntly, it was just something I was stupid and willing to fight. But for the first time, I felt dirty because I had slept with Xu Yi.

I dislike myself, I'm afraid that in Chen Shi's eyes, I am not the same person I used to be.

I didn't cry, but when I said I wanted to calm down, neither Rarity nor Xenia dared to follow.

I guess the look in my eyes did scare them. Actually, it's just bluffing.

When I got home, I found that Dong had rummaged through the room, including the suitcase that I hadn't organized since I came back from Tianjin. It's not just my stuff, but some of it is also familiar.

Dong likes to turn things over, especially the paper that makes a mess. In the box, there was a folder of Chen Zhifang's discarded music scores, which was also chewed by it, and a whole stack of music scores was spread all over the floor.

This is a good habit of Chen Shi, even if the discarded and unused scores will be neatly put away, and I took the folder back with me.

Right now, I'm at a loss for what to do with a whole field of paper.

Because, it's all my name on it.

I couldn't read the scores, but I remember that Chen Shi always blocked me when he was writing songs in the hospital, so I didn't read them when I brought them back.

It was Chen Shi who wrote it to me, not only my name, these scores, this song, are actually written by Chen Shi to me.

With a wry smile, I think I finally understood the story that Xu Nia told me about the two women who fought for their daughter. The one who loves will let go, and Chen Zhi's letting go is not because of cowardice, but because he can't bear to hurt me.

Xu Yi's recording didn't make me feel the urge to cry, but Chen Shi's scores almost forced me to cry.

I sorted out these scores one by one, but in fact he didn't write anything, except for the fool who went west to the west, and he was a fool who went west to the west. But I seem to be able to feel his emotions of smiling in the face of memories when he writes this, and he is helpless about reality.

Now I am not like this.

In fact, this is love, how can it be so difficult, what I am afraid of is the passage of time after love.

When I was finishing the last one, I saw the shape of the pick drawn on it.

I know where he went.

I went back to Tianjin without contacting Rarity and Xenia, and it was already dark when I got off the train, and I took a taxi to the Haihe River, where I threw the pick and ring down the river when we said we had broken up, and sure enough, I could see the figure standing there in the distance.

I ran down and smashed the scores on him, and the pieces of paper flew everywhere again.

Chen Zhi looked back at me in astonishment.

"Why are you here?" he said lightly, still in a distant, tone.

I laughed and walked over to him, "I know why you did this, I know what happened between you and Xu Yi on the day of the awards ceremony." ”

Chen Shi frowned as if he wanted to explain.

I didn't give him time to speak, "So I'll tell you, as you wish, now that I'm not pestering you anymore." It will never be for the rest of my life, no matter what happens in the future, we will never see each other again, I will fall in love with someone else and marry someone else. And then forget about you completely. So you don't have to worry about dragging me down or anything, because we're really done. ”

After saying the last goodbye, I looked at it lightly, turned around, and left a back that I thought was very chic.

As I walked forward, every step was heavy, just like I had when I was in Beijing.

It wasn't until I got to the ninety-ninth step that the tears finally fell.

"I disagree. ”

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