002 The beginning of love
However, I couldn't help but kiss Yan Bin on the face, and then shouted at Shu Hua: "Mom, don't be jealous." ”
For a moment, my uncles and aunts laughed. This time the coming-of-age ceremony was very joyful, and the gifts I received were piled up into a small mountain, Chen Xiaoyi said to me enviously: "Your parents are really powerful, how can there be so many friends who are so good to you and your brother?"
I smiled mysteriously and said, "I'll have it too, and there will be more in the future." ”
Unexpectedly, Star kicked me hard in the back and said, "Who wants to be friends with you like this." ”
I was twisting my fat ass and chasing him all over the ground, he turned around and stuck out his tongue at me and grimaced and laughed, we were on the edge of the pool, I chased him and chased the others and disappeared, just when I couldn't find him, he suddenly kicked me from behind, and I was planted in the big swimming pool of my house, I came out of the pool and said loudly to him, "I grass, Star, I'm not fucking done with you." ”
The adults were all drinking red wine inside, and this little outdoor world belonged to me and my friends. I swam up from the pool in embarrassment, and without saying a word, I pulled Star into the water with brute force, he was not much taller than me but thinner than me, and I dragged him into the pool at once, and he struggled and yelled and cursed, and as a result, accidentally shoved his hand into my chest, and in an instant my face turned red as the sun.
Before that, I hated Starr so much. He is selfish, arrogant, domineering, and rude, often making fun of my figure, often teasing me and making me cry and laugh, I, Chen Xiaoyi and he walked on the road together, he always suddenly put a P and then grabbed his hand and put it on my nose to make me smell it, and he also said to me very squeezed to let me smell his body fragrance. I was so helpless about this person, I didn't even know how Chen Xiaoyi liked him. After he touched me so inexplicably, I turned from hate to hatred for him.
Shu Hua said that a woman's chest must be well protected, and only a man who loves him deeply can let him touch it. At the age of 16, I didn't know much about it, but my classmates knew a lot more about it than I did. Shu Hua said, I am a pure little dirty, I was very well-behaved and cute when I was a child, but since I followed Yan Bin, I have become a gangster with five big and three rough. I told her that I was in adolescence and that it was normal.
Because this touch happened on the day of my coming-of-age ceremony, it was something I will never forget. I began to subconsciously stop hanging out with him and Chen Xiaoyi, and in the summer after I turned 16, I felt depression for the first time.
On a sunny weekend, Shu Hua pulled me aside, then touched my head and said, "Silly girl, what's going on?"
That day, Shu Hua was wearing a white slim dress with red roses on it, wearing delicate and elegant makeup, with a faint fragrance wafting from her every gesture, and her skin was white and red, looking like an old lady waiting to be released. I did feel ashamed to be her daughter, and I had a younger advantage than her, which made me even more depressed.
I asked softly, "When was the first time you were groped when you were young?"
Shu Hua was used to my amazing words, and she said very calmly: "After I got along with your father, I was about 22 years old." ”
When she saw that I didn't look right, she asked me, "What's wrong, daughter, which boy bullied you? Why haven't Star and Chen Xiaoyi been with you recently? Is something going on?"
I suddenly cried, I threw myself into her arms in a panic and I said, "That day in the pool, he ...... He...... Accidentally touching ...... Touched. ”
Shu Hua said to me earnestly: "Yan Yan, I can understand your mood. Although you are always used to talking straight and straight, you are a very pure child at heart, and you take this very seriously, so you can't let go of it for a while. But this is not really his disrespect for you, he is just careless, although he has offended the sacred side of your heart, but you also have to learn to accept it. Because the further back you go, the greater the test you will encounter. You're 16 years old, and you have to learn to be calm about anything that happens. ”
The reason why I reacted so strongly was due to Shu Hua's education of me, since she brought me from my father, she has been conveying to me a concept of how to love and to get love, which led me to think that love and the body of a girl are sacred and inviolable territory, and she said that only if you are cultivated with this consciousness, you will not despise yourself in the future. She has always hoped that I would be clean and self-loving, and that I would be in the best state to meet the greatest love of my life and meet the most suitable prince for me. But before I could set sail, Starr accidentally took the lead.
He's not my prince, although our grades are always comparable, and he always partners with a squad leader and a deputy squad leader, even if it's a basketball game, he wants to compete with me. Chen Xiaoyi said: "You two must be enemies in your previous life, and you have never seen anyone like you in fighting after living for so many years." ”
I will say indignantly: "Get out, whoever is with him is an enemy, we are old enemies, and there must be an enemy in the last life." ”
Starr will stinky and say: "In my last life, she gave me the toilet for a lifetime, and in this life she was not convinced, so she came to me again and wandered around, hum." ”
This strange and harmonious scene happened before, before there was no such thing between me and him. I haven't talked to him for a week now, in order to avoid Chen Xiaoyi asking me about the cause and result of the incident, I didn't even pay much attention to Chen Xiaoyi, and rode a bicycle with my canvas bag to pick up my little follower Yanlong every day after school, and then took him home leisurely.
On this day, I had just raced around the corner of the school gate when Starr stopped me, and he looked at me wickedly and smiled, and then said, "What's wrong? Are you angry?"
I glared at him, didn't speak, and continued to ride. He immediately stopped me and said, "Look at you, okay, okay, don't be angry, I've never apologized to anyone in my life, I'll tell you I'm sorry, can't I?"
I looked at him with red eyes, still not wanting to speak. When he said this, I felt even more aggrieved. He suddenly reached out to take my hand, and I panicked and retracted and shouted, "What are you doing?!"
His breathing began to rapid, and he suddenly grabbed my hand and shoved a note into my hand, and then pedaled the car as if he had done murder and arson, leaving me alone and unable to extricate myself.
I spread out the note, and I was surprised to find a large line of letters on it: "Let me be responsible for you, Yanyan, is it okay to be my woman?"
At that time, I felt that there was a fire in my heart, burning from the tip of my heart, burning to my throat, and then my head "boomed", and it was not easy to use in an instant, and it was blank.
I was stunned in place for ten minutes, trembling vigorously with the note, until Yanlong called and said weakly, "Sister, why haven't you come to pick me up yet?"
I was stunned at this time, carefully put the note in my pocket, and then rode the bike swaying in the direction of the attached school, and accidentally missed the road on the way, fell and broke a large piece of skin on my calf.
Yan Long stupidly carried a small schoolbag and tied a red scarf at the school gate, and by the time I arrived, he had already chatted happily with the doorman uncle at the school gate. This kid has been likable since he was a child, and like me, he eats well wherever he goes.
I yelled, "Bunny, come here!"
The doorman was stunned, Yan Long had already rushed towards me, grinning, revealing a neat mouthful of white teeth, which looked like Yan Bin at first glance. Yanlong jumped into my back seat, and then directly hugged my waist, I said, "Sit down, then my sister will leave you!"
He replied sharply behind his back, and I rode him through three main streets, which was a bit long and a little boring, so I asked him, who has a lot of experience in love, and I said, "Little one, have you ever written a note to the girl you like?"
He snorted and said, "Mom said that men can't be too cheap, so I won't do this unless I meet a girl I like very much." ”
I was instantly amused, and I said, "What should I do, sister, I received a note." ”
Yanlong said: "You, you are also at the age of falling in love, if someone wants to go quickly, look at how fat you are now." The fatter girls in our class are not as popular as the boys. ”
I wanted to kick the kid out of the car, and I said, "Yo, you're disgusted with your sister?"
He pinched his nose, then hugged my waist and said, "How come, you and Shu Hua are my favorite women." ”
Our family has been communicating in this strange way with difficulty, Yanlong has been with me since I was a child, and I have also learned a set of my speaking style, typical no big or small, never treat myself as a child.
When I got home, I didn't eat a few bites of dinner that night, and I was even more annoyed when I heard Yan Bin and Shu Hua discussing a business trip for a month, so I simply ran upstairs alone, turned on the computer, and just got on Q, I saw a big smiling face sent to me by Star, and then left me a message: "Before 10 o'clock, I'll wait for you to reply to me, oh, right in front of the computer." ”
I was even more annoyed, and I just began to carefully recall the process of our acquaintance. Shu Hua transferred me from H city to A city on the first day I met him, he was my tablemate, I was still very thin and beautiful at that time, he was an ugly and sloppy child, and his skin was also dark. When I was in elementary school, my personality was quite gentle, and I was still adjusting to my new home at that time, so I didn't have time to play with him, and we really got acquainted with him from junior high school.