When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and I was holding my head, and my mind was full of things.

Eyes turned, Shen Nao was lying on the side of the bed, I pushed him, he quickly raised his head, rubbed his face with his hands, stood up and poured a glass of water and handed it to me.

took the water cup: "What's wrong with me?" ”

"You've fainted. ”

"Oh!"

Faintly replied with a word, exhausted, at this moment, I didn't want to speak anymore.

"Lily. Shen Nao called me again: "Do you want to go back to Australia? Since you and Huo Ji are separated, will you go back to Australia?"

Do you want to go back? Not at all.

The idea of 'going back to Australia' never came to my mind, and even at this point, love has become a residue, and I still can't let go.

Huo Jidu, that man is the catastrophe of my life, and he is an addiction that he can't quit if he gets it.

Shen Nao...... At the police station, he said that he missed me, and at that moment I almost believed it to be true, but the image of him and Nie Zhuoge together always lingered in my mind...... You teach me to be ruthless, even if we are both bruised, I am willing. ”

Shen Nao didn't answer my words in time, but dragged the chair closer to the bed, held mine with one hand, faded the tenderness on his face, and said seriously: "Lily, I have something to tell you, don't get excited after you hear it." ”

"What's the matter?"

As soon as I finished asking, my heart tightened, and my hand shrunk in the quilt opened irregularly.

Shen Nao had never described anything to me in such a righteous manner.

His seriousness has always escalated with the seriousness of the incident, and now, he is extremely serious, which shows ......

Scared in his heart, he breathed a sigh of relief and cast a 'comforting' look at him.

However, when he blurted out the sentence 'You have a child, two weeks', the surrounding ground swirled, as if it was covered with countless needles, piercing the brain with a sharp point, piercing the nerves, and I was angry with the pain.

Uncontrollably muttered, "I have a baby?"

How can it?

How can you have children?

How can you have children at this time?

I'm already planning to leave him completely, God is still kidding?

When I was with Huo Jidu, I was not ready to be a mother, and I had worries, but now, even that worry is gone, only panic.

I buried my head in the quilt, and the sound kept lingering in my ears.

Shen Nao freed my head from the quilt and held my face: "Whether you want children or not, I will respect your decision." ”

Don't want to have children?

I used to watch TV and say that many girls of all ages lined up to have a baby during the holidays, and I was thinking, since I didn't want this life, why didn't I think about it before and take some responsibility?

Now that this has happened to me, my thoughts are suddenly incomprehensible.

But if you don't fight, the child comes out, has no father's love like me, and develops a withdrawn character, what should I do?

Who will protect you if you are bullied at school?

I have no power, no job, no income, what do I use to support him?

A lot of thinking rushed into my head, and I almost collapsed.

"Shen Nao, I don't want to kill him, but I'm not ready to be a mother......"

kept shaking his head and bumped into Shen Nao's comforting eyes, which was even more painful.

Shen Nao said lightly: "Huo Jidu sent you to the hospital." ”

This news was like a second thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I was shocked and terrified.

Understanding the panic in my eyes, Shen Nao held my hand in the palm of his hand: "He carried you into the emergency room and left, after I followed, he was sweaty, as if he was frightened." ”

Who is Huo Jidu? How could a man who is not shocked at every turn be frightened by such a trivial matter?

I definitely don't believe this when I say it in the mouth of ordinary people, but Shen Nao said it, and it is a description of the facts.

But why, why should I worry about me? Because of guilt, or did I not continue to be with him according to his plan, and he wanted to make amends?

Next, for a few days, I was restless, even if Shen Nao said that the child would be raised together, my worries were not eliminated.

Three days later, I went to the hospital to do a full body examination to make sure that the child was healthy enough, and I went back to school, I don't know why, the whole person suddenly became cautious, the competition I was going to participate in, the boxing I was going to learn was all dispelled by me.

In the morning, after the information class, Jiang Xiaoxiao grabbed me: "Lily, why are you weird today, you have been holding your stomach, is that the one coming?"

"It's not. ”

It was a little life that was born inside, and unconsciously, he touched his stomach and smiled knowingly.

Suddenly, Jiang Xiaoxiao made a fuss: "Lily, you look like a pregnant woman, my sister likes to touch her belly when she is pregnant, and her eyes exude ......" She shook my arm: "...... The brilliance of motherhood is exactly the same as you are now, haha......"

The brilliance of motherhood?

Suddenly, I pursed my lips, I haven't even decided whether I want this child or not, where does the maternal brilliance come from?

In the afternoon, a group of students went to observe the tank system evaluation.

As I walked from the dorm to the testing site, I felt a sudden cramping in my stomach and I could feel a thick liquid sliding down my inner thighs.

I was horrified, and I said that it was easy to miscarry in the first three months of pregnancy, could it be true?

Thinking of this, my scalp was numb, my heart was cold, and I couldn't help but push my fingers against the wall, trying to alleviate my pain.

However, the pain showed no signs of abating, and I knew in my heart that I had to go to the hospital, otherwise the child might be gone, so I quickly endured the pain and slowly turned around.

Not far away, Su Yinghe's figure suddenly appeared.

Seeing the patience in my eyes, he trotted over and held me with one hand: "What's wrong?"

I gritted my teeth and replied: "Admiral Su, I'm not feeling well, please send me to the hospital, thank you." ”

"I'll take you to the school infirmary first. ”

I grabbed his hand and arm, and said without hesitation: "I'm pregnant, I may have a miscarriage, you take me to the hospital......"

My tone was cold, never so stiff and strong.

Su Huan was momentarily stunned, and then picked me up without saying anything.

The journey to the hospital was extremely long, and I was extremely anxious.

When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor said that it was just a little blood and that there was no miscarriage, and I was relieved.

After coming out, Su Huanhe was leaning against the window and smoking, and the smoke rose, confusing his side face.

I walked over, and he quickly extinguished the cigarette in the white rusty steel ashtube on the side, then looked at me a few times and asked slowly, "...... How long have you been pregnant, Huo Jidu's child?"

I thought Su Yinghe was a man who seemed harmless, but this doesn't mean that he is really harmless, who can get through the waves in his bones?

Thinking back to what Shi Yunxiao said at the police station, he was even more sure that this man was not simple, otherwise he would not want to climb to Beijing.

replied: "The child is not Huo Jidu's." ”

Su Yinghe smiled a little, then turned her head back and looked out the window: "Lili, don't lie to me, even if I know that this kid is Huo Jidu's, I won't say it, you can trust me completely." ”

I didn't speak, and I didn't want to admit it, so it was better not to say things so thoroughly, and turned to gratitude: "Anyway, thank you for today's incident, Major General Su, if it weren't for you, this kid, something might have happened." ”

He nodded faintly and said, 'It's okay'.

When I went back from the hospital, I recalled my panic and felt very funny, I obviously said that I was not ready to be a mother, and when I estimated that something might happen to the child, my first thought was to save him.

Is this a mistake?

Will one day, I convince myself to give birth to this child?

I don't dare to think about it, and I don't want to think about it

Su Yinghe sent me to the front of the campus and said that I had to go to the ministry and left, I walked in with my stomach in one hand, and after walking a few steps, I saw Huo Jidu and Yan Jiaye going out together.

Subconsciously avoided his head.

Yan Jiaye couldn't let me go, and the moment he passed by, he grabbed my arm from behind: "What, now you don't even want to lift your head when you see us?" Lily......

My gaze was very low, and it happened to fall on Huo Jidu's hand and arm wrapped in gauze, his lips suddenly became dry, and his body stiffened, does this wound hurt?

Yan Jiaye snorted: ?" Okay, you can, pretend to be deaf and dumb, right, whose car was that just now, Su Yinghe? It seems that what I told you last time, you are pure wind in your ears......"

I opened my mouth, my mind was occupied by Huo Jidu's wounds, and I stood still like a nerd.

At this time, Huo Jidu raised the volume to block Yan Jiaye: "There is so much nonsense, go." ”

Yan Jiaye's eyes flashed with disdain, and he looked at me lightly: "Let's go, hehe, you will only fall in love with her when you are blind...... Jidu, your arm changes gauze several times a day, and she hangs around here like a nobody, yes, take Su Yinghe, Gao Zhi has another one. ”

No matter what he said, I didn't reply anyway, just biting my white lip.

Huo Jidu was also angry: "Try to say another word to Lao Tzu, Yan Jiaye...... Don't give a this bastard. "Turn and leave.

Yan Jiaye stopped talking, and hated to leave.

I stood in place, watching the two of them leave, and collapsed, why did even Yan Jiaye think it was my fault? Huo Jidu did something wrong, and I still had to smile at him?

Can't do it!

Sweating in one place, I knew that with my current state, it would be difficult to support tomorrow's training, so I went in and asked Director Fang for leave, and then called Shen Nao and asked him to pick me up.

After making the phone call, just after school, a bustling crowd went out, and suddenly, a hand grabbed my shoulder from behind.

Looking back, it was Nie Zhuoge, who didn't want to pay attention to it at all.

Her eyes glared at me with hatred: "Lily, I have something to ask you......"

"What's the matter? Don't you remember what I said in the parking lot? ”

"The thing about the child in your belly. ”

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