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After the visa came down, I was relatively idle, and Chen Shi was also idle, and I didn't have to go to the company during this time, and everyone else was on vacation.

This year's Spring Festival is relatively early, and after a series of performances on New Year's Eve, many Beipiao are also going home.

But Chen Shi didn't come back, and in the days when the water turned into ice, he went out to sell discs again, and he took one more performance than before, rushing to four places a day, and sneezing several times in a row when he took the time to call me.

I plan to go to Beijing again before going abroad, and Chen Shi doesn't know what his life has become, and I really want to care for him.

Or rather, I miss him again.

During this time, the two of us have been for a while, sometimes I suspect that the other party doesn't like us, and sometimes I miss it so much.

I touched Dong's head, "Baby, do you want your dad?

As soon as I went out, I answered the phone, Dong's leash has been in my hand, but I will be distracted when I answer the phone, I don't know where the bear child came from to pull its tail, but Dong turned his head and bit the bear child.

The injury was not particularly serious, but after accompanying the doctor for injections, coupled with receiving some ideological education and moral condemnation, it took another day, and I couldn't squeeze out time for other things arranged in the next few days.

I told Chen Shi on the phone that I couldn't go, Dong was biting, and Chen Shi's voice was also very regrettable, and he asked if the injury hurt me.

I said it was okay, but I felt that every time we had to meet, I had to make some mistakes, and I was in a bad mood.

If you want to go abroad, Dong also has to find someone to take care of, Chen Xiang's health has not been very good since he got sick, and after thinking about it, I still hugged Dong and went to the nursing home again.

This time I went alone, and when I was leaving, my mother really talked to me, and she thought that she would graduate in half a year, so she mentioned the matter of marriage again.

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Actually, I think it's okay, I'm only twenty-two now, but my mom obviously still wants the two of us to settle this matter.

There are a lot of old ladies and grandfathers in the nursing home, some have seen me and Chen Shi go together, some don't know that I have a boyfriend, several of them said that they want to introduce their grandchildren or something to me, and said that it is better for young people to marry early now, and it will be healthier to have children in the future.

At first, it was nothing, but after listening to it too much, my mother began to waver again, and her meaning was to give us another two or three years at most, and no matter how long it was, it was picked up.

I promised her to discuss it with Chen Shi when she came back, and in the end I didn't mention it to Chen Shi. I'll think of the little box he didn't give me, and I'll regret it when I think about it.

It's not that Chen Shi doesn't like me anymore, but I feel that he once had the determination to marry me immediately, but that determination is gone.

It's hard to regain it. In that case, I decided not to put pressure on him.

But I don't know, Grandma Chen also mentioned it to Chen Shi in the same way, of course, just urging him to marry me quickly, and indicating that she has taken a fancy to me.

However, Chen Shi never mentioned it to me, and he probably has his own ideas.

In addition to mentioning marriage, except for mentioning the future, Chen Shi and I are all good, and the good ones are a little bland.

On the day I left for Japan, Chen Shi still came to the airport to see me off.

The flight is at 7 o'clock in the morning, but it is in T3, so we will meet at the airport at 4 o'clock after the time of security and border check.

I took a bus to the capital airport overnight, and Chen Shi went directly to see me after the last performance.

When we met, the sky was still dark, he waited for me at the place where the bus got off, and as soon as he saw me, he wrapped me in a down jacket and took my hand and walked inside.

I didn't see him clearly at the time, but the feeling in the palm of my hand was very familiar.

At this time, Chen Zhi's fingers no longer have the calluses left by playing the guitar, the fingertips are soft, and they said that Chen Shi's skills are much stronger now than before graduation, I actually can't hear it, but I am happy with it.

It wasn't until I walked to the lighted place in the waiting hall that I saw Chen Shi's face clearly, waved his two paws and gave him a hug excitedly, this excitement was a bit deliberate, but that mood was real.

Chen Shi also hugged me, and blamed me in a serious tone, "Why did you come out with so little wear?"

"I checked, and the temperature in Tokyo is more than 10 degrees higher than that in Beijing, so it's not particularly cold. ”

At this time, Beijing is already more than ten degrees below zero, Tokyo is actually just maintained above zero, not cold, mainly as a girl I still love beauty, thinking of the appearance of Japanese girls with bare thighs, I definitely can't wear a down jacket to the past.

Chen Shi glanced at me, and then unzipped the down jacket on my body before wrapping his arms around my shoulders and continuing to walk inside.

I came an hour early, so we still had some time together.

Chen Shi helped me check my luggage, check the things I wanted to bring with me one by one, I don't know where he copied a "list of essential items to go abroad", he looked very serious, and used a pen to tick the things I had put in.

That's when I noticed that he had brought a small suitcase himself, and he was afraid that I didn't bring anything I should have brought.

And I came early to stay with Chen Shi for a while, talk about my heart or something, although I call every day, but it's actually different from the real meeting.

I think I would feel very happy even if he just hugged me quietly and didn't say anything now.

But Chen Zhi still carefully put in the things he thought I should have brought but didn't. Flashlights, emergency medication, gloves and scarves or something.

Waiting, waiting, waiting, for more than half an hour, Chen Shi hasn't finished checking those things that I don't think are particularly necessary.

I got impatient and shook his arm, "Don't do that, it's useless." ”

Chen Shi looked up at me and frowned slightly, "Don't make trouble." ”

I turned my face away and didn't want to pay attention to him, but after a short while, I couldn't help but continue to shake his arm, "Chen Zhi, don't you want to talk to me, I'll leave soon." ”

He was still intently fiddling with the things in his hands, trying to zip up the suitcase that was already full.

I finally shook off my hand and said, "Do you have nothing to say when you see me?"

Chen Shi only gave me a quiet look, closed the box, and went to buy me breakfast.

Milk, sandwiches, porridge, he bought a lot of things, opened them one by one and put them in my hands.

Chen Shi was not a chatter before, except when he sang or was on stage, he was quite boring, but he didn't talk so little. We used to go toe-to-toe, and his greatest pleasure was to choke me with words, and then he liked to tease me for a while.

But after we got together, he talked less and less, and after he removed that wisdom tooth and couldn't speak, he was used to being silent in front of me, and I would wonder what it was to talk about in love, and shouldn't it take a lot of language to communicate?

Chen Shi still threw me a sentence later, and when I was about to leave, he put my fingers in the palm of his hand and spread them out one by one, pursing his mouth to reveal a very hurt little expression.

He asked me, "Do you really want to go that much?"

Really, I hesitated when Chen Shi asked, did I really want to go that much? If he had asked earlier, or told me earlier that he didn't really want me to go, I probably wouldn't have go.

But time was running out, and Xu Yi's assistant was sitting not particularly far from us, and he waved his hand at me.

I told Chen, "I have to go." ”

Chen Zhi was stunned, and then hugged me tightly, very reluctant and reluctant.

But I still had to go, the suitcase had already been checked in, and I didn't have anything in my hand at this time, so I took off Chen Shi's down jacket and put it on him again.

"I'll call you when I arrive. ”

"We were able to call every night. ”

"You can also video chat. ”

"I'll be back in April. ”

Chen Shi nodded, and finally instructed, "Be careful outside." ”

Xu Yi's assistant just came to see me off, and he also left after watching me go in, and I kept looking back to look for Chen Shi's figure when I walked inside, there were not many people at the airport at this time, and he was the only one standing there.

We looked at each other until we could no longer see each other, and it seemed that we would never give up when we were separated.

Xu Yi was already at the boarding gate, and when I saw him, he was reading a book with headphones plugged in, dressed like a 007, if he hadn't lowered his voice and called me, I don't think I would have recognized him.

However, at that time, I didn't have a lot of mood gossip, and it had been more than half an hour since I was separated from Chen Shi, but my mood was still immersed in a kind of parting sadness.

Sit down, it's almost an hour before boarding.

Xu Yi took off his headphones and chatted with me, chatting about something that he didn't have, because he was too good at setting traps, so I habitually bypassed everything he said to change the topic.

went around and around, and it turned out to be about my relationship with Chen Shi.

I said, "He doesn't seem to want to talk to me lately, why do you think that?"

"Maybe he thinks what he wants to say is what you don't want to hear. ”

"I don't want to hear it?"

Xu Yi smiled, and I realized that I was unconsciously being tricked by him again.

Xu Yi once joked that he liked me, of course I knew that he couldn't like me, and even I thought that he was a little more interested in Chen Shi than in me, and he used me to fight Chen Shi a few times.

Such a childish thing, he is actually just a tool to relieve boredom.

On the other hand, he can relieve our boredom in this way because he sees it more clearly.

Xu Yi said, "You know he doesn't want you to go with me on this trip." ”

I talked to Chen Shi on the phone, and he told me that he hadn't left yet, and then my little mood was not calm again, and I thought that if I went out at this time, I would still be able to see Chen Shi.

Xu Yi didn't actually hear what we said, but he could guess it by looking at it, "Go out now, maybe he will directly touch out a ring and propose to you." ”

I shook again and asked him, "Can I go now?"

Xu Yi looked at the time, "I'm afraid it won't work." ”

In the end, I still didn't leave, in fact, I knew that Xu Yi wouldn't stop me if I really wanted to go, or he wouldn't be able to stop me, but at this time, those messy sense of responsibility in my heart didn't allow me to retreat.

Or, I'm too confident in my relationship with Chen Shi, I feel that even if we are cold in the process, we will always be together in the end, so I don't particularly care about these three months.

Hang up.

I reassured myself that it really wasn't a big deal.

Following Xu Yi, I sat in first class for the first time in my life, and there was a long queue of people in the economy class over there, and Xu Yi and I were still sitting in the lounge, and I naturally wouldn't be in a hurry if he wasn't in a hurry.

In fact, my psychology at this time is a bit like when Lin Daiyu first entered Jiafu, she was overly cautious, hoping that she could behave decently.

But I'm not that kind of character after all, so I behave more ordinarily than her, and Xu Yi just watched and didn't say anything.

On the first day I arrived in Tokyo, there was no special arrangement, and there was no pick-up, Xu Yi was a star in China, a big star, but in Japan, not everyone may be able to recognize him at a glance.

For example, if you mention Lin Jiashu to people in China, most people still think that it is the hero of a certain romance, and if Xu Yi walks on the streets of Japan, he is actually the existence of a person all the way.

So when I came to Japan this time, the travel arrangements were very low-key, and there was no special pomp.

Xu Yi and I took a small amount of luggage and took a tram to the apartment of Prince Tang.

After coming out for three months, it is actually much more convenient to live in an apartment than a hotel, and this area is a rich area, which is quiet in the middle of noisy, and you can rest for a few months by the way to work.

After tidying up my things in my room, I remembered that I hadn't called Chen Shi all along, and I even forgot to turn on the phone so excited. Sure enough, there were several missed call notifications in the text message.

I called, and Chen Shi quickly answered, and then didn't say anything, but I could hear that he was a little worried at first. I still said that I would go back soon and then make an appointment to contact me in the evening.

After a day of tossing, Xu Yi and I didn't plan to go out to eat, and went back to our rooms to sleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night, went to the bathroom, and when I came out, I didn't turn on the light, I squinted and walked along the wall, touched an open door and went straight in.

Japanese rooms are generally not big, and the bed is two steps away, and on the first day we came, I didn't have any idea of the structure of the room, so I just lay down and pulled the quilt over my body.

Then I felt that another force was grabbing the quilt with me, I pulled the quilt again, turned on the light in a daze, and saw Xu Yi lying next to me.

The surrounding furnishings prove that I went to the wrong room.

After that day, Xu Yi and I agreed to lock our door when we slept at night.

Actually, we can rent a larger apartment, or simply rent two separate apartments, but Xu Yi doesn't think it's necessary, and I can't make other requests.

When I first arrived in Tokyo, the work was still very smooth, thanks to the three months of exercise, the Japanese staff I am facing now will not have stage fright at all, and in fact, Xu Yi's work was not particularly busy at the beginning, four days a week to go to the record company to record songs, and next month I will start to join the group to make a few cameo appearances in a Japanese drama, which will be interspersed with several large and small variety shows, and finally the concert at the Budokan at the end of March.

My role in this is actually more like an assistant, busy arranging his daily life, and acting as a translator when necessary.

When I didn't have a job, Xu Yi gave me a holiday and let me go out for a walk alone.

In the morning, he would call me to go for a morning run with him, at first I didn't have that habit, but gradually I got used to this kind of sweating activity, and sometimes I would be out of breath when Chen Shi called me.

He asked me what was wrong and I said I had just been running.

Then Chen Shi said that it was very good, let me pay attention to my body.

In the evening, we had a video chat, and I took a snack and told him that this was something I had always wanted to eat, and then I talked about the Japanese stars I met at work today, and I finally knew what the studio was like.

In the past, I was not a person who particularly liked to spend money, and I bought clothes for dozens of yuan, but this time I came to work and I had to follow the last shot or something, so the stylist here in the Japanese company also bought a few sets of clothes with my public money, dyed the color of my hair, and cut them into pear blossom heads.

I even learned how to make up.

I asked Chen Shi how he was doing in the video.

He smiled and said, "It's pretty." ”

I can say that I have felt more relaxed and happy since I came to Tokyo than I have been in the past few months.

Chen Shi has always been very interested in the topics I talked about, in fact, what I am happiest about is that the sentence he said is good-looking, because of this sentence, I spend an hour every day before the video with him to dress up.

Xu Yi will follow the staff and give some advice when he sees me in makeup, and I still believe in his vision.

Although it is winter now, the clothes to be worn during the recording of shows and concerts are actually relatively thin, and the clothes I tried were not very good.

It's an off-the-shoulder dress, and when the action is big, the show will be a little more exaggerated.

I specially wore it for Chen Shi, but he frowned on the other side of the video.

I asked, "What's wrong? Don't you think it's pretty?" ”

Chen Shi said, "It's winter now, isn't it cold to wear like this?"

I said, "It's not cold, it's different from ours in Tokyo, and the temperature in the room is very high, so it's okay to wear summer clothes in your room." ”

Chen Shi still felt that this dress was not very good, but did not explain why he felt bad.

I didn't understand, so I said, "Xu Yi also thinks this dress is very good, and Japanese girls wear it like this." ”

Chen Shi suddenly stopped talking, in fact, he hadn't been like this for a long time, since I came to Japan, I obviously felt that he always let me and find ways to make me happy.

It was the first time in these days that he was unhappy.

I called him for a long time, but the video was always such a fixed gesture that I even thought it was disconnected.

Chen Shi asked me, "Do you think Japan is good for everything, and if you can stay, will you never want to come back?"

After speaking, he hung up the video directly.

I was depressed in my heart, and it took me a long time to react.

A week after arriving in Tokyo, it was Chinese New Year's Eve, and Xu Yi and I spent the New Year together, in fact, I bought a lot of ingredients in the supermarket to make hot pot. Xu Yi has no talent for cooking, and he watched me chop the vegetables and put them together on a plate in the kitchen.

Xu Yi is a foodie, and no one usually cooks for him, so he just eats something casually. I didn't get used to the environment in the first few days I came, and I ate takeout with him every day.

So on this day's hot pot, Xu Yi gave a high evaluation.

After drinking a little wine, we both belong to the state of being drunk or not, which is more suitable for drunkenness.

But what Xu Yi said was: I suddenly found that you are also quite suitable for carrying it all the time.

I was sleepy and tired, pretending not to hear that sentence, and the whole person hung limply on the sofa, and Xu Yi rarely took the initiative to clean up the mess, and by the way, he took a quilt to cover me.

The room was too small, and when he bent down to cover me with a quilt, the two of them were very close to each other.

I blinked at him, unable to understand the emotion in his eyes, and then Xu Yi leaned closer to me to write, the corners of his mouth raised, and he wanted to kiss me.

At the closest moment, he stopped moving.

I shook my head, sat up from the couch, and received a call from Chen Shi.

"Hello?"

Chen Shi asked, "It took so long to pick up." ”

I hummed twice, mainly because the person was not fully awake and spoke more vaguely, "I was just eating." ”

"And Xu Yi?"

"Well, it's just the two of us Chinese here, so ......"

I have to explain this matter to Chen Shi more clearly, I am afraid that he will think about it, but this time Chen Shi has no intention of asking again, but there are still two sentences of instructions.

I held my phone back to my room and didn't pay any attention to Xu Yi.

Lying on the bed, he continued to listen to Chen Zhi's phone call, he said that he went home, went to see Grandma Chen and my mother, and ate Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with them.

Every time he said a word, I hummed once, not impatient, but I was really a little sleepy, and on such a special day, I still missed Chen Zhi very much, although it was only a week apart.

Even if I can't clean up my spirits, I am reluctant to hang up, I just want to listen to his voice more.

I said, "Husband, it's okay for you to sing to me, I don't think I've heard you sing for a long time." ”

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