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"I feel more and more that there is more than a band in my life, there is more than SLAM," Schunia closed his eyes, "Chen knows you too, do you really just want to do some kind of concert? Okay, if you want to make your debut, then I will accompany you, because you are my friend, I can not play the guitar, and I can also go to Guangzhou and Beijing despite my family's objections. It doesn't matter if you want to be an underground musician or live in a partition room, but I can't give up what I want to protect because of your dreams. I used to think that I could go on with you forever, but now I find that I can't, I can't bind my life to you, I also have what I want to do, I have people I care about, in my heart, the rivers and lakes are more important than any debut and fame. ”

He now has his hair cut very short, all the earrings that were required by the company have been removed, and he is even dressed much more mature than he was a year ago, and he has been growing and transforming when we are not noticing.

He walked up to Chen Shi, slowly squatted down, and put his hand on Chen Shi's shoulder, "What about you, Chen Shi? Do you really want to be famous so much? Are you sure it's not because you can't do it all the time, so you're unwilling?"

Chen Shi didn't answer, he kept staring at the stage on the first floor.

"I'll go first. Hyunia picked up the table and chair they had knocked over, her eyes red.

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After a long time, Chen Shi got up from the ground, I turned on all the lights that could be turned on, and took Chen Shi's hand to examine the wound on it.

There was no big injury, but some broken glass was still stuck in the palm of his hand, Si Chen brought the medicine box and removed those broken glasses.

Chen Shi asked, "What about you?"

Si Chen lowered his eyelids and didn't speak.

It was already completely dark, and the performance had already begun in the rivers and lakes at this time, and the door on the first floor moved, and two boys dressed as students poked their heads through the crack in the door, "Isn't there a performance tonight?"

Chen Shi smiled at them, "It should be fine in a few days." ”

He smiled softly and had no bad emotions at all.

After the two students left, only the three of us were left in the rivers and lakes, and we were used to the noisy appearance of people coming and going, but now we felt very strange.

Si Chen walked to the bar, fiddling with the soft drinks that Xu Niya had just concocted, raised his head and said, "Drink?"

"I remember one time when Lao Bi couldn't pay the electricity bill, a few of us said that we would not have a plugged concert here, but there was no microphone, everyone was gone, and finally we drank here together. ”

Si Chen raised his eyebrows, "Then a few of us said to pay the electricity bill to Lao Bi, but he didn't let him." Langlang is afraid that the window will enter Lao Bi's room to steal the electricity card. ”

"I also stole a pink wig from Lao Bi. ”

"And his precious antique guitar, but you snatched it and played it, and it broke. ”

Chen Shi lowered his head and smiled, "Lao Bi always said that it was his wife, and later said that it was actually an ordinary guitar." ”

"He lied to you. ”

The three of us turned our heads at the same time, and I don't know when Xenia had returned, and walked over to me and sat down.

"That guitar is indeed Lao Bi's treasure, Xu Yi took it to find it for a long time to match the same strings as the original. ”

Listening to those past stories about SLAM and Lao Bi, my heart sank.

In the end, Xu Nia laughed first, and he raised the cup in his hand, "Is it delicious?"

"General. Chen Shi pursed his mouth and opened it again, raising his head to stare at Xu Nia, "You'd better learn it again, I won't spare you if you smash Lao Bi's signboard." ”

When we went home, it was already early in the morning, Chen Shi was drunk, this was the first time I saw him really drunk, and there was a faint red from the bottom of his eyes to his ears.

"There is no SLAM anymore, there is no SLAM anymore. ”

I helped Chen Zhi to lie on the bed and wiped his face with warm water, Chen Zhi grabbed my wrist and repeated again, "There is no SLAM anymore." ”

He didn't cry, but I remembered that dream a long time ago, in which Chen Zhi cried and said that there was no more SLAM, and then he walked farther and farther.

I said, "No, Chen Zhi, SLAM has always been there, and there is no wave or Si Chen." ”

"It's different, it's not SLAM without anyone, am I really wrong?"

"No, you're not wrong. ”

"It's not. Chen Shi struggled to sit up from the bed, he looked at me, his eyes were confused, "I know you don't want me to go, but I really want to go, I really want to go to the west, do you understand? I don't understand why I have to make my debut, become famous, and hold a concert, and I don't know what those things are if I don't have SLAM, but when I think of giving up, I feel ...... It felt like there was no point in anything. Before I went to Beijing, I thought that if we were separated, we would probably break up in the next few years, and I insisted on going even though I knew that there was such and such a possibility, was it selfish? But I really, if I give up, I don't know what I have left, and I have been working hard for this goal all these years. If you suddenly give up one day, it feels like you don't even have a soul. Sorry west, sorry ......"

"No need to Chen Zhi, no need to apologize to me, no matter what you want to do, I will support you and wait for you. As long as we don't separate, no matter what happens. Okay, okay?"

Chen Shi didn't answer, after saying those words, he was already leaning on my shoulder, and he fell asleep.

I took a deep breath and laid him flat, my fingers touching his frowning brow.

A few hours ago, Chen Shi told Xu Nia in the rivers and lakes that he must have a good experience of the rivers and lakes, and we all thought that he could actually let go, but now when I heard Chen Shi's words, I understood what that dream meant to him.

Or, I still don't really feel how he feels.

Xu Nia is right, everyone has their own life, and he will not bind his life to Chen Zhi in the future, but I understand that Chen Shi and I have long said that they are part of each other's lives.

If you are separated, it will be painful as well.

The next day after the hangover, he was prone to headaches, and Chen Shi rubbed his head all morning, and I helped him pack his luggage, this time it was a long time ago, so most of the things were sent over the first two days, and there was not much left to pack.

Chen Shi walked over and hugged me, "Are you really willing to let me go?"

I nodded and pulled out a smile, "Have you forgotten that my dream is to go to your concert?"

Chen Shi also smiled, shallow, a little comforting.

We met with Si Chen at the train station, but Xu Nia didn't come, and he said that he was most afraid of this kind of parting scene. For me and Chen, this kind of scene is not much unfamiliar.

The air conditioning in the station was sufficient, Chen Shi pulled me into his arms and hugged me hard, his eyelashes trembled, "Take care of yourself, I'll try to find time to come back." ”

I nodded, but understood that the time he said was almost impossible, and it would be the New Year at the earliest, half a year.

I said, "I'll go to you on Eleven's holiday." ”

"...... to the west" Chen Shi frowned, "I'm sorry, do you want me to ......"

I shook my head and reached out to cover his mouth, "Come on, I'm waiting to hear your concert." ”

When I was about to get in the car, I watched Chen Shi walk away step by step, and he had to turn his head to look at me for a long time with every step, and he stood at the door and did not continue to walk inside.

I chased after it anyway.

The door closed slowly, and we looked at each other through the glass. I wanted to cry, but I still managed to squeeze out a smile.

"Chen Zhi, you have to come on, I believe you. ”

The train drove away, and it almost took away the moment when I loved Chen Shi deeply. In the past, I only said that I liked him, and occasionally said love, but I was not sure how much I loved him.

But when Chen Shi left, I finally understood. I love him so much, I love him very much, it's like a piece of my heart has been gouged out.

Perhaps Chen Shi's dedication to his dreams is also such a feeling.

When you walk to the parting station / I finally keep calling and calling / Seeing your car go farther and farther away / My heart is messy and messy

Three days later, I left for Beijing, and there was no one to see me off, and I didn't need a special send-off, I went to Beijing so many times that I began to get acquainted with the streets, big and small, only this time, I also had to stay in that nearby and distant city for three whole years.

It takes a while to get used to a new school, but I'm not one of those ten-year-old college freshmen, I'm twenty-two, and I've been a parent at my age for a few years, so those feelings of nervousness and anticipation seem to have nothing to do with me.

The only profound thing is probably the longing for Chen Zhi.

After the start of school, I moved into the dormitory, and also changed the number in Beijing, I used the new number to send a group message, and it didn't take long to receive a phone call, the number was not stored, and only a line of numbers was displayed on the screen.

"Hello?"

"It's me. ”

The call was from Xu Yi, and I almost dropped my phone on the ground when I heard his voice. He didn't say a word to me at the last farewell ceremony, and even treated me like a stranger.

In fact, Xu Yi's attitude is what I want, but when I really feel it, there is still a sense of loss.

I asked him, "How do you know my number, I just ...... it"

It turned out that I added Xu Yi's number to the group before, so even if I deleted his number, I still sent the message of changing the number.

Xu Yi asked me if I was coming to Beijing, and he remembered that I was quite surprised that I was going to study in Beijing for graduate school, but Xu Yi didn't mean anything else, he just received a message from me when he was resting, so he called and said that he was free to invite me to dinner.

I speak.

I understand that people who generally say that they are free to do something are not available, Xu Yi's words, in fact, are just talking, and I don't plan to have anything to do with him.

As soon as I hung up, I received another call from Chen Shi.

"Why did you stay busy for so long?"

I said, "Somebody's just called." ”

Chen Shi asked who it was, and I honestly said that it was Xu Yi, Chen Shi and I had nothing to hide from each other, and this was originally an accident, so Chen Shi didn't show any displeasure, and still told me to take good care of myself, and he was urged to hang up the phone without a few words.

But it doesn't matter if he's really in his heart or not, I don't know.

Chen Shi's trip to Guangzhou this time is indeed similar to his work in Beijing, and the company will not give special subsidies, so the main income is still from various performances in the evening.

And when they arrived in Guangzhou, there were no people from the Beijing company who targeted them, and now the work is related to music after all.

Chen Shi is also helping people record demos now, which is considered an extra income, but I found out from Si Chen that Chen Shi is still as frugal as possible in life, on the one hand, he wants to save a little money, and on the other hand, he goes out to study. When he was in college, he studied meteor singing and dancing, and now Chen Shi has found a school again, going to it three times a week to learn composition.

He would have been able to compose music, but it would definitely be better to learn it professionally and systematically, and the senior who valued them in the record company wanted to buy the songs written by Chen Shi and Si Chen, and promised to sign them, but Chen Shi refused, he still wanted to come up with an album, saving songs one by one, dozens of songs, and he could find ten songs that were good enough at any time.

In this regard, I will give Chen Shi some appropriate care, but I will never influence his decision, I always believe that he can decide it himself.

As for myself, I didn't plan to work in the first month of my stay in Beijing, and it was more important to study after studying for too long.

The editor-in-chief of HB also said that he could recommend me to work as a translator or assistant for the CEOs of some Japanese companies. I asked Chen Zhi, and Chen Zhi said that he was not very supportive.

I also understand that these little translators and assistants are easy to have some ambiguity, and in the future, it's really hard to say, and girls of my age really don't have much social experience, and if you really want to work, you should find some grassroots people.

If you don't work, you won't have any income, so Chen Shi started to give me money again, and I accepted it calmly, and it was the end of September at that time, and I bought a train ticket to Guangzhou, and we could meet in a few days.

But as a result, I didn't go to Guangzhou in the days of November, but went to Shanghai.

Chen Xiang's competition is coming to an end, and she is also one of the last few people left, at this time she has already had an affair with the most popular male player, although there is no substantial evidence, but in the two months of closed training competition, it is easy to take some misleading photos.

Si Chen also cares about those photos, but he trusts Chen Xiang, so he has always been supportive.

But we didn't expect that the male player did like Chen Xiang, and he also had a girlfriend before, but the two broke up during the competition.

So the girl took Chen Xiang as a thorn in her side, and she couldn't dig up any negative news to make up, and the news she made up was sent out on the male player's blog, and in less than two or three days, all kinds of rumors had spread.

Si Chen didn't worry about asking for leave and went to Shanghai, so I also changed my itinerary, and Chen Shi followed. Xu Nia also wanted to go, but he had to watch the rivers and lakes, so he could only do it next time.

When we arrived in Shanghai, Si Chen took us to the hotel and did not go back to his house. I remember that Si Chen's mother was not in good health, so I asked him if he wanted us to visit.

Chen Shi asked me not to ask more.

Si Chen didn't answer, just smiled.

Chen Xiang is now a closed training, so we can only call, can not meet, the only chance to meet on October 3rd, the program team of the competition has an outdoor canvassing activity, Chen Xiang will go, although only in the audience, but we can see her to help cheer her up, we can also rest assured.

Si Chen got in touch with Chen Xiang's fan group in advance, and several of us were her classmates, and we rushed over early in the morning on the day of the event to help prepare the light signs and light sticks of the fan group.

To be honest, this road Chen Xiang goes much smoother than SLAM, and many times what people need is an opportunity.

The best opportunity of SLAM met **, but Chen Xiang just grasped it. Chen Zhi and they were all happy for Chen Xiang.

The first half of the event went very smoothly, Chen Xiang just showed her face, her solo performance was the finale at the end, and there were some on-site interactions.

After singing a song, it's time to choose someone to interact with in the audience. This selection is chosen by the host, half of which is pre-arranged, and the other half is selected on the spot.

I am the one who was arranged in advance, playing the fan of Chen Xiang, just say something I like her and support her, after going on stage, there are still many people below who are raising their hands.

There are only dozens of fans in the infield, and it is obvious that they are wearing uniform uniforms, and the more conspicuous one is an aunt, who looks quite young, but she should be in her forties.

The host said that there is a special group in the fan group, called the mother group, so the aunt was invited.

Chen Xiang was stunned when she saw that aunt, she reacted very slowly when I talked to her, but she still tried to calm down, but I saw that her hands were shaking.

I whispered, "Chen Xiang?"

"I'm fine. Chen Xiang shook his head.

The host said that the older aunt would ask questions first, and the aunt would go directly to Chen Xiang's side. Chen Xiang smiled, his face pale.

What we all didn't expect was that at this moment, the aunt suddenly took out a small fruit knife from her bag and aimed it at Chen Xiang. The scene suddenly got out of control, and several male contestants came over in time to hold down the aunt, but Chen Xiang's arm was still scratched.

During the dispute, the aunt should have been injured, but it was not serious, but she was emotional and kept shouting Chen Xiang's name loudly.

Chen Shi and Si Chen squeezed up from the crowd and came to the stage at this time, and the police also came.

I thought that Si Chen would come over to comfort Chen Xiang, but when the police wanted to take that aunt away, Si Chen chased after her.

I also chased after me, and I shouted, "Si Chen, what are you doing, you go to see Chen Xiang first." ”

Si Chen turned his head and said coldly to me, "She's my mother." ”

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