I looked at the moon in the distance, which was cloud-covered and misty at night, and sighed faintly. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The character it talks about should be the owner I knew before, not the current me.

But some of my traits may overlap with those of Little Red Carbon's ideals.

At the same time, I also understand that some of my own characteristics and ideas are not recognized by the public

After all, people who choose to "play the ideal person in the eyes of others" are always criticized for not having self-will and being pretentious.

But the ideal of being a recognized person will be praised and satisfaction can be derived. That's what has always made me reluctant to change who I am. This is especially true when it is praised by those I admire.

When I was twelve years old, in order to live up to my parents' entrustment and play the role of a mature brother who took care of my sister, I even gave up the conditions given by the Schelding family, and I was unwilling to disobey my parents and leave my sister alone to gain power.

And even before, my sister was pressed on the throat cutting platform by the soldiers, and my motive for stepping forward to stop it was actually the same.

However, recently, because of the impact of my own changes, I have forgotten the idea of pursuing in the past.

But, now it's time to get it back.

I need something to give me momentum.

I'm going to get out of here quickly and find out my sister's whereabouts. In order to meet next time, the promise with your parents will not be lost.

In order to be recognized, satisfy yourself.

I need my parents to give me that "reward".

If Roneri knew that I was such a person, he should have been quite disappointed in me, and would no longer recognize me as an older brother.

Little Red Carbon and I have only known each other for a few days, but it is like an old friend who has known me for many years and can see my true nature. Its wisdom and patience are hard to imagine like a beast that boils water in a stove.

The contribution that the two can give is completely incomparable.

I squinted at the slender figure sitting alone beside me, dejected from my ignorance.

It occurred to me that I had been stuck in the "center" for a few days, and it had mentioned that it would come here because it was hidden in the clothes I was wearing at that time, so it was transported with me. But then, when my clothes were discarded, I was separated, and then I happened to burrow into the man-made forest inside the facility in search of me on a new journey.

It incidentally describes that I was really not breathing at that time, and I was bleeding a lot...... But, more importantly to me, it said that I was exactly the same as I had seen when we met at the Schelding house. But when I saw me again in the forest, I changed.

Little Red Carbon said that the current appearance is the same as its owner used to be. I asked it that was moved by this, did it recall a little bit about its past and who it was, but its shaking head disappointed me.

Little Red Carbon stayed in this forest a few days before me, and to my surprise, it was able to survive in this world of the jungle. How?

The mimicry of the ghost wolf, the retreat of the red frog mushroom, the camouflage of the rock shell rat, and the various carnivorous beasts encountered so far all have their own set of stunts to avoid attacks. But Little Red Carbon doesn't see that it has the means to escape danger.

And the answer it gave me was that the beasts would run away at the sight of it, or freeze in place and shiver. Why? Is it actually a very powerful beast?

Therefore, it does not have to protect itself through "abilities" like other beasts. Little Red Carbon has a bright body color that is difficult to hide. Swaggering around like no man's land, only a high-level predator can do that.

I looked at the little red carbon who fell asleep in frustration, and I felt a little envious for some reason.

Neither of us knew much about ourselves, but the guy still followed his mind without confusion. If I am a worthy master in your mind, I can only say that I am sorry, I dare not admit it, but I am very sure that although you are a brainless fool, the idea of persistence has surpassed the royal daughter that you often hang on to your mouth.

- The selfish me who is always thinking about myself and being selfish by your side now.

The night wind rustles the fallen leaves, and the sound of unknown insects echoes in the silence of the forest.

Alas, rest now, and when you have your spirits, you must figure out a way to get out of here.

I didn't wake up Little Red Carbon and quietly took it into my arms, and we fell asleep together in the white light of the moon.