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Do you know what a mermaid line is?

Xu Yi has it.

His towel was so low that he could see it.

I thought I had broken up, fallen out of love, or even had a miscarriage, I should be in a state of pure heart and few desires at this time, but suddenly seeing Xu Yi's appearance was actually quite exciting.

Perhaps, it is past the uncomfortable energy at the beginning.

Xu Yi changed into a bathrobe, and his hair was not completely dried, so he looked several years younger than usual. He drank two bowls of porridge and said I had grown again.

I smiled at him and said thank you.

Xu Yi said again, "It's quite suitable for getting it home and putting it away." ”

He means me.

I said, "Forget it, don't make fun of me." ”

He raised his eyelids, "You still want to never get married for the rest of your life?"

I said, "No." ”

But it certainly won't be with you. It's not because I don't think I'm worthy of Xu Yi, but because I don't feel that way about him.

Xu Yi took care of me like this, and he also took care of many girls in the past, because those girls killed his son, so he would feel guilty.

For me, it may be a kind of pity, remembering the little girls he had failed before.

Let's put it this way, from before to now, Xu Yi has never hidden his thoughts from me, and everything is on the surface.

But I am completely clear to him.

For example, Xu Yi may think that I am still pleasing to the eye and worry-free, it is because I don't love him, if I love him and he doesn't love me, then I am not what I am now.

Xu Yi wanted to drink again, probably because he hadn't drunk enough at the celebration banquet, so he brought a wine glass, poured it for himself, and pushed me a glass by the way.

He raised his glass, I didn't, but he symbolically touched the cup on the table and took a big sip of his own.

After drinking, he squinted at me, the corners of his mouth pulled up, and he smiled badly. I felt like he was going to do something to me, and before he could do it to me, I ran and pulled my suitcase.

Returned to where I was supposed to be.

After such a toss-up, it was already April when I returned to school.

Time flies so fast, a year ago in April, in fact, I also followed Xu Yiming, and now, a year later, I still rely on him to pick up my own life.

It's a pity that only half of it is left.

Regarding the fact that I have been taking leave for half a year, several classmates who usually have a good relationship came to me to gossip, and I simply said that it was because of my lost love.

When the love is over, go out for a walk.

Now, it's all right.

Then someone remembered my boyfriend, and recognized Chen Zhi, who had recently become famous, and gritted his teeth and said, "It's really not a thing." ”

I said, "It's not like that, we weren't a good fit for the breakup." ”

That's the truth, but classmates, who are also girls, feel sorry for me and want to introduce me to a boyfriend.

For example, Xiao Yang.

I broke up with Chen Shi, Xiao Yang also quickly found out, and came to me again, holding a bouquet of flowers, carrying his acoustic guitar, full of literary and artistic young people.

He sang outside the school building.

I was annoyed by singing, so I went over and said, "I don't like you, don't bother me." ”

This scene happened to be seen by Xu Yi, he said that he came to me for dinner after work, so I followed him.

It's been more than half a month since he moved out of Xu Yi's place, and he came to me for dinner just by the way, just to pass the time, if it really seems like Xiao Yang's thoughts, it is estimated that he would have gone to the downstairs where I lived to block me downstairs.

Seriously, I don't get tired of getting along with Xu Yi.

Xu Yi asked me who Xiao Yang was, and I explained.

Then he nodded and said, "No wonder it looks familiar." ”

After this meal, Xiao Yang didn't bother me anymore, he disappeared for a while, and the group of gossip sisters around me came to inquire with me.

The next time I saw Xiao Yang, it was on TV. He was popular, and the opportunity came inexplicably, at least that's what outsiders thought. Compared with Chen Shi, who has come step by step, he is still in the stage of familiarity, and Xiao Yang won a bunch of newcomer awards after two or three months.

released an album and opened a song club. Some people praise it, but it's different.

Xiao Yang not only stopped bothering me, but also deleted all the messy things he wrote to me in his blog before, and told the media that he was a boy who loves music, he is twenty years old this year, and he has never been in love, and that shy little appearance is indeed something I have never seen.

Rarity told me that the person who praised Xiao Yang was from Xu Yi's studio, and that the people below would not have tossed around without him opening his mouth.

In other words, Xu Yi is praising Xiao Yang?

It is really Xu Yi who is praising Xiao Yang, one of the reasons is that he does have the potential to be praised. Xu Yi listened to the song that Xiao Yang sang to me when he came, talked to him, and was very satisfied with him after knowing that the song was written by Xiao Yang himself.

In addition, when he was young, Chen knew them when they were in their early stages, and they also got a lot of opportunities, and they also released singles just after signing a contract.

What's more, Xiao Yang is obedient and does not have that stubborn temper.

The agent said that if you want to be famous, you have to polish, and this polishing varies from person to person. They positioned Xiao Yang as a young and sunny boy who had never been in love.

Of course, you can't fall in love now, and in the next few years.

Xiao Yang agreed after thinking about it, which is the reason why he didn't bother me anymore.

I asked Xu Yi, "Aren't you doing this for me?"

He laughed and pulled my unfinished ice cream in front of him, "I'm going to take myself seriously." ”

Okay, okay, just be me narcissistic, if Xiao Yang is a loser, Xu Yi won't praise him just for me, he is really helping me, it goes without saying. It's just that it's not a loss-making deal, and I still have to thank him.

Through Xiao Yang's matter, Xu Yi taught me another lesson.

Don't really think you are anything, in this world, if you can meet someone who really takes you seriously, you should cherish it. Whether there is a next one, I really can't say.

Xu Yi asked me, "You won't only think about that kid in your life, right?"

I said, "No." ”

Definitely not. It was only a matter of time before Chen Zhi would be compared. Even if I can't love others with the same strength that I loved Chen Shi in the future, I will only put Chen Shi in the column of memories. I will love my future husband, my future children.

It's like Xu Yi ranks work ahead of women.

For me, family is bigger than love.

Chen Shi didn't really become popular, at least not like Xiao Yang, who became popular overnight, the diva's album has been released for more than three months, Chen Shi has reached a very embarrassing position, occasionally brushing his face on some variety shows, but he doesn't really have his own works.

Chen Shi has written a lot of songs in the past, but they have all been sung by the company for others.

In the show, he sings songs he wrote, but he is always compared with others.

I looked at his face through the TV and sensed his unhappiness.

He also went back to Beijing once, around the time of the summer vacation. Rarity tries to create an opportunity to meet us, but is stopped by Xu Yi. Xu Yi doesn't always come to me, but occasionally he thinks of asking me to have a meal together.

For example, in this case, he remembered me.

I answered his phone and waited for him at the school gate after self-study.

Now I don't feel as polite as I used to be, and Xu Yi doesn't invite me to eat and drink every time we meet. In recent years, celebrity venture capital has been popular, and Xu Yi opened several chain izakaya in Beijing and Tianjin after going to Japan a few times.

And I have already started an internship at HB Magazine again, and Xu Yi asked me to recommend his store more in the magazine.

He just had to talk to the editor-in-chief about this kind of thing, but he was looking for me. I also came to me because I didn't owe favors to others. I also take one day a week to work in his shop and be his eyeliner.

Xu Yi's car was parked across the road.

I see, go that way.

Maybe I'm too busy now, and my whole person has changed, and I walk very fast and resolutely. So I didn't notice when a car suddenly drove around the corner.

Thanks to someone who pulled me.

I turned my head and thanked me, but I didn't expect it to be Chen Zhi.

He looked at me and smiled, his eyes still as gentle as ever.

Me too, so I smiled and said, "I'm back." ”

He nodded, "Hmm." How is everything. ”

I said, "Good." ”

He said, "Lost weight." ”

My phone rang, Xu Yi couldn't see the situation on my side from that angle, and he asked me why I hadn't come out yet.

I said to Chen, "I have to go." ”

He shook his head, said yes, and pointed in the opposite direction to me, telling me where he was going.

Almost at the same time, turning around, going in different directions.

My heart is not as calm as it seems.

I once heard a little story about two lovers who broke up and agreed to walk a hundred steps back to back.

When I got to the hundredth step, I turned back. I didn't crash into my boyfriend's arms like the girl in the story, all I saw was Chen Shi's figure.

But I don't know that when Chen Shi walked to the ninety-ninth step, he also turned back, and at that time, what he saw was just the back of a person who was determined to give up the past.

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