055 It hurts to look at, but it is powerless
After saying that, he cut off the phone and threw it away casually. At this moment, the mobile phone was completely torn apart.
I sighed heavily, and I said, "Why do you say that, maybe she really has some kind of trouble, you obviously care about her." ”
He leaned against the wall weakly, stubbornly raised his head, his white facial muscles were shaking slightly, the whole person's emotions were extremely excited but desperately suppressed, I held his hand, I said: "When you persuaded me, you did it one by one, why did it take your turn, so irrational?
He closed his eyes in pain, and after a while, he said, "Sister, she is not worthy of my love, not at all." ”
I tried to comfort: "Love is not worth it, the important thing is that love has not been loved." The love given cannot be recovered, and people can only look forward. ”
He "fluttered" and laughed again, and after laughing, his face became gloomy again, and he said: "Sister, we are really difficult brothers, I comfort you, and you use the same words to comfort me." ”
I said, "Otherwise, people are wise when they persuade others, and when it is their turn to live their lives, they become fools." ”
He exhaled heavily, then stabilized his emotions, and said, "Sister, I sometimes don't understand, why is a woman not satisfied with her no matter how good she is, and she still feels that it is not enough?"
I said, "Maybe it's insecurity." You're always surrounded by a lot of women. ”
He smiled, and he said, "Ever since I knew her, I have always had her alone in my heart. It's not because of how good she is and how good she is, it's because the first person I met and planned to love was her, so in the past few years, no matter how crazy she is, I have loved her and not left her. I just thought that a woman's best years had been given to me, and I was responsible for her. ”
I said, "Isn't that right? Then why didn't you just ask? Why didn't you let her explain?"
He said: "I'm afraid that she will be silent after asking, and I am even more afraid that she will deny it if I ask her." ”
He seemed to have decided that she was unfaithful to love, and I said, "Don't you already know something? How can you be so sure?"
He said: "At the beginning of the year, she had a baby, not mine. ”
My heart shook again, and I said, "Little brother, don't talk nonsense about this kind of thing, how is it possible?"
He smiled self-deprecatingly again, and said, "I had one time with her that month, and that time I did safety measures. How could the child be mine? She has been with me for five years and I have never let her get pregnant, so I don't believe that there will be a child at such an insurance time. ”
I said, "Did you ask her?"
He shook his head and said, "No, how can I ask." When she was pregnant, she quarreled with me, saying that I had caused her to have children before she was married, and that everything was my fault. Then, she forced me to accompany her to do it, hehe......"
I said, "Then you acquiesced? But you don't have any proof that the child is not yours." ”
He slammed his hand down on the wall, and I looked at it in pain, but he didn't feel it. He said: "I asked a friend to check her opening records, and she opened several hourly rooms in the two months before she was pregnant. Hehe, it's stupid, I still use my own ID card to open a room. ”
This time, I was completely speechless. I took his hand and rubbed it gently for him, and at this moment, I didn't know what to say to comfort him. I think he must have taken a lot of courage to continue to be nice to her without saying anything and pretending not to know anything, I think he must have believed that she would be lost so he gave her another chance to trust, I think he must be very disappointed in love at the moment, and I, who never knew what love was like, didn't know what to say to make him less sad.
Sometimes, we know that others are sad, but we can't comfort or persuade them, because you can't feel their pain, and you can't do anything to make them happy immediately. I think what I can do is to stay with him quietly, just as he walked with me through that stretch.