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In fact, Xu Yi's parking place is very close to the taxi queue, and I can see that I came out with Xu Nia Chen. So when I got in the car, he asked me, "Are you going with Chen Shi?"

I laughed dryly, buckled up my seatbelt, "Hmm." ”

It's not that I don't want to tell the truth, but we did go together, and I don't think it's necessary to say that the plane ticket is Xu Niaiding, and it seems to be deliberately trying to explain.

And Xu Yi will see everything thoroughly, there is no need to explain, he asked casually just to see my reaction.

I understand this, but that doesn't mean I can accept his temptation. Sometimes I feel like Xu Yi and I are still very far away.

But more often than not, I still tell myself that Xu Yi is a good choice, he has never treated me badly, and since I decided to be together, I can't just toss around.

I took out a small box of pastries from my bag and handed it to him, "Chen Xiang said it is a specialty of Shanghai, you can taste it." ”

Xu Yi took it with a smile and touched my hair by the way.

I lowered my head and let out a long breath as if I had passed a level. It's not that I don't think about Xu Yi, because I remember that he likes sweets, so I asked Chen Xiang to take me to the car a few times to buy that box of things, but I have always been very messy recently, and I have nightmares more and more frequently, and my dreams are full of Chen Zhi.

In the dream, he was a very miserable appearance, which I didn't recognize.

Some people say that the things in the dream are nothing more than what they think in their hearts, so I think, do I hate Chen Zhi so much? Actually, no, so that dream made me very depressed, and I had to accept that this person I once thought would never cross paths in my life began to infiltrate my life again.

All I could do was avoid him and avoid him, but it didn't seem to be needed now, since Chen Shi said to me that no longer pestering, he had really started to face me like a stranger.

Xu Yi made a special trip to pick me up, he just returned to Beijing today after confirming my flight number and then drove over, originally I wanted to go home for a few days, but he came, we had to go back to Beijing together, more than two hours on the road, it was already dark when I returned to the apartment.

I didn't get a good rest the other day, and the first thing I thought about when I was lying in bed was to sleep.

Xu Yi went to take a bath, and after he came out, he pressed on me, I was uncomfortable, and looked at him with my eyelids in a daze, "Don't do it, I'm so tired." ”

He looked at me and turned away.

He fell asleep but I couldn't sleep, it was really uncomfortable, I touched my forehead, it was a little hot, it should be a fever The whole person is in a state of confusion, and I feel cold.

I rubbed beside Xu Yi and wanted to reach out to hug him, but my hand stopped in mid-air.

Mainly, I'm really not very good at being coquettish.

Gritting my teeth, I still got up from the bed by myself to find medicine to eat, tossed for a long time, and finally sweated before lying back.

When I woke up the next day, Xu Yi was no longer there, and he had previously said that he would be busy with concert rehearsals in the past few days.

At noon, I received a call from Chen Xiang and chatted casually, and she asked about me and Chen Zhi.

Only then did I realize that Chen Xiang didn't know about my breakup with Chen Zhi, we hadn't been in touch for too long, and she hadn't paid attention to our messy news when she was abroad before, so when I said the word breakup, she was a little surprised.

Chen Xiang persuaded me, but she said that she couldn't reconcile.

I said, "We've been separated for almost two years. ”

Alas, time is so fast.

I asked Chen Xiang, "What about you?"

"Don't worry about me, I really just want to go and see, like completing a ritual in my heart, so that I can let go of him completely. I've been giving you trouble for the past few days. ”

I reassured Chen Xiang, "In fact, I can meet better people, but what I miss is because I am not good enough." ”

She said, "I understand." ”

This phone call with Chen Xiang still makes me a little unhappy, Si Chen is gone, but I'm not sure if Chen Xiang is really okay, I think of what I looked like when I fell out of love, do I really have to meet a new love to cover the scars left by my old love?

I hope Chen Xiang can have a good new love.

Xu Yi was still busy in the next few days, but he would find some time to have a meal with me. The concert in Beijing is the last one of the year, and the requirements are definitely more than the previous ones, and he has to work and rest regularly these days, basically we sleep back to back after we are busy with our respective things.

We haven't had anything happen again, it's been more than two months since that rough calculation, and I actually feel a little sorry for him, but it's impossible to take the initiative to pounce, I can't do it.

Sometimes I wonder if it's frigidity, as if I really don't have any special thoughts about this kind of thing.

There's no way I'm going to tell anyone about it, but I'm going to give him a gift at the end of the tour, and Rarity finds out about it and gives me a special gossip suggestion, and he asks me to give myself to Xu Yi.

He said, "It's the last one today, why don't you go to the scene to see it?"

I can't go, there is an interview in the afternoon, it was originally scheduled to be a week later, there is a temporary change, the interview is over at about eight o'clock, it must not be in time.

This interview is for the TV station. I'm in my third year of graduate school now, and I'm going to have to face work problems soon, and the work of the magazine is not bad, but I've been doing it since my senior year, and it's been three years now, and I want to try something new, and people definitely have to move forward and climb up, that's how I thought.

There is a problem, although my academic qualifications are not bad and I have taken relevant courses, but after all, I am not from a professional class, so the relative competitiveness is a little weaker, but Xu Nia Xing, he is studying journalism, and I also asked him to help me raid a few days ago in Shanghai, so the first two levels of the interview are still very smooth, but I suggest that my major can try to be a resident reporter, that is to say, I have to be in Japan for a long time, of course, those are my freedom, and the results of the admission still have to go back and wait for news.

When I get back to the apartment, I start thinking about Rarity's suggestion again, even though I punched him a few times, but it really takes it to heart.

I think my relationship with Xu Yi actually really needs to be further in my heart, after all, we are no longer the age when we can treat feelings as a game, and I wanted to be with Xu Yi because I appreciated his family view, but now, it seems that we have been standing still.

I shouldn't complain, he's kind to me, but I'm still worried, probably because of my lack of security.

I dressed up and planned to take the initiative today, but it was almost four o'clock when Xu Yi came back, I was waiting for him, and I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa.

Xu Yi was sent back by Rarity, he was a little too drunk, and I forgot that there would be a celebration after the tour. Rarity walks up to me after she leaves, "Why didn't you sleep?" ”

I rubbed my eyes and quickly regained my senses, then smiled at him loudly, "I'm waiting for you." ”

Xu Yi looked at me, stretched out a hand to pinch my face, leaned down to kiss me, his lips were soft together, and I closed my eyes unwillingly.

Xu Yi went to take a shower, and I tidied up the clothes he had just taken off. Xu Yi's clothes are all washed by me, and I will check if there is anything left in the pocket before washing, so I found a square plastic package in his pants pocket.

It wasn't opened, but it was a condom.

We haven't done it all this time, and I haven't told him what I'm going to do today, so this thing won't be for us.

There seems to be no obvious proof of what has happened before, but there is enough room for doubt.

I threw that thing away because I didn't know how to deal with it.

I don't want to, I actually believe Xu Yi very much, he has indeed provoked many girls before, but he also said that he has never played with anyone, this matter is likely to be a misunderstanding.

Let's assume that I don't know.

Xu Yi came out of the bathroom and started to hug me again, I pushed him, he smiled and said, "Why don't you ask me?"

"Huh?"

I turned to look at him and understood what he was referring to.

I actually want to ask, but I probably don't know how to ask.

Xu Yi said, "Someone deliberately put it in." ”

I said, "I believe in you." ”

"Then why don't you ask? Escape or don't care. Xu Yi said, pulled my shoulder and kissed me patiently, "Don't care, right?"

"Not really. I shook my head, and suddenly the ghost asked, "Then you don't care about me?"

Xu Yi smiled lightly and turned sideways to me, "I said that women will only be second." Also, did Chen Shi tell you anything?"

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