Say yes is not afraid.

But that fearless mood was only retained for less than half a day.

After a good night's sleep, Yuan Changwen fell into the anxiety and sorrow he had before.

Fuck your sister!

The only difference is that Yuan Changwen knows that he is anxious, that he is in sorrow, and that he has had that fearless state.

And that state is so beautiful, the whole person is full of courage and motivation, as if nothing in the world can stop him. All obstacles that stand in the way of one's own progress will eventually be overcome and solved by oneself.

In fact, Yuan Changwen was still a little eager to try in his heart, wanting to meet difficulties and then overcome them. The whole person seems to be not a person at all, there is no expansion of the entity, everything is itself, and the whole universe is my playground.

It's just that today's Yuan Changwen seems to have returned to the past.

Xiaoyu saw the situation at the moment and suggested that the two of them take a walk and look outside.

"It's not easy to practice, let alone experience. Xiaoyu held the long text and walked by the river and said softly.

The wicker is already verdant, hanging long in the air, for people to touch and pick.

After the river was cleaned, it became much clearer, and at least you could see fish swimming around.

Some elderly people sat together on rattan chairs and drank tea and chatted.

Yuan Changwen rarely walks by the river at this time, and used to go to work at this time, sitting in the office to work.

At this time, the riverside seems to have a different flavor, at least for the first time.

"It's one thing to know the truth, it's another thing to integrate the truth into flesh and blood, and it's even more difficult to show it in your usual behavior. Xiaoyu said.

Yuan Changwen nodded, agreeing with these words, and he also thought of the words "unity of knowledge and action" last night.

It is said that this is a high-level way of life, expressing one's thoughts as one's own, expressing one's identity, and living an unabashed life.

Don't talk about the truth, and completely reflect it with actions. This state may not be pleasant, but it will not be too entangled in itself, and it will not generate a lot of negative emotions.

The truth is my own choice, and this behavior is also made according to my own reason, no matter how the outside world sees it, I only care about myself, this is what I want to be.

Maybe the outside world doesn't agree, maybe the outside world looks down on it, maybe the outside world likes it, maybe the outside world seeks it out, and so on. These have nothing to do with me, my behavior comes from the truth in my head, and is not affected by the outside world.

In this way, there is not much difference in behavior in adversity and good times, and I am still me.

What you have to do is to reflect every day to see if today's behavior and the truth in your mind are unified. Is this what is called self-fulfillment? The root of everything is in itself, and all problems come from oneself and have nothing to do with the outside world?

Before Yuan Changwen could think carefully, a voice interrupted.

"Boy, so fateful. ”

Yuan Changwen followed the prestige, but it was the old way.

He sat on a pony, dressed in a robe, with his back to the railing of the riverbank, and a plastic red paper on the ground in front of him.

Written with a black brush: fortune telling, looking at the face.

In order to prevent the paper from being blown away, Lao Dao also deliberately pressed three stones on the paper.

Yuan Changwen was a little surprised: "Dao Chief, why are you here? Aren't you setting up a stall in the park?"

The old man laughed and showed his mastery style. The robe fluttered in the wind, and the goat's beard was slightly wise. From the laughter, it was revealed that a generation of free Taoist priests seemed to be playing the world.

"I was kicked out of the park. ”

Yuan Changwen: "......"

Lao Dao shook his head slightly: "Someone told the park management that I cheated money. There was no way, they didn't allow it, so Lao Dao had to continue to save the world here. ”

Hey, hey, hey, you've been kicked out, so don't be so coquettish, okay?

A little depressed, with some sorrow, okay?

You're smiling like this, and you don't know how to think you've driven the park away!

Lao Dao took out two new Mazha from the baggage on the side and said, "Sit down, how about chatting with Lao Dao by this beautiful river?"

Yuan Changwen didn't want to sit very much, the last time he heard the old Tao flicker a few words, the twenty yuan was gone.

The key is that the moment I gave the money, I felt good, and I seemed embarrassed not to give money. When I left the park, I felt that I didn't seem to plan to give money at first.

Yuan Changwen was hesitating, unwilling to take Namaza.

Lao Dao stroked his goatee lightly and said with a smile: "Young man, don't worry. This time, not only will he not charge you money, but he will send you money. ”

Yuan Changwen was suddenly vigilant in his heart, in these years, the person who sends money is either fighting a price war, and there is the support of the main fund behind it, such as some APPs. Either that, it's a liar.

But how can this Taoist priest deceive himself?

As long as he keeps his wallet and doesn't pay for it, then it doesn't matter what he does.

Yuan Changwen thought for a while and said, "You want to give me money?"

Lao Dao shook his head and said loudly with a master's atmosphere: "It is better to teach people to fish than to teach them to fish." Teenager, are you out of work?"

"How do you know?!" Yuan Changwen was startled, then reacted quickly and said with a smile, "Oh, I know." You must be thinking that this is the time to go to work, and I appear by the river, naturally I am a person who has no job. Isn't it?"

Lao Dao was stunned for a moment and said, "Young man, your understanding is very high, I didn't even think of this." Lao Dao just looks at you frowning, slightly tired between steps, the whole person's spirit is out of the drift, there must be something big happening. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Then how do you judge that you don't have a job?"

Lao Dao smiled and said, "Pinch your fingers." ”

Yuan Changwen: "......"

Hey, hey, hey, you've been exposed to cheating money, do you want to be so mysterious?!

You've got out of the park, do you want to change your style?!

Anyway, you just say it casually, I just don't pay today!

Lao Dao took out a yellowed book and said, "Do you want to learn fortune telling?"

Yuan Changwen looked at the book with the word "Book of Changes" written on it, and was speechless.

But then again, this old book and that seal still look very feeling!

Lao Dao continued to persuade: "Anyway, you don't have a job, and you won't suffer a loss when you learn fortune telling, and as the saying goes, you don't have to worry about more skills, and it's not a bad thing to learn one more skill." In addition, the income in this industry is not low, the working hours are free, and there is no complicated headache relationship between bosses and colleagues. How's it going, boy, think about it?"

Yuan Changwen thought about it, but still refused.

Who knows what's in it?

What if something happens?

This Taoist priest persuaded himself so much, he must have bad intentions, if fortune telling is really so good, there is no need for persuasion at all.

Yuan Changwen waved his hand, pulled Xiaoyu and turned away.

The old voice came from behind him: "Young man, this is your fixed number, you can't hide it!"

…………

Two days later, Yuan Changwen met Lao Dao again, but in another place, on the street next to Qingyang Palace.

Lao Dao once again brought up the topic of learning fortune telling, Yuan Changwen thought about it and agreed.

Because in the past two days, Yuan Changwen has seen a lot of masters of fortune-telling or feng shui, who have earned tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, or even millions of dollars almost with their mouths.

None of these news were deliberately looking for by Yuan Changwen, and they appeared in his life inexplicably.

What vegetable market to buy vegetables, vegetable farmers inadvertently talked about.

What suddenly pop-up windows on the Internet, the master earns tens of millions.

What circle of friends, a master has calculated correctly, and the red envelope is eight million.

Yuan Changwen looked at these data and couldn't help but be moved.

It's just that as a socialist youth trained by the state, it is difficult to convince yourself to engage in such an industry. In its subconscious, fortune telling, physiognomy feng shui, etc., are not scientific and are all deceitful.

Yuan Changwen felt a little resistant in his heart, and hesitated to go back to find the old way.

As a result, before he could make up his mind, when he passed by Qingyang Palace, he met Lao Dao again.

"Come, let's change my clothes first. ”

Lao Dao took out a new set of robes, handed it to Yuan Changwen, and asked him to go to the toilet to change his clothes.

Yuan Changwen took the Taoist robe, a little incredible, and said, "Dao Chief, you still have the Taoist robe with you?"

Lao Dao stroked his goatee and said with a smile: "Where to bring it, this is for you, and the size is cut according to your body shape." ”

Yuan Changwen was surprised: "Do you know my figure? Also, how do you know that I came here today?"

Lao Dao smiled mysteriously: "These can't be counted, how can Lao Dao tell fortunes for people?! Go and change your clothes, and teach on the spot for a while." ”

Yuan Changwen took the Taoist robe and said tentatively: "Dao Chief, aren't you afraid that I will take the clothes away and not come back?"

The old Tao asked rhetorically: "Will you?"

Yuan Changwen was asked and didn't know how to answer, so he took his clothes and went to the toilet to change them back.

Looking at his dress in the toilet mirror, Yuan Changwen felt so unaccustomed, it seemed that everyone was looking at him.

Sitting next to Lao Dao, people who came and went would glance at him, and Yuan Changwen was embarrassed to raise his head as if he had done something wrong.

Lao Dao said seriously: "Face your own heart, other people's eyes can so easily affect your behavior, and even your inner thoughts." Do you live for others or for yourself?"

Yuan Changwen responded, trying to look up at the passing crowd.

I don't know why, I always feel that others are laughing at me, and I always feel that others are curious.

I always feel that others are wondering why this young man doesn't work well, but instead learns such deceptive things here.

Lao Dao: "Look at them, do you think they are someone else? No, they are all yourself." What you think they think, you'll see. In fact, everything is your speculation, everything is yourself. There is no one else out there, teenager, and any emotions and thoughts you feel come from within yourself.

So, take a good look at them and look at the thoughts in your head. You're not looking at them, you're guarding the thoughts in your head, and they're like mirrors, reflecting everything deep inside you. If you want to know yourself and spy on the way of heaven, you must first empty yourself.

They're the best way to do it. ”