You say that deception or change of mind, which is more difficult to accept?

Si Chen gave me the answer, he has never changed his mind at all, he is more single-minded than anyone else, from the first time he sat down next to me, he pretended that it was only Chen Xiang alone.

Falling in love with me is for her, playing big adventures is for her, and following me to the hotel to catch Chen Shi is still for her.

To put it simply, the two of them are first love, they met in middle school, and he didn't say what they went through, but only told me that Chen Xiang must not be blamed, and he is the one who is the bastard.

When he said this, my hand was hanging in the air, and I wanted to slap Si Chen like I did last time I beat Chen Shi, but in the end I didn't. I'm afraid my hands hurt.

Even if his hand hurts, he can't be beaten to ashes, so why bother.

Si Chen told me this because he didn't want to go on like this, and he didn't want to use new excuses to create more deception.

I asked him if he ever regretted it? And he said yes, he regretted it from the beginning. So what else can I do?

Back in the ward, Chen Zhi was sitting there talking to Chen Xiang, but she seemed to be still in a daze, very weak. The food that Chen Shi brought over was put aside, and it was no longer steaming, but he didn't touch a bite.

At that time, it was almost dawn, and I went to hold Chen Xiang's hand, and her hand was colder than mine. I said, "Eat some, I'm so tired I'll go back first, and I'll come back to see you in the afternoon." ”

I try to look as sincere as I can, and I don't have a heart or lungs.

Chen Shi followed me out, the hospital was so quiet, he was embarrassed to shout at me, anyway, I ran away, he didn't catch up. There were a couple of taxis at the gate, and he chased them out when I got in.

Actually, I wasn't really fine, I started crying from the start of the car, crying like a fool, quietly shedding tears at first, and finally crying while sniffing, choking myself and coughing hard.

The driver's uncle was so frightened by me that the little girl who started crying when she got out of the hospital at four or five o'clock in the morning comforted me and almost took me to the police station.

I waved my hand to say I was fine, coughing as I spoke, "I'll get out of the car in front." ”

I bought a dozen beers at the convenience store and slipped to the river alone with a plastic bag of dead people. When I was in a bad mood, I liked to go to the river to sit, and I liked to pick up the pebbles around me and throw them into the river. It seems that those troubles are not their own if they are smashed.

But I knew that this time was not enough, so I poured myself some wine, and I usually restrained myself when I knew that I didn't drink well, but now I can't restrain myself, and I feel so uncomfortable.

It's not because of the broken love, but I think it's not a big deal, I feel like I've lost a lot, these days that I think are very good have been covered up in lies, I'm a little lost, and I'm also confused about how to face those friends who I think are very good in the future.

I found out in my predicament that I felt like I had lost half a world.

The feeling of being drunk is very uncomfortable, the brain has no time to grieve, but the body can't bear it, the heart is like being grabbed by something and smashed hard, and the heartbeat is rumbling as if it is in the ears.

In a trance, I heard my phone ringing, and I pressed it in many places to connect.

Chen Shi's voice was indistinct, and he seemed to be worried, and I seemed to hear him say, "Don't run around, wait for me." ”

"Oh. ”

After hanging up the phone, I continued walking, and suddenly I felt that the ground was very slippery, and I was a little dumbfounded to find that my body was leaning badly and falling down.

Is it because people are slower to react when they're drunk? But I fell asleep in that situation.

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