Liu Yan rushed out of the general's mansion, and Yaoqin, who was waiting outside the door, hurriedly stepped forward and handed her the handkerchief in her hand: "Princess, you ......"

"I'm fine, let's go back. Liu Yan took the handkerchief and squeezed it fiercely in her hand, and sat directly on the ox cart without raising her head. At this moment, she just wanted to quickly escape from the General's Mansion, return to her mansion, hide in a small room with no one, and cry happily.

When I came out of Shinye at the age of eleven, I went through so many things, and when I was full of spirit, why didn't you think that I would be where I am today? You have promised me many times that you will protect me and will always be by my side. The words are still in my ears, and every word has been said to my heart.

But when it came to the end, you plunged me into the deepest despair with your repeated silence.

That's right, this matter is difficult for me to be strong, it is my whimsy, it is my own passion, and everything is my wishful thinking. Thank you, thank you for never giving me hope. Whenever I ask you, there is only one answer.

Liu Yan sat in the car, tears streaming down her fingers. It turns out that before I know it, I've had a crush on you for so long.

It's time to put an end to this hopeless relationship. Maybe it would be best to leave you far away, not to see, not to hear. If there is no way out, there is no need to escape, and without escape, there is no need for any disguise and disguise against the will.

Such negative thoughts have been controlling her thinking and filling her mind.

She couldn't wait to fly back to the princess's mansion immediately, hide in the study, and no one would see her as soon as the door was closed. Then immediately write an official document and make your decision public.

She never wanted any grand hegemony, let alone the world. All she wants is for herself and her sister to have a free and stable life, to be able to do whatever they want, and not be fettered.

Now, my sister has been settled. As for himself, Liu Bei and Gan are dead, and revenge has been avenged. Forget it, just give it up, just for so many years just for these few things, and now, these few things have been completed, so let's end it like this.

The more Liu Yan thought about it, the more desperate she became, but in the general's mansion, the more Xu Shu thought about it, the more scared she became. What Liu Yan said before leaving was so amazing that she actually wanted to take the initiative to dissolve the Jingzhou government. didn't consider the feelings of her subordinates at all, and didn't think about what kind of civil strife Jingzhou would fall into as soon as she made this decision.

Hey, it's superfluous to say anything now, stop her first, don't let her do anything irreparable on impulse.

Therefore, Liu Yan walked on the front foot, and Xu Shu chased out on the back foot. The speed of the snow and the speed of the ox cart are not the same level, Xu Shu quickly caught up with Liu Yan who was swaying slowly in front, and even the guards around the ox cart had already seen the military master following the princess's car.

Xu Shu gestured to tell them not to make a sound, but he never thought that as soon as he appeared on the street, he would be immediately recognized by the people! Some of the bold ones greeted him directly: "My lord?!" "My lord?! "My lord?!

As a result, there were more and more onlookers, and many people knelt directly on both sides of the road and kowtowed to the "big man" in the ox cart.

Liu Yan had been immersed in her own world, and she didn't care at all when Xu Shu followed behind. Outside, however, the cries of "Her Royal Highness the Princess" grew louder and louder, and her ox cart moved very slowly, and for a moment the crowd of onlookers filled the streets on both sides. The road became narrow and difficult to navigate, and the driver had to slow down again and again, carefully navigating through the crowd, for fear that if he did not hold on to the reins, the hooves of the oxen would deviate and the people would be bad.

The driving speed slowed down, and the sound outside was higher and higher, Liu Yan finally woke up and was actually stuck in traffic jams!

If it was the past, when she encountered this situation, she would definitely unfold a corner of the curtain, say hello to the people, and interact. But now, she was glad that there was a curtain around her. Although the curtain is only a veil, it is only slightly covered. But it is precisely with this layer of tulle that Liu Yan's heart has an extra layer of defense, with her face now full of tears and her eyes are red and swollen, how can she see people?

The ox cart was slow, and there were so many people gathered outside. The speed of the car couldn't go up at all, Liu Yan hid in the car, and when she came back to her senses, she finally heard the sound of the people outside bowing and worshipping.

For her now, this kind of voice not only does not lift her spirits, but makes her more painful. I am now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and I can't see where the future is, but you still want to rely on me so devoutly, you don't want to push me forward, but to bury me!

In my last life, when my sister died, I was desperate and thought about dying with her, but after the thought flashed through my mind at that time, I didn't have the courage to end my life, and as a result, I was abused, humiliated, and subjected to countless inhuman tortures for the rest of my life. Later, I often wondered, why didn't I die in the first place? If I could have broken myself with a grit of my teeth and a foot at that time, there wouldn't have been so much pain.

Now, the same despair has befallen me, is this my life? No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I fight. It is impossible to escape the fate of being at the mercy of others. Fortunately, I have done a lot of things in this life before, and I have taken Rong'er out, she is now a daughter of the Kou family, she can have her own life, and she can not be affected by herself.

Maybe you really can't be too greedy...... After being reborn, taking revenge, and preserving my sister's happy life, it is time to be satisfied. I shouldn't be greedy for anything else, something that will never belong to me.

When the teacher took me as an apprentice, I felt extremely happy and satisfied.

When the teacher said that he was willing to go to Changsha with me, I felt this happiness and satisfaction again.

If I have already felt happy and satisfied twice, why should I cry now and feel very unlucky? I have been lucky enough to accomplish all the things I wanted to accomplish at the beginning of my rebirth. The desires and desires that arise now are simply my greed. Why did God have to satisfy my greed? It is very gracious to keep me alive to this point!

Just now, I felt that I was the most unfortunate girl in the world, and I obviously liked someone, but I could only have a crush in this life, and there was no possibility of eventually becoming a family. But at this moment, in the praise and worship of the people around her, she felt that she was lucky enough to be greedy anymore.

Whether the teacher likes himself or not, the answer is so clear and clear, there is no room for him to dream anymore. In that case, don't embarrass him and cause him trouble. Let each other's relationship have a way of life, and each of them will be well. I go north, to accept the arrangement of fate, you are in the south, waiting for fate to return to its original trajectory.

After I leave, Jingzhou will still fall into Cao Cao's pocket, and you will still be the courtier who serves the Han and does not serve Cao. A qiē will return to the origin of the previous life, but at that time, you and I are two parallel lines, and we can no longer wait for the day when they intersect. It's always best to be okay with each other.

Liu Yan straightened out her feelings, closed her eyes and let the sound outside hit her nerves in waves. In her heart, she had already begun to think about how to write this official document recalling all the generals and county guards. Those who don't want to descend to Cao should go to Jiangdong or live in seclusion...... It's just a pity that the third uncle and General Zhao, the promises I swore to can't be fulfilled now. I don't know what to do with them.

Talents like Zhao Yun and Gan Ning will be liked by their bosses wherever they go, and they don't have to worry about having no way out...... Liu Yan has already begun to plan in her heart and find a way out for her subordinates. Pity the people who were counted by her are still fulfilling their duties in their respective posts, thinking that when the princess takes Xichuan, the troops enter Xiliang, and then send troops from Xiliang to attack Xudu, defeat Cao Cao, and relieve the siege of the emperor. Pity them, they don't know that their Buddhas are thinking about dismantling the platform and going back to their respective homes!

The road from the General's Mansion to the Princess's Mansion was not long, but for various reasons, it seemed as if it was incomplete. Fortunately, with the time on the road as a buffer, Liu Yan's love gradually returned from excitement to flattening. It's just that this kind of blandness is still just the decadence of reluctance to accept fate after fate can't be controlled by itself.

No matter how long the road is, it will eventually be over, and when Liu Yan's car entered the princess's mansion, Xu Shu could only get off the horse and enter on foot at the door. Fortunately, they were originally next to each other, so as soon as Liu Yan entered the study and sat down, she reported in from outside to say that the military advisor Lord Xu asked to see her.

Liu Yan sighed in her heart, the teacher is here, what are you talking about? You have no choice, the methods you say are not what I want, so don't say it again! You can't give me what I want, and I don't want to add unnecessary troubles to you, now at this time, please don't appear in front of me again, shake my determination that I finally made.

Liu Yan closed her eyes so tired that she said: "Go and tell the teacher, I'm tired and want to rest, please go back!"

The guards each bowed their heads in agreement, secretly exchanging small glances of "It's not good!". Something is going to happen! Her Royal Highness the princess has actually disappeared from Master Xu! This is the first strange thing they have encountered since they became guards! In the past, no matter how bad Her Royal Highness was in a bad mood, even if she was still smashing things on the table with her front feet, as soon as she heard Lord Xu ask to see her, she immediately squeezed out a smile and ran to greet her, why was it so abnormal this time, she actually didn't see Lord Xu! What a big deal this must be!

The guards came out anxiously to pass the word, Xu Shu heard that the apprentice did not see him, and immediately became anxious, at this time, you can see it if you don't see it, and you can see it! You must not be left alone, I don't worry!

Xu Shu's face was unprecedentedly ugly, and as soon as he lifted his robe, regardless of the guards' obstruction, he ran to the door of Liu Yan's study, and stretched out his hand to push the door. Who knew that the door opened by itself, Yaoqin came out of it, and saw Xu Shu bowing to him: "My lord, stay here, the princess has rested, please go back!"

"No, I must meet the princess today, the princess she ......" Xu Shu wanted to say that the princess was going to do something stupid, but the words choked on her lips again, you must not say that, it is okay to say this, the princess's mansion must be in civil strife!

So, he could only say euphemistically: "Girl, please go in and sue the princess, just say that there is still room for turning around in this matter, and it is not as lifeless as she thinks, please give me a little time, and I will definitely be able to come up with the best of both worlds." ”

"My lord, Her Royal Highness the princess has really rested, I will convey your words word for word, you can go back!"

Liu Yan in the house was indeed lying on the couch at this time, but she didn't sleep, but opened her eyes and thought about her thoughts, Xu Shu was outside the door, but she didn't want to see him at all, so she asked Yaoqin to go out and spread the word that she had rested and asked the teacher to go back.

When Xu Shu heard this, he was even more sure that Liu Yan was angry and didn't want to meet him, not really asleep, so he asked to see the princess unrelentingly: "I'll wait here, you go and reply, after hearing this, Her Royal Highness the princess will see me."

"My lord, please don't embarrass the slave maid, Her Royal Highness the princess is resting, it is not the slave maid who is on duty today, even if the slave maid enters the inner room, if the princess insists on not seeing, it is useless for you to wait until dawn here, my lord, you should go back." Yaoqin is also unprecedentedly hard, as soon as Liu Yan entered the study, she went directly into the inner room, neither washing nor changing clothes, she fell straight on the couch, no matter how hard she persuaded her, Liu Yan was motionless, and finally she was even annoyed, and sent Yaoqin out, and ordered no one to see, especially the general of the right army.

You said that Her Royal Highness the princess said it so clearly, if she let Xu Shu in so blatantly, she would not be sent out so simply at that time, and she might be sent back to Kou County directly, or even worse.

Therefore, she almost knelt down for Xu Shu: "My lord, I can't hide it, the princess doesn't want to see you by name, please go back, maybe tomorrow, the princess will change her mind." It's useless for you to stand at the door and wait, the slave can't let you in!"

"Girl, you don't know, Yan'er, she is now, she is making a wrong decision now, this matter can be big or small, I must meet the princess, stop her, prevent her from doing something she regrets on the spur of the moment. If the girl insists on refusing to let me in, then I will have to offend!"

Xu Shu was really anxious, and the meaning of Yaoqin's words all pointed to the fact that the disciple was now upright, and he could act rashly at any time. If she really wrote an official document and ordered someone to send it out, it would be all over, and it would really be irreparable.

There's still time, why are you desperate? I said I would give you hope and I would do it. You must not think about carrying everything by yourself like when you were still in Xinye, it really can't be done, it's a big deal, it's a war, you have resources in your hands, you don't need to despair at all! )