23. Annoyance
"Thank you, hard work!"
The voice was as gentle as a spring breeze, but to me it was like the north wind howling.
He was obviously thanking me, but why did I have the illusion of uneasy kindness?
It must have been my nervous tension tonight that caused symptoms similar to psychosis, I raised my eyebrows, decided to ignore the strange feeling in my heart, and settled on my left leg.
"No thanks......" I greeted him hypocritically.
Prepare to close the door and leave.
"Well, do you want a cup of tea?" Shen Muxin's expression was obviously very noble and upright, and the whole person had a beautiful temperament, but why did I hear his words and think of something else?
In the dead of night...... Lonely Men and Widows...... Drink tea......
The next thing I did was a surprise.
I just "ran away".
I felt a gaze behind me chase me out the door, and it wasn't until the elevator door closed that I had the courage to look up.
Shen Muxin, what does it mean?
I leaned into the elevator, panting with my pounding heart.
Didn't he know that he
Immediately, a resentment rose in my heart.
Ten years later, I still can't escape a look and a tone of his voice......
Books say that time can dilute a qiē, why is this not the case with me at all?
I think, probably, that there is not enough time.
Holding back the heavy moisture in my eyes, I hurriedly rushed out of the elevator and rushed to the entrance of the community in one breath.
With my hair blown by the wind and my messy hair, ignoring the surprised gaze of the guard standing guard in the neighborhood, I stood on the side of the road and stretched out my hand to stop TAXI.
Soon, a car stopped, and I had already forgotten Jiang Tianyu's argument that "taxi drivers are bad guys" and got into the car without raising my head.
The moment the car drove out, the tears finally broke down.
The driver cautiously looked at me in the rearview mirror.
"Miss, where are you going?"
"Bullied?"
"Got a fight with your boyfriend?"
……
This driver must be a gossip person, and there are endless problems along the way.
And I, on the other hand, gradually stopped the grief and indignation in my heart in that chirping sound, and burst into tears and laughed.
When I paid and got out of the car, the driver looked at my smooth face, as if he was complacent about the sadness he had cured of others, and he was reluctant to drive away, and continued to speak to me seriously: "Miss, life is not satisfactory **, you are so young and beautiful, why bother to be sad and sad for a moment of unhappiness? Listen to the eldest brother, you have to look forward, the scenery in front must be better, and the people you meet in the future must be better...... Didn't you say that you should meet the right person in the right place and hold hands for a happy life......"
He's endless?
I was slightly dumbfounded.
In the end, endure the depression in my heart, humbly nod my head and waist, beat my chest, and promise to change my past mistakes, no longer feel sorry for myself, and must raise my head and stand tall.
The driver's eldest brother was satisfied, and finally stopped preaching, and then reluctantly let go of the handbrake, and walked forward at a rapid pace step by step, making sure that the smile on my face was bright and real, and finally left.
And I, as soon as I turned around, smiled like the sun hiding in the clouds, and I couldn't find the slightest trace.
As I collapsed on the bed, the familiar ringtone of my cell phone rang.
I covered my head over the quilt and pretended not to hear.
However, when the bell rang and stopped, and rang for the third time with perseverance, I finally picked it up with the urge to scold, and when I saw the name flashing on my phone, I suddenly felt like a balloon that had been punctured.
"Hey, hello...... Mayor Shen ...... Well, no, shepherd's heart ......"
As soon as I heard his warm and jade-like voice, my whole body was scared away from sleepiness, and the name that had been silently recited a thousand times in my heart slipped out of my mouth like this.
There was a happy laugh on the other end of the phone.
"Well, you have ...... What's the matter?" I asked, stumbling as I felt my throat smoke coming out.
"I just want to see if you're home. A moment ago, his voice was still distant and ethereal, but at this moment, it was like a whisper attached to my ear, clearly inscribed.
The hand holding the phone trembled slightly.
An apparition of him seemed to appear in front of his eyes.
Clear eyebrows, slightly upturned corners of the mouth, looking at me gently and attentively.
I was so startled that I almost screamed.
There were no words for a long time.
I didn't know what he said on the phone, I didn't know how to answer, and when I was embarrassed, I heard him on the phone and hung up the phone first after saying "rest early".
I breathed a sigh of relief.
I looked at the mobile phone in my palm, but I suddenly lost it.
In this way, I thought I could sleep with my head upside down, but I couldn't sleep all night with my eyes open.
Is this a problem with yourself?
When I woke up in the morning, I couldn't help but look at the two big dark circles in the mirror and smile bitterly.