Get out of the car, I woke up Xu Yi, and then the two of them went upstairs together, I took his arm, and when I pressed the elevator button, he looked at me with his eyelids down.

Actually, I'm nervous.

I think if he were going to sleep with me today, I probably wouldn't say no.

But it's better not to, because I still don't have that kind of idea of being prepared, to be exact, I haven't had that kind of intimate exercise with him for the time being. I just want to be with him, and I've always felt that no matter how strong a person is, there will be times when he is vulnerable.

Xu Yi is very good, I don't want to be by my side when he is vulnerable.

When I entered the door, he went to take a shower, and I went into the kitchen to put the ingredients that I had prepared during the day into the pot and boiled them on low heat, and the process was very long. I just kept staring, and then I was in a daze, and I didn't know when Xu Yi came out, until his wet hair rubbed against my neck.

Turning around vigilantly, I smiled at the corners of my mouth.

"Just wait a minute, just wait a minute. ”

He didn't want to wait, the thing was obvious, what Xu Yi wanted to eat most now was not the pile of things in the pot, what he wanted to eat now was me, so he turned off the fire casually, and I was carried out by him.

The action was too urgent, so I had to put my arms around his neck in order not to let myself fall.

Then, the two of them collapsed on the bed together.

I was nervous, I thought I hadn't washed yet, and it wouldn't be unclean after running outside all day, so I pushed him, and just as I was about to speak, my mouth was gagged, and then there was a very impatient kiss.

I'm almost fainted, and my clothes are long gone.

Almost at the last step, I remembered something, suddenly opened my eyes, there was still a little light in the room, and I asked him, "Why didn't you reply to my message?"

"Huh?"

I repeated it again, and I said, "I've sent you a lot of messages before, haven't you seen that?"

Xu Yi didn't speak, I knew that his mobile phone was on the side of the bed, and there was no password, I turned sideways to look for it, opened the inbox, and the information I read would be marked.

So I can see that it's not that he hasn't seen the messages I sent, but he hasn't read every one, probably because he will click on them when he has time.

Naturally, there are times when you are not available.

But the reply is no.

He hugged me from behind and took the phone away, "Something important?"

No, I guess not. But I know that my heart is cold, and it is not good.

I thought I wouldn't be emotionally invested in this relationship, but in fact I did, maybe that's the difference between men and women. I knew a long time ago what Xu Yi thought of me, but when I put it out and put it on the table, it didn't seem so easy to accept.

He was very good to me, I think if it weren't for Xu Yi, I don't know what I would be like now, but I also understand that what Xu Yi gave me is nothing to him, just like he said, he won't make a loss-making deal.

He has taken a fancy to me, and he likes me. But what you like, and what you like, is not love after all.

Just like my confession, he just laughed it off and didn't give any response.

We didn't do it, I still poured out the little hypocrisy in my heart, and it was impossible not to ask, unless I didn't care at all.

So Xu Yi said, "I'm busy. ”

This explanation is actually very good, but it is not what I wanted. I didn't want him to touch me, he was tough, and I resisted very resolutely, more resolutely than the previous times.

The end result was that he broke up unhappily and went to sleep in the study.

I got out of bed and got dressed, and there were still traces of him on my body. It's not the last step, and it doesn't seem to be any different from doing it.

When I woke up the next day, Xu Yi was gone. He must have gone to the studio, and I was going to school, and after a hurried wash, I took a taxi back to the rental house, and then brought my things to school, I couldn't listen to the whole day's classes, I thought, Xu Yi will contact me, right?

If you're too busy, you won't, and you won't if you don't want Nothing important, and it won't.

Xu Yi didn't contact me, and it was more than one day, and it was already time for me to reconcile at the end of the month when we met again.

He's very busy these days, the public service announcement thing belongs to the village, and there is no store after that, but he doesn't value those either, the new album has only been released for two months and has already begun to prepare for the next one, and there are still a few months of touring, this year will be a little earlier, starting from the summer vacation.

So, he didn't have much time to deal with me anytime soon.

I'm not happy, it's true, no one is happy, and I started to wonder what the two of us were. At this time, the senior sister has already gone to work in Shanghai, and no one is my relationship counselor, so I can't ask Rarity, and I can't ask why.

I was so depressed that I had to swallow it in my stomach.

After finishing the account, I was ready to leave, and when I passed by the practice room, I turned my head and looked, usually Xu Yi writes songs or practices there or something, but he is not there.

"You're looking for me?"

"Huh?"

I turned my head, I don't know when Xu Yi walked behind me, and I said, "Have you been busy lately?"

"Well, you have something to talk to Rarity. ”

With that, he had already gone inside.

He probably didn't even hear my "that's good."

In fact, Xu Yi's attitude towards me is not bad, he has always been like this to me before, and occasionally shouts me out to provoke me when he is free, but now he is not busy, and he will inevitably cherish words like gold.

Look at his back, look at the door of the practice room that has been closed.

I asked myself if he was so busy that he had forgotten that we were together.

I was a little absent-minded that day, trying to help someone serve food, but my hand grabbed directly on the iron plate, and there were a lot of small blisters. I used needles to pick them one by one, and I was actually very afraid of pain.

Most people who are afraid of pain will hope that someone can feel sorry for themselves, and I still remember crying when I had menstrual cramps.

Xu Yi called me, the phone was placed on the table, I used my injured finger to take the phone, and endured the pain to press the answer button.

He said to eat together, and I said okay.

During the meal, Xu Yi still took care of me as before, and he also joked, nothing has changed at all, he should be free, so he is willing to provoke me at this time. When I found out that my finger was burned, I was still cared for, and on the way back, I passed by the pharmacy and got off the bus to buy scald medicine for me.

I asked him to sit upstairs, and he had no intention of leaving.

I'll admit that the little care he gave me was overwhelming.

So, what should come is still coming, since I have decided to be together, I didn't squirm at the last step, but tried to open myself up to cater to him.

It's a pity that I'm not very good at pandering, and the movements are still jerky.

He looked down at me, chuckled and turned off the lamp, and the last thing I saw was the poster behind him, just as excited I was when I got it all those years ago, and the time was gently staggered, nothing more than a sneeze and a joke from God.

I still feel pain, I haven't felt it for a long time, and the physical experience is actually similar to the first time, and all that is left is pain, but his movements are still very gentle, and when my body is hit by my shoulder and almost touches the bed board, he will gently pull me back and wrap me in his arms.

I was also very focused, because this feeling was completely undistracting, and it went on for a long time, and finally he slowly withdrew with a stream of heat that I was not unfamiliar with.

I will think of Chen Shi, in such a situation, it is impossible not to think of the person who once took my first time, I think of him, but also told himself that this is an official end, waving his hand, as a distant period.

Xu Yi didn't stay, he lifted the quilt and got up when it was over, I secretly looked at his back, watched the movements of his calm clothes, and finally closed his eyes.

The next day, I saw Xu Yi on TV, who was already in another city, participating in a live show.

At that time, I found out that Xu Yi was really a very powerful person, all my worries in the past were superfluous, and the so-called low tide period was just what the media insisted on putting on him, Xu Yi was busy again, the second wave of publicity of the album, and the other was to serve as a judge of the sub-division of a talent show, almost every week to fly to that city for a few days, at the end of June, all the album sales statistics released in the first half of the year, Xu Yi was still the first, leaving the second a lot.

As for Chen Shi as a newcomer, it is also a very good result to enter the top five.

Those performances and other things began to keep contacting Xu Yi in the hope that Xu Yi would appear, the appearance fee doubled, and the most tired was Rarity, who answered the phone these days with a sore hand, but he was also the happiest.

I'm also happy, for Xu Yi, but there are fewer opportunities to meet, and when we don't meet, there is still not a lot of contact. Every time he was free, he would call me in advance, and then I would go to his work to cook and wait for him, and finally, it would be eaten along with those meals.

Xu Yi doesn't like to hug when he sleeps, that posture is too tiring, so every time we sleep separately, when we wake up in the morning, it will be back to back, and occasionally he will come over and hug me to do it again.

After giving your body, even if you didn't get distracted before, you will gradually start to get distracted. Anyway, I'm like this, I'm distracted by Xu Yi, maybe not as vigorous as when I left, but I still put him in a very important position in my heart.

I put the photo of our group photo in my wallet, and asked Xu Yi by the way, he put the photo there.

He was busy and asked me, "What picture?"

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