134 A moment of warmth

When I returned to City A, it was already evening, and when I left the station, Yan Bin called me, and he asked me, "Where is it?"

I said, "I've just left the station and I'm going home." --”

He said, "Wait for me for ten minutes, and I'll pick you up." ”

I was about to say no, but he hung up. So I found a place to sit and sat down and waited for him. I suddenly feel that there is someone who cares about me in a strange city, and that feeling is good.

I watched the pedestrians coming and going on the platform, there were people who picked up the station, there were those who sent them off, there were those who greeted, there were those who ran, there were those who scalped, there were those who maintained order, all kinds of people, bustling, we were sometimes very afraid of strangers, but if you look around us, there are actually strangers everywhere. Everyone is clearly in the same world, but strangely, they don't know each other. There are so many people passing by, but no one will talk to you so easily, or even chat or even talk to you, and it is even more difficult to find the right person.

I waited for Yan Bin's arrival while thinking, and after about fifteen minutes, he called, and he said, "There is a bit of a gamble on the road, you wait for me for a while, and I will arrive in a while." ”

I said quietly, "Okay, you drive slowly, don't worry." ”

He said, "How can you not be in a hurry, I can't bear to wait there alone for so long." ”

Our conversation is like that of a husband and wife who have been together for many years, with short and trivial words, but there are many concerns. Time is like a colorful box, opening the next one, and the previous one will automatically close. So sometimes you don't feel that there's anything wrong with not being able to go back, because the new world and new people are already with you, through thick and thin.

After another ten minutes or so, I saw him coming from the crowd, looking at him from a distance and thinking that he was so thin, wearing a dark gray tweed coat and a plaid scarf, looking for me in the crowd, I had already seen him, but I did not chase after him, but just sat quietly and waited for him to find me.

Finally, we looked at each other, and at that moment, we all laughed. I stood up, and he walked over quickly, without too much fancy dialogue and too sensational movements, he just lifted the bag in my hand, and then took my hand and walked forward.

I smiled and didn't say anything, and he seemed to be laughing all the time. At that moment, we were silent, but there was a great happiness enveloping me, as if at that moment, as long as I followed him, I was willing to go to the ends of the earth.

When I walked outside, it was very windy, I always didn't wear much, he still opened his big hand and hugged me tightly in his arms, and then took me to the car quickly, and when I sat in the car, he quickly started the car, turned on the air conditioner in the car, and then helped me rub my hands, he said: "Fool, why did you run to H City alone, go and tell me later, I will accompany you." ”

I smirked at him and said, "Aren't you busy?"

He said, "What's your business, your business is mine." ”

The first time I took the initiative to snuggle up in his arms, he sensed my approach, and also stretched out his hand to hug me, I said, "It felt so good just now, it was so heartwarming, I like you like this." ”

He hooked my nose with his other hand and said, "This is the real me, not your leader or the playboy in your eyes, this is me in life." ”

I said, "I believe." The feeling I just felt was the feeling I had been looking forward to. Special beauty, special nature. ”

He took my hand and said, "Well, it's because you're a little closer to me again." When you get closer, you'll be able to appreciate me better. ”

I said, "Hmm. I went back this time and gained a lot. ”

He said, "Tell me?"

I said, "Can I not say it?" The only feeling I have now is that I have met it, and I have to cherish it. Who knows if the next stop will be accompanied by the person who accompanied you at the previous stop. ”

He said, "Don't think about it, I can be with you for a long, long time if you want." ”

I said, "Well, hopefully." ”

He let go of me gently, and then said, "You lie down and rest, I'll take you to dinner, and I'll go to my uncle's place to eat noodles, okay?" Uncle has been talking several times. ”

I said, "Okay, if you want to go, I'll go with you." ”

He laughed and started the car. Every time he crossed the traffic light, he would stop, grab my hand, and interlock my fingers. We got along with each other very quietly, and I liked that unspoken tenderness, and I knew he was too.

We went to the small noodle shop again, I was really hungry, the uncle was still kind, still sat down and chatted with us a lot of family things, the uncle seemed to really treat me as a family member and counted a lot of interesting things about Yan Bin in the past, and said to me: "Girl, Xiao Binzi is a good person, righteous, enough man, courageous, I hate not to have such a son, if I am my own son, how proud I am." Girl, cherish. ”

The uncle is also a sensual person, and his words always reveal the atmosphere of "contentment and happiness". A meal, eating warm in my heart, is not because of how many ingredients there are in the uncle's noodles, and that bowl of noodles is full of love, which is particularly thick and grateful.

After eating the bowl of noodles, Yan Bin sent me home, and along the way, the car drove very slowly. Somehow, the atmosphere became entangled for a while, and on the way back, we stopped the car several times to kiss, and the kiss was open for a while, as if it was too thick to dissolve.

He asked me, "Why is it that all of a sudden the whole person is not so cold?"

I said, "Because I suddenly let go of two things that I couldn't let go, and many things that I couldn't see suddenly became open." ”

He said, "I've been waiting for the day when your heart will open and you will be able to open your heart to accept me." ”

I said, "I still have something on my mind." ”

"Don't rush, take your time, what we have is time," he said. ”

I smiled, offered to kiss him on the lips, and smiled childishly at him. He was surprised, pounced again, and began to kiss me passionately.

When I got home, I still had a smile on my face, Chen You leaned on the door of her room, and said to me, "Yo, with a spring on your face, what kind of happy event did you encounter?"

I said humbly: "No, it's just going back to H City, so I'm very happy." ”

She said, "Yes, you didn't say a word to us when you went back, why did you go back all of a sudden?" ”

I said, "Well, there's something urgent." ”

She said again: "Wang Ling is looking for you, saying that you don't reply to her messages." ”

I said, "Oh, I haven't been on it, I'll see." ”

I looked around, and I said, "Isn't Zhang Hui at home?"

She said disdainfully: "I was called away by Wu Tong, that woman, hey, I don't even bother to talk about her." You said just play, and you planted yourself in it, knowing that Wu Tong didn't care about her and was still on call, really. ”

I said, "Why do you say that? You haven't been in touch with Qian Li?"

She said with a big grin: "What is there to connect, but just to play together." He told me that I didn't go, and I knew he didn't like me. Question: Zhang Hui is planted now, do you know? Wu Tong called her and she went, she hated to marry and couldn't find someone like Wu Tong, and people made it clear that they would not marry her. ”

I didn't know that Chen You could see so openly, I was a little surprised. I said, "She probably really likes him, right?"

Chen You said: "Come on, where does she like him, she likes his money." You said that Wu Tong has no character, just a few stinky money. ”

I sighed, and I said, "She may have her own plans, maybe she's just playing, just like you." ”

She said, "No one has played with themselves." In our circle, women who dig out their feelings are stupid. I'll look down on her like this, don't make a whole child and have a miscarriage, then she will know it's wrong. ”

Although Chen You's words were very mean, I could hear that she was actually worried that Zhang Hui would not be able to get out of the way, and I said, "Youyou, how can you see so thoroughly?

When she saw me asking her, she simply came over and pulled me to sit on the sofa and talk together. She said: "Shu painting, the most stupid thing for a woman is to give her feelings, do you know? There are a total of seven beautiful girls in our class, two of them have been other people's second wives, although life is worry-free now, but emotionally there are a lot of traumas, and two of them are more smart and married to a rich businessman after graduation, and now life is very good, although the relationship is not satisfactory, but it is much stronger than the two second wives, and there is also a love to play and love to mess with men, but I live quite nourishing on my own, the other two, not to mention how miserable, one was dead for a gangster, and now several people are old and disabled, I heard that the gangsters don't want her, she can only go to shabu shabu, and another one was also married to an actor who was not angry for love, and was finally forced by her boyfriend to be the director's unspoken rules, and recently I heard that I went to be a lady in KTV. Shu Hua, you say, what's the use of feelings? Feelings can be eaten?"

Her indignant look made me speechless suddenly, and I took a sip of water, and I said, "But people still have emotional needs after all, don't you think?"

She said: "No, a wise woman must choose the right life, followed by the right feelings. ”

I agreed, and I said, "What about you, do you think you're right?"

She said: "I'm fooling around anyway, at least it's no problem to eat and drink by myself, and I can have the current life with the blessing of Tuo Yanbin, so I'm grateful to him." I'll talk about it later, it's a big deal not to get married for the rest of my life, I support myself, it's not easy to solve my physical needs, why let myself suffer in marriage. ”