The cold ground was beaten by my hands, and my body was drenched in sweat, as if I hadn't dried it in a shower, and there was no sound in my ears.

I don't understand, I don't understand, I told the doctor to keep the baby, why?

"Why......" I roared, my hair hanging down to my cheeks, and I kept banging my head on the ground, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......"

I don't remember exactly how many 'I'm sorry' I said, but it wasn't enough to ease the pain in my heart.

Shen Nao pulled my body and put his hand in front of my forehead, the sunlight fell into his eyes, and the panic and apology in his eyes were extremely obvious.

Tired, I stumbled numbly, ignoring the pain in my upper and lower body and body, my eyes wandered scattered, and I walked out with messy steps: "I'm going to see the child...... Kid ......"

The moment my hand was about to touch the door, Shen Nao hugged me from behind, swiped his fingers, and kept repeating a sentence, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Lily, I'm too late......"

I want to say, it doesn't matter.

…… Does it really matter?

I can't say anything.

My baby is gone......

Always, I don't believe ......

Don't believe it......

The intensity of the struggle became greater and more restless, Shen Nao couldn't control me, rang the alarm bell, and a group of medical staff hurried in and worked together to get me to the hospital bed.

I didn't cooperate at all, tears flowed silently, and I used my 'remnant' limbs to hinder their rescue.

Shen Nao stood aside, anxious and exhausted: "Lili...... Don't do that, okay?"

I stared at me and didn't speak, my fingers curled up tightly, hard as steel, and my nails dug into my palms.

When the grief in my heart reaches the top, I can no longer control the cry in my heart, like a volcano erupting, swinging my limbs: "Why, why?" The expression is hideous to the extreme: "Why? Why don't you save the child?"

"Miss Lily, the baby passed away not long after he came out and put it in the premature incubator, we are sorry......"

I didn't listen to anything, I just knew that the child was gone, I didn't protect him, it was all my fault, it was mine...... It's my mother's fault......

My heart seemed to have fallen into the abyss, sinking all the way, boundless disappointment and loneliness wrapped around me, and there was nothing around me that could be grasped.

Tears accumulated into the cochlea, the cochlea was very cold, very cold, between breathing, I could hear the vibration of the eardrums, I wailed, my hands grabbed the sheets underneath, kept pulling, kept pulling.

"Why did you save me? Why? Give my child back...... Give my child back...... Give me back ......"

Several doctors restrained my limbs, and I kept resisting, and my lower body was bleeding constantly, and soon my hospital gown was soaked......

Later, the doctor couldn't control my fussy emotions and took a tube of tranquilizer............

I was still struggling, my fingers groped to the side, I didn't know what I caught, and I held it on my chest: "Don't touch me...... Don't touch, I want the child ......"

However, the threat did not work at all, and the hand was quickly broken, and the object that was clutched fell to the ground, shattering......

"Ah......h

As I screamed, the tranquilizer plunged into my neck, causing me to stop my noisy movements completely.

The tranquilizer made me sleep all night, and when I woke up, the sky was slightly white, but not very bright, my stiff fingers symbolically trembled a few times, and my throat let out a low, mournful sound.

A second later, a large, warm hand took my hand, it was very tight, and the broken hair in front of my forehead was carefully brushed away.

After I woke up completely, I realized that this was not a hospital, but an airplane warehouse.

"Lily......"

The warm voice made me shudder, but I didn't respond, closed my eyes, didn't make a sound, and turned my head.

"Baby ......"

I covered my ears, trembling, not wanting to hear anything, not wanting to see anything.

I don't know how long it took for the plane to land and I was pushed out of it by anchoring the surgery cart.

The tall figure next to me followed, and then I was wheeled into the RV and taken to the hospital.

In sight, Huo Jidu took off his coat, threw it aside, and walked to me without caring about anything: "I'm sorry............ Sorry......"

The signs of exhaustion under his eyes were particularly noticeable, with black halos at the ends of his eyes.

When he fixed the pillow for me, I closed my eyes and tugged at the corners of my lips: "The baby is gone...... Nothing left............ My kids ......"

Crying and crying choked on the breath.

Huo Jidu hurriedly stopped all his movements, fixed his hands on both sides of the hospital bed, lowered his head, and the tip of his nose pressed against mine: "You still have me, baby, it's all my fault...... It's because I didn't take care of you, and you didn't feel safe with me that I took the risk...... I'm sorry, it doesn't matter how you want to be angry with me, how much you want to hurt me, please don't hurt yourself, okay?"

I didn't answer his words, stared at him blankly, and kept repeating: "What are you bringing me to Chongqing? I want to see my child, I want to see my child, my child ......."

He took my hand up, put it to his lips and kissed it: "I'm sorry, the child was cremated......"

At that moment, the anger and excitement in my heart converged in one place, and I gave him a slap with all my strength, this slap was so heavy that the echo in the room was enough to shock any adult.

"...... Get lost...... Roll ......"

I yelled at him three times in a row: "What are you to dare to do this to my child...... Huo Jidu...... Roll ......"

I was like an angry lion, I didn't know how to put my hands and feet, my neck and head were shaking, and I was not stable at all.

Huo Jidu sparked my child and cremated him......

"You didn't like him, so you cremated him, didn't you...... Huo Jidu, you can do without me, really...... You can't touch my child, you can't, why do you want to cremate him? Why? Do you wish he died? If you die, you're not responsible? Huh?"

The sudden urge made my eyes very sore, and the pain from my cheeks to my lower body hit me, and I was about to die......

"Why didn't I die? Why can't I replace him? Why?"

Huo Jidu's eyes showed an extremely painful look, his thin lips opened, tightly imprisoned me, and the cold liquid quickly slid into my neck socket, and then flowed down the neck socket to my back, all the way down, very cold.

"I'm sorry...... I love you, I'm sorry...... It's all my fault......"

I didn't speak again.

I don't want to say it, and I don't have the strength.

Why is the world always unkind to me?

I don't have anything I want or cherish.

Why?

Thinking tied me like a rope, and I had nowhere to run, nowhere to breathe, my back to the bed, caressing my empty belly.

I really don't want to face the world anymore.

……

Half a month later, Huo Jidu took me back to the villa.

He took care of me very carefully, every day, wiped my cheeks, hugged me, and talked to me, but I didn't react at all.

Huo Jidu left that day, and the servant came in: "Miss Lili, Young Master Huo takes care of you every day, and he has hardly slept for half a month, several times, I saw him sit and fall asleep, and all the people who came to see you were rejected by him, and your mother was also rejected by him, and Admiral Nie, you are considerate and considerate of him...... Stop torturing him......"

Torture?

I'm silent.

The servant continued: "Some time ago, I was transferred to Beijing, and it was clear that Young Master Huo was leading during the live broadcast, but he ran away halfway and left the phone behind, and we couldn't find it at all...... Su Yinghe's person is too sinister, a video of him abusing a pregnant woman was circulated on the Internet before, and he was suppressed by the Su family's father and son, and the woman in the video also came out to clarify, saying that she was deliberately framed by someone and played immortal jumping ......"

The numb body became a little conscious because of the servant's words, and the woman in Su Yinghe's video was clearly me, where did the party come from to clarify?

I still haven't played them after all, I can't play them...... No......

His lips were dry, and Su Qin couldn't contact Huo Jidu that day because Huo Jidu had already given up......

How ironic!

The servant poured me a glass of water: "...... Miss Lily, not long after you returned to Australia, Madame often came, once, Madame and the young master quarreled, the young master said that he was going to give up the qualification to be transferred to Beijing through the nomination of officials, he said that he would be promoted to Beijing through the army, Madame made a lot of trouble, and asked if it was because of you...... Later, Miss Yan also came a few times, but Young Master Huo ignored her, although I don't know what happened to you, but don't torture you......"

Su Yinghe!

The two names kept colliding, corroding the whole head like sulfuric acid.

I smiled stiffly at the servant, "Can I go out for a walk?" ”

The servant was stunned, and then nodded violently, as if he didn't react: "Ao...... Profound...... Yes, I'll call the young master, he will be very happy if he knows what you are talking about......"

"Stop fighting... I'll just walk around the yard......"

The servant had a lot of doubts at first, but after my repeated persuasion, he accepted his concerns.

After the two of us went downstairs together, while she was not paying attention, we secretly took a fruit knife, quietly put it in our sleeves, and then walked into the yard.

The servant stood not far away, quietly watching me, and from time to time he would come closer to observe.

After about an hour, seeing that the time was almost up, I took the initiative to talk to her: "Sister-in-law, I want to drink juice, can I squeeze a cup of juice?" If you are not at ease, you can take out the juicer......

Sister-in-law Xiang still didn't react so quickly, and then walked into the house.

I took advantage of the opportunity to run to the garage and start the nearest Ferraris Cudrya Red.

I don't know how fast the car is going, and the scenery on both sides is not screaming at all, as if it has been marked with a mosaic.

Soon, the words National Defense University came into view, and I got out of the car and walked step by step to the Fang Guidance Office.

Director Fang was shocked to see me.

I pretended to be very natural: "Director Fang, long time no see...... Is Major General Su still in school now?"

"Ah, his class is not over yet, and now he has been promoted, and he will go to Beijing when it is over...... Lily, what are you doing here? I haven't seen you for almost half a year, where have you been?"

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