118: Lily is out of control
What is it? lovers? no, lovers? no score, dangerous relationships? there are some signs.
I couldn't think about it anymore, so I could just loosen my grip on his back and let him do whatever he wanted.
This depraved body seems to have escaped from my control.
I was paralyzed with a puddle of water, and was carried to the bed by him, still breathless, lying naked on the dark gray quilt, and Huo Jidu put it over with one hand, looking like he was nothing.
I was so tired that I didn't even feel enough to speak, and I made a hoarse voice: "Aren't you tired?"
Huo Jidu's eyes lit up, he looked at me with a smile, his heavy palm was withdrawn from my chest, and the temperature drifted away, he got up, put on his shirt, and looked at me calmly, "Bet one?"
"Bet on what?"
"Bet-" His eyes deepened and deepened, like dark night, making people unable to touch the edges, he said, "Bet that I will fall in love with you or abandon you after playing!"
A voice in my heart told me: This man is a bastard.
He smirked, he was graceful, the shadow he cast hung over me like an angel, but none of it could cover his vicious heart.
It dawned on me that I shouldn't be so confident that I could keep this love through to the end as long as I worked hard.
I don't know this man, he's too ruthless.
But at this point, even if it's wrong, I want to continue to be wrong.
No matter how outrageous the mistake is, I thought to myself, Huo Ji doesn't want me anymore, and I don't want to follow other men in this life, isn't it stupid? Whose youth is not restless? Whose youth is not confused?
I supported my body, tried to get up, walked towards Huo Jidu one by one, took the initiative to light the fire, and casually hugged his waist.
"I choose the abyss, Huo Jidu-"
I choose the abyss!
I closed my eyes, as if I could see the bleakness of the future, but what did it matter? My pride, my reserve, had long since been put aside, and I had to give myself an explanation from the bottom of my heart.
What's more, all I can have is this man, and my body only feels for him.
It's another crazy entanglement, we're both crazy, I'm crazy, I didn't expect Huo Jidu to follow crazy, his every move is stimulating me, making me collapse, tremble, and scream.
It's a perverted scene, an unbearable mix.
So much so that I woke up the next day and couldn't move.
When Huo Jidu pushed the door in, my eyes were wide open.
He was already dressed, the cuffs of his close-fitting gray shirt rolled up to reveal the muscles of his strong forearms, and I noticed a red rope on his wrist that was running through the radius on the outside of his wrist.
Later, I kept asking what the red rope meant, but he didn't tell me, until one day, a friend of his said to meβ
However, at that time, I had already left Huo Jidu, the world was unpredictable, everything was fate.
Huo Jidu was holding a white bottle in his hand, and he didn't know what it contained.
He walked over, his fingers rubbing his fingers on my lips, cold and cold, with a faint aura that belonged to him, and I was suddenly fascinated and smirked, "You're too dangerous." β
Huo Jidu didn't respond to me, didn't hurry up, opened the bottle casually, poked his fingertips in, took out a little ointment, and wiped it along my place.
The complicated gaze in his dark eyes fell on me, I couldn't help trembling, and grabbed his hand: "Jidu, I choose the abyss." β
He grabbed mine with his backhand: "I know. β
The fingers gently rubbed the piece, smearing the medicine evenly, and the eyes were filled with an incomprehensible coldness and indifference, which contrasted sharply with the smile on the corner of the mouth.
I stared at him, and suddenly I didn't have a word to answer. I can't help but think that I don't know him at all, really, not at all, I can't figure it out at all.
I don't know what kind of medicine Huo Jidu smeared on me, it was particularly effective, and after about two or three days, I didn't have any pain in my body.
So, I couldn't wait to know the truth of the matter and wanted to make an appointment with Shen Nao.
On the afternoon when Huo Jidu was out on business, I asked Shen Nao to meet at a Hong Kong restaurant.
By the time I got there, Shen Nao had already arrived and ordered me a tomato, chili mussel and toast.
I haven't seen it for a few days, Shen Nao's chin has grown green stubble, a little haggard, but his figure is still burly and straight, exuding an irresistible aura.
"Lily, are you ready to go home?" he said in a calm tone, but calm and powerful, penetrating.
I sat silently, my head lowered, and when I raised my head, a pair of eyes dodged: "Shen Nao, I don't want to go back, I want to stay by Huo Jidu's side - are you Huo Jidu's third uncle?"
Shen Nao's dark eyes stared at me: "You slept with him?"
I wrenched my hands: "Yes." β
"Where's his bed photo? You promised me his bed photo?" I was silent, and Shen Nao said sarcastically: "Or do you say that Huo Jidu is doing a good job, and you don't have the strength to squeeze it?"
I give up refuting Shen Nao, because this is also true.
only replied lightly: "This is the matter between me and Huo Jidu-"
"Between you and Huo Jidu? You seduced Huo Jidu, isn't it just to treat 'frigidity'? Is there still love, Lily, you said that you don't love Huo Jidu at all, it's purely physical. β
I was trembling with anger, but I had to figure out the facts, so I couldn't act rashly, not to mention that I couldn't do anything on Huo Jidu's side.
I had to follow Shen Nao and say: "Yes, I really don't love Huo Jidu, it's just physical." Shen Nao, since you asked me to treat 'frigidity' by seducing men, you should know that it is inevitable that something out of control will happen, not to mention that I only have feelings for Huo Jidu's body. β
Shen Nao looked at me playfully, put away the angry eyes just now, and smiled very gloomily.
"Lily, you've learned to lieβ"
At that moment, a pair of hands propped up on the table. When did she come over, I don't know, but when I saw her face, I was completely stunned, how could Yan Miaoling come over?
What surprised me even more was that Shen Nao handed her something similar to a voice recorder.
I was full of cleverness, and grabbed Yan Miaoling's hand and didn't let go: "Shen Nao, what did you give her?"
Yan Miaoling shook my hand so lightly and shook my hand away: "You are too young, Lily, life is a battlefield, and there is a ...... outside the sky."
She laughed, so wantonly, so disdainfully.
"It doesn't hurt to let you know. β
Then, she turned on the recorder and listened to the conversation between me and Shen Nao slowly broadcasting inside.
"This is a matter between me and Huo Jiduβ"
"Between you and Huo Jidu? Didn't you seduce Huo Jidu just to treat 'frigidity'? Is there still love, Lily, you said that you don't love Huo Jidu at all, it's purely physical. β
"Yes, I really don't love Huo Jidu, it's just physical, Shen Nao, since you asked me to treat 'frigidity' by seducing men, it should be clear that something out of control is inevitable, not to mention that I only feel Huo Jidu's body. β
After listening to it, there was a roar in my head, Shen Nao is not such a person, how could he put me together?
How could it be?
Why did he give this thing to Yan Miaoling? What did Yan Miaoling want to do?
All kinds of speculation left me with no master.