Chapter 5: The Vanishing Self and the Unrecoverable Past

I know of a small number of humans, in the early days of biotechnology, who were forced to experiment with the original breed of beast modified by human genes in an attempt to enhance their flesh and fight against the invasion of national borders. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Our Empress, Clark, has been transformed...... The few people did not accept her as a half-human, half-beast...... does not accept the mainstream ideas she promotes...... That will leave that at that.

Empress Clarke's half-human, half-beast has barely changed in appearance.

I'm like a butterfly feathering "completely perverted", and I'm no longer "like myself".

Why!

The seams in the railing of the window cut the moonlight into strips of light and sprinkled it on the ground made of stones.

In the dimly lit cell, I lay alone in a hay-covered corner, whimpering and crying like a (indeed a mother).

After all, it was too cruel for a seventeen-year-old boy with an immature mind to suddenly accept the fact that he had changed his gender.

I got up and faced the moonlit drinking fountain by the plastic basin again, and double-checked my anomaly.

In addition to the perversion of gender, the great change in appearance also made me unbelievable. If I hadn't experienced it myself, I wouldn't have believed that the young face I was about 12 years old now was me.

If judged from the perspective of a bystander, it may be a cute baby who is endearing. It's just a pity that I don't think that way at all, and I don't feel glad. The reason is not only that I don't have "that delusion", because to admit that it is my new body is like denying myself who has lived for more than ten years. If the face in front of me is no longer the face of a stranger, it means that I am a different existence.

The girl in the pool had beautiful hair that looked silver in the moonlight. A small round face, pink lips, and a thin and weak short body.

Also, there are parts of ...... that are not human.

The pair of big round eyes imprinted into the pool shimmered bright blood red like beasts in the dark.

Moreover, in the slightly open thin slit of the lips, the upper jaw could be seen with a pair of sharp and slender canine teeth like that of a wild beast.

Everything carved into those eyes represents others.

I don't admit it belongs to me.

However, whether I like it or not, in the eyes of the white-robed man, I am not a human girl but a primate-like beast.

It's just a monster that looks like a man.

The white-robed man named Buzz, if he is the truth, can speculate that something happened to the Xuedinger mansion, but the details are unknown. Moreover, it was not announced that Naig Schödinger was at the mansion of the incident.

However, in my final impression, it was ...... who broke into my room.

- The original beast. The breed has not been improved, making it very difficult to tame monsters with wild beastliness.

The bad premonition suddenly flashed by, and Neri was already .......

The fear and trembling that I felt when I was buried in the depths of my childhood and wandered the streets with my sister alone revived in my heart again.

I immediately rejected the idea, but another feeling of longing came over me.

…… I really want to go back to the study and chat with Nari while drinking the black tea she brewed herself.

This time, I would like to listen to you.