Thirty, thirty, thirty.

It's a simple number, but Chen Zhi is not yet twenty-two or thirty years old, and that is eight years later. How long is eight years, we not only have to go through the so-called seven-year itch together, but also have to turn around one more corner.

I looked at Chen Shi and felt apprehensive, but I could only nod.

Eight years, I can still afford it, and eight years later, I will be twenty-eight years old.

People in love are hot-headed, and I think Chen Shi and I are in love at this time, so I think we can handle those twists and turns in the future.

Thinking about it like this, even I believed it, and my blood boiled with faith.

Chen Zhi was injured more deeply this time, and the doctor also prescribed a bunch of medicines and liquids, one bottle for another, and it was dark after all the infusions, and he still had a little fever in the afternoon, which may have something to do with being too busy and tired recently, and the doctor said that he was not in good health for a few days after taking care of it. Anyway, after this toss, we got out of the hospital in the middle of the night.

Si Chen stayed with us for a while in the afternoon and left, and Xu Nia just came over to take a look.

There are only two of us left at this time, although Chen Zhi's fever has subsided, but he still looks a little weak, I really don't know how to place him.

When I took a taxi, I told the driver the address of the three-bedroom apartment they rented, and Chen Shi said to the driver, "Master won't go there." ”

Then he told him the address of the practice room, and I asked him why he wasn't going back.

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Chen Zhi then told me that they had already quit the shared house, Si Chen and Chen Xiang moved out, leaving him and Xu Nia alone, and the rent was not unaffordable, but he felt that there was no need to waste it so much, so he moved to the practice room.

Before, Chen Shi was still a healthy young man, and it was okay to suffer a little, but after tossing and turning in the past few months, he has lost weight and lost his shape, and he has to go to live in a cold and damp practice room, no wonder his health has become so bad.

I looked at Chen Shi distressedly, feeling that I said that I liked him, but in fact I had never done anything for him.

The driver urged again, and I asked him to drive the car to the apartment by the Haihe River, Chen Shi looked at me, and I said, "Why don't we live together?"

Then the two of them smirked at each other.

Living together is not a particularly big deal, but Chen Shi's current injury is a bit troublesome.

When I got home, I cooked porridge for him, then helped him take a bath, and then took medicine.

The bed is so narrow, Chen Shi now has injuries on his hands, we can't sleep together, I let him sleep on the bed, I sleep on the sofa first these days, Chen Shi refused at first, and finally agreed.

The problem now is to get the injury on his hand to heal quickly.

While sleeping, Chen Shi still freed up an uninjured hand to come to the side of the sofa and pull one of my hands. Being so concerned about someone I like makes me feel very down-to-earth.

The next morning, Chen Shi accompanied me back to the dormitory to pack my luggage.

School is about to start in the past two days, and the people in the dormitory are relatively uniform, including the two who used to talk behind my back, and seeing Chen Shi can be regarded as being able to shut their mouths. Looking horizontally and vertically, he is a boy in his early twenties, and he definitely doesn't look like a married man.

In fact, they saw it when Chen Shi went to the dormitory to look for me last time, but it was not as direct as this time, Chen Shi generously put his arm around my shoulders and went in, and said that he would take care of our family in the school in the future.

Hee-hee, I'm from Chen's family, and it's so fun to hear.

It was probably the best time for both of us in months.

But there are still bad things, Chen Shi was injured for the second time, and the band's affairs have to be delayed for a while, originally they just came back from Guangzhou should be the best time to talk to the company about the next step of development, the record company said that they will arrange some small commercial performances for them first, and there is also to give some seniors to accompany the concert to brush up the sense of existence, and follow the announcement to be familiar, but now it is not good.

There's no way, it's going to be stranded for a while.

When he heard the news, Chen Shi was quite disappointed.

Now that he has graduated, he can't report to school every day if he doesn't have a job, so he can only stay at home all day when he is free. I was very busy in the new semester, I had to take over the work of the Japanese class in the summer, I had to go to the convenience store for a few days a week, and the most important thing was my studies, I had to go on an exchange student, so I had to finish the year in the first semester of my junior year.

I also explained to Chen Shi about going to be an exchange student, and he was still stunned at first, after all, we just decided to be together and have to face a year's separation in the near future, which is a kind of regret.

But Chen Shi still supported my decision, just like he himself has been working hard for his dreams, and he felt that it was impossible for me to attach my whole life to him.

Even the current Chen Shi is confused about his future, and it is impossible for him to take me to gamble with him.

And he also said that if it weren't for this hand injury, SLAM would have to go to Beijing in half a year, and the record company would be in Beijing, where there are more opportunities than ours, even if I don't study abroad, I will have to face a life of less gathering and more separation in the next year or even two years.

After saying this, we looked at each other silently for a few seconds, and then tacitly devoted ourselves to our respective busyness.

Chen Shi hummed the tune and wrote the song.

I practiced listening with my headphones plugged in.

A lot of times he called me a few times, trying to sing the new song to me, and when I didn't react, he turned his head with a dry smile, and I took off my headphones to ask him what was wrong.

He shook his head and said it was fine.

Then I plugged in my headphones and continued to practice listening.

Chen Zhi hummed the tune and continued to write songs.

The only communication is only when we eat together, and when I help him take a bath, now that I have no physical problems, I will be distracted when I wash and wash, and then Chen Zhi looks at me, I will be embarrassed.

Turn off the light and roll the sheets, rolling is not fun, on the one hand, I have never found any feeling, that is, I have been suppressing myself to try to cooperate with him, Chen Shi wants me to relax, I can't do it. I would worry about his injury, and often suddenly grabbed his arm when he was most engaged, and asked nervously, did I touch your hand just now?

Chen Shi smiled and shook his head, then turned over and lay down and then hugged me into his arms, "Go to sleep." ”

Sleep, sleep, after two or three times, Chen Shi said that it was no problem for him to take a bath.

So I continued to review my homework.

A week later, I accompanied him to the hospital to have his stitches removed, which was the first time I saw his wounds. I'm not a particularly timid person, but I belong to the kind of person who has been dizzy since I was a child, and I feel that my body hurts when I see other people's injections and infusions, so I don't dare to look at Chen Zhi's stitches, even outside the operating room.

The nurse said that my girlfriend was too irresponsible, so I gritted my teeth and accompanied him in this time when the stitches were removed, but instead I wanted Chen Zhi to comfort me.

At first, I took the initiative to hold his hand, but I was a little trembling, these are not obvious in normal death, but the doctor noticed it and said two words to me, Chen Shi immediately turned his face sideways and smiled at me, "Don't be afraid." ”

Once again, I felt ashamed of my powerlessness.

Chen Shi's wound this time was really deep, and the doctor still instructed a lot of things after removing the stitches and changing the dressing, and the most important thing was that it was impossible for his hands to be as flexible as before in a short period of time.

In other words, it is more difficult to play the guitar. It's not impossible, but if you practice forcibly, this injury will affect your whole life, and even if you play it, you can't play it well.

It's okay for ordinary people to get hurt this time, but the people they use musical instruments, their fingers are all very meticulous movements, and if they don't recuperate well, they are not much different from being wasted.

When he came out of the hospital, Chen Shi was silent, and I knew that he was unhappy. It's different from the kind of unhappiness we used to have when we quarreled, and it's the kind I can't comfort.

In the evening, we asked Xu Nia to have dinner together, this is the first time the five of us have gotten together in these days, in the hottest time of summer, Xu Nia drove the family car to take us to the river BBQ, Chen Zhi had an injury on his hand, I always paid attention to let him not do it, but in this way he was not very happy, he didn't say anything, but kept his head stuffy.

Chen Shi wanted to drink, but I remembered the doctor's instructions and insisted that he not get a drop, so he didn't speak. Chen Zhi is a person who is occasionally bored, and he doesn't make a lot of noise when he is unhappy, just to find a corner to nest alone and stay out of the bustle.

It's just such a lonely figure, I can't be happy when I see it in my eyes.

Later, Chen Zhi smoked cigarettes and threw cigarette butts on the ground. When the last one was reached, he touched it with his fingers.

In fact, it's really not an act of self-harm, it's just that people will always unconsciously do something extreme when they are in a trance, or want to sober themselves up, or just want to confirm their existence.

So I didn't care when Chen Shi was smoking, but I couldn't stand the action of him touching the cigarette butt with his fingers.

I went over to stop him, and then Chen Shi looked at me, also stunned, he shook his head and said sorry, he didn't even know what was going on just now.

A few of us discussed, and recently let Chen Shi have a good rest, don't mention any signing or debut, as long as the person is good, there will be many opportunities in the future.

Chen Zhi himself can see these thoroughly, but there will always be more obstacles in the hearts of the parties, such as what if that hand really doesn't get better? Another example is that he is not alone now, he doesn't want to drag me down.

Chen Shi said that he didn't particularly like music since he was a child, and only in high school did he learn guitar with someone with a playful mentality, and later went to take the joint entrance examination to learn to sing temporarily, so he was only admitted to an ordinary school.

But in recent years, he has really lost his heart to the band.

Singing, band, these two things can be regarded as a summary of his entire youth, and now that he has become an adult and entered society, it seems that these are the only two things that can be used as skills.

But we all remember that Chen Shi was a self-confident person who was a little dragged.

After a few more days, Chen Shi's injury gradually recovered, he was able to touch the water, and it was not a problem to use chopsticks and pens, he tried to play the guitar, but when he pressed the strings, he still had some difficulty, and his movements could not be particularly fast.

But we understand that this is a good sign, and his hand will be better sooner or later.

One day in September, another incident happened, Chen Shi's mother was about to give birth.

For the unborn brother, Chen Zhi said that he had no feelings, but when he received a call from his stepfather, his face turned white all of a sudden.

Chen Zhi's mother is in her forties, although she looks young with good care, she is always an advanced maternal age, and the situation is not particularly good when she is about to give birth in the past few days, and she has been hospitalized for a week.

The stepfather didn't mention what his mother said, probably because his mother didn't mention Chen Zhi either, but he still hoped that Chen Zhi could go over and take a look.

Chen Shi hesitated, not because he didn't want to go like that, but because he was so badly injured last time, his mother just came to Xingshi to ask about the guilt and didn't come close to see him. But despite that, Chen Shi was still worried about his mother.

Now, he needs one or two people to persuade him, give him a step, and it is also a reason, and then he is passive on the surface, but in fact, he is not like that at all in his heart.

So I persuaded Chen Zhi, at first he refused directly, and when I said less than ten minutes, he looked at the time and hurriedly went out with me.

At that time, the Beijing-Tianjin intercity had not yet opened, and we were going to Beijing to drive the fastest, but there was no car, so Chen Shi gritted his teeth and decided to take a taxi.

It's nearly two hours away by taxi.

On the way, Chen Shi asked me about my family. When he was in the nursing home, he knew that my mother was also single, and Chen Shi asked me what my impression of my father was.

I shook my head, "I can't remember, but when I can remember, when I was very young, he would put me on his shoulder and go to the water park, then to the zoo." But I can't feel that he hurts me or not, it's too small, for those. ”

Chen Shi asked, "What about later?"

Later, he went into business, and he started doing it here, and when he got bigger, he went to Guangzhou. Didn't all the people who went to the sea run there in those two years? Saying that, I looked at Chen Shi, "Actually, I was very unhappy when you went to Guangzhou before, I will think of my father, I am afraid that you will not come back if you go there." ”

I really don't have a good impression of that place in Guangzhou.

Chen Shi smiled and patted my head, "No." ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. ”

Chen Shi also asked me if I would be unhappy when I mentioned my dad, and I said no. Although I didn't understand it when I was a child, I understood it when I grew up, but my dad still loved me.

That's what my mom mentioned to me a few years ago, I lived with my grandma for a long time since I was a child, and my grandma was a patriarchal old lady, but she was very good to me.

I have toys that other children don't have, and when I go to the mall, I always point to something and the old lady goes directly to the checkout, and I also change this dish for me to eat. Later, my parents divorced, but my grandmother was still very kind to me.

It wasn't until I grew up that my mom told me that my mom was actually good to me because of my dad.

The old lady likes to play cards, and often loses money a week is a month's salary for ordinary people, and in those years my dad had money in business, so he often stuffed her with money, but there was only one requirement, that is, to let her be good to me.

On the surface, my dad really didn't particularly spoil me or hurt me, but he loved me in a different way. But after all, it is also true that he chose to give up our family, so I can neither love him nor hold a grudge.

All these years, I just feel sorry for my mother.

Chen Shi comforted me, "We won't be like that. ”

I believe in him.

Later, when I arrived at the hospital, there were a lot of people in the big hospitals in Beijing, and Chen Shi couldn't wait to climb the stairs directly, and I also followed behind, very worried about his hands.

He said he didn't care before, but he remembered the hospital and ward numbers very clearly.

When we arrived at the ward, there was no one at all, and the nurse told us that Chen Zhi's mother was still in the operating room, and the situation was indeed not optimistic.

The two of us hurried to the operating room.

The young stepfather was in the delivery room, but he was young after all, and he couldn't make up his mind when he encountered things, and he was not even as good as Chen Shi in this regard.

Chen Shi is actually very decisive in major matters, and at this time he is worried but still keeps calm. When we arrived outside the delivery room, we learned that Chen Zhi's mother was going to give birth naturally, of course, the two of us couldn't particularly understand these things, but we all knew that natural birth was very dangerous, especially for elderly women.

Chen Shi's stepfather also came out, and he was indeed a young man, who was not a few years older than any of us.

He said that the smooth birth was insisted on by Chen Zhi's mother and did not want to leave scars on his body.

So Chen Shi hurriedly went up and grabbed him by the collar, "She's crazy, are you crazy with her? This is a bad death, do you understand! I'll tell you that if something happens to my mother, don't think about it!"

Chen Shi wanted to hit someone with that injured hand, so I went over and hugged him.

I said Chen Zhi, don't worry first, let your mother give birth to the child smoothly first.

Chen Shi put down his hand and went to the doctor again, he took all the responsibility on himself, and signed the consent form for the operation without any hesitation.

The next hour was the hardest for us, Chen Zhi was bleeding heavily, with a special blood type, Chen Zhi followed the nurse to draw blood, and he drew it twice in a row, his little face was not like words, I looked so distressed. I think I can do it for him.

But I couldn't replace him, so I worried with him and told him that he must be fine.

Finally pushed out of the delivery room.

Mother and son are safe, Chen Zhi dragged his weak body with me to see his brother, a very small baby, not very cute, and crying non-stop.

Chen Zhi touched his little hand with a finger, he stopped crying, and opened his eyes, his expression was wrinkled, probably laughing, and the smile was not very obvious.

Chen Shi also smiled, his smile was very shallow, "Will our children be so ugly in the future?"

"Are you so sure I'm going to give you a baby?"

"Who don't give it to me? Last time I thought, if you want, we'll get married and have a baby. ”

The future chosen by Chen Shi is destined to have involuntary times for love and marriage, but after being with me, he also thought about it a lot, and this injury, he thought about it a lot, sometimes life may not have only one direction, if we really have a little child between us, then our thoughts will change.

In other words, a child may well be the catalyst between us, and all our anxiety and hesitation about the future can be eliminated.

He believes that the future will definitely be good.

We went to see his mother again, Chen Zhi went to check with the doctor about the situation, just waited outside for her anesthetic to pass, and when she woke up, Chen Zhi stood up, I thought he wanted to go in and say a few words, but Chen Zhi said to me, "Let's go." ”

Let's go, let's go.

Chen Shi is also love***, but this may be the only way to express it.

When we went back to Tianjin, we took the train, and the stepfather wanted to give Chen Shi some money, but he refused, and told him not to tell his mother about going to the hospital.

On the train, Chen Shi asked me again if I felt wronged to be with him?

I said of course not, and quietly pointed to a few girls nearby to show him, and I whispered in his ear, "Do you know that many people look at you every time I go out with you, and I only have this thing to worry about when I am with you." ”

Chen Shi smiled and scratched my nose.

After returning to Tianjin, our life was calm for a while, the band still did not receive a formal job, Xu Nia was called by Xu Yi to Beijing to study with him, and Si Chen found a piano class as a teacher.

Chen Shi felt that it was not possible to stay at home all the time, and he also tried to find some guitar teaching work. However, he is arrogant, and most of those teenage boys go to learn guitar with a playful mentality, and even use it to fool little girls.

Chen Shi couldn't stand it, and he didn't want to teach them, after all, the age difference was not particularly big, and when it was serious, he would quarrel with the students, and as a result, he was dismissed from the studio.

In confusion, Chen Zhi will waver in his long-standing beliefs, and once shaken, the whole person will easily collapse.

And I was still busy in those days, so what happened to Chen Shi, in fact, I also knew it completely.

In those days, he often smoked, and the cheaper the cigarette, the worse it was for his health, Chen Shi didn't have much money in his hands now, and he bought the cheapest ones. Choking's eyes were red.

But he went to smoke behind my back, so I didn't know about his condition and couldn't care about him in time.

At night, he would sleep with me in his arms, sometimes pressing on me, calling my name in a hoarse voice, over and over again.

"West, West, West......"

His voice was very good at this time, but I was very tired, and I could only sleep four or five hours a day in class and part-time work. I would squint at him, and then watch and watch and fall asleep again before I knew it.

Chen Shi stopped calling me, just hugged me honestly.

We lived together, and we lived together, but after living together, we really didn't roll over the sheets. I would think about how Chen Shi recovered from his injuries and whether he ate on time every day, but I always ignored the physical needs of a boy in his early twenties.

In the long run, he will not take the initiative again.

But my feeling is that Chen Shi doesn't love me so much, and when he faces difficulties in life, our relationship also goes through painful and inevitable run-in.

SLAM was offered a job again at the end of September, a few days after the opening of a club in Beijing, and the company arranged for some people to perform, and SLAM was on the list.

Although Chen Shi's hand has not fully recovered, it is no problem to sing.

I also took leave to accompany them to Beijing, but in Beijing, I met Xu Yi again.

At that time, SLAM was preparing in the background, and the people in the company said that I could also follow along, so I stayed with Chen Zhi. Then Xu Yi pushed the door and came in.

After leaving the hotel last time, Xu Yi and I haven't seen each other for more than a month, after all, we weren't very familiar with each other before, and when we meet again, I only feel strange to him.

After Xu Yi said hello to the other staff, he came directly to our side, to be exact, directly in front of me.

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

Xu Yi called me, and on the day Chen Zhi was injured and was instilled in the hospital, I didn't answer and pressed it directly. Then he got older again, and I deleted his number as well.

I thought that people like Xu Yi and I would probably never cross paths again in the future, but a month later, he came to me again.

Xu Yi's questioning made me feel very weak.

He chuckled, "It's nothing, it's just that the photo from last time was washed and I want to give it to you." ”

Xu Yi did take an envelope in his hand. I remembered that the photo was taken on the beach last time, and I was afraid that Chen Zhi would misunderstand, so I refused before Xu Yi handed the photo to me.

I said, "No. ”

"No, I don't. ”

"Well, you can just throw it away. ”

Xu Yi didn't say anything, pushed the door and left, of course he couldn't say anything more, otherwise he wouldn't be Xu Yi.

Chen Zhi was still drying his hair just now, and when I went back, he asked me, "What picture did he say?"

I said, "Nothing, it's just from the last game show." I didn't think it was necessary, so I told him no. ”

"Hmm. ”

Chen Zhihu looked at me suspiciously, but he didn't ask anything.

Of course, it will definitely not be a particularly big coffee with us in a dressing room, so after Xu Yi appeared, several little singers who I looked a little familiar and couldn't name came over to chat with us.

The meaning is very simple, they know that a few of us know Xu Yi, so they also came over to contact the relationship.

But Chen Shi has never had a good impression of Xu Yi, he said, "We didn't know him well, we just met by chance." ”

Then one person was not happy, and the man was still very loud, "What are you pretending? Who doesn't know that you just came in through the back door of Xu Yi." ”

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