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by Chen Shi

Later, Langlang asked me why I broke up with Xiangxi.

I answered him with the simplest and most vulgar reason, many couples choose the latter between a long-distance relationship and a breakup.

Is it selfish? Probably.

Maybe this is the change of people, a few years ago I did dare to swear that I can love Xiangxi for the rest of my life, and now I understand why some people say that the only thing that can represent a promise is that the moment of making a promise does want to live forever.

The day she left, I also went to the airport and sat where she had sit, and it would be better to consider whether or not to leave her at once.

Forget it.

Xiangxi and I, we have passed the most vigorous age of believing in love, rather than taking another risk to look forward to, it is better to be okay earlier, if there are other people around her, I don't know if I can be generously blessed. If I can meet her again in the future and come back to me, I also believe that it is fate.

In the days that followed, I also cared for Xiangxi in my own way, and as I thought, she was doing well in Japan, living in a small apartment near the river, and her work was going well.

Over the years, I thought I loved Xiangxi very much, but I didn't take her seriously, she was not just the little girl who would listen to me sing silly, she was much more capable than I thought, and I was still surprised when I saw her on TV.

Seriously, there have been too many girls around me, many of them are more beautiful than Xiangxi, and there are many who are smarter than her, but I can never forget the smile she had on TV that day, and her confident appearance was the best smile I have ever seen. This made me not regret my decision to let her go in the first place. I know she won't regret leaving.

Then I started planning my life and my future life.

I was very busy in those months, deliberately keeping myself busy, so busy that I ignored the fact that Xiangxi and I had broken up, releasing films, publicity, commercial performances, endorsements, and I didn't let myself take a day off for half a year.

At the end of the year, I went back to Beijing to attend a music festival and met Xu Yi in the lounge.

Some people are destined to be mortal enemies by nature, such as me and him. At first, the two of them ignore each other in the break room, but they can't stop Rarity's from scurrying around to talk to us.

Well, let's say, the words are not speculative, and we quarreled after a few words.

In fact, Xu Yi and I have to quarrel a few times every time we meet, and the content is similar. He said I was a hairy boy, and I said he was ruthless and unrighteous to disband the band in order to become famous. It's all old stuff, and we still don't like each other, and another reason is west.

After arguing until he had nothing to say, Xu Yi suddenly said in the mirror, "I'll go to Tokyo next month." ”

I glanced at him warily.

He smirked, "Go see the west, spend Valentine's Day together by the way, and then ......"

I guess he was deliberately provocative, and replied, "When you're older, you like to be amorous?"

"Whether it's self-inflicted affection or mutual liking, you and I both understand. ”

And then I started to do it, and he wasn't my match. Because I'm going to go on stage later, I gave him some face and fists fell on me, but I didn't know how to do it at all, maybe I didn't fight enough once in two years.

Xu Yi showed no mercy, and I suspect that if Rarity hadn't jumped between the two of us later, Xu Yi and I would have been separated that day. Later, when they were separated, Xu Yi pushed Rarity out, spat out half of the blood in his mouth, and said to me, "Do you know that you and Xiangxi had a child?"

I was stunned, then walked over and grabbed Xu Yi's collar, "You say it again?"

"She was pregnant when you threw her on the train four years ago, and then the baby died. ”

If it weren't for Xu Yi's words, I might not have known in my life that there was a child between me and Xiangxi, but I knew it too late.

Since it's late, I don't want to assume that if I had known long ago, I would have left her behind, or taken back the breakup. What has been said and done cannot be repeated.

But I also knew that I couldn't act like nothing had happened.

At that time, I was impulsive to go to Xiangxi, and even booked a plane ticket, and people arrived at the airport, but I had a headache from the morning that day, and I couldn't board the plane because of fever during quarantine.

Later, I was really sick for a long time, quite serious, the viral flu caused pneumonia, and the high fever did not go away for half a month, and I was groggy for those days, and there was no one around me to take care of me, or there was no one to accompany me.

When I'm sick, I think of Xiangxi, which may be shameless, but it's true that I only think about her at such times, and I think that she takes care of me every time, and that distressed appearance makes me feel very satisfied.

After three days in the hospital, I noticed some strange things, such as the quilt that I often kicked off would be flat and neat on my body the next morning, and the small vase next to the hospital bed would change flowers every day.

I asked the nurse who took care of me and she said she didn't do it.

So I began to suspect that there was another person taking care of me, but I was not in good spirits during those days, even if I felt that there was a person next to me at night, but my eyelids were too heavy to open.

She would come every day, almost after I fell asleep, and would do nothing, just sit quietly next to me all night, sometimes holding my hand and tidying it up again and again as I kicked off the quilt.

In the next few days, my fever was less severe, and after a night's sleep, I started to pretend to sleep at night, waiting for the man to come in.

I heard the door open, very small, and it was a few minutes before she came and sat down beside me, and I opened my eyes as she helped me cover the quilt, and finally saw her face by the light outside the window.

"How are you?"

Tang Si was also taken aback because of my sudden speech, she let go of her hand and took a few steps back, probably wanting to go out. I didn't speak, just turned my back to her.

After a few minutes there was still no sound of the door closing. She walked back again.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want you to know, I just wanted to take care of you. ”

After saying this, she left.

It's just that Tang Si will still appear in the next few days, and it turns out that she will come during the day, but she will only stand outside the door and take a look.

I lost my temper with Tang Si once and drove her away. People are like this, and my feelings for Tang Si were also real at the beginning, but after a long time, not to mention whether the feelings will disappear completely, that feeling of warmth has long been forgotten, and I can't even talk about pity.

As for Tang Si, she has always been that kind of soft character, and like her people, she always seems to need to be cared for. After she cried in front of me for so once, I couldn't give up again, so I had to wait for her to give up.

Half a month later, I was discharged from the hospital, and I went to Tokyo to find the matter of going west, but the matter was put on hold.

At first, I thought that it was nothing to be a day or two late, but it was late, and the mood of desperate to meet seemed to fade and became dispensable.

Then I started to wonder if I shouldn't bother anymore.

Maybe this is fate, since you let go in the first place, why regret it and embarrass again.

Tang Si went to work at the record company I have been working with, and we would occasionally meet because of work. After a long time, we will talk about it, I will give her the newly written song, and she will give me suggestions after analyzing it.

It's not for nothing that I liked Tang Si when I was a teenager, professionally she had better grades than me, and now that I think about it, her personality is also quite cute.

At least cuter than westward.

It was true that I liked a girl like Tang Si a long time ago, but unfortunately she changed too much later, and I never imagined that when she appeared in front of me again, it seemed that time had gone back ten years, and she had returned to her former self.

Tang Si and I became friends again, and the rest of the days were also plain and bland.

On Valentine's Day, I was recording a show on TV until late, and it was already eleven o'clock when it ended. When I walked to the underground parking lot, I saw a girl standing in front of the car and tinkering.

I didn't care, she turned around as she drove by.

It's Tang Si.

She was stunned for a moment, I stopped the car, opened the door and asked her, "What's wrong?"

Tang Si spread his hands, "I don't know what's going on." ”

She wiped her hand on her face, leaving five finger prints, and I couldn't help but laugh.

Tang Si glared at me, "What are you laughing at?"

"Hmm. I endured, "It's nothing, or I'll give it to you?"

"Okay. ”

Tang Si didn't be polite to me, and sat directly in the co-pilot. In a trance, I saw her smiling, as if she had gone back ten years.

After buckling her seatbelt, she took a motion sickness pill from the small drawer in front of the passenger seat.

"I didn't expect you to put motion sickness medicine. ”

I didn't answer, Tang Si smiled awkwardly and explained, "Don't think about it, I don't mean anything else." ”

"Alright, don't be so reserved with me. ”

Tang Si got motion sickness, so since I got my driver's license at the age of eighteen and bought a car, I habitually put a box of motion sickness medicine in the storage box of the co-driver.

Feelings may change, but human habits are hard to change.

Sending Tang Si home has to pass through a pedestrian street, and in the last hour of Valentine's Day, there are still many couples on the roadside. Of course, there are also many flower sellers.

These flowers are not sold, and the price is greatly discounted the next day.

When I stopped and waited for the red light, a child came up and knocked on my car window, "Brother, will you buy a flower for your girlfriend?"

I opened my mouth slightly, turned my face sideways and saw that Tang Si's face seemed to have a little expectation.

(Tomorrow's last chapter~~~Rest assured~~ The ending will be good-.) -Will be together~ Time relationship these two are written roughly, but it's not too important, right? I returned to China on the 10th, if you think it's too hasty, I will rewrite the two chapters after Chen Shi and Xiangxi are separated, but it is important to end first. Momoda)

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