After thinking about it and figuring it out, I stood up, and I didn't come to that set of false feelings with lingering affection, and said directly: "Mr. Li, if you don't talk about feelings, then everything is another matter." If you're going to make this a deal, you'll have to let me think about it. As a mother, it is impossible for me to give my children to others for no reason, let alone sell my own flesh and blood for money. So this matter, you and my husband have discussed it, the child is in my womb, it is my right to give birth or not, this matter has to be decided by me. ”

He was a little surprised by my calmness, and he looked at me in surprise, probably not knowing what to say for a moment. Maybe I've always been tender, so he thinks I'm a very good woman. I just stared at him coldly, and at that moment, I tore off all my masks, and that was the real me, a cold, temperatureless me, with an inexplicable hatred for the world.

He was probably a little stunned by my gaze, and he said, "Shu Hua, what you said makes sense." In this way, 300,000 yuan is considered the cost of you giving birth to a child for me, and I will give you an additional 500,000 yuan, which is counted as spiritual compensation for you to lose this child. ”

I bit my lip, and then said coldly: "How can 500,000 be enough, that is my own flesh and blood, and I will feel guilty about him for the rest of my life." 1 million, otherwise don't talk about it. ”

He sneered, and he said, "What a million! How dare you open your mouth! Don't you worry that I don't want this child, I'll go to other women for surrogacy?"

I laughed and I said, "I recorded all the conversations we just had." Not just now, but every date I used to have, I recorded. I can send it to your wife at any time and let her understand that you are not just looking for a surrogate woman, but have been in an underground relationship with this woman for three years!"

At that moment, I must have been particularly hideous in Li Jinnian's eyes. And my so-called feelings for him also disappeared in an instant with the transaction he spoke. As Li Jinnian said, feelings can't be eaten, since he wants to treat this as a transaction, so good, even if I lose, I have to get back a game!

He was very surprised, he said coldly: "I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, it turns out that you really have a purpose to approach me." Shu Hua, your acting skills are awesome! I almost believe in you! Okay, as long as the child is born with sound limbs, I will give you 1 million for boys and 600,000 for girls! This is already the bottom price! Although 1 million is nothing to me, I don't want to give any more for a woman like you!"

I was trembling all over, and when the words "unkind" came out of his mouth, I already understood that yesterday was gone. I gritted my teeth, spat out the word "good" heavily, and then slowly put on my clothes, and walked out of the room where we had been tryst for three years without looking back, looking at the three numbers "520" on the door, and instantly felt extremely ironic.

It turns out that the so-called feelings are just to find a reasonable reason for all the dirtiness, and this is true for me, and the same is true for Li Jinnian. From the aimless love acquaintance between us to the cold transaction across thousands of rivers and mountains, the changes in the world are often beyond the control of others, you can only adapt, powerless to change anything.

I still have to save my energy to go home and fight, and the Ruan Dazhi who is willing to give me up to other men makes me sick to the extreme. Still, it seems like I'm more disgusting than anyone else. I cheated first, I had selfish motives in my relationship for Li Jinnian, I used pregnancy as a bargaining chip in exchange for some meager wealth, and I was to blame for everything.

I suddenly thought of what my father said to me back then: one wrong step, one wrong step.

I was drenched in the rain, walking slowly and aimlessly on the road, how should I smooth out my crumbling life? How should I end my mistakes again and again?

To this day, there are words of suffering.