089 Overflowing with happiness
I instinctively feel that he is also from the bottom like me, but I usually look at his speech and demeanor, and there is no atmosphere of the bottom. I don't understand why he brought me to such a small place with his obscure past to eat noodles, and I don't understand what he meant. Because there are many, many restaurants around here.
I asked, "You came out to work at such a young age?"
He smiled, undeniable, but did not answer my words, as if blindly caught up in the memory, he said, "I have come to this place every year to eat noodles all these years. The owner here is like a family member of mine, and many times I want to sponsor him to open a bigger noodle restaurant. But he said that he didn't, he liked to be self-reliant and didn't want to accept anyone's help. Moreover, he feels that his current life is the best state, and there is no need to change it. ”
I also laughed, and I said, "It seems that this boss is a person who understands life very well." ”
He nodded, and he said, "Many ordinary people have great wisdom in life, but they can't express it. But in this reinforced concrete city, where many people live with masks, there is always a simple taste of happiness here. Every time I come back here, I feel that many times my busy life is spent doing useless work for money and fame, but most people, like me, can no longer live an ordinary life like them. This shop has the most original taste of life. ”
He said a lot today, and the truth was very profound, and I asked in amazement, "What happened today? ”
He glared at me, and he said, "You're so stupid anyway, you won't understand what you say, so I'm relieved to say it." ”
I was speechless: "What's the use of saying so much nonsense, one sentence is nothing more than frugality to luxury, from luxury to frugality." ”
He was stunned for a moment, then gave a thumbs up, and said, "Yes, you can summarize my words every time." ”
At this time, the boss came up with two bowls of noodles, and then said to me with a smile: "Beauty, you can bring me the girl for the first time." Uncle wants to ask you, what do you call it?"
Yan Bin smiled and said, "Uncle, are you worried about it again?"
The boss gently knocked his head with chopsticks, and the relationship between the two was really harmonious like a relative, and the boss said: "You stinky boy is not married yet, of course Uncle has to worry." ”
I smiled and said, "Uncle, my name is Shu Hua." You're mistaken, I'm just his subordinate. ”
Unexpectedly, the boss said slyly: "I didn't say you were his girlfriend, but everything is possible." Haha, I still know this kid. ”
I was instantly embarrassed, Yan Bin smiled at me wickedly, and then said, "My face is so thin, I blush when I say it." Eat it, the noodles cooked by Uncle are the best. ”
I picked up the chopsticks, gently picked up a piece of sausage roll on it, took a bite, and found that the taste was really good, it seemed to have been marinated for a long time, it was very flavorful and soft, and there was no trace of strange taste. I said, "Uncle, the large intestine noodles you burned are really amazing." ”
As soon as he heard me say this, he instantly burst out laughing, and he said, "If you like to eat, you will ask Xiao Binzi to bring you to eat often, and treat Uncle here as his home, you know, haha......"
The owner is really a heroic and cheerful person, he went downstairs to help us get several dishes, one by one asked me to taste, each of them was full of flavor, I was full of praise, he went downstairs satisfied.
Yan Bin said: "You have been boasting for so long, Uncle will be happy for several days." That's how he does business, and when he meets someone who is in love, he sends this and that. There are a lot of regular customers, and the business in the store is also very good. ”
I nodded, and I said, "You're right, he really knows how to live and laughs from the heart." ”
He feasted on several bites of noodles and said, "Don't dwell on your sorrow all the time, try to keep things simple." There's still a lot of fun in life, you know?"
He seemed to be able to see into my heart, but he never asked me what I had been through. But he clearly understood me in his words, and I was very surprised.
I said, "There are some thorns that grow on the tip of the heart, and I can't help but feel pain, and I don't dare not feel pain." ”
He smiled sneeringly and said, "I'll help you pull it out, and it won't hurt." ”
I glared at him, and I said, "Eat your noodles." ”
He asked me gently, "Is it delicious?" Eat it slowly, it's a little spicy, and then it's time to choke." ”
I looked up and met his eyes, which were unusually warm in the haze of water. It occurred to me that in this place, he seemed to have removed all his masks and all his armor. It's just that his gentleness is a little real?
I didn't dare to look at him anymore, and lowered my head to eat my own noodles. The noodles are all handmade by the owner, and they are very chewy to eat, and with the addition of rich seasonings and delicious broth, it is really enjoyable to eat, and you feel full of happiness when you eat it.
We all dried up the noodles in the bowl, and when we went down to settle the bill, the boss shirked and refused to accept the money, Yan Bin put a hundred yuan on the table very much, pulled me and ran wildly, the boss chased me out again, and forced me to stuff a bottle of filled olive vegetables, so he was willing to wave goodbye to us, and kept telling me to come often, as if we had become relatives.
When I got on the bus, I leaned back in my seat and didn't speak for a long time. As I passed the traffic light, he suddenly reached over and gently took my hand, and I turned my head to look at him, and he smiled softly at me. I tried to break free, but he held it tightly. So, I simply didn't break free, let him hold it, and felt this rare warmth.
He never let go, and drove the car with one hand, holding my hand all the time, driving very slowly, slowly, without speaking, without saying a word. The air is quiet and sweet and astringent. Everything, as if there is a smell of flowers.
He drove to a villa area, and I asked, "Where is this?"
He pointed to the villa in front of us and said, "This is for me and my future wife, but I haven't stayed there." Because when I can really afford a villa, there is no woman around me who is truly worthy of my love. ”
I smiled and I said, "Then why did you bring me here?"
He smiled slyly, then said, "Because I think you have a chance." ”
I looked at him and said sadly, "Leave the opportunity to someone else." ”
He sighed slightly, then turned around and drove the car out of the villa area. "Maybe, I won't live here for the rest of my life," he said. Because the heart is empty. ”
I was stunned, but I didn't know how to answer. Of the four women, with whom I had been the shortest time to meet, why did he say these seemingly heartfelt words to me in such a short period of time?
I found myself unable to trust him. Maybe his usual jumping style makes me not take it seriously. I'm already scarred and I don't want to be hurt anymore.
He drove out of the villa area again, and he said, "How about going for a walk by the river together?"
I looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and I subconsciously said, "Let's go another day, okay? It's getting late." ”
He always seemed reluctant to end the time he spent with me, but he never acted too rashly towards me. I don't know if he really has an inexplicable crush on me, or if it's just because of the terrible loneliness......
He sighed, then said, "Okay. Then come early tomorrow, and we'll have a morning meeting tomorrow. ”
I said, "Got it." ”
He stopped talking and drove to the vicinity of the dormitory. I got out of the car, he waved his hand, quickly started the engine, and quickly drove out of my sight.
I looked at the direction he disappeared, a little inexplicably lost, I don't know why, I always felt that there was a magnetic field in us that attracted each other, but neither of us could open our hearts to each other. I don't know him, and he doesn't know me. But sometimes, that magnetic field of attraction tells us that we are the same kind of people.
When I got home, the three of them were playing cards, and when they saw me coming back, Zhang Hui said, "It's so late to talk about business, how is the situation?"
I said, "It's all done by Manager Yan, and I'm just a little follower." ”
Chen You said disdainfully: "Without him, where can you do it." ”
I smiled and I said, "yes, I'm not experienced enough." ”
Wang Haoran saw that the atmosphere was wrong again, so he hurriedly asked me: "Have you had dinner?" ”
I said, "Thank you." You guys play cards, I'll take a shower and go to sleep. ”
I turned around and went into my bedroom, and I vaguely heard Chen You complaining: "I don't know what tricks she used, do you think Yan Bin is special to her?"
When I heard this, I stopped what I was doing and listened intently for a while. Zhang Hui said: "Not necessarily, it may be that her ability is not as good as ours, so Yan Bin should bring more." ”
Chen You said again: "Yes, looking at her stupid appearance, her voice is small, and she doesn't look like the kind of person who can socialize, except for her good face and figure, there is really nothing special about her." ”
Zhang Hui also said: "Who knows what Yan Bin thinks, when will you and I guess through his thoughts? But you, don't send it to the door automatically, he has no heart for us." Look at what you did, now Wang Ling doesn't talk to us anymore. ”
Chen You said indifferently: "I don't care, take what you need." Who called her Wang Ling so arrogant. However, Yan Bin is really hurtful, and every time I have to take the initiative for a long time, he is willing to give in......"
Wang Haoran hurriedly said: "Don't talk about it, let Shu Hua hear it." Everyone is a colleague, do you want to live together peacefully? ”
When I heard this, I smiled slightly, and began to go about my own business, and I stopped listening intently. However, from their small talk, I can understand two points, one is that Yan Bin does have something different from me to them, and the other is that Chen You took the initiative to send it to the door, and Yan Bin couldn't resist before he complied.