143: Nedrog's madness
The moment my words overflowed, Yan Jiaye's face was slightly sick, and Huo Jidu was not surprised.
The atmosphere was mired in a certain kind of embarrassment.
I think Huo Jidu at this time should be aware that I am not as kind and cheerful as I seem.
I don't know how long it took, the air was so hot that it was almost scorched, and Huo Jidu spoke: "Whether you want children or not, I will love you." β
I numbly leaned my head on Huo Jidu's arm and stared at the ground silently.
Because of the too weird atmosphere, Yan Jiaye found an excuse to leave in a hurry, leaving the space for me and Huo Jidu.
After being silent for a long time, I straightened up, sat beside Huo Jidu, and poured out the most fearful thoughts in my heart to him.
"Jidu, I don't know how to get along with people, I'm afraid I'm not a good mother......"
It's negative, as nasty as grease stains on clothes.
Huo Jidu didn't have the slightest disgust, and his broad palm used a little force along the edge of my cheek to break me towards him.
The moment my eyes met, I lowered my head and chose to escape.
Huo Jidu didn't continue to force me, but said softly and lightly: "Baby, take me to meet your mother." β
I buried my head low, low, like an ostrich in the sand, and whispered from my chest: "I'll call her later...... You should be disappointed, though, that she has very little time. β
When I said this, I was not in a good mood, with a decadence that was humbled to the dust.
The contrast between my mother's cold and Huo Jidu's heat is too obvious.
In my heart, even if my mother had a beautiful face, a glamorous dress, and a respectable profession, she would never be the object of my pride.
Thinking of the cold walls I faced every time I came home in the past, and the cowardice I felt when I was bullied, I suddenly threw my hand out of control.
In the next moment, I immediately realized that it was Huo Jidu who was standing opposite, and grabbed him in a hurry: "I'm sorry...... Jidu, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. β
I panicked and didn't know how to fix my gaze, circled around, got up from the couch, and turned around in a panic.
At the same time, Huo Jidu hugged my arm tightly from behind, and pressed my entire back into his thick and warm chest: "Baby, I'm by your side, don't be afraid ......"
I gasped for breath and listened to his powerful heartbeat, slowly stabilizing my emotions.
"Jidu...... You should realize that I am not a normal woman, I am too withdrawn...... You see, every now and then like a madman......"
I couldn't blurt out my grievances against my mother, and I didn't want to open up any images of the past.
Huo Jidu kept holding me, didn't move, and when I had no more waves, he led me back to the sofa.
"No matter what you've been through, you're where I belong and I'm where you belong...... I want to get to know you layer by layer, the secrets you have hidden, the darkness in your heart, I should bear it, baby, I will not leave you......"
Huo Jidu's words are just like his style of acting, once he exits, there will be no room for maneuver.
Later, he always promised today, no matter how complicated the environment is, he will give me the softest position around me.
I don't know if God likes to joke very much, but in the years that followed, no matter how deep our love was, there was always an insurmountable gap between them.
I didn't want to mention too much about my mother, and Huo Jidu didn't continue, especially respecting me, and only wrapped me in my bare chest when I fell asleep at night.
I curled up in his arms, my eyes staring straight at his strong muscles, and my nails digging at his arms: "Huo Jidu, will we love each other for the rest of our lives?"
"No, one day I'm gone, you have to live well, if you're gone, I'll be gone. β
This sentence poked into my heart, and my tears poured out, and I got closer to him: "I don't want you to be like this, if you really can't be together in the future, I don't regret it, I love you, and I ...... Jidu"
Huo Jidu passed under my waist with one hand, sucked me into his arms, and pressed my legs with both legs, so that I couldn't move.
He rested all his weight on me, and our breath sprayed out, embedded in each other's breath.
The air was scorching, and he began to kiss me, the kiss was particularly fierce and raging: "You have to live well at any time, don't let me worry, in this life, I am your ......"
I kissed him back, and the force was not light, and I bit his lower lip hard, and he bit mine too.
We didn't know what we were doing with each other, we just vented our inexplicable thoughts.
At that time, I felt that the love between me and Huo Jidu belonged to a momentary passion, and if I left him, this love would fade.
After all, there are not a few women around him, why does he have to love me to death?
Years later, I learned I was wrong.
I'm too young to understand what an unforgettable heart is, Huo Jidu has already given me all his heart, and there is no other woman.
We slept in a twisted position for the night, and woke up the next day with a sore back.
Huo Jidu abandoned yesterday's gentleness and replaced it with his usual strength: "Spirit, go see my father and second uncle on Sunday." My second uncle is Nie Zhuoge's father, you don't have to be afraid, go through the procedure normally, I want you, and no one can stop you. β
He covered me and gave me a soft kiss: "What do you want to do, I will give you to rely on, I am your ......"
I was moved to hold his neck: "Huo Jidu, I want to meet you early in the next life......"
"In this life, when you meet me, it's not too early or too late, it's just right. β
His words crossed my heart, I pressed against his forehead, smiling restrainedly, the tip of his nose rubbing against my cheek, my heart was extremely satisfied at this moment.
For seeing Huo Jidu's father and second uncle, I have always been mindful.
Even if Huo Jidu repeatedly told me not to be nervous, I couldn't relax.
First, I was afraid of leaving a bad impression on Huo Jidu's father, and second, I was afraid that Nie Zhuoge's father would be prejudiced against me.
So I wasn't safe until Sunday.
I packed up early, put on a flight jacket, and I wore all my hair in the back of my head, leaving no shredded hair on either side.
Throughout the whole process, Huo Jidu lazily leaned on the sofa and watched me dress up.
"Jidu, is it good-looking?"
Huo Jidu glanced at me lightly, and lifted his thin lips proudly: "Girl, your face is there, no matter how you toss, you can make people die, thanks to you being mine...... I can't tell how jealous I am. β
He used this to coax me, but I was also quite useful, laughing and tucking my legs into my boots.
Huo Jidu wore a military uniform, meticulous, and straight.
I looked at him for a long time: "Am I suitable for this body? β
"My dad is an antique, I have to see him in order, he thinks I'm leaning on business, you can wear whatever you want, be obedient, and earn me some face. β
I nodded, and he held me around.
Both walked outside the courtyard, Yan Jiaye was leaning on the edge of the fountain and waiting, and when he saw me and Huo Jidu, his eyes were straight.
"Hey, Jidu, Lily doesn't look like your girlfriend, she's too young, like a sister......"
Huo Jidu raised his eyebrows slightly, and gave Yan Jiaye a contemptuous smile: "You just have two sentences on your lips, and you have the ability to find a woman to come back by yourself." β
I clearly noticed that Yan Jiaye's face was red and white for a while, and his mouth was bulging and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word for a long time, and he was very aggrieved.
When I got into the car, I turned my face sideways and looked at Yan Jiaye, who was drilling into the car: "Yan won the lottery and is a talent, so it stands to reason that it is not difficult to find a girlfriend." β
Huo Jidu sneered twice: "The key is that he likes women." β
I was stunned for a moment, I didn't react at all, and it took a long time before I asked Huo Jidu stiffly: "You said he likes men?"
Huo Jidu nodded lightly: "I started to like my eldest brother in high school, then my eldest brother had a girlfriend, he came to complain, I knew him like that, he didn't have any interest at all, and he blushed when he saw my eldest brother." β
I really didn't expect Yan Jiaye to like men, my crush is still Huo Jidu's eldest brother, and when I look at him again, I can't help but feel like something.
About half an hour later, the car drove into a place where stone lions were lined on both sides and weeping willows hung on the sides.
Huo Jidu took the lead in parking the car to the side, and Yan Jiaye followed.
It is said that it is a place to eat here, but in fact, it is also a place to welcome guests, and usually more important welcome banquets are held here.
Huo Jidu led me around the nine-song turning corridor and the park full of flowers and plants before I saw the word 'Spring Garden'.
There were three greetings in cheongsams standing on the side, and when they saw us, they politely introduced us.
Before he entered the room, he heard a very hearty laugh coming from inside, and the thick tone shook people's chests.
After a few seconds, Huo Jidu opened the bead curtain, only to see two middle-aged men in military uniforms sitting inside, one of them was an army uniform, and the other was an air force uniform.
"Dad, second uncle......"
The two people in the room looked up at the same time, and the eyes of the two in army uniforms stared at me motionlessly, and with a wave of their hands excitedly, they even knocked over a cup of tea next to them.
The waiter on the side hurriedly changed the tea cup.
Another person wearing an air force uniform couldn't help but tease: "Lao Nie, the shelf you are holding is about to break, and a sip of good tea has been ruined by you." β
Huo Jidu also introduced at this time: "Dad, second uncle, this is my girlfriend, Lili." β
"You kid, don't say anything if you have a girlfriend, just bring it over, I have to interrogate you today. The man in the uniform of the Air Force continued.
I know that he is Huo Jidu's father, Huo Zhenting, and the other is Nie Zhuoge's father, Nie Yun.
Yan Jiaye's praise is not wrong at all.
Nie Yun is really a first-class handsome, and his age in his forties does not look much different from that in his early thirties, and some people believe it when he is in his twenties.
The eyes are narrow and deep, the eyebrows are like splashing ink, the bridge of the nose is straight, the thin lips are reddish, and there is a rare good face.
But I wondered what he was looking at me from the moment I came in, and he didn't leave for a moment.
Thank you Linyu, Si Ye, rivc, I want to forcibly form a cp between Yan Jiaye and Huo Jidu, hahaha.