043 I can never simply like another person
"Don't touch me!"
I don't like Chen Shi holding me like that, he hasn't discussed it with me, why don't you be upset, just say a few words, it's enough.
"Idiot, don't cry yet. ”
The more I pushed him, the tighter he hugged him. I understand that I am not his opponent at this time, "I am willing to cry, I am willing to take care of your girlfriend, you can't control me!"
Chen Zhi sighed and pressed my shoulder, "What I said angrily, do you understand? You are not allowed to be with Langlang, and neither can Si Chen." ”
"Then someone else can always do it, right? Don't you look down on me, and no one is allowed to like me?" I tilted my face up, desperately trying to see him clearly, but unfortunately it was too dark and too dark for me to really see anything clearly.
If you can't even see your face clearly, don't mention anything that you don't care.
"Can you not do that. ”
Chen Zhi's tone, so helpless, sounded like I was embarrassing him. But I'm so aggrieved, I can't treat everything that happened between us as if it didn't happen, I'm not a calculating person.
But what I gave to Chen Zhi is really too precious.
I even advanced all the memories I could have in my life to give him a good and important position. I understand that even if I don't stay with him in the future, even if I fall in love with someone else, I have to remember him for the rest of my life.
However, in his world, Xiangxi is just a small transparency passing by, and it will not be the first, nor will it be the last.
We were in a stalemate like that for a while, no one spoke, and Xu Nia and they didn't chase them out, it seems that everyone and Chen Shi have tacitly understood the matter.
After a while, Chen Zhi's posture of hugging me became more intimate, and he pinched my face with his free hand and kissed it hard. Catch the mouth, and continue to suck and suck.
I gritted my teeth to prevent him from kissing any deeper, but he ignored me completely, and passed the faint smell of smoke in his mouth.
After kissing me for a long time, he let go of me, "I feel sad when I see you crying." ”
"There are so many people who make you sad. ”
Chen Shi didn't deny it, my heart was cold, but he said, "You are different from others. ”
"How is it different?"
I asked in a hurry, and I kind of exposed my thoughts.
This point was accurately recognized by Chen Zhi, "You just like me, don't you?"
I didn't speak.
Chen Zhi said, "Xiangxi, if you don't tell me what you think, do you think I can guess it? Many times you think you don't understand me, so can I see through you completely at a glance? I don't understand either." What are you going to do if you don't tell me anything?"
"Then I'll tell you, do you know what to do?"
Chen Shi whispered, "It will be different." ”
Still not sure of the answer, I listened to it, and I felt so wronged.
"Do you think I'm going to give up all my self-esteem for the sake of a different possibility?" I asked, "what about her? ”
Asked, I cried again, this cry was so loud, I didn't want to hide anything, I was just sad, sad for so many days. Why, why did I give myself to him, he waved his hand and turned around to provoke some ex-girlfriend.
While crying, I asked, "Chen Shi, don't you know that from that day on, I will never be able to simply like another person again?"
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